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CHAPTER 23: Beach Bust Ups And Jacob Gets Grilled.
I had begun to march towards the reservation, when I realised that it was a bit of a journey by foot,cos I marched back towards my house. Jared just watched me get into his car and wait for him to join me, which he did after gathering himself together from laughing at my attitude of marching away from the guy's and stomping my foot in frustration. Yeah, he seemed to be the president of the let's laugh at Bella`s temper tantrum club. Whoop De doo for him, he better hope he never pissed me off or he would be getting an earful also. We headed off and met Sam, Jake and Paul at Sam's house. Emily was sweeping the porch out and smiled when she saw us, rushing to Sam if course, enter all the mushy gooey kissy stuff. She fussed over Sam like he was some kind of kid, fluffing his hair away from his face. Sam just looked at her as if the shone out her ass, I swear that every time I see the two of them together, I get even more weirded out. The girl just made my skin crawl and to put it blatantly, I did not like her one bit. I also know that Sam would not like it hearing that I harboured a distaste for his beloved imprint. I thought that the imprint between Paul and I was Bastille I watched the way Emily and Sam acted and decided that the imprint God's, seriously fucked up with that one.
"Bella, I've got some tea on the go, would you care for some?" Gushed Emily as she came over to me.
"Thanks but no thanks, I only drink coffee and juice" I stated offhandedly.
"Oh, right. Sorry, I'll go make some then!" Said Emily, looking slightly miffed. Not my problem.
"No, don't bother, I have business to attend to with Paul!" I said snappily at her.
"Bella, do not talk to Emily like that! There is no need for you to take your attitude and problems out on her!" growled out Sam, coming to stand close to Emily who had begun to look quite upset.
I shrugged my shoulders with a whatever attitude. Paul growled back at Sam as he said this.
"Hey, growlmeister, I can fight my own battles thankyou very much!" I said to Paul, who backed down instantly.
"We will be back in a while, Paul and I have a few thing's to discuss, don't we?" I said directly to Paul.
He just looked at me and chewed his inside cheek. Yeah, he knew what was coming.
Walking towards the beach with Paul trailing behind me like a lost puppy.
Settling on a spot where I could let loose, I turned to face him.
"So, you fucked another girl the night you imprinted on me, tell me, how was it for you, did you enjoy it, did you make her scream with pleasure?" I shouted at him.
"I didn't fuck her Bella ok, yeah I tried, but it didn't work!" He stated angrily.
"So while I was at home, breaking my heart about this fucked up life I have,both were getting laid elsewhere! Have I got that right?" I shouted again.
"What do you want me to say Bella?" He said glaring at me.
"How about the fucking truth Paul!" I screamed at him.
"So you want me to tell you that after I imprinted, I went to a bar intent on fucking you out of my system, that the bitch took me back to hers, that she touched my body, that she sucked my dick, is that what you want to hear Bella?" He said glaring at me.
I just looked at him.
"Do you want me to tell you that I ripped her clothes off and went to fuck her seven ways from Sunday,that I wanted to eat her out but her pussy smelt that fucking rotten I had to stop, that when I put my dick in her cunt that it was like shoving my dick in an oven! Cause that's what it was like, yeah I shoved my dick in her cunt and I couldn't continue, because of you!" Said Paul shouting loudly at me.
"Why did you stop" I asked swallowing the lump in my throat.
"Because I fucking imprinted on you Bella, that's why, I thought that if I fucked another girl, that it would break the imprint between us somehow, I was wrong" stated Paul.
"Why do you think it was so bad imprinting on me Paul, what have I ever done to you?" I asked.
"You were the fucking leech lover Bella, you fucked a leech, you let that scum touch you, you were that the last person on this planet I would have wanted to imprint on!" Growled Paul angrily again.
I just stood and stared at him.
"But, even though its only been a couple of days, I feel different towards you, I don't know if it's the imprint or what, but I've seen a different side to you, you have guts Bella, there is a fire inside you girl that makes me want to get to know you more, I see the way Sam is with Emily and that was another reason I didn't want to imprint, because of Emily, Sam has officially lost his mancard, I don't want to be like that Bella, it's not me, it would mean that I would need to change and I'm not big on change!" Said Paul softly.
"Shows how much you know Paul Lahote" I said looking straight at him.
"What?" Asked Paul.
"You are right about Sam, I'm being honest here, I do not like Emily one bit, haven't since I first met her, I would never ask you to change who you just because of this fucking imprint, you are who you are, I would've accepted you regardless that your a cheating fucking man whore, and for your information, I never had sex with fuckface Cullen!" I stated matter of factly.
"What?" Asked a surprised Paul.
"I'M STILL A VIRGIN, YOU FUCKING IDIOT!" I shouted at him.
Paul staggered back as if some invisible force had hit him in the stomach.
"But you were together for nearly a year, how is that possible?" Asked Paul in a stuttering manner.
