I think everyone liked my last two chapters. They have certainly renewed my efforts to write and I might get three chapters poster by tonight! Here's praying. Please take a moment to review. I read all of them at least two to three times plus I can honestly say that I basked in the attention whether good or bad. Just remember to write anything critical in logical way and not with nasty language. Thank you and enjoy!
Saraphina stood at his door for the longest time. She had smiled at Prowl when he passed by and even waved at Kiki as she headed to her mates quarters but Sara kept standing there. She knew he was in his room because it was late but she was so scared. What had seemed like a good idea at the time now felt like lead brick stuck in her tank and she would bring her hand up but then put it back at her side. She hate this! She was a strong willed femme used to hard work and dedication and now here she was standing at a door and having no control over what might happen. He could hate her for what she was, a spy that whored herself just so she could bring Intel back to her commander. She wasn't proud of her work but it had brought many victories that would have been almost impossible without the Intel. Allie was right though, one could do the work for only so long before it started to eat away at you and now she had met someone who might want her for herself and to walk away would be wrong.
With her spark in her throat she finally wrestled up the courage to knock. She heard his ped steps as he approached the door and Saraphina started to bolt. She had just turned when Knockout opened the door.
"Sara! Can I help you?" He asked too politely. His body blocked the entrance to his living area and Sara was afraid for the first time in her life that she may have ruined this for herself.
"I just came to tell you that I was leaving tomorrow." She whispered. She couldn't look at him and was angry at herself for acting like this.
"So you came to say good bye?" Knockout asked her.
"Yes, no I don't know." She answered with conflicting emotions and Knockout reached out to take her chin and pulled her face up to his. He saw the sorrow and the confusion on it and he pulled back to let her by.
"We need to talk." He said sadly as she walked by. She wrenched her hands in front of her and he could tell she was nervous and agitated.
"Knockout, I am sorry for rebuffing earlier this week. I just don't do this very well." She said as she looked at him. He could see her eyes shimmering with unshed tears. "Allie said she talked to you." Sara looked away and walked over by a single desk with a chair was in the corner. "I am not proud of who I am but if you'll have me I try to be honor you." She whispered and Knockout spark broke with the pain that he heard in her voice. He walked slowly to her careful not to spook her as he slowly turned her in his arms.
"Whatever you have done, it doesn't matter to me." He said softly to her. He cupped her face in his hands and dipped his helm to hers. He rested it against her forehead for a moment before testing her with a sweet gentle kiss.
Saraphina wrapped her hands around his arms as she felt his lips touch hers and shivered in response. He was so gentle and loving that the tears silently fell down her face and trickled onto his hands. Knockout pulled back for a moment and Sara whimpered from the lack of contact.
"Please my lord." She cried for his touch and his spark answered with a gentle pulse. Sara cried out again as they reached for each other and Knockout picked her up and carried her to his berth as his mouth covered her cries and he slipped his glossa in to taste the honey sweetness of her mouth. Sara clung to his shoulder plates as Knockout gently lowered her to his berth.
"Are you sure, Sara because I don't want to hurt you?" He said in a voice filled with static as he smoothed her hair back from her face. Sara reached up and pulled him closer as he met her mouth and softly brushed her lips.
"I'm scared Knockout. I've never allowed anyone to care for me." She whispered against his lips and he shuddered at her honest admission. She was shaking and all Knockout wanted to do was hold her until all the terrible images of her work were gone.
"It will be alright. We can hold each other for a while if that is alright with you." He said. It would take great control on his part but he wanted her to be comfortable with him.
Saraphina ran her hands over his arms feeling the smooth armor and flicking her fingers between the seams. She looked back up to his face and smiled shyly at him.
"I've always had to pretend or play a role. This is new to me." She whispered it as she stroke along his armor. "I'm so scared but I don't want to fight with you anymore." The tears started again and Knockout kissed them away. Sara just stared at him with awe. She couldn't believe that she was here in his arms and he was kissing her as if she never had shunned him previously.
