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p dir="ltr" style="line-height: 1.38; margin-top: 0pt; margin-bottom: 0pt;"span style="font-size: 14.666666666666666px; font-family: Arial; color: #000000; background-color: transparent; font-weight: 400; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; text-decoration: none; vertical-align: baseline; white-space: pre-wrap;" Hellooooo it's Author once again! Lately, I have been feeling much better! I think my outlook on life has improved a lot and I'm not so sure what's been going on to make that happen. My grades are still pretty bad but now a part of me is okay with that. I have just found an unused diary on my bookshelf so I have put that to good use. It actually has a lot of dark feeling inside of it but that's better than having it plastered on my face. My dad has been getting more job interviews but all of them seem to lead to nothing. I think that we just need to believe in him. My dad is a very aggressive man. He is prone to snapping and yelling a lot...even if it's for small things. A lot of times I feel angry at him. I felt like it was unfair that I had to deal with his childish tantrums but now, I realize that we are family and that we're in this together. Now when he get's mad, I just occupy myself and say nothing. However, my mom keeps on yelling back despite my efforts to make a " shhhhh" sign at her. Arguing back does nothing and only makes him more angry. My family owned two apartments in order to get by. The other apartment's water pipes have completely molded and burst. A guy offered to fix all five of the broken pipes for about maybe $200 per pipe. However, there are a lot of bad people out there and he turned out to be one of them. He charged us $1000 for just one pipe! How insane is that?! That $1000 could have done so many great things for others! And on the same day, my dad's car has been having issues. I decided to cook dinner that day since no one was home and my mom came home while I was making dumplings. She asked me," Do you think we have bad luck?". My answer surprised me a bit. I replied," I don't think so. I think that this just meant that a lot of good things will happen later. Things never get better if they don't get worse." When I went to the hospital for a suicide attempt, a nurse with a therapy dog told me that " things never get better if they don't get worse." I think looking back...it's so true! We just need to stay happy and optimistic. My parents are going through a lot of stress and I think the least I can do is stay happy. Hopefully my dad can also be more happy. But...that is going to take a lot of time. Please pray for us. Love all my beautiful readers! Have any suggestions to how the story should go? Please write a review or message me! /span/p
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