DISCLAIMER: SUPERNATURAL, ITS CHARACTERS, ACTORS AND STUFF DO NOT BELONG TO ME. I'M NOT THE GENIUS WHO THOUGHT OF IT.
AN: Hey guys! Sorry it took a while. I was busy with stuff that I'd rather not tell you about because it's a long story. But it has something to do with an actor/singer I have a crush on and Twitter. Haha. Anyway, I see that a lot of you reacted with the apology-ish about this story not being a bottom Dean. Dudes, just to be clear, I don'ty really care who tops and who bottoms. I just apoogized to those who have been wanting and expecting a bottom Dean but didn't get it. I know some has preferences and I just wanted to tell them. And no, I don't write Wincest because I have two younger sisters and I can't imagine doing anything with them. *shivers* Anyway, I made this a bottom Cas because I thought Cas is a cute bottom and he's the younger one here by six years. And I find it easier to write because Cas (or, Misha, I suppose) has this certain cuteness in him that just makes him so damn adorable! While Dean (or, Jensen, I guess), on the other hand, has this look that screams 'I'm strong and dominant'. So, yeah. But there were a number of authors that really pulled the bottom Dean well. And, I think the only top Cas I had was the honeymoon special of By Chance. Anyway, as I've said, I'm working on a story that'll have a bottom Dean. It's another AU and hopefully I could post it before September ends. :D
On with my responses! :D Well, to those that really, really need to be responded to. ;)
silken touch- You guessed part of it right. Nishishi. Go on and read. ;)
Tendencia-I'm glad the thought of a cycle was appealing to you! Haha. I was worried people won't like it and stuff. Hihi. I just want men to actually be able to tell when it is safe to have sex without the worry that one'll get pregnant. Well, in our little imaginations, that is. ;D Yes, The Guardians of Men will be an Mpreg as well. Dean will be carrying a baby boy or girl, I'm still undecided. But I do hope you'll read that as well because it's one of those stories that I write because I wasn't in my right mind. :3
Keefer-I know right? I think that was just a part of Dean. But it can be quite endearing at times, you know, when you're not at the receiving end, and you're watching and you know that the reason he messed things up was because he was worried. :)
hikarilightz-I think the reason you find this hard to avoid, even though you're not into Mpreg, is because I hypnotized you. X3 Anyway, I'll just clue it in a little that Cas' tummy is getting big and stuff then voila! A baby is there! Hihi. Ooh, and I respond here because I tend to forget what I say when I PM you guys. Gomene. *sheepish smile*
Anyway, thanks so much for the reviews guys! You're being great ego boosters! Haha. Also to those who added this story to their Favorite Story list and me to Favorite Author. Also, welcome to the newcomers! :D
Oh, and by the way, I'd hate to tell you 'I told you so', but... I told you so! Haha. The question isn't really serious. And it's on the first two paragraphs. :)
Enjoy this chapter guys! ONE more and this story will finally come to an end. T_T
Don't forget to review! :) Oh, and I think you should read the AN at the end after reading this chapter. :)
Love y'all! *blows a kiss to you guys* (I decided I won't stop doing that. Bwahahahaha!)
The More You Hate, the More You Love
The Decision...
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Dean was silent with a worried frown on his face as he bit his lower lip. He was running his hand gently across Castiel's spine and arm. The younger prince didn't know what was worrying the older prince so much. He vaguely wondered if Dean regretted claiming him, making love to him. But that seemed impossible because the older prince initiated everything. Then he wondered if Dean thought he regretted it even if there was a given fact that he agreed. He truly didn't know what Dean was going to ask him, so he just remained silent and waited for the older prince to say something.
Dean sighed softly looked down at Castiel, seeing his worried face. He knew that he was scaring the younger prince with the words he uttered a few moments earlier. But he can't take the worry out of his mind. That's just how he has always been. "Cas, do you…" he started but paused and looked away. He inhaled once more and exhaled softly. He was never a man of many words. He was never good at talking about emotions. He was better at showing his feelings rather than saying it; although he liked being reassured by both words and actions. When he thought he has the courage to continue, he looked back at the younger prince then wet his suddenly dry lips and continued, "Do you feel anything for me?" at the younger prince's confused tilt of the head, narrowed eyes and soft frown, he sighed then kissed Castiel's forehead and rephrased the question. "Do you love me? And, would you, uh, would you want to marry…me?"
