I'M SCARED. Is what I'd like to say. Too scared to write. This 'cleansing' of , it really scares me. I mean, my stories could be right around the corner. I've had fanfiction of mine deleted without warning before, my first one in fact, and I'm positively frightened of it happening again.
But, while that may be an issue, you guys are still waiting for an update. So I'll try my best to do so. Course, they're probably going to be shorter, out of fear and impatience.
While I'm busy with that, I thought I might at least be able to entertain you with the original, original plot of the story.
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Masha used to be some tough chick who moved to New York AFTER GETTING OUT OF PRISON (actually I like the prison thing, getting his by a car? PFFPFPPF, what was I thinking? *facepalm*) and her and Luck's initial relationship came out incredibly antagonistic instead of just affable in Confessions and friendly in A Game of Risk. I decided that it was completely out of character for him, since he was suppose to be the 'calm and cool' sibling.
Konstantine used to be some burly, deeply tanned, black haired gay fellow who let her live in his apartment, because she only had enough money for a plane ticket I guess, and thus, being the tough girl she was, thought she could make it on the streets.
Aleksander was some mysterious figure that wouldn't appear until about 15 to 20 chapters in maybe. And all of the Yuriev family members were identified by tattoo's (Masha's was on her hand).
Masha got a job as a waitress (yes, I kept that at least) at a diner where Konstantine worked as a cook. And eventually the Gandor walk in, and Luck recognizes her, and then he corners her in the bathroom and then kidnaps her. At that point, I considered that to be creepy and fast paced, seeing as that was the fourth or third chapter and then I stopped writing and threw my composition book at the wall.
And then I downgraded it to Confessions. And you all saw the result.
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So uh, yeah. I'll get to writing. Y'all can send me messages and whatnot on here if you're interested in kicking my ass into gear.
