We met up with the guys and we all piled into my car and made way for the studio; the closer we got the faster my thoughts were going. Hopefully I would be able to get him to let me sing today. Even if it wasn't one of my originals, something is better than nothing…even though I have nothing. I pulled into the parking lot and cut the engine; Sawyer stayed with me as the other boys rushed into the building and up to the studio, "They're going to try and talk to Gustavo first…" Sawyer explained for them as we got out of the car.

I locked it as we walked away, "So we should take a minute or two, then?" I asked.

"It would probably be best," He replied as we slowed our walking, "So, if he goes for it, what song do you think you'll sing?"

"Pffft, I don't…have a damn clue."

"You've wanted to cover Disney songs since…I can remember; how about Won't Say I'm In Love?" Sawyer suggested.

"Nah, I don't want to sing a love song." I answered as we approached the doors to the lobby of the building.

"It's not a love song. It's a song about denial." He held the door open for me as we walked through.

"I'm not in denial about anything." I stated with a laugh.

"Yep, there it is." Sawyer laughed.

I stopped and looked at him, completely confused about what he was talking about. I've barely had the ability to think about anything let alone to deny thinking about anything, "I'm not in denial." I repeated.

"I know, LizzyBear, I know." He said with a hand on my shoulder.

"I'll sing it, if he lets me, because I don't know what to do, but I'm not in denial." I stated, but his smile only widened at my words.

I rolled my eyes and walked away with a smile on my face, I didn't have the time to play is word game with my brain. We walked up to the front desk of the lobby and let the secretary know we were there to see Gustavo, she smiled, "Go on up, he's expecting you."

I smiled tightly and did my best to hold back a groan as Sawyer followed my lead up to Gustavo's office. He's expecting you…to have a song finished. "Will you play the music for me? My nerves are getting to me and I won't be able to play the keys right." I asked Sawyer as we stepped into the elevator.

"Of course I can, if you promise me one thing." He said looking down at me.

"What's that?" I asked catching his gaze.

"You need to kill it." He stated as the doors closed and the elevator began to move.

I said nothing, because he was right. I did need to kill this. I nodded and looked to the doors and held back a small smile. "Is it possible to go out in beast mode on a Disney song?"

"You need to Christina Aguilera that shit." He replied.

I furrowed my brow; Sawyer hardly ever cursed. In the presences of a lady and barely at all; the most I've ever heard from him was 'ass', so this was one of his ways of telling me he was dead serious about me doing this today.

"What are the guys talking to Gustavo about?" My panic just wouldn't subside.

"They're pitching the 'singing for him today, show original song later' idea to him. I told them when they called me." There was no chance to make any little conversation with him. He was in best friend beast mode. The last time I saw him in BFBM was back when we were still living in Illinois when I was having thoughts of moving out here with him.

JAME'S POV

"SHE DOESN'T HAVE A SONG YET!?" Gustavo was fuming, his face going a little red, and I was sure that his eyes were bugging out behind his shades.

"She has writer's block." Kelly said looking up from Elizabeth's folder.

"Gustavo snapped his head in her direction, "You knew!?"

"I spoke to her when you were out of town, like you said to, and she told me. I was hoping she would have something by the time you got back."

Gustavo's face got a little redder as he was struggling to hold back from going off. Kelly's eyes got wide and she scrambled across the office to the mini fridge in the corner, pulled out a plate of snicker doodle cookies and held it out in front of him. Gustavo looked to the plate, picked one up and took a bite from it; instantly calming down. Kelly sighed of relief and put the plate of cookies back in the fridge.

"She needs to have a song." Gustavo said once he was calm enough, with a tired tone to his voice. "Griffin has been pestering me about finding 'hot-new talent '" He explained as he walked behind his desk and sat down.

"She's got the hot part down," I didn't mean to say it. It sort of just flew out of my mouth like a natural reaction to the word hot. My face twisted slightly with regret as I shifted my eyes to see the guys' reactions. Kendall and Logan looked no different, because this is just something I usually say, but Carlos looked…mad? His brow was furrowed and looked like he was trying to complete some complicated math in his head.

For some reason he had been giving me a random attitude and I couldn't put a finger on what I did wrong. It wasn't all the time that he acted like he was mad at me, most of the time it felt like it literally came from nowhere, but it was enough for me to notice.

"Well, while she IS getting a song together, we have a proposition for you." Kendall began.

"What is it?" Gustavo asked annoyed.

"Listen to her sing today, and sign her based on whether you like her or not."

Gustavo leaned back in his chair, looking like he was actually considering what we were suggesting, "That's actually a good idea." Gustavo admitted as he took another bite from his snicker doodle, those cookies made him shockingly calm, "But even if she does sing and I do like her, I won't be able to do anything with her until I know she can write some of her own songs."

"She's able to, she just needs a little more time." Carlos pleaded snapping out of his trance he locked himself in.

"…All right, I'll play your game. She had better be good though." Gustavo agreed as he ate the rest of his cookie.


Alright, I'm sorry these have been a little boring lately. I'm finding it hard to work with this story at the moment. O.o And my brainstorming partner is REALLY busy at the moment. So once we get through all of these awkward fillers everything should get better. Reviews please! It's one of the things that keeps me going.