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Chapter 60: Back To My Dad's House For Sanity
After my little fainting spell in the bathroom, Angela and I hightailed our asses out of Paul's house, well my house now and headed to the diner, making sure to double bag the test and then bin it. The last thing I wanted was Paul going to the bathroom and seeing a pee stick on the bathroom counter. Finding out that your girlfriend is pregnant that way would probably suck big time. I opened the door to the diner and headed to a booth in the back with Angela. Megan was on so she greeted us with a huge smile and almost bone crushing hug. She came over with a cup of coffee for me and a large Pepsi for Angela. This was another thing that I would have to cut down on. Apparently too much coffee would be bad for the baby. Fuck I'm going to have to get used to saying that, Angela had chosen to phone and make me an appointment to see Dr McGuire, which was cool of her. The doc would probably do another test just to make sure and then hit out with the dos and don't`s of pregnancy. As I sat in the booth, my hand stroked my lower belly, protectively. If the vision, dream thing I had was true, then it was a boy. Nestled beneath my hand, Paul's son was growing. Our child, conceived from our love. I was going to be a mom and do you know what, yeah I might have been 18, but I honesty couldn't be happier. This was meant to be, to think I had wanted to be a leech, fuck I must have been out of mind, more like I was being fucked about by fuckface. It's so bad looking back now. Alistair and Garret had said that they would be paying them a visit regardless, I still wondered what those two had planned, after seeing them fight through Paul's eyes, they could easily make the cullens into ashes without even blinking. Totally cool. I had all these thoughts running around my mind, I must have zoned out again because Angela's foot kicked me gently from under the table, bringing me back to the diner. I hate zoning out.
"Sorry Angela, crazy thoughts happening" I said apologetically.
"Did you even hear a word I said Bella?" She asked me quickly.
"Honestly, No" I said as I staring out the window watching cars drive by.
"I asked you how you were feeling" she asked me again.
"I'm pregnant Angela, it's not an illness" I whispered softly to her.
"So you going to tell Paul anytime soon?" She questioned.
"I don't know, I mean yeah, course I'm going to tell him, but I'm not sure when or how, I want to see the doctor first, just to make sure" I said.
"Well, ok, maybe you should wait a couple of weeks and tell him, just till you get used to the idea yourself, it wouldn't be bad to tell him in a couple of weeks, would it?" Asked Angela straightforwardly.
"No, I suppose not, speaking of which, are you covered, you know, are you and Embry being careful?" I asked her outright.
"Oh yeah, we have that department under control, I don't want any little embrys running around just yet, eventually yeah, it'd be cool, but not just now" she answered smiling.
Yeah, she was definitely hiding the broodiness, doing a completely shit job though.
"I just hope tomorrow goes quick, I don't do waiting very well" I said.
"Do you want me to come with you?" Asked Angela curiously.
"Of course, your my best friend Angela, it's not just a case of if I want you to come, I need you to com, long as your ok with it?" I responded quickly, sipping my coffee.
"Cool" she said simply.
We were just finishing off when Megan came over smiling happily to us.
"How's the wolf mama doing today then?" She asked smirking.
This got my back up big time, did she know? How did she know?
"What do you mean by that?" I asked her defensively.
"Well it's what Seth calls you, I didn't think you'd mind but I won't call you it if it bothers you" said Megan looking sad.
"No it's ok, it's just been a bit of a crazy day Megan, sorry for sounding bitchy there" I said, breathing a sigh of relief and smiling at her warmly.
"Ok, well I'm going to go just now, got a few thing's to do before Jared picks me up" she said smiling brightly at me.
"I'll see you later in the week, maybe we can go shopping or something?" I asked her outright.
"Yeah, that'd be cool, maybe we can make it a girl's day out" she asked me.
"Yeah, we can all go, have a day away from the furballs" I said laughing.
"Awesome, well I'll catch you two later, bye" she said as she walked away from us, giving us a small wave.
Angela and I left, getting in my truck and driving back to my house. We were met with pile after pile of boxes on the porch step and here there and everywhere. This cannot be all if embrys stuff surely to God. If it was, the boy was clearly a hoarder. There was no way that all this stuff was going to fit in that one small bedroom. Embry was going to have to get a bit more organized than this. Jumping out the truck, I marched right into the house, where finding the boys lounging on the sofa watching what I can only describe as shitty daytime telly, stuffing their faces with chipsset my temper off. I'd just moved into Paul's house and this was what was happening. Well they could Fuck right off in that case. No way was I staying here, in this shithole. The Best thing was though, that the boy's were none the wiser as to why I stood in front of them, hands on my hips and shaking my head at them. I couldn't deal with this just now, I had more important things that I had to deal with. Fuck it. Angela stood just inside the front door, she knew what was going on. I walked into the bedroom I shared with Paul and started packing some of my things in a rucksack. My decision to go back to my dad's was hard to swallow, but until these boys got their fingers out of their asses, I was going back to my dad's because if I stayed here, I would go insane. Plus, secretly, it was a get of jail free card. If I stayed just now, Paul would suss out pretty darn quickly that I was pregnant and I didn't want him knowing till I was ready. With his hearing, he would be able to detect the babies heartbeat within a couple of weeks anyways, so that's the time I would go back to staying with my dad. Enough time to get my head around things and for them to get this place better organised. Paul was engrossed in the world of television as I packed up. Walking slowly by him, he raised his head and saw the rucksack. His eyebrow arched in question, and his jaw dropped.
"Babe, where you going?" He asked jumping off the sofa.
"Home, and not here, back to ny dad's" I said matter of factly.
