"You treat her like a joke.. And she's gonna leave you like it's funny-Uknown"
THANKS SO MUCH TO CARRIE UNDERWOOD FOR GIVING ME INSPRIATION FOR THIS CHAPTER.. I AM NOW CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH THE SONG; BEFORE HE CHEATS. MAY CONTAIN SOME LYRICS FOR THE SONG, ETC.. I DON'T OWN THEM IF YOU RECONIZE THEM.. I WAS LISTENING TO THIS SONG WHILE WRITING:) PLEASE R&R:) THANKS, READ ON!
The dinner wasn't bad.. It tasted good, but the conversation's never flowed like I had expected them.. I mean, it was awkward. We were speaking through our mind for the most part.. And David kept gazing across the table at me, trying to get me to look into his eyes.. But I just couldn't. He was trying, I could tell.. But I just felt really uncomfortable.
We were two rebellious teenagers sitting in middle of a 5 star restaurant, with two motor bikes parked outside next to someone's shining Mercedes-Benz. David make sure he revved his engine a couple of times before climbing off and entering, taking my heels out of his jacket and setting them in front of my bare feet.. Walking into that restaurant.. We were outsider's, and the stares we had received just proved it.
Everyone was busy with what we were doing.. But every time they got the chance, they would send an uneasy glance over at us. I tried to keep the conversation going while we ate.. But it was hard. I acted as though nothing was bothering me, but I could tell David noticed.. I wonder what they're thinking?-
"They're thinking about how you're that poor little girl, caught up with the wrong guy, in the wrong crowd."
I froze for a single moment.. I keep forgetting about the whole telepathic thing.. Fuck.. I hate how this works..
"I'm sorry.. It's just.. Really Nervous. I'm not really use to going out like this.."
I confessed as I sheepishly glanced up into his icy blue's, finding them staring back at me intently. His 'David' smirk plastered on his face.. There's really no way to describe that smirk.. It's a mixed emotion really.
I wish he would stop doing that..
"Stop doing what?"
I watched as his smirk slowly grow until his whole face lit up with delight.. Damn it..
"THAT!"
"What?"
He asked again, slightly confused, yet sarcasm laced his tone. I mentally growled, hearing a light chuckle escape his lips. He was really pushing every button I owned... I flipped.
"That! That.. That David smirk of your's.. That look in your eyes.. That look on your face.. Stop.." My voice slowly began to die down as I studied his face ever so slowly.. Remembering every single feature and non-existant flaw there was. He was-
"I'm what?"
"David.. Just.. Stop."
He grinned.
"Lets get outta here."
I looked up at him, placing a grin on my face that matched his perfectly.. Now we're talking'..
"Thought you'd never ask.."
It didn't take very long until we were out of there, and driving towards the boardwalk. David had taken my heels once more, placing them inside his jacket until we reached the board walk. Shouting as we drove at full speed, weaving in and out of the large crowd's of people walking among the streets.. I can honestly say, by far this is the best memory we've had together yet.
We had parked next to a huge clock, bearing the time.
1:30am.. And the place was still packed.
I climbed off of the bike, as David dug inside his jacket and pulled out my heel's yet again. He placed the in front of my feet and watched as I slipped them on effortlessly.
We began to walk down the boardwalk, me walking by David's side.. Watching in Awe as we passed everything.. It was so HUGE.. The boardwalk is amazing.. The bright lights, the rides, the food, the shops, the loud music blaring throughout the crowds.. It was awesome. I love it already. I'm wishing that my lazy ass would have made it out of bed before this.. I love this place, and can see myself hanging out here more often. And maybe with David? Who know's right?
The ride had really lifted my shitty mood. I should have known that, riding always makes me feel better. And riding with David made me feel even better than it usually does. This is gonna sound funny.. But I'm trying to impress him.. I don't know why.. It's just a natural instinct.. To impress him. Maybe it's the whole mate bond, I have no clue..
It's almost like a crush you have in school.. You try an impress the guy with acting cooler than the rest of the girls.. It's like that, but stronger. Every time David's eyes trace away from me, i'm instantly jealous of every girl he's looking at.. Even if I am his mate, I just keep getting this funny feeling that I need to tame him before he slips away. I guess the feeling comes with being mates with someone, wanting to be possessive in all ways.. I just wish he would maybe grab my hand..
Would it be such a crime for him to show at least a little contact? Affection? I mean come on.. Am I suppose to sit around and wait forever..
He wouldn't do it.. He wouldn't hold my hand..
I tried to ignore that thought and push it to the back of my mind as we strode down the board walk.. He could hear my thoughts after all.. And he seemed to be ignoring them.. For some unknown reason. He would usually have some smart ass comment to add to my sappy thougts.. But I guess not.
We walked down the boardwalk in silence, until we reached a giant concert. Some guy was playing, but I wasn't paying attention to the music nor the dancing people.. I was watching David as he stood, watching the band from afar. I was standing next to him, stuck like glue.. But he never noticed me.. He was staring off into the pool of people, searching for something I couldn't quite place. I shook it off and continued to listen to the music.. It was defiantly a good night. We were finally hanging out.. Finally talking for once. Jesus, we were finally getting to know each other. We didn't even have to talk that much, I felt completely comfortable without talking at all. Putting the vampire thing out of my mind for the night; forgetting about what he really was, and remembering what he was too me..
My mate.
