OHMYGOD I'M SO SORRY.
This was meant to be up a good hour ago, but my laptop decided to freak out and not allow me to use the internet. Luckily I am blessed to know RainySunnyEnding, who has helped me through this tough time with technology.
This is the second part of Klaine's first date, and it's defeinitely the smuttiest I've written, but I have been assured that it is tasteful :) It turns more into an emotional development for their relationship rather than the physical - you'll understand when you read it :)
Thank you all for bearing with me - I feel so terrible that I couldn't upload this sooner!
C xx
Phantom was everything Kurt had expected it to be, and more. He'd only ever seen the film, the one with Gerard Butler as Erik, and so the stage performance took his breath away; he found himself singing along to most of the songs, sometimes too wrapped up in the performance to join in, and weeping at the particularly emotional scenes between Christine and the Phantom himself. A few sneaky glances at Blaine whilst trying to subtly wipe his eyes showed that he was not alone, Blaine's honey eyes glistening in the dim light.
As the music began for All I Ask Of You, Christine and Raoul on the rooftop of the theatre and a light dusting of snow falling down around them, Blaine held onto Kurt's hand a little tighter, his thumb stroking it softly as he gazed at the two figures on the stage.
Kurt squeezed Blaine's hand back in return, turning back to the stage just as the words began.
"Did you see her dress? Oh, Blaine it was beautiful! And the staging! All those candles! Oh, and Phantom's voice? Urgh, he was so good!" Kurt was babbling at breakneck speed as he and Blaine wandered hand in hand together back towards their apartment, Blaine grinning at Kurt's enthusiasm and watching him with complete adoration as he swung their joined hands between their bodies.
Kurt was still chattering excitedly at a hundred miles a minute when Blaine pushed his key into the lock of their apartment, pulling his boyfriend inside. As soon as the door was shut behind them, Blaine grabbed Kurt's face and kissed him hard, pushing him back against the door. Kurt made a slightly strangled sound as Blaine cut him off mid-sentence, but recovered from his initial shock as Blaine demonstrated a better use for his tongue than his current excitable blabbering. Blaine's tongue was already pressing against Kurt's lips, eliciting a small moan from the taller man, as one hand slowly moved into Kurt's hair, the other trailing down the front of Kurt's chest and fisting the fabric of his shirt.
Kurt granted his boyfriend entry, parting his lips slightly to greet Blaine's tongue eagerly with his own, which earnt him a soft, breathless moan from the other man. Blaine pulled back after what was probably just under a minute but only felt like a few delicious seconds and rested his head against Kurt's forehead, his eyes fluttering open after a moment's hesitation to gaze up at Kurt with lust-blown pupils through long, dark lashes.
"Sorry," he laughed breathlessly. "I couldn't think of any other way to shut you up."
Kurt shook his head softly, so little so that it was barely noticeable. He gazed back at Blaine, his glasz eyes still a little wide with shock, and whispered, "I forgive you" before pulling Blaine back in to finish what his boyfriend had started. He wondered just when his hands had found their way up Blaine's arms, over his strong shoulders and into his wild curls, but was quickly distracted by Blaine's hands slipping inside his open jacket to push it off his shoulders. Kurt let his hands drop for a second, desperately keeping his mouth latched onto Blaine's as his coat slipped off his arms and fell to the floor. As soon as Kurt heard the satisfying thud of the material hitting the floor his hands were back on his boyfriend, fumbling with the buttons on Blaine's jacket and getting it to its rightful place on the floor as quickly as he could.
Kurt felt Blaine's hands slide from his waist to his hips, pulling their bodies closer together. The friction was unbearable; both boys were already becoming hard, and with their relationship officialised there was no reason for either of them to hide it. Blaine slipped his left leg between both of Kurt's as he softly pushed his boyfriend back against the door, allowing his erection to press against Kurt's thigh. Kurt moaned and bit down on Blaine's lower lip, arching his back to push his hips forward and making sure that Blaine knew he wasn't alone in his arousal.
"Bedroom," Kurt swallowed, his breathing quickening as Blaine began to suck and nip at his neck. "Now." He added when Blaine didn't move. Blaine made a noise of acknowledgement before taking a step back, grabbing onto Kurt's hips and pulling him along with him. They made it down the hall and to Kurt's bedroom in a tangle of limbs and a succession of moans, occasionally pushing the other up against a wall to gain a little bit of extra support when the friction going on below the belt almost made their knees buckle.
They finally reached Kurt's room, the brunet pushing the darker-haired man backwards through the open door and pushing him onto the bed. Blaine bounced rather unceremoniously onto the mattress, but Kurt was back on him in a second, one hand next to Blaine's head supporting him as he leant over his boyfriend, nearly five weeks' worth of lust and pure want teeming through his body. His other hand gripped onto the material of Blaine's shirt just below the actor's shoulder, his knee slotting in between Blaine's thighs on the edge of the mattress whilst his other foot stayed on the floor to support him.