Castiel just had to huff at that and run his fingers through his hair. After giving himself willingly, after pouring all his love to his kisses, Dean was asking him if he loves him. He doesn't really know if he should be offended that Dean thought he was the kind of person who gives himself to anyone. Or feel amused that Dean was worried about how he felt about him. The younger prince simply stared at Dean with a small smile. He moved to position himself on top of the older prince, straddling him, then leaned down to give Dean a soft chaste kiss then said against his mouth, "Do you really think I'm a person who willingly gives himself to someone he doesn't love?" at Dean's shake of head, he continued, "Did you feel how I felt for you when you first kissed me?" at the older prince's nod, he asked in a soft whisper, "Then what was it?"
"Love." Dean replied softly and leaned up slightly as he repositioned himself and wrapped his arms around the younger man on top of him, letting their lips brush softly against each other.
The younger prince's smile broadened and said in a teasing tone, "Then why are you asking stupid questions?"
"I just wanted to hear it from your lips." The older prince muttered and tightened his hold of him.
Castiel's eyes softened at Dean's admission, he leaned down once more to steal another chaste kiss and said, "Dean, I love you. I wouldn't have given myself to you if I didn't. And before you ask again, yes, I would want to marry you. Carry your child in me. I want you to be the father my children would look up to and the father they would always adore. I want you to be the husband I wake up to every morning and the husband I fall asleep with everynight." As he said those words, his hands were moving around the older prince's body. He wasn't seducing Dean through touch but he was simply caressing his body, reassuring him that the words he were saying were the truth. "I want you to be the man I'll grow old with. I want you, and no one else. Okay?" he finished with a soft smile while his hands have finally found Dean's face.
"Yeah." Dean replied with a smile of his own and then leaned up to capture Castiel's lips with his own, making them flutter their eyes close. Castiel was smiling in the kiss as Dean's lips moved with his. It felt just like that first kiss earlier; soft, passionate, unhurried. Although this time, it was filled with more gladness and content.
When they pulled away reluctantly, Dean has the silliest grin Castiel has ever seen and he knew he was mirroring that silly smile. Castiel's smile turned into a slightly mischievous and teasing one then sat up. "So." he started and smirked as he ran his hands on Dean's well muscled chest; his eyes followed his own hands' movements.
The older prince frowned softly in confusion but kept his smile intact. "So?" he asked as he started running his hands back and forth on Castiel's thighs.
"I want to hear it from your lips as well." He said as he looked back straight to Dean's eyes.
The older prince's eyes were soft and so was his smile. His hands moved from Castiel's thighs up to his waist then said, "I love you, Castiel of the Angelo. I want you to be the man I make love to every now and again. I want you to carry my child in you. I want to watch you grow big with the knowledge that you're carrying a part of me inside you. I want you to be the man who'll walk down the aisle to give me his vow of eternal love. I want you. All of you." one of his hands moved up to the back of the younger prince's neck to pull him down in a soft, chaste kiss. They were both smiling in the kiss, content with the feeling of having each other. "I guess we should tell our parents." Dean muttered against Castiel's lips with a smile when their lips parted.
"I guess we should." Castiel muttered as well with a smile of his own. The younger prince leaned down once more to capture Dean's lips with his own.
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They bathe in the lake for a short while before they returned to the palace. Dean was holding Castiel's hand with his own as they walked back; both men wore the same satisfied smile. When Sam saw the two men, he smiled widely and nudged his now husband gently and nodded his head towards their brothers. When Gabriel looked at the direction Sam pointed, he saw the two men walking hand in hand which made him smile widely as well.
"Finally!" Sam exclaimed when Dean and Castiel reached them. Dean beamed as Castiel simply blushed and bit his lower lip. "Are we expecting another wedding soon?" Sam teased. Dean and Castiel looked at each other for a short while, as if talking to each other with their eyes. The younger prince smiled brightly and they looked back at Sam simultaneously.
"Yes, Sammy. There'll be another wedding soon." Dean said with fondness and looked at Castiel from the corner of his eyes. Sam and Gabriel beamed at that. It was about time Dean got to his senses that Castiel was (is) the perfect match for him.
"Have you told the Kings and Queens?" Gabriel asked.
"Not yet. You two were the first to know." Castiel replied to his brother with a smile.
After that short interaction, the newlywed left to prepare for their trip. They decided to have their honeymoon on an island that was owned by the Angelo's which was a day and a half travel from the Winchester's kingdom.
