Z's Pov:

"I can't believe I asked him on a date." I sighed softly leaning against my locker, "He totally freaked out and thought I was playing some kind of trick on him."

It was a good thing I was in the locker room alone. So, nobody could hear me talking to myself. It was after gym class and I wasn't feeling to well. After having the new kid dunk on me, something that's never happened before.

It was so embarrassing to get dunk on in right of my friends. I growled and punched the locker hard. Who did this new kid think he was, some kind of hotshot? I will destroy him with everything I got.

After a while I started to finally feel the pain of hitting the locker rushing to my fingers. It fucking hurt like hell, I wished I hadn't done it. That was such a stupid thing to do. I sighed and removed my gym shirt and other clothing before walking over towards the shower to wash the smell of sweat off of myself. It was disgusted, and I rather not walk around smelling terrible even if it mean being late for lunch.

Once I finished with my shower and getting dressed, I walked towards the lunch room realizing I had so much time left. Even as I was walking towards the lunch room, to meet my girlfriend and friends I couldn't get Aaron out of my mind.

It was like he was invading it on purpose, and I hated it. Why do I have to think of him? Why does he have to invade my mind every second of the day. It was like I was obsessed with him and if I didn't get him I would definitely go insane.

"Z!" Kimi called my name running towards me with a bright smile.

I didn't say anything to her and just stared at her as she stopped right in front of me. She was starting to annoy me with wanting all my attention every second, I mean not even gay couples wanted to be around each other this much.

It's even worse knowing we have almost all the same classes, and she demanded the teachers to have us seat together or be partnered up. It was getting a bit to much for me and I just wanted to have one day without her being all over me like I was going to leave her or something.

Was I going to leave her? I mean I don't have feelings for her so why would I force myself to stay in such an unfitting relationship. I just looked down at her with a blank expression, that she didn't noticed or at least pretended not to noticed.

She slapped my arm with a small giggle and said, "why are you late for lunch?"

"I was just showering after gym, I didn't want to come here sweaty." I walked around her and went to my usual table with my usual friends Sean and Justin. I've been friends with these idiots since the sixth grade, and I have been questioning our friendship.

"Dude, I heard you got dunked on," Sean laughed.

Yup, I was definitely questioning our friendship.

"I heard the kid totally schooled you," Justin laughed along with Sean giving him a high five at their jokes.

I couldn't help but roll my eyes, of course that would spread around the school like wild fire, how could it not. "Shut up, before I pond both of you," I growled, glaring at the two of them.

Kimi flipped her hair over her shoulder and leans her head onto mine, "yeah, he just wasn't prepared right babe? I bet he could win a one on one with him."

Awesome. She was digging me into a bigger hole, this is what I hated most about her. She just loved to throw me underneath the bus. I could beat him in a one on one? That's surely going to go around the school to him and then he was going to challenge me.

"Oh please," Justin scoffed.

"Do you have no faith in me?" I asked raising an eyebrow.

To even think we are best friend's and he didn't think I could bet some kid in a one on one. To think he has no faith in my abilities to win something as simple as a basketball game. I was the captain of the fucking basketball team for crying out loud.

Justin shook his head, "dude, you're my best friend and all but come on, this new kid seem like he could blow you out of the park."

"I highly doubt that," Sean said finally stepping in. "So what, he dunked on Z, that was pure luck my friend, wouldn't didn't make Z team captain for nothing."

I could help but to grin at this. At least Sean had complete faith in my abilities. He was my true friend, someone who would never lose faith in me. I glared over towards Justin with a small bitter chuckle.

"So, do you want me to prove my skill to you?" I asked with a cocky at smirk. "Would you love to have a one on one with me?"

Justin suddenly coughed with a nervous smile, "I mean, you're definitely better than me at playing basketball, I'm not the team captain." He rubbed the back of his neck, nervously.

Kimi laughed finally removing her head for my shoulder, "What scared he'll blow you out of the park?"

However, I did love how she defended me. It was like no matter what she was always on my side even when I was wrong. I was kind of wrong mostly all the time but she didn't even care. She helped me stop thinking about Aaron, something I didn't want. I was to keep thinking about him, I wanted him to consume my thoughts. To be suck in my mind.

