He's Like A Song She Can't Get Out Of Her Head.. Hard As She Tries, The Melody Of Their Meeting Runs Through Her Mind On An Endless Loop.. Each Time As Surprisingly Sweet As The Last. Like A Lullaby, A Hymn.. And She Doesn't Think She Could Ever Get Tired Of Hearing It.-Unknown"


We ate in silence, for a while at least, until Sam decided it was time to make up for lost time of embarrassing his older sister.

My head was down in my plate of spaghetti as I munched away happily, trying my best not to look like a pig in front of David and the boys. Sammy grinned and watched me for a moment, before turning towards David, who was also face down in his food.
"Hey David.. I think did I tell you about the time when Missy was 4 and pissed her pants while watching Freddy Cougar?" He asked,
making the boys, all but David, erupt in howls. I could feel my face turning a dark shade of crimson as I heard mom scold Sam about his language.
"No" David replied simply, as if he didn't really give a shit about my embarrassing moments. But I knew he did, who could pass up a good old story about the new girl?
I could almost feel his smirk burn into me as I let drank a mouthful of water and gave Sam the death glare, which only encouraged him.
"Or the time that she-" Before he could finished my hand was clamped over his mouth, a glare in my eyes. I sat between Mike and Sam,
and across from David and Dwayne.. Leaving the embarrassment burn through me.
Max and my mother were watching us, my mother horrified, while Max was trying to keep a straight face.. They both wanted me to sit down, and Sam shut up, so I did them both a favor.
I gently un-clamped my hand from his mouth and slowly sunk into my seat, watching them intently as their eyes gazed down into their food. I smirked in triumph as I leaned closer to Sam, so only he could hear the words I spoke.
"If you don't shut the fuck up.. " I began, than remembered, sarcasm is key. I inhaled and began to speak once more, my voice calmer this time. "Just remember, Samuel.. I can hurt you" I whispered, before turning back to my empty plate. I turned to my mother and Max and nodded towards them, mumbling a 'thank you' as I picked up my items and headed to the kitchen(Which I finally remembered where it was).
I placed my dirty items in the kitchen sink before heading up to my room for some valuable sleep.. That way I could get away from both Sam, and my new family.. You know what.. I'm finally liking the sound of that.. New family.. It has a ring to it.. Maybe, just maybe..


After about a 5 minute walk I found my way into my room and decided to finish sorting out my things. Placing clothes in my closet, and everything in a place were it now belonged. I had changed out of my dress and heels and into a pair of short jean shorts and a tight black tank-top with bloody letter's writing: Bite Me sprawled across the chest.

My head phones were sitting in my ears, cranked up on blast as I swayed to the melody of the music. I loved music.. Music was my life. It was the only way I could calm down after a hard day, or an argument.. Music was my everything(Besides my family of course).
I walked to the bathroom and fixed my hair up in the mirror, putting it up into a high pony tail, keeping everything out of my face. As tired as I was, I couldn't go to sleep.. Something told me I didn't want to go to sleep, so like any normal person, I didn't. I think it was the angel on my shoulder who had told me that, while the devil was standing there yelling at me to fall asleep, so Freddy Cougar could get me.
Thanks little man.. Really appreciate the comforting advice.

