A/N: Okay so you know I'm going to say it again, I am not going to say who Lauren ends up with at the end. What I will say is that I think majority will be happy with how it does end and the roads it takes to get there. I take my time in stories so everything gets explained and it seems authentic to the characters, with my twist on them of course. Again to all who read this THANK YOU! Thank you for following it, adding it to your favorites and for all the AMAZING reviews. Like I always say, keep those reviews coming. I really wasn't expecting a lot of people to like this story knowing how everyone feels about CopDoc verse Doccubus.


Bo stormed over to the door grabbing the handle as hard as she could but to her dismay it didn't budge. The succubus took a step back stared at the door as if she could somehow will it open. Taking a minute she grabbed the handle again trying to open the door. Now she knew she was locked in and it wasn't helping her mood. The brunette banged against the door with all her might. If she couldn't open it with the handle she would try and take it down. There was a small square towards the top of the window that suddenly opened up to reveal a mesh gate. A guard's face appeared on the other side of the gate, "Calm down Bo, Hale has you in here for your safety." The succubus gazed back at him with bright blue eyes as she smiled seductively.

Kenzi was still in Hale's private chambers when a horrible blaring sound echoed through the building. The small goth quickly covered her ears, "The zombies are coming, I knew it." Hale ran over to his desk leaning over as he punched a code into his computer. Pulling up the security camera from the zone that the alarm came from he saw Bo walking the corridors. "Nope just the alarm letting me know Bo escaped from her room, please tell me that you know how to calm her down?" The Ash was desperate he didn't want to hurt Bo. He also didn't want her going back to Lauren's and judging by what he just saw on the camera footage her eyes were still blue.

The tiny human gave an innocent look as she softly bit her bottom lip. "I've seen Bo-bo like this before and I have seen her calm down." The siren appeared relieved as his shoulders relaxed, "You going to share it mama," he had to act fast. "Yeah problemo with that one, HotPants is the one that has calmed her. The bitch was Predator scary. She was growling, like she did at me before she came here." Hale kept his eyes locked on Kenzi, "Did you just tell me Bo growls? Like Dyson growls?" He couldn't wrap his head around Bo growling like a wolf. "No like gggrrr get out of my way or I will suck the chi out of you till you die type of growl." The goth had no idea how to explain what her friend did she was almost completely out of it that day probably because of the whole kitsune thing.

"Mama I'm not going to interrupt the doctor again tonight. If you don't know another way I am going to have no choice but to have Bo sedated." Hale gave her a pleading look. He needed her to understand he didn't want to go down this road but the succubus was leaving him no option. Much to the siren's relief Kenzi nodded her head in understanding. Hale picked up the phone on his desk and told the light fae guards to sedate Bo and put her in the medical facility room.

Bo was trying to figure out how the hell to get out of the compound. The old one she became pretty familiar with especially since she had to sneak in a bunch of times to see the doctor. This one was set up differently and she had no idea how to get out. The brunette was here only once before with Kenzi. She stopped moving as she heard noises approaching her. Her inner succubus let her know it was a threat. Turning around slowly she saw three guards at the end of the hall. She went to suck their chi out from where she was standing but stopped to look down at the pain she just felt in her thigh. Bo pulled the dart from her thigh as she glanced back up at the guards. And then she dropped to her knees before falling to her side.

Two guards dragged in Agron and put him in one of the plush hunter green seats that was in front of Hale's desk. Kenzi was standing next to Hale. The Ash stood behind his desk as he addressed the guard who was in charge of watching the succubus's room. "You care to explain how the succubus was able to get out of her room?" Sometimes the siren hated being the Ash. He had to make sure he addressed everything even if he knew the answer himself. How many times has Bo escaped Hale and Dyson when they were partners? Many times the pair should have brought Bo in but never did and now here he was making sure every action was explained.

The guard appeared half awake. "She almost killed me. She sucked the chi from me till I was barely able to stand. The succubus said if I wanted my life force back I would have to open the door it was the only way she could return the chi she stole." The Ash held a deep breath before exhaling. Of course she did. He had the guard excused and put two in charge of watching Bo in her new room.