"Why the fuck are you going there? Your home is here's with me, you've only just moved in" he said sounding pissed off.
"Take a good look around Paul, does this look like the kind of place I would stay, I mean its turned into a fucking dive overnight, embry has too much stuff, you've dumped boxes everywhere and if you think for one second that I'm going to take charge and get it organised for you, you've got another thing coming you dick, until thing's change then if you want me, I'll be at my dad's, call me when the house is back to being a house, not a junkyard!" I shouted at him and with that I walked out of the house with Angela following behind me.
I heard Paul cursing loudly behind me, chasing me.
"Girl, you ain't going anywhere" said Paul, grabbing me around the waist.
"Get off me now, you dick" I snarled at him.
"Nope" said Paul smiling cheekily at me.
What was it jariah said, oh yeah, focus on the anger and release. I managed to pull my hand free, then I felt the heat build-up inside, closing my eye's, I released it, the light flashed and before I knew it, Paul had released his grip on me and lay on the ground, in shock.
"Fuck me, Bella that hurt, how'd you do that, you burned me" said Paul as he lay on the ground holding his stomach.
"None of your business, and that will teach you to fuck around with me, I'll be at ny dad's, as I said earlier, call me when my house is habitable" I said gathering up my rucksack and getting in the truck with Angela.
"Bella, that is some freaky shit you got going on there with that light thingy" said Angela as she started up the truck.
"You don't think I hurt him too much do you?" I asked her.
"No, but it's still freaky you can do that" she said smirking.
Angela drove me to my dad's then told me she'd pick me up for school in the morning. I walked into the house, I'd moved out then moved back in the space of less than 24 hours. Ridiculous. My dad sat in the living room watching some game that was on, he looked shocked at seeing me.
"You ok kiddo, why you here?" He asked curiously.
"I'm not going back till Paul and Embry get that fucking house organised, it's a state" I said gently.
"So I take it your back for a night or two then Bella" he asked me.
"Try a couple of weeks, as long as that's ok?" I asked him softly hugging him to me.
"Kiddo, you can stay here as long as you need, it's your home after all" said my dad smiling brightly at me.
"Thanks dad, I'm pathetic, I move out then move back in less than a day, I'm sorry" I said starting to cry against my dad's chest, stupid pregnancy hormones.
"Hey, hey, kiddo, it's alright, c'mon honey, you go sit down, I'll make you a nice hot cup of coffee and you can tell me all about it" said my dad, leading me to the sofa.
"Actually dad, could you make it tea, kinda gone off coffee" I said, wiping my eyes on my sleeve.
Charlie looked at me like I was speaking a different language. But just nodded and did it. We spent the rest of the night just chilling, talking bout how much Paul's house was a mess because of Embry`s stuff. My dad pissed himself in laughter as I told him how I zapped Paul, then asked if he was ok. I told him I didn't know, nor did I care at this present time. He just told me to go and call him, well ordered me to.
Paul answered after a couple of rings.
"Little phoenix, where are you?" He asked me.
"Where do you think" I said cheekily.
"Look I'm sorry for the house being fucked up, it's just clutter, I'll sort it, please come back baby" said Paul, pleading down the phone to me.
"I can't Paul, I'm sorry for earlier by the way, you know for hitting you with the light, it's just you were annoying me, are you ok?" I asked him softly.
"Yeah, I'm fine, you just caught me by surprise" he said to me.
"I'm glad" I said gently.
"How long till you come back, I mean I am still going to see you aren't I, your not leaving me?" Asked Paul questioningly, in a small voice which I'd never heard before.
"Maybe a couple couple of weeks Paul, I just need some time" I said.
That's when the Paul we all know and love, you know, the pissed off, angry hothead appeared, ranting and raving that much down the phone, I had to hang up. Needless to say, he phoned back a few seconds later, apologising for losing his cool and accepted that he could wait as long as he still got to see me day to day. I felt like shit for doing this to him, but I was putting myself and the baby first. I was happy we had reached an understanding. I told him I loved him and I'd see him soon. As in tomorrow at some point. After hanging up the phone, I told my dad good night then went upstairs to bed. I was so tired.
Morning came too soon as per usual and Angela picked me up. School was boring, lunch was fucking tasteless, and I was in a bad mood, great combination, Not! It was time to go to the doctor's who by the way, was running late thanks to the dumbass on reception getting patients record's mixed up. Half a bloody hour they kept Angela and I waiting. Finally I heard my name get called, I took Angela's hand and we walked over to the room to see Dr McGuire. I was right, he did another test, which came up quicker than the other one that I'd done at Paul's. Two thick purple lines, clear as day, pregnant and congratulations were said. He wrote me a prescription for vitamins and said a letter would follow with regards to my first scan. We still didn't know how far on I was though due to my irregular cycle, so we would have to wait and be told at the scan. More fucking waiting. I feel like screaming. Angela was chatting incessantly about baby clothes and all the stuff Paul and I were going to need. My head hurt as did my ears.
"Angela, please, it's early days and we have ages to get all the stuff your on about" I said holding my head in my hands.
"I'm sorry, it's just so exciting Bella, your having a puppy" she stated laughing.
Only in the world of the supernatural, would it sound ok saying something like that. I burst out laughing.
She dropped me back at my dad's, he was at work. Laying on my bed, I sighed heavily. Turning on my side, I stroked my belly, my little cub was growing, rolling my eyes, fucking Angela and her puppy talk, she had me doing it now. I was just glad for the time being, to be back at my dad's.
At least here, I could keep my sanity. Just anyways.