I was floating in heaven as the music took me out of this world. My hips were gently swaying to the melody.. Music was always a good escape;it felt as though I was sitting on top of the world. It felt fantastic.. My night was great.. David stood in place, still looking out into the crowd. At times I could feel his eyes burning into my body, but I ignored it until his eyes continued to linger.
I slowly turned my head so I could see him fully. He had a smile on his face, not that god damned smirk.. But a real smile. He was watching me so intently I felt as though I was gonna puke from the butterflies dancing in my stomach. I can't believe he was looking at me like that.. I was just Missy Emerson.. Just plain old me.
His smile grew for a moment before his normal smirk re-appeared on his face.. Well.. It was good while it lasted.
I smiled back for a moment before turning back towards the concert, watching the band on stage. They were pretty good.. I have to say that much. They were actually really good. Everyone of their songs had a good beat; and the melody flowed.
I continued to sway my hips to the music as I felt a jacket being gently dropped over my shoulders. I spun around quickly to see David with an un-lit cigarette pushed between his fingers. He leaned in and kissed my cheek softly, as if his lips pushed too hard, I would shatter. I let a tiny smile glaze my lips as his soft lips lingered against my cheek savouring something I couldn't quite name.. The butterflies were flying throughout my stomach as he pulled away and looked deep into my eyes.
"I'll be back." He whispered into my ear softly.. And with that, he disappeared into the crowd of sweating people. I nodded dumbly and turned towards the concert once more.. He would be back soon. Right?
It's been about 20 fucking minutes since David left.. And I'm freaking out.. He said he would be back and he's still gone. He can't be gone that far.. I mean, where the hell would be go? And leave me alone.. In a crowd of people, unsafe..
"David..?"
I called throughout our minds, our bond.. No reply. My heart started to beat.. My whole body went numb.
Where was he? He couldn't get in that much trouble could he? He was a vampire, he wasn't unsafe.. Right?
"David..?"
I called once more.. No answer.. Yet again. I sucked in a deep breath and exhaled slowly as I began to find my way throughout the crowd. My mate instinct's were going bizarre. I never thought I could ever be this worried about someone who I had just met, until tonight.. I had to find him.. And find him fast.
A million scenario's ran throughout my mind.. But what I had found was not one of them.
David's lips were attached to another girl's in the darkened part of the crowd. He was kissing someone else.. Oh my..
Without another thought my eyes glazed over with tears as I stood in front of the couple, making out in the corner. I didn't believe what I was seeing, yet I had stayed to watch. Only uttering one thing through my mind.
"Thanks David.."
I felt my bottom lip quiver as he tore his lips away from her's.. I didn't understand what was happening.. It was all happening so fast... He wasn't kissing me.. That was his girlfriend, or some stupid bitch that wanted to get a guy for the night. I couldn't tell, but I'm assuming the second one.
He looked at me with his mouth slightly opened.. The girl took this to her own advantage by pulling his lips to her's once more.
I began to run. I ran at full speed without saying another word. I couldn't get away fast enough with my heels so I kicked them off and continued running barefoot. I know that's very dangerous, and I shook had kept them on at least until I got on my bike.. But I couldn't.. I couldn't stand the pain and humiliation.. I needed to leave his presance, and fast..
I thought he was my mate.. My soul mate..
And I thought my mate was suppose to never hurt me.. And my mate was different than every other boy..
I felt myself crumbling..
Mascara lines running down my face, my hair blown in all directions, my dress was probley ripped from running so fast... I was a complete mess.
I whipped my face with the back of my hand as I found my way back to our bikes. I took one look at his black triumph and smirked to myself thinking of what they were in middle of doing at this exact moment.. This was payback.
I pushed the bike down to the ground, smiling to myself as I listened to the 'bang' of the metal hitting the cement. I grabbed a rock from the ground and scratched the shining black paint, enjoying the scratching sound of my name being carved into the bike. When I was done with it.. It looked like complete shit. I was satisfied.
I was just saving trouble for the next girl.. Because I know it's not gonna be me..
"Hey! Miss! That's not your property!"
I spun around to see a fat boardwalk cop running my way. I felt myself freeze for a single moment before jumping on to my bike and starting it with a swift kick of my foot. That's when I remembered it...
His black leather jacket sitting over my own. I grinned and looked at the fat cop running towards me.. He was about a few feet away, which I took to my advantage. I stripped myself of his leather jacket, throwing it on top of the ugly-looking bike before speeding down the boardwalk, gaining speed as I rode. This night has turned from the best memory, to the worst.
But the payback was totally worth almost getting my ass caught by the fat boardwalk cop..
Nobody messes with an Emerson.. And defiantly not Missy Emerson..
Maybe next time he'll think before he cheats huh?
A/N: Heey everyone! this chapter was done REALLY quickly.. so sorry if it's not all that good. I wanted to post something for all of my awesome reviewers:D please let me know if you want this to be re-written.. hehe:D sorry. it was done quickly.. Kinda nervous about posting, I don't think this is one of my better chapters written haha:D anyways, once again, thanks to carrie underwood for the inspration from her song: before he cheats. And lyrics that are written in here, and any ideas from the song are all owned by Carrie!:)
I decided david would be looking for a 'meal'.. SPOILER!:) Didn't want you guys to get scared there haha:D anyways.. Hope you enjoyed! Let me know your thoughts..
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