LAUREN'S PLACE – THE NEXT MORNING

Lauren heard the alarm blaring from her nightstand. She reached over and hit the snooze button. Rolling over she stretched her arm out feeling nothing but the sheets. The blonde opened her eyes and looked over to where Tamsin was sleeping but there was no one in the bed but her. She sighed as she got up from the bed heading towards the shower. It wasn't too much of a surprise to the doctor that the dark fae wasn't there this morning. Who could blame her after what happened last night. The Valkyrie knows that the blonde still loves the succubus then she storms in last night acting like Lauren was cheating on her. It actually hurt her brain to try and figure Bo out. She went through medical school and that never made her mind ache the way the brunette did.

She normally hated quoting movies but she felt like Brokeback Mountain when it came to Bo. That one quote spoke volumes; I wish I could quit you, who knew six little words could mean so much. The warm water felt good as it washed over the blonde. It was providing a comfort right now. Lauren also felt guilty for thinking about Bo as often as she did because Tamsin was actually being great. That was a shock in its own. Who knew the Valkyrie would have a soft side. Maybe everyone human and fae alike had a soft spot it just took the right person to wake that in them.

Forty minutes later the doctor headed down stairs to the kitchen. On the counter was a bag, coffee, and a note. Lauren smiled as she walked over knowing Tamsin's trademark donuts and coffee.

Hey Doc,

Didn't want to wake you after the night we had. I will stop by later might need a rabies shot after dealing with your ex. Got you breakfast. This is the best I am at cooking.

Later,

Tamsin

The doctor grinned. The note was short and to the point it was typical Tamsin behavior. She took her coffee and the bag of donuts before heading out the door. She was going to have to teach her how to cook something if she kept eating donuts she was going to get fat.

LIGHT FAE COMPOUND

When the human entered the compound two guards stopped her. "The Ash wishes to speak to you Dr. Lewis." Lauren stopped in her tracks and stood there watching the two guards. The one guard smirked a little, "Dr. Lewis you are no longer a slave to the Ash you don't need an escort. The guard by his office will let him know you are there." The doctor gave a soft smile. She still wasn't used to this after all the years with the fae she was normally summoned not free to go to the Ash when she felt like it. When she reached his office his guards let him know she was there. Hale opened the door for Lauren. "Hey doc, sorry again about last night, and since we are on the subject of last night I have a bit of a situation for you this morning." The human saw the worry and concern on her friends face, "Hale what is it?" There wasn't much that these two haven't been through together so she was concerned seeing him upset. "It's Bo," he paused waiting to see her reaction. Lauren just kept her eyes focused ahead but he saw it. It was only for a split second but the mention of Bo's name made the doctor tense. "After we took her from your place last night I put her in a room to cool off. When she woke up from my siren knocking her out she was a little upset about being in a locked room. Typical Bo she escaped from the room I had her sedated. She woke up a little over an hour ago and she still seems angry about the whole situation. Kenzi stayed here with me last night and mentioned that she seen you calm Bo down when she was in this state before. Now listen doc I know the deal between you and Bo so if you aren't comfortable with this," Hale was starting to explain to the doctor that he wasn't going to force her to do anything that she didn't want to do but Lauren cut him off.

"Hale, its fine I wanted to speak to Bo today anyway," she stopped walking and touched her friends arm. She knew he didn't want to put her in an uncomfortable position and was thankful that she had a friend like him. The siren showed signs of relief at the doctor's words. He showed her where Bo was and left. Lauren peeked into the room and saw Bo pacing back and forth with her shining blue eyes. Just looking at the succubus put so much emotion into the human. It was frustrating being in love with this fae. The doctor couldn't help but to think that the succubus was imprudent, headstrong, impetuous, stubborn, and immature. At the same time Bo was also loyal, courageous, virtuous, brave and compassionate.

