,,Mom, are you alright ?'' Luke watched his mother, slightly nervous, or rather baffled.

,,What ? Oh ye-yes…'' she tore her gaze from book, which she wasn't really reading.

,,Something happened when you visited dad in work today ?'' Luke asked, his eyes shining inquiringly.

,,No…e-ehm-Luke , don't you want to go in the cinema tonight ? With William ?'' Joan forced herself to smile at him. ,, I'll give you money for both of you and you can sleep over, hmm ?''

,,Mom ? Are you really okay ?''

,,Yes-darling, well ?''

,,Fine I'll ask him,'' Luke repaid her smile and went to telephone in kitchen.


,,Okay Joan, you-you can do it,'' she pushed herself from kneeling position beside her bed after evening prayer. ,,I should…put something on me…one more layer will make me feel better…'' she reached for her silken bathrobe from her wardrobe, putting it on her red shinny negligee-nightgown. Short, ending in area of her panties, both light-red colored, laced, practically see trough. Making perfect contrast with her silken dark blue bathrobe. She tightened laces around her waist, slipping in her plushy slippers.

She was drinking from the moment Luke left her home alone. To give herself courage, to prepare, to deaden her senses. She picked up the bottle of whiskey from the floor beside the bed taking a big gulp, feeling that burning in her throat. She shook with her head.

,,I'm home, Joan, Luke ?'' she heard door cracking open and closed again as Denis walked in.

,,In bedroom !'' she shouted , drinking again before quickly hiding the bottle in her wardrobe, drinking water from her nightstand to avoid suspicion of drinking alcohol.

Denis rushed upstairs ,,Joan I-I need to talk to you, -about today, -in work . Apology from my side is on first…place…Joan ?'' he stopped in doors, staring at her surprised. She was sitting on bed, one leg lazily thrown over the other, with a …nervous smile on her face.

Hey, he wanted to apologize…see, maybe it's not that hot as you thought ! But still for sure…

She stood up from bed, reaching to her hair with one hand, letting her brown locks free from her bun, seductively falling to her shoulders, and putting her clip on the nightstand.

,,I don't want to talk about what had happened in work…I-I…I'm really willing to not talk about it Denis,'' she slowly trailed her hands up his clothed chest, popping button of his suit. Circling her palm around his neck as the other guided his cheek slowly to her.

,,But I need to tell you something Joan…'' he took her hand from his cheek but she didn't want to give up.

,,I don't want to talk…'' she leaned closer and slowly kissed him, her hand on his neck pressed him harder against her lips, making him growl in her mouth.

You have to or- or he will leave you, you can't allow him to do that….he can't leave us, he can't leave you ! He can't and he won't….

,,This is very unlike you Joan-'' he broke the kiss staring at her with shock, half pleased.

She start stepping backwards to bed, slowly tugging at her laces of her bathrobe, revealing him her negligee , his mouth fell open.

,,When and where did you get this-''

,,-Come here…or you will let your Joanie wait ?'' she offered a seductive smile, sitting herself down on bed as she passed the bathrobe a little by her shoulders, but not completely, kicking of her slippers in Denis's direction.

He nervously , still hesitating a bit, stepped closer to her ,,I- you…ehm bu-but I really need to talk to you Joan-''

She bravely, but still carefully grabbed his hips scooting him closer ,,-I sent Luke to cinema and he will sleep by his friend…so we have all night long-'' unbuttoning slowly his shirt, pressing a light kiss on his skin after every her word. She loosening his tie and throwing it behind her on bed, she kissed her trail down , sitting again on bed, but not leaving his exposed front with her lips. ,,And I will do anything you want-''

,,Anything ?'' he watched her kissing his lower stomach, still shocked , but not seeming to refuse.

,,Anything !'' she nodded eagerly, her fingers closed around his growing bulge on his trousers, looking up at him while she unbuckled his belt and start unzipping his pants.

Yes anything for him just to not leave me…

Swallowing thickly, her hands bit shaking, but she tried to not let Denis know about it, when she slowly pulled out his member from his pants.

,,But I- Joan- you nev-Ehh-er….'' He mewled through his near protest when she ran her tongue down on him to the head of his shaft.

Okay this was not so bad…just hold on-

,,Joan-'' he breathed to her delight, when she trailed the flat of her tongue back to his tip by the other side of his length.

,,You like this…'' she closed her lips around his tip, sucking teasingly, tip of her tongue tickling him. He growl in response instead of proper answer , his eyes slowly closing and his hands on either side of her head, pulling her more down on him.

She softly mewled as a protest, but he understood it like it was from pleasure and pushed himself deeper in her throat.

Breathe , breathe and go on…you have to !

