Hi! Sorry again that it has taken me this long to update but I tried to be extra careful with my spelling.
And I want to thank you for your reviews and there some things I would like to explain and answer herer. I want to apologies fro my spelling mistakes. I think I have mentioned that english isn't my mother tongue so it is still a little difficult to me. Also I must admit that I am sometimes very lazy when it comes to checking my spelling. I'm sorry for that but I try to imrpove my writing and I pormise that after I have finished this story I reread it and try to correct my mistakes so it will be easier to read.
And then for SierraPBravo: In my country you'll have to have an education so that you can become a waiter and I didn't even realise to check if it was the same in other contries too, so sorry about that. It was grucial for this story that Tamaki first became a student beacause I wanted him to be dependent on Kyoya and because you'll have to have an education to become a waiter in my country I used that idea in my story even though in this story Tamaki and Kyoya live in Japan where the case might be different.
And then about the gay marriages and firing polices because of their homosexsuality. The way I meaned it in my story is that even though it is leagal for homsoexuals to marry each other it still doesn't mean that it is accepted. I thought that espicially in some work places it is even more forbidden than in others and I thought that polices might be one of those jobs where it is more forbidden to be openly homosexual. I didn't base that on facts. It's just in this story and I truly hope that it isn't true. But I know cases where people have been fired because of their sexuality. It's never the official reason why they are fired but still you just know that they were fired because it was revealed that they were homsoexuals. I hope that this explained those matters. Thank you so much for your observation I really appreaciate it! : )
And now to the actual story I hope you enjoy it and here are some warnings for this chapter:
Warnings: This chapter contains graphical sex between two males!
The next morning Tamaki woke first. He felt tired. He had slept the whole night but nightmares had kept him from peaceful rest. Tamaki was exhausted and his clothes were grumbled, his hair was a mess and his eyes were still slightly red from all the crying and as Tamaki glanced at the closed bedroom door new tears weren't far away. "I can't believe all that really happened… It's like my worst nightmare but this is even more horrible because I can't wake up from this dream. Kyoya…oh Kyoya… I just wanted to be with you… but if I cause you troubles I have to go…" Tamaki let the tears flow silently as he rose from the bed he had been lying on. Then he fetched a bag where he kept the clothes and things that he could say were truly his.
After he had gotten his belongings Tamaki just stood in the middle of the bedroom. He looked around trying to memorise it because everything in that bedroom reminded Tamaki of Kyoya and Tamaki never wanted to forget Kyoya… "I love him…with all my heart. I could never forget him. He saved me. He's and he will always be my prince. I don't blame him he was just trying to help. It was my fault that Kyoya got into trouble and that's why his boss said what he said in that TV-show… It's better if I go…" With a sigh Tamaki turned around and walked towards the door.
Carefully he pressed his ear against it and listened to the sounds behind the door that would indicate that Kyoya was awake but he heard nothing. So Tamaki opened the door silently and sneaked towards the front door. Tamaki slipped his shoes on and he was already turning the door handle when two arms were wrapped around his waist. Tamaki yelped as he was pulled against Kyoya's strong chest and Kyoya murmured to his ear:
- Where are you going?
- Away
Tamaki answered softly and he felt the arms tighten their hold on him and then Kyoya asked in an equally soft voice:
- Why?
- Because I have to! I cause you trouble. I don't want that Kyoya. You saved me and now these rumours about you and me are causing you troubles… and…
- I don't care about that Tamaki. Besides it wasn't true what they wrote about you and I. It was most likely something your grandmother told to the press.
- Yes but still! Your…your boss said that you wouldn't have anything to do with me after this…
- Tamaki did you hear a word I told you last night? I'm truly sorry about that. I should have stopped him but I was so shocked that he would say something like that, that I paralyzed.
