Still don't own southpark but I would that. anyway sorry I take a long time it's just I did not know what time line to put this in but you know what I decide I wanted to put it right after kyle left in stan's pov so anyhow r&r

(stan's pov after kyle left)

I watched the door slam shut. i felt so bad for kicking him out like that but I mean why would he do that. i know I sound horrible in my head but why. I just don't get it. Why would he do that? I mean I just don't get it. was he jealous or something? He knows he is my best friend right? Oh well I better start picking up the food.

I lean down to start to pick up the pancakes and other food product's. lyle is already picking some of it up. i look over to see him standing up and staring at me smirking.

''what?'' he stares at me as I ask him then he giggles. what's so funny? He just keeps laughing.

''WHAT?'' I say yelling this time. what is so funny? He finally stops and looks at me still smirking.

''stan why are you even still friends with him?'' he say's as he stop's smirking. Why would he ask that what I have always been friends with kyle. he is like my little doggie you know your pet and stuff and he is so cute wait that did not sound right but he is he is super cute.

''what do you mean?'' I ask he stares at me angry now. what is he jealous or something.

''I mean he treat's you so bad he only is with you when he want's something but when you need him he is gone.'' he say's looking slightly less angry he folds his arms and look's at m I glance angry I don't know why this is making me so angry but it is.

''don't say that he is always there for me.'' I point out getting in his face he backs down a little but then he glances at me and stress and frown's also shacking his head.

''okay how about the time when you turned 15 last year and kyle did not even show up to your party and you found out he went to cartman's instead.'' he pointed out. he was right he did do that but he said cartman was really sick and his mom maid him go over there.

''but his mom said that he had to go because cartman was sick.'' I said staring at him intensely. I know I was right and he had nothing to come back on.

''yeah but she did not make him stay he wanted to stay .'' he said convincingly. Oh my god he was right I never even wondered why kyle did not just come to my party after he went to cartman.''

''okay okay so he did something bad one time. that's not too bad.'' I said he just shook his head at me.

''stan that is not the only time stan.'' he said. I looked down knowing he was right but he could not have done too many bad things I mean I needed more evidence.

''okay how about the time he bailed on you when you thought every thing sounded horrible and like poo and the time he left you when you got the flu to hang out with kenny and the time''

''STOP.'' I yelled looking at him. What was he talking about?

''what do you mean he left me for kenny when I got the flu he told me he had to go somewhere with his parent's for the week.'' I said looking confused. Was he lying to me?

''no he didn't he went somewhere with kenny stan. Here take a look.'' he said reaching into his pocket and pulled out pictures of kenny and kyle at cartman's party. The only thing cartman is good for parties. I could not believe it.

''how do I know this is the day I got sick?'' I asked trying to convince myself that lyle was just jumping to conclusions

''umm maybe because of two reason's. One cartman only had one party everyone bragged about the only one where people went and as you can see from this picture there are many people. Number two why would kyle go somewhere with his parents for the week. The whole week he did not miss school here look at all of the attendance record's for that week.'' he took out his pocket a attendance record and he was right kyle never missed school.

''but but kyle kyle is is my my.'' I began to shuddered I could not believe this my best friend bailed on me over and over I just I don't want to believe it. Sadly it was true and I had to face the facts even I did not want to oh god why me? Why me

''stan I am here for you. I would never bail on you remember before kyle we could be just like that. Come on buddy we are blood blood is thicker then water but you got to let this fake friend go.'' he saidi started to cry my heart was broken I was broken and I was tron and physically and emotionally. I did not know what to do.

''I guess I will talk to kyle tomorrow and see what he has to say.'' I say looking at trhe ground as tear's drop from my eye's

''okay stan I hope you listen to me.'' he say's I glance over at the clock it was 4:30 pm I guesse that was a preety long talk.

''I better get home bye lyle.'' I say sadly I grab my coat and begin to open the door when a hand grabs my shoulder

''want me to drive you home. It's raining I got my incense last year so I can drive you.'' he asked I wiggle my arm out of his hand and shake my head and walk out. i think a long walk would do me good

the whole time I walk home I ponder the worst question's. Why would he leave me? Has he done this a lot and I just neglect it because I don't want to know ? Am I Kyle's fool ? Befor I know it a I am hoem.

''what's up nerd'' my sister say's as I walk in I just ignore her and walk up the stair's to my room and lay down.

Ring ring, I look down to see my phone ringing I hate my phone. I look at the phone can see a picture of kyle I guess he was calling me. i mentally debate if I want to answer it until I finally decide not to. I mean how could I talk to him right now I would make him cry so hard right now and as angry and hurt as I am I just can't I love him to much. Even in this angry attitude I fill right now I just can't hear him cry I have it when he cry's it breaks my heart. I mean I spent my whole life ever since I was 5 in love with him. I for some reason always thought he loved cart due to there love hat thing they had going on until cartman started dating butter's then I thought he loved kenny but then we fount out kenny was straight now I think he just doesn't like me. Oh well I better go to sleep now I think I have a big day of drama ahead of me when I ask kyle tomorrow.

THE END

I hope you enjoy and for those who think I am a crazy style shipper I am. I love love love it. I hate pretty much every pairing that goes agents it but stanman. I like that pairing. anyhow excuse errors and r&r's i space so much but i hate when it is too close.