A/N: OMG I AM SO SORRRY! I have become one of those authors. AND I am actually really sorry about it. BUT, and hopefully this turns out okay, but i have included a lemon in this chapter (or partly a lemon you will just have to read now haha). Anyway I'm so thankful to everyone who has reviewed and kept check this story. Sorry again, life has been rough but I'm back and ready for the SasuSaku feels again. Please take the time to review, this is my first time writing like this and also:
WARNING: This chapter contains sexual content,
Thats all, Thank you BelievingUzumaki xx
Chapter 12: Shocking Revelations.
"It's discouraging to think how many people are shocked by honesty and how few by deceit." –Noel Coward.
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It took them no time at all to take Sakura back to the village.
Naruto had volunteered to be the one to carry her, since every time she dared a look at Sasuke her body would tremble with fear. He had absolutely nothing to say, which wasn't a rare thing, but this time everyone knew it was different. Could they all see how upset he was? For the first time he didn't really care.
Once back inside the village, his team decided the best thing to do was get Sakura to the hospital. Sasuke decided the best thing for himself to do was go home. How could he stand by and watch her be happy around others and not with himself? It sounded selfish, especially after everything she had just been through. But what about him?
He was Sasuke Uchiha. Sole survivor of the Uchiha clan, cares for no one but himself. Always alone. And then she had to come in. Her bright smile, caring touch, pink hair nobody else to mange to pull of as natural. She lit up his life, but now was the cause to all his shadows.
He found himself thinking; "What could I say to make things better?" And that didn't really sit well with him.
Another thing that didn't really sit well with him was the overall question of 'was he still cut out to be her bodyguard?' Tsunade would surely see this as an act of his distrust and throw him into jail. Although, maybe if she knew the whole truth she might understand, not that Sasuke intended to tell her anything about that affair.
His room was dark when he entered for the first time in a while. The bed, unfortunately, was still messed up from that time and Sasuke didn't really feel like lying on it. He could already smell her scent in the room and it was probably would be more strong where she had been.
He opted for the chair opposite, which wasn't any better, and ran his hands threw his spiky hair. His palms came to rest on his eyes and the pressure created dark circles on his eyelids.
I wonder what's going on? Was a dominant question in his mind. Would Sakura come out of hospital and be suddenly back to normal. Would she apologize if that did happen? Would he?
His back slouched down in the chair and his head lolled against the rest behind it. This problem would probably not go away that easily and thinking about it now only made him feel more exhausted.
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There was a knock on the door that startled him out of his uncomfortable sleeping position. His neck cracked in the awkward silence and he felt his body move in a slow, sleepy pace towards the door. The knock sounded again and he could help the angry retort that slipped from his lips.
"Yeah yeah I'm coming you impatient prick!"
He flung the door open rather harshly which could have been avoided however he felt the need to show his haste to the eager person outside.
The next thing, however, he found his whole body being knocked back with the same force and the air left his lungs when he finally hit the ground. Arms where wrapped around his torso and the inhuman strength immediately informed him of who it was.
Green eyes stared up at him as he examined the person glued to his waist. There was no way this could be happening.
"Sasuke!" Sakura exclaimed, hugging him tighter. He had no words, what was even going on. His eyes must have displayed his confusion as Sakura pulled back and allowed him to breathe again before saying,
"I'm sorry, this must seem confusing huh." He nodded, yeah. What else was he supposed to do, "Naruto told me what happened when you guys came to save me, it must have been upsetting for you." She paused, looking into his eyes but this time he didn't nod, she sighed and continued anyway.
"Apparently I had been under a genjutsu and so I couldn't tell it was actually you guys. You were the first person in there according to Naruto and I guess my fear was directed at you, sorry."
It seemed like a realistic answer, however, Sasuke couldn't bring himself to believe that this was real. Still, Sakura could talk a lot and she took his silence as a sign of his confusion continued on.
"It's my fault." This made him look at her fully, her head looking down now as she talked.
"I was the one who jumped to conclusions and…. And, that's how all this happened. I … I'm sorry for…"
"Stop apologizing." He said finally.