Tamaki turned around in Kyoya's arms so that they were face to face and Kyoya never moved his arms from around him. For a moment they just stood there staring at each other until Tamaki spoke again:
- But she will do it again. This is the perfect way to hurt you and she truly hates both of us. I don't want that. I don't want for you to loose your job because of false rumours about us being lovers… Even if I think it's ridiculous that a police might loose his job because of his sexuality…
Tamaki couldn't help the blush that rose to his cheeks when he uttered the word lover. "Oh how I wish we were…"
- I know it's ridiculous especially now that gay marriages are acceptable but some things just don't change. If my boss finds out that I'm a homosexual I will mostly likely be put off from duty and the official reason won't be that I'm homosexual but they will come up with something else so they can fire me… There is just this unwritten law that a police can't be a homosexual. But truly Tamaki I don't care if I loose my job or any of the rumours about us… I don't mind because honestly…you're much more important to me than my job… and t-the truth is that when I saw that article and my boss called to me that I had to go into a live television show to tell everybody that we aren't lovers… When I was driving there all I hoped was that it wouldn't be the truth…
Kyoya couldn't look at Tamaki in the eyes anymore so he turned his head away and bit his lip. He had thought that he would never tell Tamaki about his feelings but when he saw that Tamaki was leaving he knew he had to tell him. He didn't want to loose the blond. "If I could just be with him…I would be the happiest man on earth." While Kyoya was busy in studying his walls Tamaki was trying to but together what Kyoya had said to him. "He said that he hoped that the article about him and I being lovers wouldn't have been a lie…So-so does this mean that…Kyoya…lo-loves me…?!" Tamaki stared at Kyoya in shock. He couldn't believe it. "Could it really be the truth that he loves me like I love him?!" Tamaki was overwhelmed by the mere thought that his dark haired prince would actually share his feelings. He had to be sure so Tamaki lifted his hand and turned Kyoya's face gently so that they were once again facing each other and asked:
- What do you mean Kyoya?
For a moment Kyoya only watched Tamaki in silence. He was trying to read what the other was thinking and in the end he found it encouraging that Tamaki's eyes were sparkling with hope and slowly he closed his eyes, leaned in and kissed Tamaki. Tamaki responded immediately flinging his arms around Kyoya's neck and pressing his body even closer to Kyoya's. As they parted Kyoya whispered the confession softly against Tamaki's lips:
- I love you Tamaki.
When Tamaki heard those words he pulled Kyoya in for a new kiss clinging desperately to the other male for support because he was sure his own legs would fail him. Kyoya too tightened his hold on Tamaki's waist and he lifted his other hand so he could run his fingers trough Tamaki's soft hair. They kissed each other over and over again sometimes trailing the kisses to ears and neck and when they finally departed they were both gasping for air. Tamaki was smiling like there was no tomorrow and he said:
- I love you too Kyoya!
Kyoya smiled softly at the blond hardly believing his own ears but as he again claimed those sinful lips with his own he started to believe in them: "He truly loves me… I'm just so happy, I love you Tamaki!" "He loves me! He loves me! Kyoya loves me! I'm so happy I could die! I love you Kyoya, more than anything!"
The males continued on their kissing as Kyoya lead them back to their shared bedroom. It took a while for them to get into the room because both males refused to part from the other and they stayed lip locked the whole journey. When they finally reached the bedroom Kyoya backed towards their double bed and when he felt the back of his knees hit the edge of the bed he fell backwards to the bed bringing Tamaki with him. The fall had made their mouths separate for a moment but soon they were once again kissing each other passionately.
Tamaki was lying on top of Kyoya running his hands trough Kyoya's soft raven hair while Kyoya stroked Tamaki's back and sides. Then Kyoya started trailing kisses to Tamaki's neck making the blond sigh in appreciation. Kyoya bit and licked Tamaki's neck making sure to leave plenty of marks that would tell everyone that this beautiful angel was taken. Tamaki let out small moans and whimpers letting Kyoya now how much he loved the things the sergeant was doing to this neck.
