Hi KittyBerry's! thankyou to those who Reviewed,Followed and Favorited!

To answer my Reviewers!

To Ice dragon3- Renji needs to stick around for a few more chapters, but don't worry,he will get whats coming to him!

To Chaos- Renji's ass will be well and truly kicked... soon...

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own BLEACH , bleach belongs to its creators as do the characters.

Warnings:OCC-ness, bit of RenxIchi , flashbacks,language.

Key: "speaking"
thinking
flashback/*Ichigo's dreaming of flashbacks, this chapter only*
ichigo's/Grimmjow's dreams*later chapters*

so on with the chapter...enjoy


Ichigo's heart thudded in his chest, he watched as Grimmjow wet his lips and began to lower his head slowly, Ichigo was frozen on the spot, he couldn't move. His heart skyrocketed as the petal soft lips touched his, Grimmjow pulled back to see the berry's reaction, deeming it safe to do it again he lent down and pressed his lips to Ichigo's again, but harder. Ichigo's eyes fluttered closed as he felt himself responding to the kiss, pressing his lips back against Grimmjow's, he felt the mans tongue dart across his bottom lip causing him to gasp. Grimmjow used the distraction to thrust his tongue into Ichigo's mouth, moaning as he felt Ichigo's hands fist his hair, pulling him closer. Grimmjow felt Ichigo's tongue timidly touch his as they began the battle for dominance, the battle that Grimmjow effectively won. Ichigo felt Grimmjow's hands touch his chest, under his shirt, Ichigo gasped as Grimmjow's fingers brushed his nipples. Breaking away from the kiss Grimmjow attacked his neck, sucking his pulse point, he tilted his head back moaning deep in his throat. He was brought back to his senses as Grimmjow nibbled his collar bone slightly. Ichigo pushed against Grimmjow's chest stopping Grimmjow's movements, Grimmjow looked at the flushed face of his berry, taking a deep breath he said.

"Too fast"

"Too fast" Ichigo repeated with a slight nod. Grimmjow nodded back but held Ichigo to his chest Ichigo wrapped his arms around Grimmjow's neck, resting is forehead in the crook of Grimmjow's neck he closed his eyes. Placing his arms under Ichigo's legs , he stood and walked up the stairs and laid the now sleeping Ichigo on the bed, pulling the quilt under his chin, he decided that he would clean up the bottles down stairs. In Ichigo's head, as he slept, his dreams were plagued with memories of Renji

3years six months into the relationship…..

"AH AH AH RENJI!" Ichigo shouted at the top of his lungs as his body arched off the bed and his hot cum landed on his stomach and chest. He herd Renji groan in his release, he landed on top of Ichigo ignoring the stickiness between them. Renji placed a soft kiss on Ichigo's lips as he pulled out of his berry and rolled over to lie next to him, pulling his berry to his chest, kissing the bruised shoulder, feeling his eyes close he tightened his grip on his Ichigo.

"Love you, Ichi" Renji murmured

"Yeah, you to Ren" Ichigo whispered, holding back the tears that threaten to fall. Hours passed and Ichigo lay looking at the ceiling, listening to Renji's even breathing the tears that he had held back leaked from his eyes. He shifted to get more comfortable, wincing as pain shot through his ribs. Renji let go of the grip on his waist and rolled over with his back facing Ichigo. Ichigo slowly climbed out of the bed, walking to the bathroom he closed the door and flicked on the light. Standing in front of the mirror was a tired looking Ichigo, his orange hair had lost its shine, his eyes were dull and his skin was pail. On his shoulder was a large bruise from being slammed into a wall by Renji. That along with a large purple bruise along is ribcage was causing him pain. Ichigo had decided to leave Renji. Cleaning off the mess on his stomach he walked back into the bedroom and quickly and quietly packed a bag. He pulled on some sweats, a t-shirt, hoodie and shoes, walking into the living room; he waited for Renji to wake. When Renji finally made an appearance, his eyes darted from Ichigo to the bag on the floor.

"Ichi"

"im leaving Renji" this caused the redhead to pause in his walking towards the orangeett

"w-what"

"im leaving Renji, I cant take it any more" Ichigo stood and faced him " you say you love me yet you beat me, you say your sorry but you do it again, you say you'll change, and nothings changed" Ichigo could see tears building in the redheads eyes, said redhead walked over to him and grabbed his hands.

"please, please don't go Ichi ,please" Renji begged" I promise ill change, just tell me what to do and ill do it, just please stay" the tears fell freely down Renji's cheeks as he begged Ichigo to stay with him. Ichigo pulled his hands from Renji's grip and placed his arms around the redhead's neck.

"I love you, Ichigo" Renji said to him
"Love you too" Ichigo replied. Even though he knew the promises were broken promises and he'd be back here next month saying the same thing but still staying.

1year into the relationship….

Ichigo and Renji had been together for just over a year. Graduation was a week away and they were all happy, sad and mostly nervous to be leaving. Most of their friends were going to different collages or going straight into work so there days together as friends were numbered. It was three days before graduation when he and Renji got into a fight. That was the first and last time Renji hit his face but not the last time he hit him. Ichigo sat on the floor of Renji's bedroom cradling his split lip and bruised jaw. Renji knelt down to touch him and he smacked the hand away.

"Don't fucking touch me!" Ichigo screamed at him , pulling his had back seeing it covered in blood " you split my lip you fucking prick!"

"I-Ichi, im so sorry" Renji stuttered as Ichigo pulled himself off the floor. He walked to Renji's bedroom door without a word, worrying Renji "Ichi where are you going". Ichigo stopped "home" he muttered and continued walking, leaving Renji behind. Explaining the split lip and bruised jaw to Isshin was easy enough, he said that he had gotten jumped on the way home but he was fine. Walking up the stairs to the bathroom, he cleaned himself up and went to bed, wondering why he didn't tell Isshin the truth. His phone vibrated on his bedside table, reaching over he opened it to see a text from Renji.

'Im so sorry Ichi, please forgive me, I promise it won't happen again. I love you'

Ignoring the text Ichigo rolled over and went to sleep.

Grimmjow walked up the stairs and herd whimpering coming from the bedroom, taking two stairs at a time, he ran into Ichigo's bedroom to find im curled up in a ball whimpering, his brows furrowed as if in pain. Grimmjow walked over and slowly sat on the bed, he carefully ran his fingers through the long orange locks. Ichigo flinched as the hand ran through his hair, but he eventually relaxed as the smell of Grimmjow reached his nostrils, pushing the nightmares away. Grimmjow climbed in next to

Ichigo and carefully pulled him to his chest, wrapping a arm around his waist, Grimmjow felt Ichigo's hand on his, pulling himself closer to Grimmjow, sighing contently. Grimmjow closed his eyes few more hours wont hurt… he thought as the blackness consumed him.


So, chapter 7 is done and dusted. Next chapter might not be up for a few days,but as soon as its done it will be posted. the Reviews,Favorites and Follows are keeping my lazy ass in check...

till next time KittyBerry's

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