"Sara, just enjoy being here with me." He said softly. "Let me love you Sara, not just interface with you. I want to make love to you." Sara cried earnestly now as his wonderful words filled her with joy. Knockout kissed her lightly over her face and then filled her mouth with his glossa. He tenderly touched her as she arched against him and he continued to explore her very slowly. When Knockout reached her breasts he gently suckled at them through her shirt and Sara arched up into his mouth. Her legs opened to accommodate his weight and to settle him between her and she felt his bumper press against her and she shivered but this time it wasn't in fear but anticipation because she wanted to know what it felt like to be loved and not used.
"Knockout please." She pleaded softly to him as he moved to her stomach. He pushed her black shirt up as he pressed his hand on the soft lower plane of her stomach and listened as she cried out. He remembered once that that a previous lover had taught him that if he pushed just right then he would hit an inner sensor node that would cause pleasure to streak through a lover's chassis. It also didn't hurt to have a little medical training as he slowly toyed with her just to hear her whimper and moan. So maybe he was drawing it out but he wanted this to last a long time since she was leaving. He wanted to be so deeply imbedded in her CPU so that she would have a reason to live and return to him.
"Sara, you are beautiful, all of you. I could love you forever if you would let me." He whispered it across her skin and Sara cried out for him but instead of returning to her mouth he moved down further until his helm was buried between her legs and Sara was thrashing against the berth. He had barely touched her and she was still clothed but Knockout gloried in her responses as he blew warm air from his mouth and vents against the heart of her and she bucked and thrashed against him. He moved down and raised up on his knees to look at her and to put to memory her glorious face and body as she laid there looking up at him. He lifted up her foot and pulled her sock off as he gently massaged the ball and arch bending her toes back and forth and then gently pulling them into his mouth.
"Knockout, please you're teasing me!" She cried as he kept sucking on her toes before he finally set her foot down and then took the other in his hands.
"Please, stop teasing me! It's not fair, I need you please." She cried out as his hands gently massaged the knots out of her foot and then when she thought that she couldn't bear it anymore he drew her foot to his mouth and sucked her toes into his mouth. Sara grabbed the back of the headboard as heat flooded through her systems. She felt the wetness between her legs and knew that if her were to touch her there she would overload.
Knockout slowly stretched her leg up and then he did the same with the other. He placed them down spread in a V as he slowly inched his way back up. He dipped his helm down and smelled her lovely scent of musk and oils as he brought his mouth to her core and heard her scream from pleasure as she overloaded. Knock smiled as he once again pressed his hand just over her pelvic area and felt her thrashing as she screamed her pleasure. His spike itched to be released but he didn't want to be a selfish lover. She had that when she was at work. This was for her and her alone. He ran his other hand down the back of her thigh through the stretchy material of her pants and pressed it up under her aft.
"Knockout, please! I can't take much more." She screamed out as he took his other hand and gently began to peel her pants and underwear down. The smell of her hit him like a tidal wave of pungent sweet aroma to his olfactory and he smiled as he peeled her lower garment off and threw them to the floor. He went back and placed his mouth over her entire valve and Sara shot up as if lightning stole through her systems. She screamed as his glossa penetrated her and her whimpers and moans sliced through him like liquid heat. He couldn't hold back any more as he retracted his interface panel and his spike came out proud and erect ready for its future mate and by now his CPU had switched to a more primitive program and Knockout growled at the taste. All he knew was that his spark was telling him 'mate', his mind was screaming to take her, and Knockout was fighting everything that he was to make this right for her. He tasted and sucked until she heard her scream and he tasted her transfluids as they flooded over his glossa. Knockout lapped up every bit of her fluids and then he crawled up her on the plates of his knuckles as he slipped his glosssa back into her mouth so that she could taste her fluids. Her legs wrapped around her and she arched up against him as she felt his spike touch against her pelvic area.
"Knockout, please. I need to you so much." She cried as tears poured down her face and Knockout had to lick them up and worship her as she was meant to be worshipped.
"Please, I am so scared but I don't dare stop you." She whispered to him. Her hands came up to cradle his face and she looked at him with all the love and uncertainty that she felt inside. Allie said to go to him. She had and now he was going to enter her body and join with him and he would now everything about her because she wouldn't be able to hide what she felt from him. Would he accept her or would he end up hating her. She didn't know but she did know without a doubt that she would give him everything and if she died tomorrow she would be able to meet Primus knowing that she had felt joy in her spark.
