THIS IS MY STORY OF HOW IT SHOULD HAVE BEEN.
I DON'T OWN ANYTHING, JUST LIKE TO PLAY WITH THE CHARACTERS.
PLEASE REVIEW
Chapter 15: My Best Friend Is A What Now?
Opening my eyes as the light streamed in the window, indicating to me that yes it was morning. I stretched, groaning. My whole body felt like lead, heavy and my head throbbed. You would have thought I had been up all night drinking tequila or something. My tongue was furry, my mouth extremely dry. I needed water and fast. My dad was banging about downstairs doing God knows what. Slowly I pushed my body out of the bed, getting attacked by the duvet, as it somehow wanted me to stay in bed. It stuck to my legs, so instead of getting up with ease, I ended up falling onto the floor with the stupid duvet still wrapped around me. Not a good start to the day so far. Stupid dreams. I was blaming the dreams for my current state of mind and my bad luck. Christ c'mon to fuck Bella I said to myself, pushing the duvet off and standing up, I grabbed my black hoodie as it was quite chilly, my dad probably hadn't put the heating on yet, so I was quite shivery, sauntering down the stairs, I heard Charlie curse. Now that was funny.
"Stupid fucking coffee machine, I've got to get to work, your holding me up" he cursed at it.
I smiled "Problem dad?".
"Nothing in this house works! I'm late for work, it's the coffee machines fault" Saud Charlie seriously.
I started to giggle, "Dad, it's an inanimate object, how can you hold it responsible for your punctuality?"
He just grumbled again, banging down his cup.
"Look kid, I've been called away to Port Angeles, there's a couple of kids who have gone missing, so I said I would go and help where I could, so I'm going to be back when I'm back, spend the day here if you want then go to Billy`s later ok" said My Dad seriously.
"Ok, well stay safe, I love you" I said.
Charlie looked shocked that I had told him I loved him, not really a word passed often between us.
"Always am, and erm love you too kid" he said, his face going slightly red, with that, he got in his cruiser and was gone.
I glanced at the clock, it was nearly nine am. I wondered if Jake was up, he had to be. Suddenly I had an idea. I didn't really want to be on my own today so I made the decision to go to Billy`s anyways. Quickly running upstairs, I got washed and changed. Putting on my dark jeans with my trusty converse and grey hoodie, I set off after my must have cup of coffee. I was happy this morning, still wondered about the crazy dream I had but I was happy all the same. Maybe Billy would know what my dream meant, he was a wise man and knew things, so maybe just maybe he could decipher this dream I had. Wolves were meant to be a sign of protection of some shit like that, either or that or I was going to be devoured by one. Out of the dream wolves, it was the huge silver one that kinda stuck in my head. I remembered the easy he had nuzzled against me, he was huge but had been so gentle. Hard to believe what with the size he had been.
Parking up at Billy`s, I walked slowly to the house, just then I heard my name getting called.
Turning to see Quill walking out from the side path if the woods. I ran to him smiling, jumping in his arm's. He caught me easily and swung me around, now I was feeling dizzy as well as having a dull headache. Just great. He set me down gently.
"How are you girl? I'm just going to meet Jake for school" said Quill smiling at me.
"I'm good thanks quill, I'm like you, just going to sed Billy though in my case" I said smiling back at him.
"C'mon then" he said grabbing my hand. Fuck, his hands were huge.
As we turned to walk to the house again, I saw Billy had wheeled himself onto the porch, you could see from where we stood that he did not look happy. Quill and I walked over to him.
"Bella, go inside" he said in a clear but authoritative manner.
"What's wrong Billy, is Jake ok?" I asked straight to the point.
"Bella, I said go inside, NOW!" He said louder.
I looked at quill who looked back at me with a confused express.
"Sorry" I mumbled to him and dropped his hand and went into the house. As I went inside, I heard Billy begin to give quill an earful. I wondered what quill had done to make Billy angry. It must have been bad enough because Billy never got angry without good cause. I went into the living room and sat down. There was no sign of Jake, his room door was closed. Billy came back in, now he just looked worried. Quill had disappeared. I looked at Billy, expectantly.
