"Butterflies? Forget Butterflies.. I get the whole zoo in my stomach when I see you-Unknown"
I ignored Sam and went straight to bed. I didn't want to talk nor see anyone else tonight; I had a lot of shit on my mind and I needed time to think. I never really took a lot of time to think about how dangerous Jerry and his men actually were. Of course I believe my family can handle whatever they can dish out, but it must be a huge risk to have Sam and I around the world of vampirism. I mean, what if Jerry and his men found out that two non-vampires knew the secret? From the movies I've watched about the subject, it doesn't end good.. But that's just movies, maybe in reality its different.
Twilight says that vampires sparkle in the sunlight, which I later found out was a load of bullshit; David doesn't sparkle he burst into flames. Not that I ever assumed vampire would sparkle, I mean, really? Fairy's sparkle, not vampires.
Twilight also says that vampires can be 'vegetarian' which I don't think is true neither. David doesn't go around killing animals, he kills humans.. I know that for a fact.
Twilight showed Bella(The lead non-human character, who knew the secret) having to hide away from the head vampires, because if she didn't turn into one of the undead, they would kill her.. That's the only thing that could be true..
Is that how it would be with me? I didn't even take the time out of my nights to think about ever being changed.. Into a vampire. It even makes sense.. To be changed.
How could David and I life our lives together if one of us was dead, and the other was living? We couldn't. The only good thing about Twilight is that it showed me that; a human and a vampire can't live together. David would have to watch me grow old while he stays young and alive, forever.
I really don't want to think about this, because honestly, seeing how the real world of the undead is.. It kinda scares me.. I'd rather be depressed about Michael not picking up the phone than think about the scary reality of everything.
Wow, sometimes I actually wish I could go back to normal teenage problems.. These problems were something I never wished I'd have to encounter.
Only in my dreams.
Nobody bothered me for what seemed like forever. I could feel my body stiffen every time I heard footsteps hit the floor, scared that I would be confronted by either Sam or David. I wasn't in the talking mood; I was in thinking mode, and would rather just forget about the world and everything in it, for the time being. I wish I didn't have these problems, but this is my life. This is the reason why I was born in this world; I was born to be with David..
So my conclusion is..
Maybe I was born to be a vampire?
Nahh..
I finally fell asleep, wishing I had someone next to me. Usually my mother would comfort me in these times; I was usually an over thinker, and I would get worked up over nothing. So, that's what I told myself; it was over nothing. Nothing bad was going to happen, and everything was going to be fine.. It put me in a state of mind that finally let me fall asleep.
So I was content.
Until another dream came creeping in on me.. But I could feel it wasn't like any other dream..
Little did I know..
This was real; this was a memory.
I watched a six year old Missy Emerson run across the room to a closed window, were darkness adorned the sky outside. Usually I was afraid of the dark, but my best friend was sitting outside my window again; he didn't come often, but when he did I was over joyed. I knew there was something deeper than friendship running through my heart for him, but at that time I couldn't put my finger on it.
I always thought this 'best friend' of mine was only a figment of my dreams; or the over active imagination of my childish brain. If I could have these weird Freddy Kreguar dreams, than why can't I have dreams of having some guy sitting on my window sill. I always ignored this mysterious man, his face was blocked from my mind.. I could never remember him.. Kind of like my dreams in a way.
Still now, its hazy. I can't remember alot; I could remember nothing actually..
Only the fact that I had a best friend that I didn't think was real.. Funny right?
"Missy..."
My head snapped to the window sill instantly, where these icy blue eyes stared in on me.. Stalking me, almost. It would be frightening to any normal six year old, but to me, it was the happiest moment in a long time.
I jumped out of bed and ran through the darkness, where I poped open my window and came face to face with someone I would have never thought..
David.
I jolted awake as my breath hitched in my throat. I could feel the sweat pouring off of my body, and the soft breathing of another next to me.. Another? I than looked down to my waist where an arm was thrown protectively around me.. My stomach instantly began to be floaded by butterflies.
I glanced down next to me to see non-other than David staring up at me.
My heart stopped.
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