"Sara, I am going to enter you and I want you to tell me if I am hurting you." He said softly as he reigned in his control. He lined himself up with her valve and slowly pushed just the tip in to gage her reaction. Sara cried out and tried to arch up but Knockout kept control of her by pushing down against her hips. Sara whimpered as he pushed in a little more groaning and growling as he felt her clinch against his spike. She was hot and tight against him and very slick as he shuddered from trying to keep control of himself. Sara cried out as she felt his shudder go right through her and he slid in a little deeper. She whimpered and pleaded with her lover to fill her full but Knockout kept teasing her with slow light shallow thrust as he savored her touches and her pleas.
"Sara, feel what I am doing to you. Relax and enjoy it." He whispered in her ear and she tried to thrash against him but he captured her wrists with his hands and place them above her head as he finally slid deeply within her. Sara cried out as she overloaded and Knockout offlined his optic so that he could feel every movement that they made together. Tears flooded her eyes and trailed down her face as he set a fast pace within her. He couldn't wait any longer and feeling her overload had set him off in a frenzy. He pulled her legs up around his shoulder and began thrusting hard and fast as Sara screamed from the intense sensation. She could feel the energy building very quickly within and knew that she wasn't going to last against his brute strength so she held on and let him ride her.
"My lord, I can't hold back!" She cried as she felt her spark light up and reach for him. Knockout saw and hesitated for a moment. He could be binding his spark to her and it was terrifying if he let himself think about it too much, but then he realized that this was what he had wanted form the first moment that had gone to the track together and to deny her would break her and he couldn't do that to the femme that had captured his spark.
Knockout let her legs down as he sent the command to unlatch his chest armor. He felt it roll open and roll back into their compartments and Sara looked at his beautiful blue white spark pulsing in time with hers.
"I have never wanted to do this until I met you." He said softly. "You have become my spark, my very essence and I will cherish you until I deactivate." He declared and Saraphina felt joy radiate through her.
"I love you, Knockout, but I am still scared. I have to leave and you are going to see things that I am ashamed of. You mph…" Knockout covered her mouth as he lowered his chest to hers. Sara screamed into his mouth as she felt his spark begin to twine with hers. Her legs wrapped around his waist as sensation after pleasurable sensation flooded through her and then she felt his presence in her CPU as he watched everything about her unfold and become one with him. He saw everything. He felt how repulsive her work was to her but he also saw that she owed Allie and the teams the chance to succeed and it hurt his spark that she whored herself just to achieve Intel. He felt anger as he saw her try to get away to only be beaten. He saw her misery as she took it because to reveal her true power could endanger her contacts.
Sara saw everything that was Knockout. She saw the freedom that he felt when racing. She felt the frustration and pain of the restrictions placed on him when he lived on Cybertron. She saw how Megatron's rally speeches had influenced him to join the Decepticons and she gloried with him when they were victorious. She loved him and she sent a pulse of that love and felt it returned by him and as their sparks fully entwined together Sara could hear her hoarse cries mingle with his as they reach sublime overload together. They basked in their love and Sara marveled that he truly loved her.
"I'll die tomorrow when I have to leave you. Allie told me to come here and make peace with you. She even encouraged this between us but now I don't' know how I am going to leave you." She whispered brokenly.
"Then don't go."
"But you saw him when we bonded. You know that it will put us in danger." She whispered vehemently as she stroked his face.
"I'll protect you Sara." He kissed her gently as silent tears slipped from her eyes. She laughed brokenly.
"I don't think I have cried in a million years and now I can't stop these stupid tears."
"They are not stupid. They're beautiful like you." He kissed each tear and Sara shuddered beneath him. She felt him in her spark and sent a pulse to him in response of the love that she was feeling.
"If you keep doing that we may never get to recharge tonight."
"Then I guess you will have to love me until you offline me."
"Then I better get started." And Knockout did not disappoint as he proceeded to show her the very heights of desire over and over until she was left breathless and panting for her eternal mate.