"But…"
"But nothing. If it's anyone's fault… it would be mine." It took him a while to admit that to himself, however if there was anytime for Sasuke Uchiha to get soft it would be now. He couldn't help but feel guilty; he was supposed to guard her.
"Sasuke." The look in her face was doubtful, he didn't like it.
"It's true. I was told I had to protect you." He stated.
"You were told?" Was her only reply. Somehow that had offended her.
"Fine, I just wanted too."
Her head snapped up then, eyes wide, searching to see if he had actually meant was he had just said. He hadn't intended to say something like that, it just kind of slipped out. He felt so comfortable. However, the comfortableness made him feel uneasy. Where you aloud to feel like this with someone?
"Sasuke?" Sakura asked. He faced must have been in a deep thought. He looked back down at her, not really knowing how to continue this now he had said something so out of character. However, he didn't need to think anymore as Sakura had leaned closer to him, feeling his nose with her scent.
"Please don't push me away this time." Was all she whispered before closing the rest of the gap and joining their lips together.
How could he even think about pushing her away, her scent was intoxicating and heat of her body had seeped into his shirt as she pushed her hands onto his fabric covered chest.
He rolled her over quickly, pinning her hands above her head and pushing her body into the hard wooden floor. She shuffled slightly, the disappointment clear in her face that the kiss had been broken so quickly. His mind went back to the last time they were like this. This was where all their problems started, however this time he would not make the same mistake.
He leaned down and glued their lips back together furiously. He opened his mouth slightly, licking her bottom lip for acceptance. She moaned slightly and he took the opportunity to plunge his tongue into her mouth.
Sasuke gained dominance immediately; Sakura's tongue gently nudging back but not wanting to be the winner. They broke apart again briefly, just enough time for Sasuke to pant, "As if I could!" However Sakura was too overwhelmed to realize that he had answered her question.
He sat back slightly, grabbing the hem of his shirt and lifting it up, exposing his well-toned abs to the moonlight. He tossed his shirt somewhere and reached down for the hem of hers, her body rising to help in the process and he was able to quickly slip it right off her body.
Her bra this time was not as fancy as the last but he didn't really care. He disposed of the fabric separating them and he knew she would probably complain later since he practically ripped the back strap in half.
Before she could complain then though he lowered his head down and licked the valley between her breasts. Her chest lifted to his touch and he could feel her moan vibrate on his nose. Her hand had reached up to tangle in his hair and she tugged it harshly, urging him to continue.
He did it again, experimenting. Same reaction. He was sure she could feel his smirk against her skin as he moved his head to the left, kissing the soft mound of flesh he found there. Her moan was louder this time and he felt some kind of predatorily instinct take over. Kissing it again he took it into his mouth, giving it his full divided attention before going over and doing it to the right one.
Sakura's fingers pulled his hair more furiously now and he felt her drag his head back up to her lips. They began kissing once more and the room became hotter. Taking his hands he traced them down the sides of her body receiving a shiver from the pink haired girl beneath him. When they reached the waistband on her skirt he didn't hesitate to pull it down, taking her underwear along with it. Again the garments where throw somewhere in the room and he didn't waste time throwing his pants along with them.
It was an indescribable feeling, he thought, as their bodies pressed together with no clothes separating them. It might have been going a bit fast paced, and he hadn't really taken the time to consider that this could be Sakura's first time, but somehow the thought of going slow wasn't really an option.
He gabbed he hips once more, slightly pulling back to admire the view before placing himself between her legs. He positioned himself, he was ready for this, she was ready for this.
"Sasuke-kun, p-please nggh."
Lust was driving him forward, his cock was painfully straining, needing to feel some release. Just looking at Sakura this way made him want to burst.
And then, there was a knock. Just like before, exactly like before. No, no, no! This couldn't be happening now. His eyes snapped open as he woke, yet again, from an uncomfortable sleep. Again, his neck cracked in the silence, however this time his back had a slight ache along with his cock, he needed the release but now he was frustrated. He stood slowly and looked around. A hand resting against the side of his face.
"What the hell was I thinking?"
