so here's another chapter...
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Warnings: Language, OCC-ness(not to much i hope) Rated M for later chapters
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Grimmjow waited for Ichigo outside the diner. He saw a flash of orange and he looked at Ichigo's face and his eyes narrowed, his berry looked tired. Grimmjow could see bags under the coffee colored eyes, his skin looked more ashen then peachy. A small growl left his throat. He could see Ichigo's eyes bouncing around, looking for someone.
"Yo, Ichigo" he said to his berry. He got a nod in return, something's wrong… call it gut instinct but he could tell. They sat down in the cubical in the far back , Grimmjow ordered for them, and the waitress walked away with a huff.
"What's wrong kid" Grimmjow asked.
"Nothin" Ichigo said, wincing at the raw burn in his throat, hoping that Grimmjow didn't catch it , but he did.
"Bullshit!" Grimmjow snapped. "ya got bags under yer eyes, yer pail and ya throats raw, sumthin's up kid" the tone of his voice made Ichigo flinch "and to top it off yer not focused, ya can keep yer eyes still" he said softly to Ichigo and the berry finally looked at him, rubbing his hand over his face, his eyes locked with a teal set and he sighed.
"its Renji" he said finally, his voice raw " he wont leave me alone". Grimmjow stiffened at this.
"That the redhead I saw the other day?" he asked and Ichigo nodded and Grimmjow's fingernails dug into his palms as he tired to control his anger. "What did he do?" he asked. He saw Ichigo take a deep breath; he could see his hands beginning to shake.
" I-I cant" Ichigo stuttered , talking about it still being too painful , his eyes falling onto the table in front of him, the tell tail burn in his eyes making him scrunch them shut. He abruptly stood and walked away from the table leaving Grimmjow behind. He needed to get away, he needed to leave. He didn't look behind him to see if Grimmjow was following him, he didn't really care. He walked to his home, walking in leaving the door open, he walked straight to his liquor cabinet and pulled out a bottle of vodka , unscrewing the cap he took a healthy swig of it , the alcohol burnt his throat. He sat down on the floor with his back to the wall. Drinking his problems away. He ignored Grimmjow's calls and messages. Weeks passed and he followed the same routine. Get up, drink, and pass out. And start all over again. That was until the blue haired bastard decided to stop his new routine.
Grimmjow walked into Ichigo's home to find him passed out on the floor with empty bottles of alcohol around him, he walked over to him and pushed a few strands of greasy orange hair away from the orangeetts eyes, slipping his arm under the orangeetts legs and one over his shoulders, he lifted the orangeett with very little effort he's too light Grimmjow thought worriedly. Walking up to the bathroom, kicking the door open he placed him carefully on the floor as he began to fill the bath. While the bath was filling , Grimmjow peeled the boy out of his clothes , leaving Ichigo's boxers on just in case the orangeett woke up. Once the bath was full enough, he lifted the boy and placed him in the water, a small sigh left the orangeetts lips. Grimmjow began to wash his hair with the peach scented shampoo and conditioner; small moans left Ichigo's lips as he could feel Grimmjow's fingers massaging his scalp. Ichigo slowly cracked open his eyes , his eyes focusing on the blue blur.
"Grimm" his voice quiet and raspy from very little use caught Grimmjow's attention
"how goes it sleeping beauty" Grimmjow teased, causing Ichigo to attempt a scowl, but ended up pouting instead. Grimmjow sat him up against the tub and sat down on his hunches and looked the berry over. He looked exhausted, thin and very pail.
"wanna tell me what's goin on?" Grimmjow asked carefully as to scare the berry. "you've been ignoring my calls, I haven't seen you for weeks, then I come to find you passed out , surrounded by empty bottles of alcohol." His rant began and Ichigo looked dumbly at him "ya look exhausted, ya haven't been eating and yer pail. I want answers Ichi and I want them now. Ichigo looked at Grimmjow stunned he opened his mouth to speak but no words came out, he just looked down at his shaking hands trying to figure out where he should start. After a long silence he finally stood , shivering slightly.
"im gonna go change, then ill answer any questions" he said and pushed past Grimmjow to his room. Changing into a pair of sweats and a wife beater and went to join Grimmjow who had made his way downstairs and sat in the kitchen with two cups of coffee. Ichigo sat and Grimmjow pushed a cup towards him and he took a sip.
"Start at the beginning" Grimmjow said to the orangeett, who wasn't looking at him.
"I started dating Renji when I was sixteen. We were together for almost five years. Ichigo started "I knew what he was like, he was the biggest player at school, but you know what love can do, it makes you forget there flaws, and that's what it did to me." He gripped the cup and took a deep breath, his heart thudding erratically in his chest, why am I telling him this, why. He asked himself "we were happy for a while, and then Renji turned possessive, extremely possessive, Renji made me move in with him when we graduated." Ichigo could feel tears burning in his eyes, it hurts, it hurts so much…Grimmjow looked at his berry and his expression broke his heart. Ichigo continued.
" about a six months after moving in with Renji, he became violent" Grimmjow stiffened " he always hit away from the face, never the face." Ichigo felt a tear break free, he quickly brushed it way" I put up with it because I thought I loved him, he told me he loved me every day, he was so gentle when we made love, he never forced me to do anything. But when he got angry and hit me, his eyes showed pure hate." Ichigo scrunched his eyes shut as the tears rolled down his cheeks, Grimmjow reached over and gripped the berry's hand, causing Ichigo to open his eyes and look at Grimmjow. Ichigo could see anger burning in the blue orbs, Ichigo tightened his grip on Grimmjow's hand as he took a deep breath not bothering to brush the tears away as he knew they would keep falling.
" but Renji cheating was the final straw, I had just gotten back from visiting my farther and sisters" he bit his lip to hide a sob " I caught him with his dick shoved up someone's ass, and you know what the bastard did, he looked at me and just continued what he was doing". Grimmjow's hand tightened on his as the barriers finally broke. Gut wrenching sobs, broke free from his mouth" I-It huts Grimm" Ichigo managed to say through the sobs. Grimmjow walked around the table and wrapped his arms around the shaking boy. Ichigo fisted Grimmjow's shirt "s-stay with me t-tonight Grimm, p-please" he asked. Grimmjow tightened his grip on the kid, guilt heavy in his stomach.
"Ill stay fer as long as ya need kid". He lifted the berry into his arms effortlessly, carrying him up the stairs; he laid the berry on the bed, taking off his shirt and shoes he climbed in next to the berry. Ichigo snuggled into Grimmjow's warmth and placed his head on the mans chest, Grimmjow kissed the orange locks as he felt the sniffles lessen, the tears stop and his breath even out. Grimmjow closed his eyes, dreaming of ways to kill the redheaded bastard.
So there's chapter 5... Renji's a bit of an ass right?
whats Grimm's plans? did he help Ichi or make things worse? find out in the next chapters :D
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till next time
Meesh ^_^