After a moment Kyoya separated from Tamaki's neck and switched their positions so that Tamaki was now laying underneath him. For a moment they again only gazed at each other both wondering how lucky they were. Then Kyoya dipped his head to give gentle pecks on Tamaki's lips. Tamaki closed his eyes in pure bliss at the love he was receiving. "I have never felt this loved…oh Kyoya I want you!" And Tamaki voiced his thoughts:
- Kyoya, please. I want you to make love to me…
Kyoya stopped kissing Tamaki and waited for him to open his eyes. Kyoya wanted it as much as Tamaki but he wanted to make sure that the angel in his arms was absolutely sure that he wanted to do it now. They had time and Kyoya was more than willing to wait. Tamaki blinked his eyes open with a small blush adorning his cheeks. Kyoya smiled softly to him and asked:
- Are you sure Tamaki… I want you too but we can wai-
- No, I'm sure.
Tamaki answered stopping Kyoya and the way he looked at Kyoya with complete love and adoration in his eyes confirmed the young police that Tamaki was ready and wanted this as much as he did.
Kyoya got up from the bed and undressed himself to his boxers all the while feeling Tamaki's lustful gaze on him. Then he climbed back on top of the blonde and kissed him lustfully and after that he started slowly to undress him. Kyoya took his time while he was undressing Tamaki. He always kissed and licked the newly revealed skin loving every inch that was uncovered. Tamaki was moaning and whimpering in pleasure at Kyoya's ministration. While he wanted Kyoya to continue to worship his body forever he also wanted him to hurry up so he gasped to Kyoya:
- Please Kyoya, hurryyyy…
Kyoya chuckled softly making Tamaki shiver at the pleasurable sound. Then Kyoya fulfilled Tamaki's wish and took of the rest of Tamaki's clothes exposing him fully. After that Kyoya took a moment for himself to admire the flawless pale skin that was glistening with sweat. Kyoya's lustful eyes travelled Tamaki's body up and down taking notice that Tamaki was already erect. Tamaki had noticed the way Kyoya was looking at him and he was now fiery red from the intent gaze.
Kyoya turned to look at Tamaki in the eyes as he crawled to claim Tamaki's lips. Tamaki answered to the kiss with enthusiasm wrapping his arms around Kyoya's neck pulling him as close to him as possible. While Kyoya was still kissing Tamaki he brought his hand to Tamaki's erection and started to stroke it. When Tamaki felt the hand starting to stroke him he had to realese their kiss to gasp in sudden pleasure. Kyoya took that as an opportunity to kiss and lick Tamaki's neck all the while continuing to stroke Tamaki. Tamaki was once again moaning and gasping and those sounds made Kyoya's boxers tighten even more. They started to feel very uncomfortable until Tamaki once again gasped:
- Please Kyoya…please more…I-I wa-want you inside me…
Tamaki was once again blushing but he was so enamoured with the pleasure he was receiving that he didn't really care he just wanted more. "OH…Ahh…Oh Kyoya…So good..I have never…felt so AH..gooooood…"
Kyoya released his hold on Tamaki's erection and kissed the blushing angel. Then he took his boxers off and looked Tamaki in the eyes. He wanted to ask one last time if Tamaki was sure he wanted this because he knew that after he had started he couldn't stop. Tamaki smiled softly at the other's consideration and nodded and to make it absolutely sure he confirmed it with words too:
- I want you Kyoya… I want you bad…only you.
They kissed softly and sweetly. Then Kyoya grabbed a body lotion bottle from his nightstand and lowered himself so that he was kneeling between Tamaki's legs. He poured some of the lotion into his fingers and carefully pushed his index finger into Tamaki. He pushed his finger in and out in a slow motion all the while looking at Tamaki's face to make sure he wasn't too uncomfortable. Tamaki had closed his eyes when the first finger had entered. It didn't hurt but it felt a little weird but after a moment it started to feel quite good.
Soon Kyoya added another finger and once again made sure that Tamaki wasn't uncomfortable. Kyoya saw Tamaki's burrows frown slightly when he added another finger so he leaned forward and started to kiss the other's chest to take his mind off of the discomfort. Kyoya sucked and kissed Tamaki's chest softly until he trailed his way to a pert nipple. He took it into his mouth making Tamaki moan in pleasure. Kyoya smirked triumphantly and continued to suck and tease the nipple gently with his teeth.
