,,But Denis-'' Joan protested to her phone. The phone-call ended. ,,Oh God, that's it. I can't go on like this !''
,,He won't arrive ?'' Luke asked sitting beside his mother on blanket in front of the lake. It's sunny Saturday, perfect day for picnic.
,,No- again,'' Joan sighed , tears start swimming behind her eyes.
,,Don't bother-''
,,-No I can't stand it. Where we had our last family trip , huh ?''
,,When I was sixteen, I think-''
,,-See and that's why it ended like this,'' tears rolled over her lower eyelids, down her cheeks.
,,Like…how, exactly ?'' Luke didn't understand her. He ran his hand up her back, scooting her closer. She leaned to his chest, staring emptily in water.
,,Like we had sinned and I can't be more with your father. When I want to put our family together again, he can't arrive because he will work overtime. Like it wasn't even enough he must work on weekends !'' Joan cried hardly, her chest heaving rapidly. She was gasping for breath.
,,Mom , mom calm down !'' Luke tried to soothe her. She was panting heavily as she still cried. She had a fit. ,,Mom ! Mom lie down,'' Luke shifted her on the blanket and putting her head to his lap, looking in her chocolate brown eyes, filled with tears, that keep rolling down her red cheeks. ,,Listen , inhale and exhale…inhale…and exhale…inhale,'' he watched her doing as he told her, she closed her eyes, taking deep breaths. ,,…good ?'' he stroked her cheek after several minutes of breathing with her.
,,Good,'' her voice merely whisper, her eyes still closed.
Luke fondled her hair, his fingers sweeping through her brown locks. She inhaled once more before opening her eyes. Dimly finding Luke's through her tears.
,,We don't need him here, we can have a nice day by ourselves, how this sounds to you ?'' Luke smiled, his other hand resting on Joan's stomach.
She weakly nodded. Trying to stand, but Luke pushed her down on his lap again.
,,Rest, you need it,'' he reached for some water in the basket behind him.
She watched him how he leaned to basket. She turned her head to his clothed stomach and pressed there a light kiss, which he didn't noticed. When he narrowed himself, drinking from plastic bottle, she kissed his stomach once again, her right hand running up to his chest. He stop drinking, feeling her fingers slowly popping top buttons of his checkered shirt. He chuckled down at her.
,,We shouldn't here…but for what the rules are, than to be broken, right ?'' he watched her how she steadily, eagerly continued in unbuttoning his modest shirt and revealing his bare muscles of his chest.
He's right, what if somebody had seen us , what then ? But nobody is here, we're far away of town and it seems to be lonely here today. No wonder, when the autumn slowly comes…Joan you're going too far, you should end this ! You should be more with Denis ! You shouldn't do this anymore.
Joan was trying to convince herself, but her body was bravely protesting and betraying her because of her desire, Luke just woken in her that night on his birthday. And he was far unaware how much she was burning for him. She prayed to God lot of times, in church, at home, in bed, after every fall with her son. But every other fall was persuading her , it was not a mistake. But small voice of conscience tells her she was insane. A Sinner ! An Adulterer ! Outcast ! For what she was doing and , what was more, for loving it. Loving time she was with her son. Loving the feel of his bare body, of his strength muscular arms around her. Loving his smooth moves. Loving the feel being loved and being pleasured.
She undone last button of his shirt and her lips locked on his bare skin of his firm stomach. He threw the bottle behind him again. Trying with his free hands to push her off his lap and lean over to take her dress off too, but she had other plan.
As charmingly comforted, calmed down, she found her strength again and pushed him on his own back. Blind with desire and thirsty for contact, for love, for him, she leaned over him. Her legs betraying her conscience shouting, and straddled him in an instant.
Lowering her upper body to his face, her lips found his. His tongue sliding in her mouth as his hand circled her neck and his fingers tangled in her hair again to push her down and deepen the kiss.
Never backing away, but more pressing to him she moaned in his mouth lowly while one of her hands ran down his chest unbuckling his belt.
Her conscience broke the kiss once again to offer ,,do…do you want it ?'' whispering to his lips. She couldn't look in his eyes, she squeezed them tightly.
,,Mom, look at me,'' his palm caressing her cheek.
She forced herself to open her eyes, finding his blue ones.
,,I want you. No matter when, no matter how, just you,'' he smiled seriously.
,,Alright,'' she nodded breathing before kissing him again. Her fingers popped the buttons on his pants. She narrowed herself to take off her underwear. Throwing it next to basket, her body overwhelmed by lust and desire.
She leaned back down, pressing soft kisses up his chest , a several growls escaped his lips. Open mouthed wet kisses spread across his heaving chest as her hand darted in his shorts to work him gently. Her slender fingers curling around him, trailing up and down , teasing his tip before he hardened. Her lips trailed up his neck, the tip of her tongue leaving wet trail, until it slid in his mouth.
Never breaking the kiss she pulled his hard member from his shorts and under her dress. Luke's hands suddenly glazing her sides. She guided himself to her entrance before she sat up on him, slowly letting him pervade her.
,,Ohh-'' she moaned as quietly as she could. Her hips start moving on their own accord, slowly, smoothly on him.
,,Mmm,'' Luke hummed, his hands guiding her moves a bit.
Joan leaned down finding his neck, where she sucked teasingly. Luke's right hand scooted up her clothed stomach and gently squeezing her breast through the fabric of her dress.
,,Yes,'' she nodded eagerly, her hand gripping his wrist and guiding him under the fabric of her bra to work her hot flesh of her left breast. He lightly squeezed her ample breast, his fingers drawing patterns when he moved his hand under her breasts, so his fingers could tweak her nipple.
She whimpered in response ,,Ahmmm-'' moving faster and more powerfully.
,,Love you, beautiful,'' he murmured to her mouth, when he kissed her again. She whimpered again when Luke start moving his hips a bit up.
,,Ri-right, yes-Luke, ahhh-that's-that's my boy…mmm, wo-would you just-just,'' she narrowed herself still moving on him, rolling her dress up and reaching behind her to work the claps of her bra, tugging straps down her shoulders as she leaned back again. She pulled her bra down and threw it to her panties. Finally she reached for his hand with her last words guiding him again to the hem of her ''cleavage'' of her modesty austere dress.
Luke tugged the hem aside and let her left breast fall on his chest, he leaned to her plump flesh and licked at her nipple.
,,Yes ! Ohh-Luke please, right-right- Ahhm !'' she moving rapidly now her breast bouncing on his chest when he left it, before he leaned to it again and took between his lips. Sucking on her breasts she mewled a low groan aloud.
,,Mmmhmm,'' Luke mumbled against her hardened nipple.
,,Ah-yea-yes ! My boy, my Luke, o-Oh-only my-'' she moaned and gasped with ever her move.
,,Yes, only yours,'' he nodded squeezing her breast gently. ,,That's right mom, let go, let go for your boy-'' he panted slightly as he found himself close.
,,My-Luuuuuke !'' she swiftly arched above him, her lips parted in loud cry of ecstasy as she climaxed feeling him releasing after her in response on her moan.
She panted heavily, let herself fall beside him, waiting for her breath to ease. After few moments her conscience kicked up again and she start feeling guilty. But Luke saw her expression on her face and knew what she was worrying about.
He leaned to her kissing all over her bare breast before gently pulling it back under the fabric of her dress. He smiled at her when he caught her attention. His palm on the side of her neck holding her when he kissed her.
,,Mom, you don't have to worry. I'm not gonna neglect you as dad is…and that's all right,'' he soothed her and she closed her eyes with smile on her face. Her hand ran along his chest, hugging him, pressing him closer as she buried her face in his neck.
