Coming out
One-shot
A/N hey guys! I hit 40 reviews! Yay! Someone prompted Remus having an epileptic fit, but I really don't know about them so can someone please tell me in the nicest way? Much Appreciated. So, if someone tells me, the next one should be about that, until then, we have snogging! Yay! I think I over dosed on Barny bear cakes...
Sirius whined pathetically and Remus had to resist the overwhelming desire to just reached up and slap the back of his head, why did he complain so much! Honestly! He wasn't complaining yesterday when his neck was cricked at such an angle that he could reach Remus, so Remus was a little bit smaller than him, jeez, doesn't mean he has to whine all day.
"It hurts!" Sirius protested, as he leant on one hand on Remus's locker, , towering over the other boy, his arms crossed and an adorable pout on his lips, effectively making all the girls swoon.
"Stop complaining." Remus mumbled, okay he had calculus next, then history...
"But it hurts!" Sirius huffed, reaching up to rub at aforementioned sore neck, Remus's eyes darted around, there were a few people looking at them, not enough to actually noticed, you see, they hadn't been publicly outed yet. And anyway, to see a Delinquent and a ,arauder together? Practically unheard of.
"And what do you want me to do about it?" Remus snapped quietly, spinning around to glare at him with vengeance.
"Hey! Don't be angry at me!" Sirius furrowed his brow, and moved so his face was exactly 2 centimetres away from each other.
Remus's amber eyes darted around, "Sirius! People are looking!" He hissed, there was indeed several people staring openly, gawking at them, A marauder and a delinquent? Never!
Sirius grinned, and moved closer, "Let 'em look." A Sirius's mouth was on his and it was veiled completely by Sirius's long hair, but it was obvious to what they were doing, for Remus's arms had somehow winded themselves around Sirius's neck, a series of gasps extended the,selves around the room and Remus pulled away from Sirius, his eyes wide with shock. The soft pressure against his lips. The feeling of someone's lips moving against your own.
Then he realised.
He'd just been outed.
He hadn't told anybody, only a select few knew about his actual sexuality. Fabian, Gideon, Sirius, James and Lily. Their the only ones, excluded Snape.
And now he'd just been publicly outed.
Remus tore away from Sirius as if he'd been electrocuted, his amber eyes still widened considerately, he glanced around, his worst suspicions confirmed, yes, everyone was staring at them, Sirius looking at him with a dopey smile which slid slowly off his face when he saw that Remus wasn't grinning.
"Remus? You okay?-"
"I've to go." Remus muttered, his eyes looking anywhere but Sirius. He'd just been outed, he'd only told his family and close friends. Now the whole bloody school knew. Oh god. This wasn't good. Remus wasn't ready for this.
"What? Hey! Don't go!"
But Remus was gone, ploughing through the gob smacked crowd (Delinquent Remus was gay?!) trying to blink back the tears that formed quickly.
And Sirius stood confused by the open locker.
(A/N okay, so this was supposed to be a really cute fluffy snog scene, the whole thing, but then it turned out like this sooooooooooo...)
"You udder Idiot Sirius Black!, Did you not know that maybe Remus wasn't ready yet!" Lily exclaimed to the hunched over raven haired boy, they were in an abandoned classroom so he really could be as loud as she liked.
"Are you a toolbag on purpose? Or do you have to practise." Fabian snarled through gritted teeth, he'd liked Black well enough, until, that is, he'd pushed his best friend into something he hadn't wanted to do.
"Calm down Fabian, he didn't mean it." Gideon laid a reassuring hand on Fabians shoulder, people would have guessed he was on Sirius's side, had he not been glaring solely at the boy in question.
Sirius did nothing but grunt and push his face further into his hands and slouched down even more.
"C'mon guys! He didn't do it on purpose!" James protested, probably the only one on Sirius's side.
"Didn't do what?" A small timid voice came from the doorway, to reveal Remus, his eyes slightly rimmed in red, a hand around his neck awkwardly, Sirius perked up at Remus's voice, but did not try to remove his head from his hands. How dare he be so selfish...he berated himself, why didn't he just think!
"Nothing." Lily said sweetly, her voice laced with kindness and innocence, "We were just leaving." Lily pulled the door behind her with a loud bang, having pulled out all the other occupants of the room, leaving Remus and Sirius in an awkward silence. They've never been awkward before, Sirius noted with a tint of regret in his words, was he going to break up with him, just the thought of someone else touching Remus, kissing Remus holding Remus, not him, made his heart race and his eyes clog up with tears, Remus belonged to him.
"Sirius." Remus said cautiously, causing the raven haired boy to look up from his fears, unaware of the tears falling down his tan face.
Remus was by his side in an instant, grabbing his hand tightly between both of his own, Sirius sobbed harder, there would be no more casual handholding.
"Are you okay? Are you hurt? Did someone say something to you? Why are you crying love?" Remus practically exclaimed, his voice getting panicky, did anyone hurt his Sirius, he beat them up for sure, well, he'd prank them real good.
"Y-your going to b-break up with m-me!" Sirius wailed, obnoxiously wiping his nose on his jumper.
Remus was appalled, "What?"
"Yeah, because I outed you and you weren't ready!" Sirius sobbed bitterly into his jumper sleeve.
"Sirius, there's no way in hell I'm breaking up with over such a trivial fact." Remus exclaimed confused, pulling Sirius close to his cheapest for a hug.
"Y-your not?" Sirius sniffed loudly, making Remus cringe and burrow his head into Sirius's neck, feeling warm, hesitant arms wrap around his back.
"Of course not idiot, yeah I wasn't ready but it was now or later,might as well let everyone know that I belong to you, so that position filled." Remus muttered reassuringly, guiding his lips up to meet Sirius's own.
"Your not breaking up with me?"
"Never breaking up with you."