I sighed and plucked my head phones out of my ears and looked at myself in the mirror. My hair was now pinned up into a high pony-tail, bouncing with every step I took. My side bang was covering my left eye, while my right eye led the way. My legs were slim,
and my choice in tank-top hugged my curves, which I gladly appreciated.
Come on, I have them, why not show them when you get the chance? I am a normal female.
I gazed into my smokey eyes for a moment, thinking of everything that's happened in the past few months. My life was good, than turned ugly in a blink of an eye.. But than here I stand tonight.. wondering if this 'move' could be the start of something new. Something 'Good' for once.
Questions and Questions.. Can't get rid of them can we? Hell, god knows I've tried.. But the human brain thinks, what the human brain thinks.. So what can we do right?
Block out the annoying shit for as long as we can, and move ahead with our lives. My Freddy dreams are just some of the annoying shit I like to block out.
Jesus.. I sometimes wonder if they'll ever stop. I could remember being young and not wanting to go asleep at night, afraid of them..
The loud noises can scare a small child, along with mysterious people that she oddly feels comfortable around. I would give anything to have the guts to look up into the man's face and see who he is.. But I can't.. that's one thing I'll never do. I know I'll never do it..
It's always been my fear to find out who the man is, and i'll probley be scared for the rest of my life.. All because of one scary dude named Freddy Cougar.. Hell! If I didn't watch those movies at such a young age I would probley have looked up into the guys face years ago! But, come on, even though its very unlikely.. What if it is him? That's what I keep in the back of my mind at all times.. What if.. And that my friends, is what scares the living shit out of me.
Sam was right you know.. About me pissing myself watching the Freddy movies when I was young, all because of my dreams. He didn't know that, no one did. Not even Micheal, and I wasn't planning on telling anybody either, not if my life depended on it.
With the terrifying thoughts of my dreams I shoved my earphones back in again, and I was at peace once more. Funny how one song can change your whole mood huh? One sound, one melody.. One beat, who voice.. Music, to me, is what feelings sound like. I sighed and cranked the volume up to as loud as it could go, wanting to drown the memory's of anything that could make me feel upset, away with the melody.
I began to walk out of the bathroom once more, as my feet took me to a place I never really wanted to go tonight. My guitar.
My guitar and I have a lot of memory's together. It's old, but so am I. It has scratch's and scar's, but so do I. We fit together, like two pieces of a puzzle. I like music, so does it. It can describe my feelings, and that's were we fit.
Together forever, my 6 string and I.
Haha, Sounds kinda like a song.. Guess I am in the musical mood tonight.
I glanced down at the time on my iPod, 12:35.. Late, but not too late..
I would usually ask myself why the hell mom would be up so late, but I wont. She had already gave me a good enough explanation for that.. Working at Max's video store causes everyone to stay up. They work nights, so everyone sleeps in the day. Well, apparently Sam wakes up earlier than everyone else, so if I don't like to sleep late, than I'll have him to hangout with in the morning. Great.

I stared at the wooden guitar that described me so well. We weren't perfect, both far from it. We had scratches and scar's, unlike everyone else, we were different. Different in our own way I guess.
I turned off my iPod and chucked it on the bed, along with my earphones and grabbed the neck of my guitar and headed out to the balcony. I would play tonight. I would play to drown my sorrows.


I took a seat on one of the many chairs that sat on my large balcony. It reminded me of Romeo and Juliet, the balcony thing,

with a bed of flower's below. The only difference was, prince charming's weren't real.. Well, not that I've experienced. That only happens in movies, tv shows, and books. But.. If this was a movie.. David would be the soundtrack for it. The thought placed a smile on my face as I thought of him. His quick smile gave me butterflies, I just wanted to be around him, I wanted to be near him.
We didn't have to talk, we could just sit. I wanted to feel his presence around me. He made for feel, safe? Nah.. Probley just the jet-leg feeling.
Did I mention I haven't slept in a while? Traveling does that to you, and I bet when I wake up in the morning.. All of this will be just a dream, well the David part anyway.

With that one last thought I began to strum the strings of my guitar, making chords here and there, sending off a fine melody into the crisp night air. A melody my mother would be proud of, if she heard it.
But nobody heard it, it was just me and my guitar, alone on this balcony. For that one moment that I played.. I felt as though everything bad, and ugly had just disappeared.. And everything was exactly how I wanted it.


With one last strum, my guitar playing was over for tonight. I felt as though my guitar playing was dedicated to David tonight, but it was time to put an end this session, I was feeling tired and needed sleep, badly. Though, I really didn't want to dream, but I would have to face my inner demon's sometimes right.. No matter how real they felt..
I thought of David once more, coming back to reality and smiling to myself once more. I was unable to shake his smiling face out of my mind, no matter how hard I tried. Not that I wanted too, but it would be nice to be able to get some sleep, without having to run our meeting over and over through my head, but each time, it felt sweeter.
I sighed and yawned quietly, letting my eyes drop shut. Sure I was laying outside, on a chair, on my balcony, guitar laid across my legs. But I was comfortable.
There was a queen sized bed welcoming me inside, but I passed all that up for a guitar and a beach chair. Smart Missy, real smart.
I sighed and let my eyes slip shut.. Even though I didn't want to dream, I thought that maybe tonight would be different.. And Maybe, just for one night I could skip those dreams and dream of the one thing I wanted.
David.

Authors note:

Heey! It's me again, here to give you a second update! So, I know i've been mentioning her dreams alot, but theres a reason.. It's all leading up to something! Mhaha:D So.. Hope you enjoyed everything, I decided she would be obsessed with Music, and really cool guitars:) Yay! So off to write another chapter for my faithful reviewers! I love you guys!

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