The doctor inhaled deeply before walking into her ex's room. Bo stopped pacing, her back was towards Lauren but she knew who entered the room. The brunette spun around to face the blonde. Her eyes were gleaming blue as she moved towards the doctor with determination. "When," the succubus asked with a slight edge to her voice. It didn't stop her from moving she had Lauren's back to the wall. The human wasn't afraid she has seen Bo this way. "When what," Lauren peered right into her blue eyes. Bo sneered at her ex and Lauren grabbed her by the arms pushing her ex back. The brunette actually stumbled backwards from the human. The doctor was surprised but didn't let it show in her facial expressions. Apparently the injection didn't wear off yet. The succubus stood still keeping her gaze on the doctor before continuing, "When did you screw Tamsin?" Lauren raised both her eyebrows as she took a step towards Bo. "Do you really think you have the right to ask that? You did this Bo, you, you left me." The doctor was angry. Angry that Bo had the nerve to ask her that, angry that she was acting like a jealous ex, and even more mad at the fact that this happened because she ran back to the wolf.

The brunette's eyes finally returned to brown as she sat on the edge of the bed in the room facing the human. "It wasn't like that Lauren," she jumped up as she put her hands on the top of her head spinning back and forth while she tried to explain. "There was no good-bye with Dyson. We didn't date and decide it wasn't good. One didn't stop liking the other. He gave up his love and that was it. When I found out he had it back it wasn't fair to you. Would it have been fair if every time I saw him I wondered what if? Is that what you would want?" She had no idea how she was going to make the doctor understand this.

Lauren gave a half smile, "No Bo I was always second choice to Dyson. Why did you even bother to date me? To get me to fall in love with you while you waited on him," there was anger and sadness in her voice.

Bo wanted to go over there to pull Lauren in her arms, hug her, comfort her, and kiss her. She knew that wasn't an option but watching this was agonizing for the succubus. "Is that what you think? I met Dyson first I thought he was an ass. I happened to need his help because he had information that I didn't. We got closer and yes I ended up using him for healing purposes." She stepped in front of Lauren not caring about how close she was to the doctor. She needed to be close to her. "I did start to like him, I went to tell him and saw him with someone else. He told me that what we had was strictly for healing and he thought I knew that. I told him I think you know we weren't clear on it but don't worry now we are. I could have pursued him. I could have told him that we both knew it wasn't just that and why fight it. I should have fought for him but I didn't. Because of you Lauren," the brunette wanted to pull her into a tight embrace. To feel the way her body molded perfectly to hers. She wanted to break down and cry but she didn't do anything she waited to see what the human had to say.

Her words stunned the human. She wasn't expecting to hear that. "Then why did you run back to him?" Those were the only thoughts the scientist was able to form.

"Run back to him, are you kidding me? Lauren you were a slave I had to sneak and see you or find a reason to see you. Like the injections, there was only one human I was interested in being sexual with. I didn't run back to him you shoved me to him. Did you forget sleeping with me to keep me away from Vex? I remember it so clearly. I talked to that fae on death row and she told me how crazy it was for a fae to fall in love with a human. My response was it wasn't that crazy because I was falling in love with you not knowing I was about to get played, well done doctor." The anger was returning to the succubus. How could Lauren think she wanted Dyson more?

"Oh God Bo, it always comes back to that. You didn't give me the chance to explain you never did. No instead you decided to pick up my necklace and throw it at me." The doctor stopped speaking for a minute as she looked up as if she was trying to recall something. "How did you put it, don't forget your dog collar as you threw it at me. You still do things like that now. Don't want to talk about something or hear something you just run off. Like the other day at my lab." This is what the blonde was expecting the brunette didn't change. Just when you think she could be the sweetest person she goes and shows that thick headed attitude.

Bo sat back on her bed, "Go ahead doctor floor is yours, why did you screw me?"

"Because I wanted to not because I was told to sorry to disappoint you. Yes he asked me to distract you and yes he hinted at having sex but I wasn't his prostitute Bo. I did it because I was starting to develop feelings for you. You never gave me the chance to tell you instead you ran to Dyson."

The brunette jumped back off the bed standing right in front of her ex. "No, after that yes he wanted to be together and I told him that I couldn't promise anything because I still was in love with you. I wanted to love him and just say yes. With Dyson it would be easy he is fae I don't have to be with anyone but him. You know me Lauren I always have to pick the hard road." The succubus was not good at words. Send her to a fight, tell her that her odds are slim and she'll gladly take the chance. Tell her to express her feelings in thirty seconds or less and you might as well give her the death penalty.