She forced herself to keep going. She moved on his shaft back and forth with his help few more times before she opened widely her little mouth and forced herself to take all of him in. Her eyes squeezing tightly as he growled, bucking his hips forward, his tip touching the back of her throat. Her gag reflex kicked up and she desperately tried to ignore it, to hide it before Denis. He was too busy to concentrate himself on pleasure she was giving him. She must admit, his pants and growls were making her pretty wet and she was turned on… She pulled away, breathing for few seconds before flicking her tongue around his tip again and again and again and-

,,Joanie…'' he gasped as he released inside her throat, she felt his hot liquid in her mouth, pulling him out she looked in his eyes, swallowing determinedly , he watched her with pure lust in his eyes.

The worst behind you …and he called you Joanie…how long it is since he called you like this for the last time…

She stood up pushing down his suit with his shirt, he didn't resist, her palms circling his waist and back to his chest. He let her bathrobe fall down from her shoulders to floor. Gently circling her waist with one hand and her neck with the other Denis raised her up, making her squeak slightly and lying her on bed.

His eyes descending on his tie next to them on bed ,,Anything you're saying ?'' he smiled breathing to her lips seductively. Her eyes fluttered, she nodded.

,,-Anything...''

He smiled wickedly, reaching for his tie and binding her hands together, pinning them above her head to mattress. Slowly kissing from her forehead to her mouth, lovingly, caringly. His lips caressed her cheeks, trailing her jaw line and down her throat which made her tremble and arch beneath him.

Denis rolled her to her belly, his palms smoothing her back and sides during rolling her red, sexy nightgown up to half of her upper body. Then slowly tugging a bit at her red-laced panties, to half of her buttock.

She squeezed her eyes, waiting for the worst…

One her eye opened to look what he was doing, because he leaned to his nightstand , rustling in drawer.

,,What are you going to do with The Holy Writ ?'' she didn't understand after seeing him taking Bible and closing drawer, shifting himself behind her.

,,You're worshiping Good Book….then tell me how good this-'' he slapped her naked, sexy, firm rear she squeaked as she felt the leather on her skin ,,-feel , hmmm ?''

He circled book on her butt and then slapped again.

,,Ahmm…'' pain…pain, pain, pain…good pain… ,,good…''

He smiled circling Bible again before hitting once more, and more making her moan loudly.

,,Really, how much good ?'' and another slap.

,,Much-'' she sighed , biting her lip as she found it delicious.

He slapped her left before her right half of her butt, she whimpered every time she felt the leather stinging her skin.

,,You are pretty pink-'' he chuckled , gently squeezing and releasing her ass. She let out a mingled moan with whimper. He put the Bible on his nightstand leaning his head down.

,,Ohhh-Denis-'' she sighed comfortably , he kissed both her red, sensitive halves, before biting teasingly on her skin, his tongue traversing her skin up her back when he rolled up her panties and turned her on her back again.

Kissing gently all over her belly, she felt beloved and wanted…and sexy. He rolled her light-red negligee-nightgown up past her full breasts for his hungry touch, cupping them, caressing, tenderly working her ample flesh. She moaned deep in her throat, letting her lips fell apart, moan escaping her mouth. Denis kissed between her well-formed breasts before kissing lower, and lower, and lower, gently taking her red laced panties between his teeth, tugging them down off her. She whimpered loudly again.

He took off his clothes as well, before sticking with his lips to her feets, kissing up her calves, continuing to her thighs, gently spreading her legs. His lips caressing her inner thighs, she felt familiar burning between her thighs. He passed that area, which burned so achingly. But not for long, his kisses moving further up, instead his right hand ghosted along her inner thigh and landed right there where that fire was raging. She gasped through a moan. His fingers rubbed her slit tenderly right before he thrust two of them inside her pulsing, wet, silken heat.

Her legs quickly squeezed together as she whimpered and arched beneath him, he was watching her expressions closely, with wild grin on his face. His other hand holding her tied hands above her head.

,,You never do masturbate…try it just for once, with me-'' his every single word a delicious poison for her, melting her beneath his weight ,,-relax, surrender to it, yield to it, do not refuse what I'm offering you…just once Joanie,'' his hot, seductive breath in her ear, making goosebumps on her skin and her body shiver. He unlaced her hands with his one hand, throwing it aside as his other hand between her legs start doing delicate circles with his two fingers inside her.

She nodded moaning ,,De-Denis,'' her eyes fluttering as she spread her legs more for him and one of her hands ghosted across his muscular arm down to his palm between her thighs, gently pressing on his fingers at the end.

,,That's a good girl, is this good ?'' he start moving them slowly and gently inside her.

,,Uhh-Denis ! Mhmmm-'' she nodded her eyes half closed in sensation, her other hand fondled his cheek. He leaned down to suck at her throat, whimpering to her skin in response to her cries of pleasure.

Her hips beginning to rock forward to his fingers, her body, her senses, her pleasure in his hands now.

,,Ye-mmnnnn,'' whimpering loudly when Denis pressed his thumb on her clit, softly pressing and easing before changing his mind and drawing slow smooth circles.

