Hey guys! Sorry this chapter is so short, its mainly just a filler. The final episode of yoi though omg I'm dead
NURSES POV
'You're absolutely sure about this? Philip, you do realise, this could kill you.' I warned him. Stupid boy! What is he trying to accomplish by this anyway? It could get him killed. Why is he willing to risk his life, for Dan!? Dan has tried to kill himself 3 times now. Come to think of it though, since he met Phil, he hasn't tried anything stupid. Huh. Phil rolled his eyes again. He shouldn't have to do this.
'I told you before and I'll tell you again. Yes, I'm 101% sure I want to do this. Dan's here because of me and so I WILL fix it! Even if I have to put my life on the line. I don't care. I love him and he's dying because of me. I will do whatever I can to save him! I wont be able to live with myself!' Phil almost shouted. He was getting too worked up. We won't be able to do the surgery at this rate.
'I'm sorry. I'm getting too worked up. I'm calm now. Can we please do this I'm getting restless.' He apologised
'Alright' I told him 'Let's go.'
PHILS POV
The nurse walked me into the operating room. Dan was lying on a bed wired up to all kinds of machines. I walked over to him, he looked so peaceful. I brushed his hair out
of the way and kissed his forehead. Repositioning his hair I whispered in his ear that this was all for him and I loved him more than JJ loves himself. (Its a yoi reference) I stepped back and took what could be my very last look at Dan. Even now, he doesn't cease to be beautiful. I turned around to face the doctors and nurses who had started to gather into the room and ready equipment.
'Ready? There is no turning back.' Asked the nurse
'I'm not sure that I can roll my eyes back further, Yes, I'm 101% sure I want to do this. I won't be able to live with myself if I don't and he dies' I told her, reassuringly
'Alright then.' She said, sighing 'Lets get started'
I laid down and closed my eyes. There was no going back now. My last thoughts before being medically drugged were Dan, smiling at me. Then it went black.