Dean and Castiel saw Queen Anna and King Michael first. They approached Castiel's parents, and, as they got closer and Anna caught sight of them, the Queen smiled knowingly; especially when she saw their joined hands.
"Prince Dean," she said to the older prince with a soft bow of her head and a smile then shifted her attention to her youngest son, "my beautiful angel." She said sweetly and cupped Castiel's face with her hands and kissed his forehead softly, making the young prince's eyes flutter close.
"Dean. Castiel." King Michael said with a smile. He then noticed the joined hands of the young princes. His smile widened and looked at the two young men in front of him. "Do I have to tell John that another wedding is on its way?" he asked with a smile.
"Yes your highness. But I believe it would be better if Castiel and I will tell them." Dean replied with a smile and got a nod from Michael in response. He reluctantly untangled his hand from Castiel's to wrap his arms around his shoulders. "I want to marry your youngest son as soon as possible." He continued and held the younger prince tighter, making Castiel blush softly.
"I'm glad to hear that, Dean." Anna said with a fond smile. She loved the way her youngest son blushes, it always make him more beautiful. "You better tell your brother as well. Lucifer will be thrilled." She said to her youngest.
"We will after we tell King John and Queen Mary." Castiel assured his mother with a smile.
"Very well."
Castiel reluctantly pulled away from Dean's hold to embrace his parents. They have always been very supportive to him. They always seem to know what was best for him and he cwouldn't ask for different parents.
When he pulled away from them, Anna smiled and kissed her youngest son's forehead once again. They looked for Dean's parents and found them in a conversation with Bobby and Ellen.
When they got closer, it was Bobby's attention they got first. At first, the older man was confused at their proximity, but when the boys got even closer, he noticed the light blush on Castiel's face and the warm smile on Dean. Bobby nudged John's arm gently and nodded his head towards the two young men walking towards them. John looked at the direction his friend pointed at then smiled widely when he saw the two princes walking hand in hand. Mary and Ellen's attention moved to where John and Bobby's attention were and when they caught sight of the two young princes, they both smiled softly.
"I guess we better start preparing for another wedding." John said with a wide smile when the two princes got to them.
"I believe so, father." Dean replied with a smile and a short glance at Castiel. "I want to marry him as soon as possible." Because I know I wouldn't be able to restrain myself for long. Dean silently added because he knew he'd want to be that intimate with Castiel again—married or not. But because he knew he shouldn't get Castiel pregnant before they were wed, he has to restrain himself.
"Would the following month be soon enough?" Mary teased with a smile, as if knowing her oldest son's inner struggle.
Dean smiled at that and said, "That would be fine. We'll still need Sam and Gabriel for the preparations anyway."
"Well, I guess we should start planning with Anna and Michael." John said to his wife and their two friends. The two lovers smiled at each other and finally excused themselves to look for Lucifer, Rachelle and little Balthazar.
They found Lucifer's family a few moments later. He and Rachelle were talking to Jo while Adam played with Balthazar. It was obvious that Balthazar enjoyed the attention from the older boy and Adam liked giving the little boy his attention.
Jo caught sight of the two young men and had the same reaction as the first few people they've talked to. When Jo's attention was suddenly removed from their conversation, Lucifer and Rachelle both looked at whatever it was that got the young woman's attention. When they saw Castiel holding Dean's hands, they smiled widely as well.
"Finally!" Jo exclaimed when the two princes made their way to them.
"When's the next wedding I'd have to attend?" Lucifer teased but was still seriously asking—in one way or another.
"Perhaps some time next month." Castiel replied with a smile.
"Congratulations, Castiel, Dean." Rachelle said and gave them both a hug. Jo did the same, but instead of a hug, he kissed their cheeks softly.
"Congratulations, little angel." Lucifer said and kissed his little brother's forehead and shook Dean's hand.
"Do you two know you love each other now?" Adam asked in that little boy voice of his as he carried the two-year old Balthazar by his hip and walked towards them. They all chuckled softly—Castiel blushed—and smiled widely at Adam as the little boy looked up at them. Dean crouched down a little to be of eye level with the little boy and placed a hand on top of his little head.
"Yes, Adam. And because we know now, Cas will be my husband soon." He replied with a smile and let his hand drop from the little boy's head.
Adam beamed at that and said, "Finally! I knew you'd realize that soon enough!" they all laughed at the little boy's words as they watched him play with Balthazar once more. They conversed for a while until the two princes decided they wanted some more time on their own.