"Aaron!" I heard someone yelled from the entrance of the cafeteria.

I turned my head and looked into the direction of the voice, it was the new kid with a huge grin on his face walking towards Aaron's table. It was like he knew him? Did he know him?

"Do you have an answer? Would you be my boyfriend?!" he continued to yell.

Aaron blushed a deep red before slapping him in the back of the head mumbling something to him.

The new kid was gay?! And he had a thing for Aaron. I could feel my blood boiling, to think he even had a chance with Aaron was making me mad. The way he easily made Aaron blush was driving me crazy, I was suppose to be the one doing that.

I watched as he leaned closer to Aaron and whisper something in his ear causing him to giggle. I wanted to be the one close to him. Why couldn't that be me? I hated looking at the site and couldn't help but growl.

"Disgust isn't it?" Kimi asked with an rough tone.

"I don't know," Sean said shrugging his shoulders. "I find it kind of cute," he said teasing her knowing how she felt about homosexuality.

Kimi shoot Sean a glare.

"I have to agree with Sean, I mean your really the only one complaining about it and it doesn't bother us," Justin said grabbing his pizza shoving it into his mouth.

Kimi grabbed my arm, "it bothers us doesn't it babe?" she asked looking up at me wanting me to be on her side. However, it didn't bother me. That new kid being all over what was mine was bothering me.

I rolled my eyes and sighed softly, "if I'm being completely honest, it doesn't really bother me, I mean it has nothing to do with us so why should it matter?" I looked down at the food in front of me.

I knew she was going to blow her top. If she didn't get her way it was always a huge problem. Another thing I hated about him, she was such a drama queen. I mean if it has nothing to do with us why should we be bother with it.

Kimi looked at me with completely shock and said, "I'm your girlfriend, shouldn't you be on my side?"

"You kind of acting like a fucking brat right now," I said with a growl before I could stop myself. "And if my being completely honest, you're a bitch."

Kimi gasped and stood up from the table, "you're a fucking jerk."

"Finally," Justin sighed in relief. "She's a total bitch, why haven't you broken up with her? I can't under her," he placed his pizza down.

"I know right?" Sean jumped in. "I mean she complained about gays way to much, I swear I was going to punch her in the face, my mothers are both gay," he confessed.

"wait?" Justin asked confused. "you have two moms? That's freaking awesome."

I couldn't help but laugh, of course I knew about Sean's two moms. His moms and my parents were best friends in high school, however his mother was with his father at the time.

Sean blushed, no one has complimented on him having two moms. "Thank you, I didn't think you would approve so I didn't tell you anything about it," he confessed rubbing the back of his head.

Justin wrapped his arm around Sean's shoulders, "you're my best friend, you know I wouldn't judge you because your parents, besides my older brother is gay." He sighed softly and looked down at the table, "I feel horrible making gay jokes knowing about my brother, I feel so ashamed its hard to face him sometime, when he comes home from college when he has free time with his boyfriend, I can't help but think about all the jokes I made and the hateful glares I gave Aaron and Savannah and I feel horrible."

"Hey," I said reaching across the table touching his shoulder. "You aren't alone, I feel ashamed too, it sickens me when I make jokes about them, knowing that I'm one of them," I suddenly confessed removing my hand from his shoulder. "I'm fucking gay and I'm scared to admit it because I don't want to be hated by others, and I didn't want you guys to judge me, I thought if I came out you guys would hate me."

Sean stood up from the table, I got scared I thought he was going to walk away from me. Instead he walked to the other side and sat down next to me.

"Z, you're my best friend and I want you to know I will always be by your side."

"We will always be by your side," Justin said with a smile sitting beside me on the other side. "Now, how about you dump that crazy bitch and we can have fun at a club my older brother can get us in."

"A club?" Sean asked raising an eyebrow.

Justin nods his head, "It's a gay club for people eighteen and older, however with the help of my brother we can get in with now problem, are you in?" He asked with a small smirks.

Sean and I looked at each other before looking over towards Justin nodding our heads, "we're totally in" we said together.