Things hasn't been easy for the two of us, I knew I was wrong for pushing her away in front of Siwon especially when we are arguing… but these few days, she has been quieter than she usually are, she doesn't jokes around anymore, does not tease me… but the hardest thing was…
She didn't even kiss or hug me anymore….God….what are all these means? Is she planning to break up on me or something? Please…i…I love this person…if loving someone of your own sex is a big sin, then I am sorry…sorry for being a hopelessly in love person with Taeyeon. – Tiffany.
Taeyeon had received call that Tiffany has skipped Sunday school and asked her to come down to her apartment for a little while as she has a surprise for Taeyeon. It surprises Taeyeon that Tiffany would actually skipped her Sunday church and it actually makes her wonder what surprise has Tiffany prepared for her.
This few days hasn't been any easier for Taeyeon, as she has been thinking ways and ways of breaking up with Tiffany in order Mrs. Kim would stop doing something that could hurt Tiffany or her family, she thought treating Tiffany cold would make Tiffany ask for the break up, that would just make everything easier and wouldn't hurt Tiffany, but eventually, Tiffany not only did not say such thing, but she has never give up on finding a conversation with Taeyeon whenever they meet up.
Its been almost a week for them not meeting, Taeyeon has used the reason of her having exams as an excuse, right now, she cant find any to not meet Tiffany, because her exams were over.
Taeyeon reluctantly change into a new clean shirt as she gets herself ready.
When Taeyeon walks out from her room, she was surprise to see Mrs. Kim standing there.
"going somewhere?" mrs. Kim ask.
"is none of your business" Taeyeon shove Mrs. Kim aside as she wants to walk pass.
"don't forget about our deal, Taeyeon" Mrs. Kim reminded.
Taeyeon stops walking, awaiting for what Mrs. Kim has to say.
"if you take too long, im afraid, the letter of firing Mr. Lee would be sending to him, faster than you breaking up with Tiffany"
Taeyeon slide her body against the lift as she waited for the ride to reach the ground floor, where she will meet Tiffany and do something out of her control and will.
She squatted in the corner of the lift, covering her face with her knees, she let out a sob.
When the lift beeps its arrival of ground floor, Taeyeon bring her face up, wiping the tears off her eyes, she quickly stands up. She uses the sleeve of her shirt to wipe her eyes.
Once and for all…
Taeyeon shakes her mind off, she didn't want to be weak anymore, she needs to be tough.
As she walks out from the lobby, standing right outside her condominium compound, was Tiffany, in a black mini skirt, with a white polo shirt. Tiffany was back facing her, so she didn't know that Taeyeon was right behind her, looking at her.
Tiffany had a black leggings on underneath the mini skirt, on her right hand, she has what looks like, a picnic basket in her grip, while the left hand was holding her phone. Tiffany start stomping a little bit, like she was impatient, she look at her phone and then brings it up to her ear.
Taeyeon phone rang, making Tiffany turns around at the familiar ringtone she has heard of.
Tiffany has her fringe tie up, above her head, with a small black ribbon. Looking really cute.
With the sun above her, making her skin actually seems like it was glowing.
Taeyeon cant even help but to smile a little. Tiffany has her bright smile on back at Taeyeon.
"annyeong"
Tiffany greeted and bows a little, making herself even cuter than she ever needs.
Taeyeon just nod her head in return, Tiffany smile faded, but she quickly hid it from Taeyeon, who sadly, saw it, Tiffany force herself to be cheerful.
"Look at what I got!"
Tiffany swings the picnic basket right in front of Taeyeon, smiling.
Taeyeon tilted her head a little, "what is it?"
"something I prepared…for us!" Tiffany step forward towards Taeyeon, linking her arm with Taeyeon's, "I thought about us going for a picnic…we have never done that before and I had always wished for one when I am in a relationship"
Taeyeon stayed quiet.
I love her…..how can I break up with her? This is crazy! And…. She seems to love me a lot more than I thought….. god….why do you need to test me this way…. For whatever sin I did in the past, punish me some other way….not by this way…..
Tiffany tugs against taeyeon's arm, which gets Taeyeon's attention.
"can we go jeju island?"
"….yeah"
Tiffany was all smiling again.
They arrive jeju island after an hour drive, Taeyeon and Tiffany steps out from the car.
And look at the beautiful view around them.
The hills were all covered by beautiful green grass.
Tiffany was literally skipping her way to find a beautiful spot somewhere under the tree.
Taeyeon hesitantly follows Tiffany, she squinted her eyes a little and then uses her hand to block the sun from shining at her eyes, blocking her view from looking at her beautiful girlfriend who is already sitting on the ground on top of the picnic blanket she prepared in the basket.
Taeyeon sits on the opposite side from Tiffany so she can look at her.
Tiffany was taking out boxes and boxes of food that she had prepared.