Lauren started to laugh as she ran her one hand through her hair. "It's all pointless anyway isn't it? That was so long ago it doesn't even matter anymore. You went back to him, and that is all that matters." She wasn't going to continue this banter with Bo anymore.

"And you jumped into bed with the first fae available. Was it to get back at me?" There was venom dripping from her words. The thought of the two of them together was burning through her. Just seeing them in bed together last night in practically nothing was sickening.

The doctor was about to leave the room till she heard what the brunette said. Letting go of the handle she faced Bo again. "You would think that wouldn't you? She was good enough for you to kiss, behind my back by the way, but what she isn't good enough for me?" Now the anger was really flowing through Bo. She knew Tamsin told her about the kiss and she couldn't help but think maybe the Valkyrie had her eye on Lauren all along. She didn't have a chance to comment as the blonde continued, "Tamsin surprised me. Every morning she lets me know that she will be seeing me later. After work she comes by me. She doesn't run off with a hundred other people putting me on a back burner she puts me first. She asked me if I ever want to go on a case with her to let her know." Lauren was moving towards Bo now. It was her turn to be the angry irrational one. "Tamsin doesn't have to sleep with anyone but me. If you want to blame anyone for me screwing her take a look in the mirror Bo you pushed me into bed with her." The doctor turned on her heals quickly as she stormed out of the room. She knew her last comments were cruel. It wasn't Bo's fault she ended up sleeping with the dark fae. The scientist decided to go to the Dal. Lauren was the one who decided to rant to the Valkyrie it was better than sitting in your own misery. She also knew that she wouldn't have been enough for Bo before the relationship started. The doctor just headed towards the lab she wiped the tears from her eyes as she walked away.

The anger melted out of the succubus at her ex's last words. There was nothing there anymore just sadness, hurt and pain. She leaned back into the wall sliding down it she brought her knees up to her chest burying her face in her knees. The brunette finally was feeling the repercussions of her mistake. It was true she pushed Lauren into the arms of another woman and who was she to complain. What right did she have she was with Dyson. It was questions she couldn't answer as she cried into her knees wrapping her arms tightly around them. The succubus had no idea how much time passed till she heard a tap on the door frame causing her to look up.

The Ash was taken aback to see Bo look how she did. Her eyes were red and swollen. Her normally perfect make-up was now running freely down her face. He went over to her as he knelt down, "Bo, are you okay?" The succubus couldn't answer all she did was shake her head. The siren was getting used to this first with the doctor and now with the unaligned fae. Bo finally was able to pull herself together, "Hale do you mind if I stay here a little longer," she had no interest in going home right now. She had no interest in seeing all the things in her place that reminded her of the doctor. "You can stay as long as you want Bo but I do know a small tiny framed little human that might come running in here. You can try and stop her but she is known to be persistent," Hale gave a grin at the thought of his girlfriend. He was heading out the door when he heard Bo talk to him. "Thanks Hale and sorry for everything."

About fifteen minutes later Bo sensed Dyson. She was lying on her back on the bed. Opening her eyes she saw the wolf standing above her tilting his head as he was observing her. He sat by her legs. The succubus sat up, "You heard I was here?" The shifter gave his caring smile. "Yes I tried calling you a bunch of times and never heard back. Kenzi told me you were here when I called her. I asked her why and she told me it was something I should discuss with you." Bo went to explain but Dyson silenced her with a soft kiss to her lips before he stood up again. "I know Bo. I was hoping I was wrong but I knew I wasn't. I wanted to believe that I was. You already chose. I knew it from when you came to tell me that you left Lauren. The tears in your eyes weren't of happiness they were of heart break. I just convinced myself otherwise. You came there telling me you left Lauren because you found out I had my love back and you didn't know what it meant but you couldn't string her along while you figured it out. Right there you told me your heart already knew but you felt obligated to me, maybe even to Kenzi." Dyson sighed he did know but he didn't care. The wolf in him wanted to be selfish to have Bo again to be with her one last time knowing she was his. It was also the wolf that felt the difference in their intimacy. She wasn't there with him she was somewhere else and he knew where. He saw it at his job when Tamsin mentioned Lauren. "I hope you get your girl back Bo. I want you to be happy even if it's not with me." He was standing at the door before he gazed back at the succubus he was leaving, "I was hoping it would have been with me. I'd be lying if I said otherwise."

