A/N: I am soooo sorry guys! My family has had a horrible start to the New Year it's just been horrible! But I'm back, I will try to do some regular updates but with school we will just have to see.
Previously on IGoodbye…
"Looking strong. Would you like to know the genders?" Nina asked
"Yes…" Sam smiled
"Well it looks like you have yourself two very healthy little…"
Sam's POV
"Well it looks like you have yourself two very healthy little girls." Nina said "Congratulations."
"GIRLS!" Melanie squealed. Nina and I cast a glance at her and she looked at us embarrassed. "Sorry…" she mumbled and sat down
We laughed and I got cleaned up and Melanie and I got back in her car and I looked at my sister. "I always thought I didn't want a daughter…but when she said that…my heart melted thinking about them dressing alike as they walk into school…and coming home telling me about their day over dinner…and seeing them playing in their room. I can see it Mel…" I smiled
"Wow. Samantha Puckett that's the deepest thing I've heard come out of your mouth since you got bacon flavored ice cream when it came out." Melanie started the car and headed to the house.
Freddie's POV
I went back to my apartment and started to unlock the door when I decided to go see Carly. I knocked on the Shay's door and Carly answered. Since Sam 'disappeared' she has been talking to me more and more every day. "Hey Freddie." She smiled and let me come in
"What's up?" she asked getting some lemonade (store bought) from the fridge. "Can I have a glass?" I ask
"Yeah sure." She gets another glass from the cabinet
We sip our drinks in silence for a while before I broke the silence. "Want to get back together?" I blurted out. I need to move on from Sam
"What about Sam?" she gasped
"I don't know where she is and I don't care anymore. She left me." I declared
"Freddie? Did you think this through?" Carly said though I could see the smile waiting to bust from her lips
"Yes. I want this Carly." I told her reaching for her hand which she allowed me to take
"Okay…" she smiled and leaned over to kiss my cheek. I surprised her by capturing her lips with mine.
"Let me take you out. Right now." I whispered against her lips
**At the Restaurant**
"Wow, this place is amazing." Carly commented brushing out her dress.
She wore a floor-length strapless pink dress; she matched it with pink flats and a pink hand bag. She wore the heart necklace I had given her for her birthday last year. Around her shoulders was a white jacket.
"If you didn't already know…you look absolutely beautiful tonight." I smiled a fake smile. I knew I wished it was Sam, but Sam was gone. Carly is my life now.
"Freddie…stop it." She blushed
"I missed you." I told her "Carly I want you to know that the things I told you earlier are 100% true. I missed you and am totally over Sam." I took her hand
"Mr. Benson? Your table is ready." The Hostess said. She grabbed the menus and led us to the table in the far corner of the room.
"Why in this quiet corner?" She asked me once we were seated and ordered our drinks. We slipped the waiter an extra tip to excuse our underage drinking, just a little wine. (I don't encourage underage drinking! Just so you guys know!)
"Freddie, such a rebel." Carly flirted
"Only for you." I trifled back
Our wine arrived and we poured a small glass for each of us. I wasn't going to let it get out of hand.
Sam's POV
Melanie dropped me off at the house after taking me shopping she wanted to get the girls first outfit. I love my sister. I unlocked the front door and walked in dropping my keys in the dish and shedding my jacket hanging it by the door. I switched the light on and wondered through the quiet house. I miss Freddie…I need him. I grabbed the house phone and dialed his number. His voicemail came on "Hey!" Freddie said "Hey!" Carly? "Don't bother us; we're out on a date!" Freddie continued "Because we're in love!" Carly added. You could hear them kiss, and then say in unison "Bye!"
"Carly and Freddie are back together?" I mumbled falling onto the couch "I thought…I thought he loved me…" I could feel the tears begin to roll down my cheeks. I wiped them away and walked to the back deck. I gazed up at the stars and thought about Freddie, we looked at these stars when…when we first kissed. When we just went to the fire escape to do just that escape…from Carly, Spencer, Marissa, everyone…
"We'll be okay without daddy. Right girls?" I rubbed my still flat stomach, I would've expected to be showing by now, but Nina says every pregnancy is different. For some women they don't even show until late into their pregnancy. Others show almost immediately. She says I'm perfectly healthy and so are the girls so I'm not going to worry.
I walked into the kitchen and grabbed the salad I made this morning out of the fridge. I sat at the small table and watched as the neighbors lights flicked off one by one. I finished my dinner and walked up the stairs to the large master bedroom. I pulled out my pajamas and went to the bathroom and changed my clothes and washed my face. I walked back into the bedroom and saw my photo of me and Freddie from our first date.
