Dear Readers,
Helluu there it's author! I have received many supportive messages from readers about an update on my life. Thank you and I just wanted to let you know...I am still last chair but I started yelling at the other boy and he's too scared to even talk to me. Those friends who left; I have nothing to say to them still. I still wish to separate myself from them. My mother is thinking to pull me from school. I don't know how to feel about that. Personally, I do want to take a few months off from school. It's very stressful for me. Sometimes I start crying just by looking at my math homework. Math is actually the subject where all my stress sprouts from. Currently I am in the honors class. Here is how the math level classes go ( regulars, honors, accelerated). I want to move to regulars. Honors has quizzes and tests on a weekly basis, and even though some kids also endure this..it is taking a toll on me. I have gotten sick a lot recently and I think it's because of stress. However, I feel disappointed in myself. Moving to regulars would mean that I failed. I have always wanted to be in accelerated and honors was the closest I could ever get. However...now I would be at the very bottom. I wish I was good at math. That's all I have ever wanted to be. I wish my name would be number one for once whenever test scores are posted up on the board. I wish that for once...I would receive the " good job" lollipop when we get our test scores back. I am just very disappointed in myself and that...sticks with me every day. For now I will continue writing. Thanks for sticking with me! If you don't like reading my rants, you can skip and continue with the story.
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