Sam's POV
2 months since Carly's return to Seattle…and since Alyssa told me she was pregnant with my ex-husbands baby…Her doctor's appointment was today and I told her I'd come with her. Freddie and I have been talking on the phone for 30 minutes twice a week. I want to build a relationship with him so then he can build one with the girls…I have full custody, but I won't deprive him of his children once he shows me he will love them.
Beth and Maddie were getting dressed. They chose to wear their matching pink and white striped sundresses. Freddie gave them those…they know mommy's friend bought them, Beth can't know. Beth isn't ready she's still in therapy…
Bethany is doing better, but when she sees a picture of him or him on the street she busts out in tears. Her therapist said it's normal after a traumatic experience with a person, especially a man. "Bethany! Can you come here my sweet?" I called for my daughter
"Yes momma." She came running in the room her hair half brushed. I took the hair brush from her and slowing began to brush her hair with gentle strokes. "Momma, what's wrong?"
"Beth baby…I need you to not get upset at what mommas about to say…" she turned to me with a questioning look in her eyes
"Okay…"
"You're daddy, he and I loved each other very very much…I still love him…I'm angry with him for everything he did to you…but I want to bring him back into our lives…not right now, not right away…but I want to slowly gain your trust to him…I know it'll be hard…but momma loves him…deep down…"
"Momma…I sorry…He love you too…I know…he kiss your picture when Carly turn away…when he drank he stopped but he loves you…I know he does…I learn to love him too." She said a little upset but not nearly screaming her head off in fear.
"Really baby?" I asked her tears in my own eyes
"Really mommy." She gave a small smile
Carly's POV
"Bye my babies…Momma loves you so much…I'll come and get you. I'll bring daddy too."
I walked out of social services office and left my babies crying…It broke my heart…I love them I really do…I'm on some new medication that's helped a lot. I'm still on watch 24/7 except with my kids…they gave me that time.
I walked out to the van waiting for me. They were taking me to all the people I need to make amends to, I needed this…Freddie was next…I'd have to tell him the truth…the truth about the affair…My kids weren't Freddie's and I feel so guilty about lying to him and Chris. Chris and I love each other…he's waiting for me…I love him…
We pulled up in front of Bushwell Plaza and I took a deep breath stepping out of the car with my guard. We walked to Freddie's apartment and I knocked on the door. To my surprise Freddie answered.
"What Carly?" he sighed
"We need to talk…" I told him
"Come in."
We sat in silence for a few moments before I spoke up. "The kids aren't yours…they never were."
"I know." He told me
"How?" I asked
"After Sam got pregnant, I never tried for a child; I didn't want another child so I didn't do what you needed to conceive a child. You and Chris were happy enough so I didn't care. I never loved you, I never have. You are nothing to me. I love you but not the way I love Sam. Im sorry Carls." He got up and walked to the kitchen leaving me there dumb founded…
"So…you know about Chris too?" I called after him
"He was my best friend Carly…of course I knew who he was hooking up with. Who he fell in love with."
"Im so sorry Freddie…"
"Don't be. I never loved you." He said
Sam's POV
I pulled into the parking lot with my two girls fast asleep in the back. They didn't sleep well last night, I saw Alyssa waiting in the car crying her eyes out. I got out of the car and unbuckled Beth and put her on one hip and Maddie on the other…both so gorgeous they had their fathers beautiful eyes...
"Lyssa…" I knocked on her window
She stepped out of the car and we headed for the doctor. "What if something goes wrong? What if Im not ready to be a mother?" she threw out all the questions you could think of.
"Lyssa. Guess what. I wasn't ready to be a mother. I thought I had Freddie by my side, I did and I didn't. But look at me now, 5 ½ years later…I have the most wonderful life I could have ever imagined. A baby, while a lot of work, a wonderful blessing." I smiled at the two sleeping girls in my arms.
We walked in and Alyssas name was called almost imedantly. The doctor came in. "Hello. Who are you?" She directed the question at me
"My names Sam Puckett. Im Alyssas closest friend…the fathers not in the picture. Im just being here for her, I went through the same situation only 6 years ago." I explained putting a sleepy Maddie down. "Where are we momma?" she asked
"At Alyssas doctor. SHes gonna see her baby today." I told her
"Oh." She hoped up on my lap and sat quietly leaning aginst my free shoulder.
"Here we go." The doctor said "Well it seems your pretty far along. Almost 5 months."
"When did you find out?" I asked Lyssa
"2 months ago…I refused to belive it could be true….I was terrified…"
"Well you can tell the sex at this point do you wish to know?" the doctor said
"Yeah…"
"It looks like you've got a little boy on the way. Oh…" The doctor sighed
"What?" Alyssa gasped
"I lied. You have 2 little boys. Perfectly healthy." She smiled
"Start taking these and here are some things you need to know." The doctor rattled off everythning I once heard
"Boys…"Alyssa said once we got out to the car "I know nothing about boys…I grew up with 6 sisters…All of which had girls…We are an all girl family."
"Kyle's not. Don't tell him…you can't…he gets obsessive…please trust me…I was married to him…I know…please Lyssa."
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