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Chapter 59: Grasping Life With Both Hands

True to my word, after the fight I moved in with Paul. I actually moved in the night of the celebratory bonfire. My dad had taken me back to his house and I was surprised to see that he'd made a start packing for me, there were boxes sitting in his living room filled with clothes and some of my book's and cds. My dvds were in another box marked Fragile. He had made a good start, there was still alot to pack but it was a bloody good start. I looked at him, he looked slightly guilty.

"Can't wait to get rid of me huh?" I said to him smiling.

"Not at all Kiddo, just accepting the inevitable, that's all!" Said my dad smiling back at me.

I walked up the stairs, my room looked so empty now. There were still clothes hanging up, my drawers still had some contents and there were still a few books to get packed. My stereo was in a huge box on my bed with the flat screen television next to it. That was new, Charlie must have bought it as a going away present. Trust him, always did go all out. I walked back downstairs, he was in the kitchen with bis famous cup of coffee, he'd made me one for old times sake. I went over to the table and sat in front of him.

"You bought me a television dad, you didn't need to do that!" I chastised him gently.

"Its just a little something, not much!" My dad said softly.

"Its not like I'm leaving forever and never coming back dad!" I said to him smiling at him.

"I know kiddo, but you won't be here will you, you have your own place now!" He stated.

"Dad, it's not my place, it's Paul's and I'm just moving in!" I said gently.

"Yeah, but still, the point is you won't be here!" Said my dad softly.

"Ok, point taken, I get it, you know you're welcome any time, don't you!" I asked him.

"Sure Bella, you say that now!" He mocked me smirking.

"You'll always be welcome regardless of the situation dad!" I smirked back at him.

"Yeah, yeah!" He said smiling.

Once we finished the coffee, my dad helped me pack up my truck and came down to the reservation with me, Paul was on the steps waiting eagerly for me. Both the important men in my life shook hands, my dad helped us inside with the boxes. I'd decided to keep some stuff at my dad's, just in case. You never know what is around the corner and all that. Deciding to leave unpacking till tomorrow after school, Paul and I said goodbye to my dad, kissing him on the cheek, reminding him that this wasn't goodbye, but I'll see you later. He still had a tear in his eye, I felt as bad as he did but I had another man in my life now, one who my future was with, one who would look after me, one who loved the ground I walked on, one who loved me for me. Embry and Angela were over at her parents house, introducing them to Embry. I hoped it was going well for them. I slept peacefully that night. Paul's arm's around me, keeping me safe as always.

When the morning came, I was woken by Paul holding a tray filled with a plate full of bacon, eggs, toast, hash Brown's, the works. I was impressed, he'd given me breakfast in bed as a welcome to the house. He was going to be busy himself today as embry was moving in as well so Paul and the others had agreed to help him move his stuff out of his mother's house. It could not come quick enough, I worried for Embry staying with her, her state of mind was not good, giving Embry dog's abuse, no pun intended of course. She was an out and out bully, and I hated bullies. I was glad he'd be here when I got back home. Least he'd be welcomed here, wanted here. His mother had treated him like crap, I detested her for making him feel inadequate. He was far from it. Paul was happy there would be another guy around the house.

Going to school, watching the people around me, people like the slut twins and Mike Newton and his cohorts, laughing and joking away, comparing muscle size, the slut twins checking their makeup in their compacts, making sure they were presentable. I realised that these people didn't even grasp how close, all if them had come to bring massacred. They all lived in their own little bubble land, with no concern about other's, not knowing just how much actually went in in front of them. This just proved to me just how ignorant they all were.

"Hey, you ok!" Asked Angela curiously, bringing me out of my thoughts.

"Hey, yeah I'm fine, just thinking, that's all!" I smiled to her.

"What about?" She asked me again.

"Just how much these guys don't have a clue!" I said smirking.

"Sometimes that's the best way though Bella!" Said Angela in a sympathetic manner.

"Yeah, maybe your right,!" I stated to her.

I also needed to ask her a huge favour.

"Angela, could you come with me to the pharmacy after school, I need some moral support!" I asked her softly, biting my lip.

"Sure, what for, are you ok?" She asked me.

"Yeah, I think so, I need a test!" I whispered softly.

"Are you, you know?" She asked me squealing.

"Sshhh, I don't know, I might be!" I said.

"How are you going to be if you are?" She asked me quietly, smiling.

"Happy, I want kids, I want kids with Paul, it's a bit soon but I'd be happy, I love him Angela!" I said smiling away at her.

"Cool, well let's hope the day goes fast then, cause I for one can't wait!" She said softly but smiled like a Cheshire Cat.

The day went the opposite way, it dragged in, minutes felt like hour's, hour's felt like day's. It never seemed to end. It was the longest day in the history of day's. Angela and I raced out of the school, couldn't get out fast enough. Driving to the pharmacy, it was Angela who walked in and bought the test with her new I don't give a fuck attitude. We then drove to my house, well Paul and mines house, thank fuck the boy's were at Embrys getting his shit together for the big move. Racing to the toilet, Angela took out the test, and yeah I was bursting but could I pee, could I hell. It took me ten minutes to actually do it right. I sat it on the sink and exited the bathroom.

We waited, and waited, and waited.

"Do you think that it will be ready?" I asked her outright, nervous as hell.

"Yeah, it says five minutes on the box!" Responded Angela warmly.

"Ok, go see!" I said to her.

"You sure you don't want to do it!" She asked me.

"I'm sure, please!" I Said sighing.

Angela went in and came out a few minutes later holding the test.

"Its faint, but it's definitely there!" She said smiling.

"Well?" I asked her.

"Its positive, it's faint but definitely positive, you're pregnant Bella!" Said Angela Smiling happily.

"I'm pregnant!" I whispered softly.

"You're pregnant, your going to be a mom Bella!" Said Angela in wonder.

What do I do, I fainted. Again.

And the Guinness World Record for fainting goes to...

ME!