Party? J Pov
They love party's. I've noticed after the two months they throw one almost every month. Why couldn't I be there till this one starts? I'm riding my bike to the beach, i havent been there since i ended it with nikki but I have no where else to go beside there right now. I miss Eadlyn she always kept me company. No I told myself. She is in France she's safe there dont wish for her to be here with this drama.
The beach is peaceful like always. Nobody is bothering anybody else. I check my phone. No calls or texts that means I can't go back yet. I wanna go home. my real home, where mom is on the couch higher then shit and I'm comforting Ady telling her everything will be okay. At least I had her with me to keep me grounded. Since I'm older i have to be there for her. That's why I havent tried to tell her about mom yet. She'll be mad as hell when she gets home but I know she was safe during that time period that she wasn't here.
Without thinking I wandered back to the apartment. Moms apartment. Wow. I was really missing everyone today.
I tried the door. It opened, of course no one was here nothing was here it had all been taken out when she died. I sat where the couch would have been and just stared into space. I couldn't bring myself to cry, but I was still upset about it all.
I missed it here I missed everything being the way it was before. I was starting to get mad. "why did she get high that day? why couldn't she just get clean?" I punched the wall. I didn't relize I was even talking out loud. then I heard someone walking up here asking who was there. I ran. I got on my bike and went down the street to where I thought I was safe. I checked my phone. It was now 5 in the after noon.
Smurf texted me.
" are you coming home? there's a suprise."
A surprise? okay. I guess I'll go back. I know the route back by heart now seeing as I always go home when I get mad or upset. "No" I told myself. Smurfs house was now my home. That's where it'll be until I graduate.
When I got there I seen what we'll rather who my suprise was. All I could do was whisper her name.
"Eadlyn"
So chapter two. I think I want to go back and forth between these two. maybeadd some other pov but so far I might stick with these two. I didn't even notice that anyone reviewed this, I started rewatching this show called sons of anarchy and like completly forgot about this. My baby brother is actrually named Jaxson Thomas.