"Jake's sick, he will be with us today" was all Billy said.
"Where is he? What's wrong with him?" I hurriedly asked Billy, standing up.
Billy never said a word, just nodded in the direction of Jake's door.I walked straight over and knocked gently, "Jake, it's Bella, can I come in". There was no answer, so I went in anyways. The room was dimly lit, Jake lay in the bed which now seemed so small. He seemed to have grown overnight, he was huge. He was shaking and the sweat was pouring off him, his long hair stuck to his head because of it. I went over and knelt down next to him. "Jake, it's Bella, oh honey, look at you" I said to him softly. He opened his eyes slowly struggling to focus.
"Bella, your here, oh Bella, your here" was all he said, closing his eyes again.
I put my hand against his forehead, and I immediately proceeded to pull it back. He was burning up with fever. The only thing I knew to cool him down was the obvious, water. I ran out of the room, straight to the kitchen and filled a large bowl of water then I ran to the bathroom and grabbed a cloth. Taking it to Jake's room and putting it down. I was raging, he should be in a fucking hospital, not here lying in his bed suffering. Walking back into the living room, I threw my hoodie off and pulled my hair back out of my face. All the while, Billy just stared out the window. I was beyond angry at his nonchalant attitude. His son was lying in bed with a fever and he'd done nothing about it.
"Why haven't you called a doctor for him Billy, he's in there suffering, shivering and shaking and you've done nothing!" I shouted at him.
"No doctors can help him, he is beyond help Bella" he said soft, looking at the floor now.
"What the fuck are you in about Billy, if you don't call a doctor now, then I will" I said frustrated now, walking to the phone and picking it up, only to have it ripped from my hand.
"I said No Doctors Bella" said Billy narrowing his eyes.
I didn't understand what was goin on, just that it seemed that it was down to me to help Jake.
I went back into his room and slammed the door behind me. I grabbed the cloth and gently applied it to Jake's head, dabbing it gently here and there. This went on for about half an hour. Jake hadn't said a word, he just lay there shaking. I opened his window to let some air in as the whole room stank to high heaven of stale sweat and it was beginning to make me feel slightly nauseous. Deciding to also put some music, switching on the radio and going to sit next to Jake. He seemed to not shake as much whilst I was next to him. Closing my eyes, I began to feel tired. Hoping Jake wouldn't mind, I gently lay down beside him on the small yet comfy bed. It will rain by Bruno Mars was playing softly in the background as I felt myself drift off, Jake had put his arm around me, cradling me close to him, his shaking slowing down. He kept murmuring...
"Bella, your here"
"Yes Jake I'm here, I'll always be here, for as long as I can" I whispered as I too drifted off.
I don't know how long I slept, but I was woken with something I never expected.
Jake was kissing my cheek softly, then the back of my neck, pulling me closer.
"Bella, your here, I thought I'd lost you!" He whispered in my ear.
I opened my eyes, taking in where I was, in bed with Jake, I felt myself go red. With no idea of what time it was, I shuffled around slightly. Jake had closed his eyes again and seemed to have fallen asleep again. He wasn't as hot and the shaking had stopped. I eased myself off the bed and padded off to the living room, I was so thirsty. Walking to the kitchen, I raided it for some fresh juice. As I gulped it down, drinking straight from the carton. I saw Billy was still in the same position as he had been earlier, it was still light outside. I grabbed my backpack and my phone to see the time, it was two in the afternoon. I'd slept almost five hours. Fuck! I must have needed it.
"How is he?" Billy enquired softly.
"Oh now you care, well he is sleeping, his fever has gone down a bit and he's stopped shaking" I said matter of factly.
"Bella, there thins going on you wouldn't understand ok" he said softly.
"Well,fucking tell me then, you never know, I might understand more than you think" I shouted at him.
"Watch your language Bella, I'm not in the mood" He said louder. I just walked away from him and back into Jake's room. Jumping as I realised he was sitting up, staring at me. I went over to him. He pulled me down beside him and nestled me in his arm's, breathing me in it seemed like. I didn't mind him holding me like this, he was my best friend after all. But his next move shocked moved slightly, looking down at me, staring right into my eyes. It was like he was staring right into my soul.