The second finger had been more uncomfortable and it had hurt a little but when Kyoya had started to kiss his chest and then suck at his nipple all the displeasure was forgotten and Tamaki soon found out that he was also thrusting back against the fingers trying to add the friction inside him.
Kyoya took a moment to scissors his two fingers inside Tamaki a little longer until he added the third and final finger. He never stopped his ministrations on Tamaki's chest trying to distract the other as much as possible. When the third finger was added tears gathered in the corner's of Tamaki's eyes. It had hurt but Tamaki tried to make himself relax around the fingers. He wanted this and soon the pain again gave away to pleasure and Tamaki was again moaning.
After Kyoya was sure that he had prepared Tamaki enough he removed his fingers making Tamaki whine softly in protest. Kyoya smirked as he took the lotion bottle into his hand so he could lubricate his own erection. Tamaki lifted himself up from the bed and stopped him. Kyoya looked at him a little confused. The first thing he thought was that Tamaki wanted to stop but the other male only took the bottle from him and poured the a general amount of lotion into his hands. Then Tamaki glanzed up at Kyoya's confused face and smiled softly while answering:
- I want to do it.
Kyoya only nodded and then he was forced to hiss in pleasure as Tamaki's hands spread the lotion onto his throbbing erection. Then Kyoya gently pushed Tamaki back onto his back and climbed on top of him to kiss him. At the same time he rubbed their erections together making them both groan in pleasure. After that Kyoya positioned himself at Tamaki's entrance and started slowly pushing in all the while kissing Tamaki everywhere he could. At the same time he was also stroking Tamaki's erection with his other hand. Tamaki squeezed his eyes shut when Kyoya started pushing in. It hurt but because Tamaki knew he could endure the pain because it was Kyoya doing this to him. Kyoya was slow. He pushed in slowly and then he stopped to give Tamaki time to adjust until he again pushed in a little more. He continued this way until he was all the way in. Then he stopped completely waiting for Tamaki to adjust to him fully.
They didn't stay still for too long. The pain had disappeared quite quickly and Tamaki was desperate to get some friction so he started to move his hips against Kyoya moaning softly as he did so. As Kyoyas felt Tamaki starting to move he let out a groan and pulled slightly out from Tamaki and thrust back in making Tamaki gasp in pleasure. Kyoya continued with these small thrusts until he was sure that Tamaki wasn't in any sort of pain and then he started to push deeper and harder into Tamaki making the said male moan even louder.
They moved together rhythmically making the air thick with passion. Moans, grunts and promises of love filled their ears as they made love to each other for the first time. Too soon they both felt their climaxes approaching and their movements became more frantic. They pressed even closer to each other so that Tamaki's erection which was trapped between their bodies rubbed against their abdominals creating a delicious friction. The pleasure became too much for Tamaki and he came with a loud cry of Kyoya's name soaking both of their bodies. Kyoya shivered as he felt Tamaki's cum hit his stomach and he only had to thrust few times until he came with a grunt of Tamaki's name inside Tamaki. Then he pulled his now limp erection out of Tamaki and collapsed next to the blond male breathing heavily.
Tamaki turned lazily to his side so that he was facing Kyoya. He was smiling softly trough his gasps as he said:
- That was amazing…
Tamaki could feel that his eyes were getting heavy after their activities and the badly slept night. But he struggled to hold onto consciousness as he was pulled into Kyoya's embrace. They held each other close basking in the after glow. Tamaki was trying to hide his yawns but in vain. Kyoya laughed softly at him while he bent down to peck Tamaki's lips and murmured:
- Go to sleep love.
Tamaki nodded resting his head against Kyoya's chest and letting the steady heartbeat to cradle him into sleep. Kyoya watched Tamaki fall asleep and tightened his hold on the blond. He held him protectively against his chest as he let Tamaki's even breathing to lull him to sleep. Before Kyoya finally fell asleep one thought occurred to him: "I must remember to go to the TV station when I wake up to make sure that everyone knows that this beautiful angel is mine…and what I thought about my boss' words yesterday..."
I hope you liked it and I would love to hear your thoughst if you have time!
Thank you!
Love, Roo
