Z's Pov:

At the young age of six years old I knew I was different. I knew something was wrong with me, but I was too young to understand them things. I was too scared to bring it up to my parents, so I decided to keep these feelings to myself. I thought something was wrong with me and I didn't want to be sent away from my parents because of it. The young age of six, you shouldn't be worried about girls or boys. For some odd reason I was. I remember sitting down at the playground one day and thinking 'wow, that boys cute'. Immediately after thinking that I felt sick to my stomach, why I thought a boy was cute I didn't understand.

As I started to get older I started to understand things more, my parents taught me about what it might be. They said it was okay to be gay, but I didn't think so. I would run around pretending to be this straight guy chasing after girls. I didn't want to be different from my other friends, I wanted to fit in with everyone around me. That's when I met Kimi, the only girl I had felt something for and it gave me hope that I was for sure straighter as they come. We started to hang out more and I found myself attracted to her.

That all changed when Aaron Fucking Wilcox came around. He changed everything and pushed me right out of the closet. I started to realize my feelings for Kimi wasn't really that strong. She wasn't like the other girls and easily to get along with. I had mistaken that for love. Even after realizing this I just couldn't let her go. Just because some openly gay kid comes along, with his attractive face. I tried so hard to suppress my feelings for other guys. However, with Aaron I just want to hold him close and kiss his kissable lips.

For some odd reason he seems to hate me with a burning passion. When he catches me looking in his direction he glares at me. We haven't even met and he hated me already. I heard all these rumors about him, like his parents kicked him out the house and he worked as a prostitute, selling his body to make money. I didn't know if I should believe these rumors, I didn't even believe half the things I say myself. I just couldn't stop thinking about him.

It was like a curse placed upon my heart, when I meet that one person who would change my life I would know. And I hated that it was someone who hated me, I mean he probably heard things about me that he didn't like. It kind of hurt to know that he didn't like me and his opinion means the most to me. I tried to keep my distance from him, but it getting harder everyday. If is wasn't for Kimi I would probably be talking to him right now.

She tells me to stay away from him or I'll catch his gay. The only thing she didn't know, I was gay too and I have always been. I have just being using her to protect that secret, a secret I'm afraid will come out soon. I just had to stay away from until the end of the school year and I'll be fine. Even though I wanted to help him when the other students were bullying him, however I knew he could defend himself perfectly fine.

I sat down on the steps of the school watching him talk with his best friend/roommate Savannah. She was the other out gay person in the school, however all the girls were too scared to mess with her. I mean, she was a tough girl...I wouldn't even go at her with a fifteen foot pole. She definitely could bring down someone from the football team alone.

I wish I could go talk to him, but Kimi's body weight on me was keeping me from moving and I didn't want to push her away. I sighed heavily ignoring whatever they have been talking about for the past ten minutes. My friends never talk about anything but partying and clubbing, I definitely wasn't interested. I couldn't keep my eyes off of his beautiful features. He looked better than Kimi on so many levels. When Kimi finally removes herself, my attention went right to my friends.

"Are you down for tonight?" My best friend Sean asked me. I had no idea on what was going on so I wasn't going to agree.

"No, I think I'll pass tonight, I'm having a family dinner with my parents," I said coming up with any excuse to bail out on them. I had dinner with my parents every night, but it still worked on them.

Kimi turned around her purple hair slightly hitting my face, I didn't like her hair color if it was only neon green or maybe neon red. "When am I going to meet your parents?" She asked fluttering her eyelashes. Never.

I tried to avoid the whole meeting my parents thing, because I knew they wouldn't like her. I knew who my mom was going to like, she would like no love if I brought home Aaron. So basically if Kimi was a boy, she'd love her. My mother was disappointed in me because I wasn't hiding my truest self and she didn't raise a lair.

"I don't know, I will talk to them," I lied with a small smile and she stupidly believed. She squealed happily throwing her arms around my neck. Her hugs were no longer warm to me. I hugged her back and looked over towards Aaron who was looking at us with an unreadable expression. I looked away and pulled away from the hug. "I'll call you tonight," she moved in for a kiss, but I pulled away. "I'm catching a cold."


Note: Sorry this is short, was planning on it. I just wanted to get something from Z's Pov before I change this to third person. I never write anything in first person, I just don't seem to like it. However, throughout the story I'll probably be change between third and first person. I just hoped you enjoyed this short chapter. Also, I don't know when the next time I'll be updating any of my stories, this heat got me lazy, plus I never have a curtain update schedule and my updates are normally weeks apart from each other.