"Jake" I whispered. He lowered his head and his lips covered mine.
I couldn't stop it from happening and I wasn't sure if I wanted it to stop. He moved slightly and was now above me, pinning me to the bed, his weight held by his arm's as if he didn't want his large body to crush me. He moaned as his lips moved against mine, he was still really really hot, he was actually getting hotter by the second. Jake was now moving his hand lower, towards my breast. How had this happened, we'd gone from sleeping next to each other to Jake actually wanting to sleep with me in milliseconds. I hated my stupid body for responding to Jake's kiss. I gently pushed against him, managing, just might I add to move him off me. The rational part if my brain kicked in, what the hell were we doing. This was Jake, my sick best friend, but best friend none the less. What the fuck was I doing, allowing him to kiss me like that. I moved my leg, pushing him further off me, as I did this, I brushed against his boxers accidentally. My face burned with embarrassment as I realised Jake was a bit excited as his dick was literally straining against the thin material of his shorts. He was certainly a big boy, I'll give him that. Fir fuck sake Bella, naughty thoughts aren't allowed.
"Jake, Jake, get off" I shouted at him slightly.
It was like he woke up and realized what he was doing. He scrambled away from me.
"Fuck, Bella I'm so sorry, I thought I was dreaming" he said in a genuinely shocked voice.
"Its ok, just don't do that again Jake, we're best friends, that's all Jake!" I Said softly. I loved Jake but I could never love him like that. What I felt for him was familial love, that's why it had become to feel wrong as he kissed me. Don't get me wrong, Jake was a fucking good kisser and yeah he had made my lower parts flutter slightly but that's only because I was starved of attention by fuckface. I cleared my throat.
"How are you feeling anyways?" I asked him changing the subject abruptly.
"My body still feels really hot and I'm now sore" said Jake lying down.
"Go back to sleep Jake, it will help, I'll be here when you wake up, promise" I said stroking his head again.
He closed his eyes and just smiled.
I exited the room after exhaling a huge sigh, as I closed the door behind me I heard whistles and laughter from outside. Manoeuvring my feet to the window and moving the curtains out of my way, peering out my eyes were met with none other than Sam Uley and one of his cohorts. What with Billy`s attitude from earlier and the fact that my warning to Sam hadn't worked, my rage bubbled over. I stormed out with Billy calling out after me "Bella, stop" as if I was going to listen to him.
I ran out, heading straight for my enemy.
"What part of stay the fuck away from Jake could your little brain not understand Uley, I warned you, stay away, leave us alone you fucking bastard, what are you doing here! Go away, we don't want you here" I screamed at him and flung myself at him,throwing all my weight at him to push him away, he was solid and I was sent flying back on my ass.
Billy was now shouting at me to get back.
Then out of nowhere, Jake came running out of the house screaming "Bella".
"Get back in the house Jake, I got this" I shouted at him.
Turning around to face Sam and his cronie who was smirking, ooh big mistake fucker.
"What are you looking at, you dick" I asked the guy.
Sam looked at him and nodded saying "Now Jared".
The Jared guy grabbed me, tightly. Holding me against his bare chest, he whispered in my ear "I'm sorry for this" and with that he spun me round to face him and smacked his lips against mine, it was forceful, hard. I pushed in vain against him, trying to get away.
He spun me back round "Jake, your little whore kisses good man, think I'll have another taste".
"Don't talk about her like that" screamed Jake, now on the ground doubled over in pain, all I could do was watch and see him scream, begging someone, anyone to stop the pain. The atmosphere seemed to shift, as I heard Jake's body snap, bones cracking. I closed my eyes, the tears blinding me.
Silence. Silence. Silence.
Then whining, I opened my eyes, and there right in front of me was a humongous russet wolf.
Just great. I staggered out of Jared`s arm's.
I managed a couple of steps, my mouth hanging open in shock.
"Wolf" was all I managed out before I collapsed.
Yeah, me being me did the thing that I think anyone would have done. I fainted.
My last thought being, my best friend is a what now?
Again, just great.