Blaine's arms were snaked around Kurt's torso, sliding between Kurt's hair and his hips. There was so much of the slender body in his arms that he wanted to explore that he was spoilt for choice on where to start, but if the noises that Kurt was making were anything to go by, Blaine was pretty sure that the paler man didn't mind one bit.
And then Kurt's right hand was travelling lower, hesitating every few seconds to feel the well-toned chest and stomach underneath the thin layer of material in his hands. Each graze of Kurt's hand against his chest had Blaine shivering in anticipation, and when Kurt skilfully undid a few buttons one-handed and slipped his hand inside, Blaine whined for more, arching his back up to press his crotch deeper into Kurt's leg.
It was when Kurt started palming him through his pants that Blaine's eyes snapped open, and he could feel that same anxious feeling he got when he was a teenager beginning to bubble up in his stomach. Of course he wanted to continue but he couldn't push down the feeling; his body was screaming yes yet his head was screaming for him to stop. Kurt's hand was gathering speed, both boys rutting their hips against each other and brokenly moaning at the delicious friction it caused. Blaine pushed down his earlier hesitation, putting it down to nerves after having not been with someone for a good few months, considering how he and Sebastian had barely slept in the same bed nearing the end of their relationship, let alone actually doing anything together.
No, he thought harshly, inwardly slapping himself. This is not the time to think about that useless, cheating, slimy little bastard. Now is the time to think about Kurt. Kurt and his amazing body… the one that's in your hands right now. Yes, think about Kurt.
When Blaine had pushed Kurt up against the door and kissed him, Kurt had been shocked, yes, but he'd also been undeniably turned on. He was hesitant at first, wondering if things were going too fast for him and Blaine. Sure, he'd been in love with the guy for over a month before actually telling him, and they hadn't had the most orthodox of starts, but was it too soon to turn things physical?
It didn't take long for Blaine's tongue to distract him, his hands also playing a major part in dragging Kurt away from his worried thoughts. Kurt cursed himself for easily he could get riled up, especially if the man doing the riling happened to be drop-dead gorgeous and unbelievably sexy like Blaine. But when Blaine started to react more eagerly, not pulling away from things Kurt had worried were too forward for them at such a tender stage of their relationship, he found himself able to relax fully, his mind being carried away by the teasing, tempting hands of lust and anticipation.
If Blaine wanted this, who was Kurt to deny him?
The fact that Kurt hadn't had any in just over five months had nothing to do with it. Of course, it was so…. freeing to be able to let all of the tension that had been building up inside of him out, finally, but it meant so much more considering that it was with Blaine – the man he truly believed to be his soul mate.
But this tension was going to be released standing up – the only solution was a horizontal one. Namely, on his bed. He was sure that he must have acquired some bruises along the way, especially one on his shoulder when he knocked into the corner of the wall before stumbling down the corridor with Blaine towards his room.
It took all of Kurt's self-control not to pounce on Blaine and tear his clothes off of him when he saw him lying on his bed, his clothes rumpled and his lips swollen red from all of the hungry kissing they'd done, not to mention when Kurt had bitten Blaine's bottom lip in a moment of pure passion. He tried to go slow, to give Blaine the time to back out if he wanted to, but his hands took on a mind of their own and found themselves under Blaine's shirt, and then over his crotch. Kurt could feel his whole length through the material of his pants, and he could honestly say that he was not disappointed.
Everything was heating up, from their touches to their kisses – both of which were becoming sloppier by the second. And so it was one of the most terrifying moments of Kurt's life when Blaine spoke.
"Wait."
Blaine wasn't even sure if he'd planned on saying it, but the word was out of his mouth before his brain could register that his lips weren't on Kurt's any longer. He opened his eyes to see Kurt lying on top of him, his hand between their bodies, staring at him with wide, panicked eyes. Blaine stared back at him for a few seconds before he suddenly felt incredibly uncomfortable, his command causing an awkward silence to fall upon them. He shuffled backwards, pulling his body out from underneath Kurt's, and suddenly felt sick with nerves.
Why did you say anything? Now you have to explain yourself.
"I-Is everything okay?" Kurt asked quietly, sitting back on his heels and biting his swollen lip. He looked terrified, and Blaine realised that he probably couldn't have chosen a worse time. Now Kurt probably thought he had freaked Blaine out by pushing him too far or something, and that definitely wasn't the case. Blaine had been willing, for all of it, but now he just found himself wanting to… talk.
He nodded dumbly, his dry throat incapacitating his ability to speak.