He nipped her earlobe with his lips before he offered ,,I love your moans…two are good, how about more ?''

,,Oh ! My ! God !'' she gasped when he added third finger moving them suddenly faster. Perfectly faster. ,,Yes-Oh Denis , just- just-like tha-Ahhhh-t !'' she groaned beneath him, his pace faster and faster, his circles so soft and his lips left her neck, just to switch to her breasts, he hummed around one of her nipples, drawing it between his lips , letting it hardened and then circling his tongue around it as well.

He was moaning to her breasts just like she was moaning loud, his length was so hard, pulsing, screaming for release too. She felt him pressing his erection on her outer thigh, so she left his hand and went to his shaft. Her fingers curling him, making him growl against her nipple. She teased him just more before she held him as her thighs start trembling.

,,Denis I-I-'' she was panting beneath him.

,,Let it out. Cum for me with a nice loud scream of yours !'' Denis encouraged her, his fingers moving rapidly in and out of her, his thumb doing fluently it's circles on her clit and his lips descending on her own ones. His tongue gliding over her lower lip when she panted and then screamed as she climaxed, cumming, her walls clenching around his fingers.

,,Denis ! Oh God !''

,,That's right Joanie,'' he pulled out and sucked his fingers clear with satisfaction spreading across his features.

Panting and hungrily watching him she teased him with her fingertips before guiding him to her wet slit. He growled loudly as his tip touched her wetness. Nicely sliding in her he panted above her, her hands landed on his back, clutching him closer.

She sucked on his neck when he leaned down to her, using his full weight to push himself further inside her.

,,Ohhh-Yes…Denis-yes !'' she moaned bucking her hips up opposite his as Denis start rocking down. He growled in their kiss before kissing lovingly her forehead, her bit flushed cheeks, the tip of her nose and every inch of her neck , where he reached with his lips.

This is the best sex I ever had with him.

,,I love you, Denis-'' she panted when his tongue glided over her collarbone and his length moved faster, deeper inside her heat.

He knew she meant it, but he won't respond. He didn't want to respond her. Instead he sucked on the side of her neck which made her whimper even more.

His moves accelerating , more smooth, more pleasurable , more intense. Making her breath caught in her throat. Every second thrust of his shaft trembled with her body and senses. Her fingers tangling in his hair while her other hand, her nails digging in his back, scratching, leaving long red trails behind them.

,,Joan !'' he puffed and growled delightfully, his lips with his tongue moving between her heaving breasts.

She felt, how close he was driving her and she just managed to let out some strangled nonsense which made him known , she was almost over the edge of her passion border. He speeded up, his length pulsing and he couldn't stand more, when she nipped at his shoulder and scratched his back again. With a loud growl he released within her and she whimpered in protest. He moved himself more powerfully inside her before his hardness totally disappeared.

,,De-Ehhh-Ahhhmmmm-'' she mumbled against his skin of his chest , orgasmed hardly beneath him.

He slowly pulled out before kissing all over her heaving bust and then lying himself beside her. Their breaths slowly easing.

,,Thi-this is what I call- Quality Sex !'' she panted her senses slowly coming together. ,,When was the last time we had such a good sex ?''

,,Yeah-'' Denis chuckled beside her, his fingertips slowly running from her dark brown curls up her belly ,,-really, the best last time…'' he sighed seriously.

Her content smile quickly faded ,,la-last time ?'' she was confused, looking at him.

,,I-Yes, that was what I wanted to talk about with you-''

,,-wha-ehm-What do you mean by last time and talk with me ? Denis what-'' she start thinking about the worst which was coming.

,,-Joan…I want a divorce-''

,,I- You….wha-what about Luke ? What about me ? We just made love !''

,,Joan I love Luke and I love you but not the way you want me to love you-''

,,-how else you could love me ?!'' she began to cry.

,,-I wanted to make love with you…just once more…as a farewell before I leave. You were so sexy in that nightgown, I had to….but I love Susan Martone-''

,,-no, no, no, no, no…..I-I did ev-everything y-you wanted and-and you-'' she tried to catch her breath. Another fit. Hot tears rolling down her cheeks.

,,Joan , I'm leaving,'' his words cutting through her heart like knife.

,,-Ho-how could y-you a-after…I-I…You ! Get out !'' she desperately clutched her nightgown down and tightly on her belly, for the last signs of modesty that left her.

,,Joan ? What-''

,,-Now ! Get out of here ! Get out of this house !'' she angrily pushed him off bed and out of their bedroom, throwing his clothes on him, harshly closing the door.

Through her loud cries she heard him rushing downstairs, before seriously leaving.

She cried hardly, absolutely confused, absolutely angry, and the most disappointed…she felt horribly abused. And , which hurt the most, from the man she once loved ! She fell headfirst to bed, crying , gasping heavily for breath, her body trembled her face buried in pillows clutching them tightly around her head. She cried herself to sleep with just one big question in her mind.

Why ?