I picked it up and looked at the eyes I fell in love with. "I hate you!" I screamed. I threw the picture as hard as I could across the room. The glass shattered all over the hardwood floor. "I hate you…" I sobbed into my pillow. That was the one of many nights of crying myself to sleep.
3 ½ months
I woke up with the sun streaming through the window. I felt the sudden wave of nausea. I rushed to the bathroom and dropped to the toilet. My hair fell to the sides. I heard moving though the bedroom and someone come up behind me. They pulled my hair back. When I finished I leaned back and whispered a small, "Thank you."
"Do you want me to go get some mouthwash?" Melanie asked
"Yeah." I whispered. I cleaned up and met Mel in the bathroom
"I hate this." I mumbled to Mel as she poured the mouthwash in the cup for me
"I know. But in 5 ½ months you'll have two beautiful baby girls." Melanie smiled
5 ½ months…all alone, with 2 helpless little babies. "I know…" I smiled
"Can you believe I'm getting married tomorrow?" Melanie said once we entered the kitchen
"No. I mean you're my sister who I hated for years, because you were the greatest, smartest girl ever. Now you're my best friend…and I'm losing you…" The tears began to flow faster than ever
"Oh Sammy…Sweetie…" Mel pulled me into a hug and let me cry. Stupid emotions. "I should tell you…I invited Carly and Freddie to the wedding…"
I began to sob even harder. When I finally calmed down I took a deep breath. "I can handle that. I will be okay…they know, everyone does. Carly and Freddie are dating and I am…I'm moving on…"
"Okay. I've got to go for the final dress fitting. Yours works right?" She asked grabbing her purse
"Yeah. It's perfect." I said grabbing my catalog of baby furniture
"Good. Bye sis." She called letting herself out and locking the door behind her
I sat down on the couch in the living room and flipped through the catalog. I have the high chairs and stroller picked out. It was a pink and black patterned stroller, a double of course. It was perfect for two little girls. I also have their first outfits, from Melanie of course.
Their first outfits are red and simply say. "Keep calm and Cuddle me." I saw them in a store the day I found out they were girls, and I fell in love with them, but I didn't want to buy any clothes yet, because I was saving everything I have for furniture. (By the Way! Please check my profile there's a link to see a lot of the furniture mentioned in this chapter!)
I also bought matching bassinets, they are pink and are going to stay set up in my bedroom for the first couple months. They have pink and gray, with little flowery patterns on them, swings. These will be in the living room or kitchen. Their high chairs are pink, who'd have ever though Sam Puckett would have so much pink in her house. Their room is pink too. It needs furniture of course, but…
I was startled by the phone ringing. I grabbed my cell and answered. "Hello."
"Is this Samantha Puckett?" A lady asked
"Yes, this is she. Who is this?" I got a bad feeling
"This is Renee Williams I am a nurse at Settle General hospital. I was asked to call you for a Jake Jones. He was hit by a car tonight, he is okay, but he needs a way to get home." She said
"I'm on my way." I grabbed my car keys. It was a car my uncle got for me for pretty cheap price, but it worked for what I needed. I hurried to the hospital and walked in and they directed me to Jake.
I got to his room and saw him with a bandage around his head, and his arm in a sling. "Really the night before your wedding?" I asked walking into the room
The doctor who was sitting there saw me and spoke up. "You must be his fiancé."
"No, soon to be sister-in-law. Hi, I'm Sam." I shook his hand
"Dr. Adams. But you can call me Kyle." He cast me a flirty grin "You can head on out and get signed out." He said to Jake
After Jake had left is was just Kyle and I. "How far along are you?" he asked
I was showing more than in the first few months. "3 ½ months." I smiled
"Boy or a girl?" he asked
"Girls. Twins. I'm a twin and so is my…my ex-boyfriend was a twin as well." I told him
"Well, if he's your ex he's an idiot for letting a beauty like you go." Kyle smiled
A thought came into my head all of the sudden. "Would you like to come to a wedding with me tomorrow?" I asked him
"Sure, and then could I take you on a proper date?" he asked
"We'll see." I cast him a flirt glance jotting down my name, time and address and left the room
A/N: I'm again sorry about my lack of updates! It's been crazy! I know what you're thinking…What happened to Seddie? It's coming. I promise, sorry it was so jumpy!
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