"Don't Think This Is Just A Single Rose.. But This Is My Love For You, From My Heart-Unknown"


He stood for a moment, clearing dumbstruck. I knew he couldn't believe the words that had just escaped my mouth, I couldn't either.. But there they were, hanging in the air between us.. Following our every move.

It felt as though a million magnet's were hung on the wall and I was a paper clip. The pull between both David and I became stronger as we looked deep into each other's eyes. All I wanted to do was to be near him.. To be standing next to him, with my arms wrapped around his neck and my lips pushed against his.

No, I didn't want him.. I needed him.

His crimson iris' followed my body as I began to stir out of my blanket's and onto the floor. The cover's had fallen and hit the ground, but I didn't bend down and pick them up.. I left them there.. I needed David.

He watched as I stumbled towards him, my footsteps echoing through out the darkness. I usually hated the silence, but tonight I was in love with the silence. The silence between David and I was not awkward nor uncomfortable.. It seemed perfect. David was perfect.. But my thoughts hurt him? I never wanted to hurt him.. Never ever.. Why did I hurt him?

"Do my thoughts hurt you?" I whispered as I took a single step forward. He gazed into my eyes for a moment longer before turning away. I noticed him give a barely unnoticeable nod, that's when I decided it was time for another question. But I let the silence do its thing before questioning him once more.

"What hurts you about my thoughts?" I asked again, my voice still quiet, but my tone surprisingly came out concerned. Now that I knew this was all true.. I needed to know everything.. I needed to know more about vampires, mates, the boys, my family.. David.. Everything. And I think I want to start with David, because as time goes on, the pull becomes stronger and I can't resist.. Vampire or not.. He didn't scare me.

There was a pause as I reached him. His face had changed back to my his normal look as I stood in front of him. I wanted to be closer.. But for now this would have to do.. Sadly. I wanted him from the first time I saw him.. Yeah, And I blamed it on hormones.. Now I know it was far from it. He was my mate.

"Your emotions." He finally answered. I sucked in a deep breath and tossed the thought around in my mind for a while. My emotions.. My emotions are what hurt him.. The way I felt towards him, being a vampire, my dreams.. Everything.. It never only hurt me, but it hurt David.. Oh my gosh..

"I'm sorry." I apologized slowly.. I was truly sorry. If I could take my time back I would have tried to control them as much as possible, just so they wouldn't hurt him.. I felt so bad.. Jesus it was so wrong!

He never said a word, or gave a nod, nothing. Instead he walked over to my bedside table and pulled a red rose from the bunch and set it down next to the table.. The rose was unhealthy.. It was black, and withered.. It was dead. Why was he giving me a red rose? A dead one at that.. Why was he sending me so many mixed messages? Ughhh.. Missy! Control your damn emotions.. It's better for both you and David.

I stood in place, not letting my eyes leave his body. I watched as his fingertips brushed the wilted petals, sliding down the stem. He pulled his hand away, and without another word he left the room, leaving me standing alone in the darkness. His face becoming only a memory.


I stood for a little while longer, looking across the room at the wilted rose. Was this his funny way of saying something? Because in my book, 'I love you' is not expressed by placing a dead red rose on someone's bedside table. It isnt cute nor romantic.. So why did he do it? Uhh.. So many mixed emotions..

I finally decided it was time to fall asleep. As confused as I was, I needed sleep. Every human being needs sleep, that's a given... If it was up to me I'd stay up all night, just to think about David.. But my eyelid's were begging to droop.. I was slowly falling asleep standing in middle of my room..

So without any further thoughts I crawled into bed, falling asleep to the memory of David as I watched the wilted rose sitting idely on my dresser.


Tap, Tap.

Tap, Tap.

Tap, Tap.

His footsteps echoed through out the long hallway just like they had before. It was once again brightly lit, and felt more welcoming than ever. I had a feeling I knew what would come next, but I couldn't wake up.. But somewhere deep inside of me knew, I didn't really want to wake up.. Because my curiosity got in the way, like always.

His dark figure appeared down the dark hallway. I couldn't see his face, but I could hear his voice echoing just like his footsteps had before.

"Missy..."

Once again my name was dragged a mile long, but it sounded so good coming out of the lips of an angel. He looked like an angel, a perfect angel. He suddenly disappeared without a trace, bringing warm tears to my eyes. Oh how I missed him.. I just wanted to hold him in my arms.. But I couldn't, he was gone..

Thats when he re-appeared in front of me, a smirk plastered onto his lips like usual. He held his hand out just like before, but this time, as stupid as what I was.. I took it again, this time without hesiation. His smirk grew wider as he pulled me close, wrapping both arms securely around me as his lips moved closer to my neck. A scream was locked up inside of me, it was right behind my lips when he did something I never imagined he would ever do. He kissed my neck ..affectionatly.. As he whispered into my ear..

"Now you know what we are Missy.. Look at your rose.. Your welcome." He chuckled darkly as the world spun around.. And I was back into my bed again.


My eyes slid open gracefully. Instead of waking up in a panic, I was comfortable.. For a change. But my emotions were running wild.. And without notice hot tears glazed my smokey grey eyes as I hid my face into my pillow.. Sobbing uncontrollably. I knew my sobs were getting louder by the minute, but I didn't care.. I let all my emotions run free.. I needed to let it all out. I hope I wasnt hurting David.. But I needed to cry. It just helped.

Why was I crying? It's so hard for me to admit it.. Outloud, and to myself.. I would never admit it to anyone else..

I was crying because..

Because finally..

I wish my dream was my reality.


Davids words ran through my mind once more as I sobbed. I remembered every word he said...Suddenly my head jerked up from my pillow.

"Now you know what we are.. Now you know what you are.. Look at your rose.. Your welcome."

The rose.. He said look at the rose..

My eyes flicked towards the wilted rose which was now... Fully restored.. How? How was that possible, everything is possible with a vampire I guess. But what does this mean? Was he secretly telling me.. No... He couldn't be telling me he loved me. Isint that what a red rose represents? The heart, Love?

He could have picked the white roses, but he picked the red.. He picked the red.. What was he trying to tell me? Maybe my dreams were finally becoming exactly what I wanted them to be..

A reality.


Authors note: Yes, Missy is not so ashamed of her dreams anymore.. Since they are a good thing, and the whole house knows about them;) Haha, poor missy.. But hey! She gets david haha!:D

So.. I decided to use a peice from The Tribe(Lost boys sequel), with the rose, giving it a twist.:) Haha, hope you like it.. I also used a twilight referance, about how she wanted her dreams to be real;)) Anyways, hope you enjoyed, i'll be updating soon. Let me know what you think;) Oh, And I might be changing the name of this story! Haha, also once again im making david alittle more fluffy haha..

Anyways...

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