"Did- Did I do something?" Kurt's voice wavered slightly, his glasz eyes filling with confused tears in a matter of seconds.
"No, no! It wasn't you, I swear!" Blaine protested, shaking his head violently as he found his voice. He sat up and moved over the bed towards Kurt, brushing his arm with his fingertips, not sure if holding him would be entirely appropriate right now. "I just… I don't know." He sighed heavily, dropping back to sit cross-legged and putting his head in his hands, wincing when the material of his pants strained against his still lingering hard-on. He shuffled to rearrange himself, constantly aware that Kurt was still watching him with a panicked expression.
"…Blaine?" Kurt's soft voice was then right next to him, a dip in the mattress showing that Kurt had inched forwards so that he could lay a reassuring hand on Blaine's shoulder. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah," He whispered, feeling the familiar sting of tears in his eyes. He had to tell Kurt the truth to his freaking out, otherwise it could completely jeopardise their relationship. Surely, Kurt would understand? "I think I just- I don't want to rush things with you." He blurted out, screwing his eyes shut and waiting for Kurt's reaction.
"What do you mean?" Kurt's voice was so soft and caring that Blaine almost cried there and then.
"I love you, Kurt, and I don't want to go too far too soon. I know you wanted this too, but I started panicking because I haven't been with anyone since Sebastian and I don't know if I'm ready to go to that stage of a relationship again. Oh god, I sound like a pathetic, wimpy teenager don't I?"
"No, no, I understand," Kurt soothed him, hugging his shoulders with one arm and placing the other on his knee reassuringly. Blaine didn't find this fair one bit – how could Kurt be so understanding in a situation like this? Blaine had basically just rejected him and then broken down into tears, and Kurt wasn't calling him frigid and storming out – he was comforting him. Blaine knew which one Sebastian would have done if he'd done this during their relationship.
Again? Why are you thinking of that slimy git? Forget him, Blaine.
"You do?" Blaine sniffed, looking up at his boyfriend for the first time since he'd shuffled away. Kurt smiled softly and nodded in the dark, before frowning and looking around him. Without a word he stood and moved across the room, flicking the light on and causing both men to wince at the sudden brightness. Blaine dug the heels of his hands into his eyes to try and clear them, and when he took them away Kurt was next to him again.
"Yes," He stated, smiling at his boyfriend. "I understand. We don't have to do anything you don't want to, Blaine."
"But that's the thing – I do want it!" Blaine threw his hands up in the air in frustration, letting them drop into his lap again as he heaved another sigh. "And what about what you want?" He turned to Kurt and saw a flicker of amusement in his eyes.
"This is a two way relationship, Blaine," He told him quietly. "But if you're that concerned, I want you to be safe and comfortable… And I can always sort myself out." He added with a cheeky wink, easing the tension by giving them both something to laugh at together.
"I'm pretty sure that's my job, being your boyfriend and all." Blaine wiggled his eyebrows suggestively before laughing again. He hadn't really been the flirty type when he was younger, sticking to the romantic gestures and slight brushes of fingertips with his boyfriends before Sebastian. After finding out that Sebastian liked the more forward, suggestive type of flirting, Blaine had pushed himself to be more confident in his desperate need to be with the man he'd crushed on since Dalton. And so now, joining in with Kurt's suggestive banter, he could laugh at himself for being so comfortable with it, knowing that if he hadn't given himself that little push all those years ago he probably wouldn't have had the confidence to get up on stage and act. It was an all-round, beneficial move.
Kurt smiled warmly at him, and suddenly the heated atmosphere from earlier had dissipated. The sexual atmosphere had gone, leaving them open to just be with each other. Obviously they had to keep to themselves for a while, allowing themselves time to cool off before cuddling together as they sat against Kurt's headboard. With Blaine's head rested on Kurt's shoulder, the taller man's right arm around his shoulders and his left holding Blaine's right, they sat and talked about their past relationships. Blaine was done rather quickly, mentioning a few boyfriends from his shyer times – Rick, Adam and George – before Sebastian's name cropped up. Blaine didn't need to say much here – nor did he want to – because Kurt knew most of it anyway.
"What about you?" Blaine looked up to Kurt, his hazel-honey eyes large with honesty and expectation – if he could go over his romantic history, so could Kurt. "What's your magic number?" He nudged Kurt playfully with his shoulder, grinning. Kurt rolled his eyes and sighed playfully. He took a deep breath before speaking.
"Well…"
The next chapter will be Kurt delving into his past relationships, which I guess is going to be kind of fun for me to write :) I might get Blaine to elaborate too, but I doubt it as his only important relationship was Sebastian, and we already know all about that :)
Reviews are free? ;)
Xx
