This is my story if how things should have been.
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CHAPTER TEN
Jpov
Bella had left about half an hour ago, quill and embry had left a few minutes after. You would think these guy's didn't have a home to go to though, they were my best friends but since Bella came back on the scene, they've never been away from the place. I was beginning to wonder if she was the sole reason they were hanging around so much. I mean, yeah we hung out here and there but never as much as what we have done the last couple of days. Bella would be going back to school in a week's time what with her suspension finishing then, so I wondered if the guy's and me would still be close, Bella had kind of gelled us altogether. That girl gives me butterflies, she is so amazing. I was elated when I found out that her and that Cullen guy had broken up. Then when she had turned up with the bikes, I was just bursting with emotion. We had chilled and were getting closer again. Quill and Embry kept ribbing me about how much I went on about her, it was Bella this and bella that, yeah I've got a crush, well it feels more than that to me though, but big fucking deal. Then when Bella came out today, after what had happened at school, she had calmed me down. She had held me and told me not to take any notice of Sam, easier said than done though. Me and the guy's had just left the school building, well more of a hut in reality, when Sam was standing with two other guy's, Paul Lahote and Jarred just got right up in my face, saying I shouldn't be hanging out with Bella, that she was an outsider, a pale face.
As I heard the way he spoke about Bella, it was like my whole insides were on fire, as if I wanted to burst out of my skin and rip him limb from limb. Paul had stood smirking, the guy just pisses me off no end. He used to go to school with us, a couple of years ahead, he is 19 and was always known for being a hothead. Then he disappears and turns up again a week later hanging out with Sam. He was cocky and arrogant, two things I hate in a person. If quill and Embry hadn't pulled me away when they did, only taha aki knows what I would have done. Sam and Paul are huge in stature, but I would have given it a go, I didn't care if they fucked me up, I was not going to let them stand there and dictate who I can or cannot hang about with. They are not my bosses. Jared had hung back slightly during all this, watching carefully. I used to think jarred was an alright guy, but not anymore, he was part of Sam's little gang. There was rumours going around La Push that they were into drugs, as in steroids, nobody knows for sure, but it would explain the sudden bulk of height and weight. They weren't fat, just packing some serious muscle. I used to think that I was big, but compared to these guys, I was kinda smaller.
Bella was my best friend over and above quill and Embry. There's nothing I wouldn't do for her. I might even go so far to say that I'm in love with her. She really does it for me, and believe me there has been many a night I've masturbated over the thoughts of her, touching me, pretending my hand is actually hers. Hey, back off, I'm sixteen, I'm allowed these thoughts. It's normal, I think.
Another reason that I love Bella, is that she genuinely does not have a clue as to how beautiful she really is. She is oblivious. She has chestnut brown hair that flows down her back in slight ringlets and every so often, when the light hits it, you can see shades of red and auburn through it. Her skin is smooth and white, but her cheeks have this wonderful rosy glow to them when she gets mad. her smile is perfect, full of pearly whites. But it's her eyes that get me every time. They are huge, framed with thick black lashes and they are a wonderful chocolate brown with flecks of green and gold in them. When she looks at you, it's like she is staring right inside of you. She's just amazing. It was easy to fall for her, cause that's Bella. Everything with her was simple, as easy as breathing really. She never flaunted herself, she just was. Don't get me wrong, she has developed quite a little temper on her and as I said to Quill and Embry, can be quite the little spitfire given half the chance, fuck getting on the wrong side of her is all I can say. But even through all this, I wouldn't change her cause if I did or anyone for that matter, well she wouldn't be Bella. Simple.
I was still lost in my thoughts when I heard my dad in the other room, he sounded as if he was on the phone. I couldn't really make out what was being said, just his muffled voice, he was speaking so low. Why would he be speaking like that, I decided to stand by the door to see if I could make anything out that was being said.
"Yeah, I know, it looked as if it would happen earlier, but she managed to calm him" said my dad.
"No, I don't know how she did it, he was really hot then it dissipated, calm down, she'll be back at her own school soon enough" he said.
What the fuck is going on with my dad? It was obvious he was talking about Bella, but why?
"Now, ok, I'll wait outside" he said.
There was a click of the phone being put down, I stood still wandering who was coming over.
I heard the front door open and then bang shut, peeking out my window, I waited with baited breath to see who my dad was meeting.
I didn't have to wait long, it was roughly five minutes later, I saw even through the darkness, it was Sam Uley.
My head started running around with ludicrous thoughts.
Why was my dad speaking to Sam Uley of all people?
They had grim looks on their faces, not a good sign. They were all hand gestures too. My dad only ever does this when he is talking serious business.
My head started to really hurt again, the heat was building up again. The anger was pushing to the surface, of fuck it hurts. I have to calm down, Bella, fuck, I need you.
Images of Bella suddenly appeared in front of my eyes, of her smiling, of her taking the loss out of Quill, of making his face go red for a change, of Bella making us all laugh earlier on as we ate together.
Within a few minutes, the heat was going, the prickling sensation in my skin too was disappearing.
She had done it again, just thinking of her calmed me.
As I crouched below the window, my head held in my hands, I realised one thing...
My dad was keeping secrets from me, he knew something.
He never hid anything from me.
Well two can play that game, dad.
I will get to the bottom of this.
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