She listened to him, actually truly listened, especially after hearing what her ex said. That she doesn't have the ability to hear things out and storms off. "Dyson, do you think it would have been different for us if you didn't give your love away?"

The shifter gave his famous grin. "I wish I could say yes, but I think you gave your heart to the human long ago. I was second choice. The safe choice because you were afraid you would hurt her. With me it was easy and everyone likes the easier road." He was quiet for a moment before he repeated her words from before, "If it was me you would have fought for me when I first told you it was strictly healing but you didn't. You never missed a doctor appointment though," he had to laugh at his joke. He strolled back over to Bo standing by her side as he pulled her to his chest holding her close one last time. The shifter kissed the top of her head. "We will always be friends and I will always love you. I do hope you get her back."

The succubus knew it might be inappropriate but she had to ask it, "Does Tamsin mention her at work?" Dyson thought about it for a minute before answering, "Tamsin keeps to herself she doesn't really talk about her personal life. When I do mention Lauren there is a change to her. When she heard Lauren was freed she wanted to do something nice for her." Bo's eyes widened how did Tamsin and Dyson know Lauren was freed and she didn't. That's right because I was too busy trying to beat Tamsin's ass to find out anything. When Lauren was standing in front of me I was too jealous thinking of her and Tamsin to notice she wasn't wearing her necklace. I'm the world's worst girlfriend and the biggest ass. Lauren's words from before were hitting her. How Tamsin goes there after work putting her first. The brunette bet Tamsin wouldn't have missed the award the doctor won. Plus Tamsin was going to take her on cases. She had no idea that Lauren was interested in being out of the lab. Plus it was different when she was with the doctor she was a slave. The blonde would have needed special permission to leave.

Before Dyson was going to walk out she stood next to him, "Was it hard being with me." The shifter put on the most serious face Bo had seen on him in awhile, "It was harder losing you." He kissed the top of her head before heading off down the hall. The brunette left the room and started to head down the halls. She was trying to remember where Hale's office was but instead she found herself in front of the lab. Bo peeked in through the window and watched as Lauren was typing on her computer. She felt her heart breaking. How could she fix this? All of this, leaving Lauren, yelling at her in a jealous rage twice and barging into the doctor's place. The brunette heard Lauren's ringer go off. She saw the small smile the doctor had on her face knowing it was obviously Tamsin that was calling her. It made her fall apart on the inside knowing someone else could make Lauren smile like that. She would give anything to see a smile like that towards her.

Bo felt someone put there arm around her waist. She didn't need to turn around to know that it was Kenzi. "What did I do Kenz," she couldn't take her eyes off the doctor. Kenzi looked up at her best friend and saw the pain in her eyes. It caused the small human pain to see that kind of hurt in Bo. "We all screwed this one up Bo. I'm sorry I didn't see it before. When the kinsune took on the Kenzi brand you noticed instantly. You have been in love with HotPants for a long time and I never saw how much." The goth couldn't help but feel partially responsible for all this. Bo finally tore her eyes away from Lauren to focus on Kenzi. "Kenz, I didn't notice anywhere nearly as quick as I should have." This brought a small smile to the human, "Well then I guess we are even on that one sister. We'll get back the doc Bo, I promise."

"When did you realize it? Was I the only one?" Bo couldn't help but feel the irony in all this. How did all her friends know who she loved and gave her heart to? Was she that bad at figuring out her feelings? The brunette knew she still was in love with Lauren. Part of her was screaming at herself when she told Lauren that Dyson had his love back and it wasn't fair to her till she knew what that meant. She knew nothing felt the same with Dyson and now it all made sense why. This human owned her completely; Bo gave all that she was to the blonde a very long time ago.

Bo was snapped out of her thoughts when she saw from the corner of her eye Lauren taking her own blood and putting it on a slide looking at it under a microscope. "What the hell," the brunette mumbled to herself.