"It just never happened, he said I was to fragile, that he would break me, so to speak!" I said shrugging my shoulders again. Paul snorted at this, typical.
"I can't believe he never fucked you Bella, if it had been me, Well you know!" He stated smirking.
"Yeah we all know Paul, I've never even been kissed properly, let alone fucked seven ways till Sunday as you call it!" I said to him.
"Where do we go from here though!?" Asked Paul, picking up a stone and throwing it at a tree.
"Paul, I don't know, I mean, after what you did, how in the ever loving fuck do you expect me to trust you again, not that I ever did, I don't know you!" I stated gently.
"Give me a chance to prove to you I'm different, give us a chance, please Bella, as friends of course!" Asked Paul pleadingly.
I knew he wanted to try, could I learnt trust him? Time was all we had.
"You will have your chance Paul, but I don't want you on my back 24/7 ok, I come and go as I please, you don't own me Lahote, imprint or not, I still belong to myself! We will try and be friends, but the first fuck up, your gone, I mean it Paul, I'll take you down and I'll make sure you never ever get the chance to fuck me over again, got it!" I stated clearly.
Paul's face broke into that loving smile he'd done the day before.
"I won't fuck it up Bella, I promise, I'll prove to you I can be trusted, and friends it is!" He said gently again.
"You know, we haven't been properly introduced have we!" I said smiling.
"What are you on about, we met at the bonfire and I imprinted, ooooh" said Paul finally catching on.
"I'm Bella Swan, nice to meet you!" I said smiling this time.
"Paul Lahote at your service, Bella Swan!" He said lifting my hand and sending that warmth through my whole body again, he kissed my hand softly, then looked in my eyes.
"Thank you Bella!" He whispered.
"This doesn't mean I've forgiven you Paul, I mean it, one more fuck up, believe me when I say, I will serve you your balls on a plate!" I said seriously.
"I don't doubt you for a second Bella Swan, I'm looking forward to getting to know more of you, little phoenix!" He stated smiling.
I liked how he'd called me little phoenix, as I really had risen from the ashes.
"We'd better get back to Sam's, I have a little issue to deal with Jake about!" I said gratingly.
Paul just smiled and we started walking back together side by side.
Jake was sitting on the steps of Sam's porch, waiting for me, he knew he'd stepped way out of line.
"I'll see you later Paul, don't worry ok, I'll be fine!" I said turning to him.
He nodded, then as he walked into Sam's, he growled at Jake.
"C'mon, we need to talk, let's go back to yours!" I said gently, he'd feel my wrath eventually.
Reaching Billy`s we headed straight for the garage. This was where we had started to mend the bikes, it all seemed so long ago when in fact it'd only been a few days, this was how much things had changed between Jake and I. His whole life had been turned upside down and inside out. I felt bad for him, but he still had to know how he acted was bang out of order.
"So, you've forgiven him!" He said slowly, messing about with some tool of some sorts.
"No, I've not forgiven him Jake, he fucked up big time, but we've wiped the slate clean this time, it's his last chance Jake, he knows where we stand, we need time, to be friends!" I said angrily at him.
"Bella, why couldn't it have been me, why can't you choose me, I love you for fuck sake, I always have probably always will!" Growled Jake.
"Shut up Jake, I know that you have feelings for me Jake, but you will have to get over them, what would have happened if we had gotten together and then you imprinted huh? Where the fuck would that have left me? Alone again!" I shouted at him.
"I would have fought an imprint for you Bella, I would have done anything for you!" Said Jake softly, nearly crying.
"Yeah you'd have fought it alright and where would that have left you then eh? We all know what happened with Paul when he tried it, he got SDS didn't he" I said laughing.
"What's SDS?" Asked Jake confused.
"Scorching Dick Syndrome, and I don't think he will forget that in a hurry, do you?" I asked Jake, smiling brightly.
Jake laughed at this, he wiped the tears from his eyes.
"I know why you acted the way you did Jake, but it doesn't excuse your behaviour at all in my eyes, you were well out of line Jake, I never thought I'd see you like that!" I said pissed off again.
"I couldn't help myself Bella, Paul has the one thing in my life, I've loved since I was a child, you!" Said Jake.
"He hasn't got me Jake, we are friends and we are going with the flow!" I said to him, pulling him into my arm's which was a feat in itself.
"I want my best friend back, besides you have my permission to kick his ass if he steps out if line, ok" I said as Jake gathered me in his arm's tightly, slightly winding me with the sheer force of his hug.
"I do love you Jake, just not the way you want me to, I'm sorry" I whispered against his chest.
"I know, I know, I'm sorry I was such a prick, are we still friend's?" Asked Jake, kissing the top of my head gently.
"The Best" I said to him.
We just sat there, it had been such a long morning, looking at my watch it said it was now only 2 pm.
Longest day ever I sighed.
I'd had a beach bust up with Paul and a grilling with Jake, I was doing well.
Roll on tonight, let's see what happens next.
