"Run Your Finger's Through My Soul. For Once, Just Once, Feel Exactly What I Feel.. Believe Exactly What I Believe.. Perceive What I Perceive.. Look, Experiance, Examine.. Just For Once, Just Once; Understand-Uknown"
I thought I was safe when they excited out of the room.. I thought I was safe for at least another 5 minutes, to be alone to soak in my own worries.. But right after they left.. David stepped in... Great. My breathing was slow, as if I were sound asleep.. Which was stupid, because their vampires.. They can probley hear my heart race, and my pulse beat.. Jesus.. Come to think of it, they probley wanted me to hear that whole conversation.. Hmm.. I may have to ask once I'm done pretend sleeping/freaking out.
"Missy.."
His voice rung throughout my ears, but I chose not to repsond.. If he had anything to say, he can say it now.. While i'm asleep.. Or pretending to be asleep.
"Missy.. I know your awake, open your eyes"
Shit.. Huhhh... I should have known.. Stupid Missy.. Stupid Missy! Maybe he wont know.. Maybe he's just saying that to trick me..
"Missy, I'm not trying to trick you.. Open your eyes.. I'm a vampire, not stupid."
Well than.. I must be crazy because I just think that guy read my thoughts. Thats impossible.. So are vampires.. Maybe this was all just a sick fucking joke to trick me. Maybe this was my family trying to make up for lost time.. But.. It doesn't feel that way.. It feels so..
"Real?"
My breath hitched in my throat, and without another thought.. I let my eye lids slip open..
My eyes fluttered open, coming in contact with complete darkness. The pain began to strike as my head pounded, giving no mercy on my slowly healing thoughts. A familiar dark silhoutte stood next to my balacony window, looking down on the colorful garden below. His face was hidden, only his dark figure could be seen. It was him.. I was right.. Everyone of my dreams was real.. David was my Freddy Kreguor..
"David." I murmured, my voice sounded weak as the name floated out of my mouth. My name sounded so good coming out of his mouth, but his out of mine.. Sounded so wrong. Everything was wrong. Even if David happens to be my mate(Which in my mind, is highly impossible..) I don't think we would go together well. For the simple reason:
David's so perfect.. While I'm so imperfect..
Shit! Missy stop thinking! David can read your thoughts.. Well, I think so..
"Stop thinking that." His tone came out as a growl, a command... He was commanding me to stop thinking that thought.. HELL NO! He may be able to command his little boys, but not me. I'm Missy fuckin' Emerson.. And Missy fuckin' Emerson does NOT get commanded by no one.. Even if it is this super hot MISSY SHUT THE HELL UP!
"I can think what I want to think." I replied smugly, my voice still sounding strained. I heard him sigh quietly, not turning to face me.. Just standing. What was wrong with him!? There's something wrong with him.. There defiantly is something wrong with David.. Wait! Maybe it's because of me..
"Stop thinking that!" He repeated, his command coming out a lot more firm than before. But me being me, stupid Missy decides to challenge him.
"No David.. Screw you.. What's my thoughts to you? What I think, doesn't hurt you!" I answered. I took note of the firmness of my voice that matched David's perfectly. Ha! I was beginning to even act like this guy.. This guy.. David..
I bit my lower lip as I waited for the response that never came. He just stood, at my window, gazing out into the garden. I yawned quietly and began to flip over on my stomach. I was tired.. Really tired.. All of this vampire bullshit was overwhelming me.. Fuck.. I wish this would just end!
I snuggled into one of my pillows, hugging it close to my chest as I gazed across the room at David. He probley knew by his vampire sense's that I was staring.. But whatever.. He could also read my uncontrolable thoughts.. But.. Someone.. I'm confortable. Weird right?
Maybe I was starting to believe.. Maybe this cliché life couldn't be so bad. I mean.. I'm not scared.. Theres nothing really to be scared of(Well, the fact that they could attack at any moment..But who's counting that? Right?..) If they were going to rip me to shreds.. they would have done so long before now. And I don't think my poor mother would let my new family tear me apart.. Even though she has turned into a beast also.
I continued to stare at David, my eyes tracing his figure over for the 100th time. I was surprised he didn't do anything.. Really surprised actually.. A guy like David would usually blow his temper and storm out of the room.. But not him.. What's up with this guy?
"Have you ever thought.. Just for one minute.. That maybe all of this is true.. And maybe it's not Sam or Michael or anyone playing a sick joke on you?.. Have you ever thought that maybe I am your true mate.. And maybe.. Just maybe" He took an intake of breath as I shivered uncomfortably. "That your thoughts do hurt me."
I lay quietly, waiting for him to turn and face me, but he never did. To anwser his question.. Of course I've thought about all of that.. But it seems so unreal.. Someone like David being my mate? Vampires? Eating people.. I mean, come on! But my thoughts hurt him? Ouch..
"Yes." I whispered. I knew he could hear me.. I'm glad he could, because I really don't want to confess that one more time. I can already feel myself heating up. This is no more fun and games.. This is real life.. And in real life, I have a family of vampires.. I have David as my mate.. My dreams suddenly are true.. That's a lot to take in a couple of days.. I've hardly said a word to David, and he is already confessing that we are mates. Everyone is.. We are mates, and my family is undead, and my dreams are true.. It's something I'll have to take in.. But I need to know I'm not going insane.. I need to see..
"Show me." I whispered once more. My voice hung in the air for a moment before David turned out of the moonlight to reveal not his face to me.. But it was not his face.. It something much scarier.
At that very moment.. I knew everything that was said was true..
Or the vampire part anyways..
He looked like something out of a horror movie, but in real life.. It's much worst. His cheek bones were deformed to look higher than usual, deforming his whole face, as a pair of snowy white fangs glistened under the small ray of moonlight shining down on his dark figure through the clear window. You would think his fangs would be the thing that would scare me in the most, since thats one of the parts of his vampire body that could do the most damage to me..
But his eyes.. His eyes were what scared me the most.
They shone a fiery crimson instead of the pale ice blue my David's eyes normally were.. (My David.. I like the sound of that.. My David)...
"I'm a monster.. Run like everyone else does.." He hissed venomously, though his words were spoken with a deep hurt. I noticed my mouth was hanging open, but my body stayed in place. No more was it shivering, but it was frozen in fear. Fear of what lie before me.. If he wanted to rip my throat out, he could do it now.. He was a vampire. Vampires were real.. Everything I hadn't believed in turned out to be an everyday thing.. Wow.. This was..
"Demented.. Disturbing?" David growled, trying his best to finish my sentence. But I simply shook my head, opening my mouth to awnser his unspoken question..
"Amazing."
Authors note: Soooo... I've decided too make David alittle more fluffy for my romance lovers out there. I know how hard it is to keep David in charcter and do fluff at the same time, so I think i'm going to go for alittle OOC David, but not to OOC, Just enough to satisfy my viewers;) A big thanks to everyone who is reading! I love you guys, thanks so much for all of the support. I had to give you another update as soon as possible when I checked my 57 Reviews! You guys are so incouraging, love you!:D I'll be updating soon, and I'm very glad you guys are enjoying! I'll be updating soon, and if there is anything you want added to my chapters, or to see more of in the future let me know... Also lets take a quick vote!:)
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