"can I help?" Taeyeon ask.
Tiffany looks at Taeyeon and smiles, "gwenchana…just sit there…it will be quick"
Taeyeon nods her head, as she watches how Tiffany continuously bringing out more and more boxes from the basket, like it was a magic show of how many boxes are in there.
"just how many food did you made, Tiff?" Taeyeon ask curiously.
Tiffany shrugs her shoulders, "I don't know what's your favorite snack, so I made varieties"
"that is why….you skipped church?"
Tiffany frowns and nods her head, Taeyeon felt guilty and Tiffany saw the expression, she leans in and kisses Taeyeon on the cheek, "gwenchana…I wanted this"
But all her doings, were only making it harder for Taeyeon.
"here" Tiffany pulls out a good looking sandwich from one of the boxes, "egg mayo"
Taeyeon nods her head and take the offer, she took one bite and cough badly right away.
"Taeyeon ahh! Wae!?"
Tiffany quickly kneels on her knees at Taeyeon's side, tapping Taeyeon's back a few times from choking.
Taeyeon cough one last time, before shaking her head, "im…" cough "fine"
"wae?"
"too much pepper" Taeyeon looks at the half bitten sandwich, which was obviously too much pepper in sight, Tiffany reaches into the basket and pull out a bottle.
"here, drink some" Tiffany pour it into a paper cup.
When Taeyeon took a sip, her eyes widen, she took some time to actually swallow her lemon juice, which is all sour as Tiffany has forgotten to add some sugar in.
"is the juice not tasty?" Tiffany sees how Taeyeon expression was.
Taeyeon shakes her head, "anniya, the drink is good"
"liar" Tiffany pours some into a cup for herself, she turns around to spit all the lemon juice out that contains in her mouth, "sugar~~~"
Taeyeon look at Tiffany who slums her butt back onto the ground, looking all so disappointed.
"I am such a failure, and to thought I was the one who comes up with all this…trying to make it perfect…but I was ruining it with the food already"
Taeyeon shakes her head and reaches out to hugs Tiffany, "anniya…don't think of it that way…"
"Taeyeon I miss your hug" Tiffany hugs back, "I miss you"
Taeyeon frowns upon hearing such remarks from Tiffany.
"you'll do great in the future" Taeyeon sighs.
"I promise to practice my cook" Tiffany giggles, totally misinterpret what Taeyeon meaning was.
After eating some food that could be tolerate, Taeyeon lays her back onto the blanket, with the sun shining on her face, while Tiffany was busy packing the boxes back into the basket.
"im done" Tiffany blows air out, as she looks over at Taeyeon, who has one arm drape over her eyes, covering it from the sun, she believes Taeyeon has fallen asleep as she didn't get a respond from the latter.
Tiffany crawls her way to where Taeyeon is, she studies the girl features.
Tiffany reaches out to pull Taeyeon's arm away from covering herself. Just as Taeyeon felt someone moving her arms away, which she believe, Tiffany did it. She opens her eyes.
To her surprise, the sun is longer shining at her way, as it was block away.
Taeyeon's eyes widens.
Tiffany was kissing her on the lips, just pressing the lips both together.
After awhile, Taeyeon responded the kiss, by kissing back, but Tiffany pulls away, she was smiling so cutely and shyly, but her eyes never left Taeyeon's.
"I heard from siwon that you pass all your exam" Tiffany says.
Taeyeon stays quiet to see what it means.
"you remember our promise?" Tiffany was blushing.
Promise….? Boya….promise….YIKES!
Taeyeon who is shock, sits up quickly, but too quick for Tiffany to realize that is, making their forehead knocks each other, Tiffany held on hers, whining a little.
Of course…I do remember it…no… no way I am going to have sex with her….i mean, I want it…but I am not going to take her virginity away and leave her in the end…I cant…that would just hurt her even more….i cant be that selfish…
Tiffany was blushing furiously when they looks at each other.
"we made that promise-"
"I know, Tiff…but not now…"
She…doesn't want sex? This is something wrong…the Taeyeon I know…wants so much from me…is not that I am stating it out that she's a pervert, well, she is…but…why do I feel like she's being different already? She no longer seems like she loves me anymore… - Tiffany.
"Taeyeon…do you still love me?"
"I love you forever Tiff" Taeyeon sighs, she was again, fighting hard against those tears in her eyes. But her answer made Tiffany smiles gladly.
"I know many things has happened this few days…but I hope, it will never break us apart"
Taeyeon looks at Tiffany.
"do you have anything that you want to tell me? Tae…"
"no"
"jinja?" Tiffany holds Taeyeon's hand, "nothing to share?"
"yeah, no" Taeyeon fake a small smile on her face, for Tiffany to buy her lies.
Tiffany smiled and leans in to kiss Taeyeon on the lips.