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The days passed quickly and the day of Dean and Castiel's wedding was quickly approaching. The two princes couldn't let go of each other and everyone—save for Gabriel, perhaps—thought it was adorably endearing that they want to be together a lot. The way Dean's eyes filled with love when he looks at Castiel and the way younger prince blushed everytime the older one shows affection.
While the two princes planned and waited for their wedding, all of their free time was mostly used for simple kissing, light touching, swimming in the lake and having naps every now and then in the cabin. Dean was amazed that he was able to restrain himself from taking Castiel whenever they were alone; kissing and touching each other. They both waited patiently for the day of their wedding.
When the night before their wedding has come, both John and Michael had quite a hard time to separate their sons. It was a tradition that the night before the wedding, the couple must spend their time away from each other (the reason was still unknown but they were simply following traditions). Castiel was pouting at his father all the way back to Castiel's room while Dean was glaring at the wall, arms crossed across his chest and feet crossed against each other, facing his bed. The two kings were too amused at their sons that they let it slide.
The day of the wedding has finally come and to say that the two young princes were excited was an understatement. They were ecstatic that they were taking the first step in creating their own family. Both of them can hardly wait to see each other and finally be wed.
The wedding was being held in a chapel in the palace at noon. It could hold about a hundred people and was basically like any other chapel except for the paintings of the previous Kings and their families that decorated the side walls. The benches were painted in a golden color and so was the altar. A chandelier made of pure silver was hung in the middle of the chapel.
A lot of people were invited to attend the reception but only close friends and family were allowed to attend the actual wedding ceremony. Pastor Jim—the same Pastor that wed Sam and Gabriel—will wed the two lovers.
Dean was dressed in a beautiful black button up shirt with a dark green coat put over, covering his abdomen but exposing his chest. Said coat has the Winchester's symbol pinned on the left chest; a shield like shape with a sword in the form of a cross in the middle. Two daggers were crossed by the intersection of the blade and the handle and a 'W' on top of it. There were finer details on the shield surrounding the blade of sword and what seemed like ancient texts on the upper part, by its handle. A golden rope was dangling at the end of the symbol. He was wearing black pants and black leather boots.
Castiel on the other hand was wearing the same attire except the shirt under his coat was white and the coat itself was pale blue. On his right chest was where the Angelo's symbol was pinned. A staff inside an upside down shield, a shield on top and angel wings under said shield. The staff was wrapped around two threads that intertwine towards the angel wings. The shield on top has two swords crossed together. The upside down shield that enclosed the staff has several writings on the top sides and crisscrossing lines at the lower part that attach themselves to the staff. The Angelo's symbol possesses a golden rope dangling at the bottom as well, just like Dean's.
The ropes dangling from each one's symbol was to be used to symbolize the unity of not just the two men but the unity of the two kingdoms as well. Since Sam and Gabriel have done the same, the tying of the golden ropes would then symbolize the stronger bond between the two kingdoms that has been formed.
The two princes entered the chapel separately; Dean came in first with Sam behind him followed by Castiel with Lucifer and Gabriel behind him once Dean was settled by the altar. It was also a part of their tradition that the siblings of the people to be wed must walk with them to the altar before they go to their actual seats.
The ceremony was short. Pastor Jim led a prayer, gave a lecture and let the lovers give their vows. After the vows have been made, the two kings—John and Michael—tied the ropes of their children to symbolize their full support and acceptance of each other's family with true sincerity. Then the rings were exchanged and so was the sealing of their lips to seal their vows.
After the ceremony, the newlywed mingled for a short while. They decided to have their honeymoon by the lake even though both families insisted that they go to another town or at the Angelo or the Winchester's island, but they were adamant that they preferred the lake. Their reason, even though unknown to everyone else, was because they had their first kiss by that lake that led to the first time they made love. The only thing they asked for was privacy for a whole week so the lake was requested to be closed in that short amount of time even though no one really went there besides the two princes.
They rode Chev on the way to the lake—their lake—and the crowd cheered loudly as the newlywed made their way to the lake. Their clothes and everything else they might need were already in the cabin since it wasn't far anyway and it belonged to the kingdom.
When they got there, Dean helped Castiel down from Chev and got a light blush and a muttered thank you in return. Dean was still amazed how Castiel would still blush whenever he helps him or shows him affection even though they have made love already in the past. But it doesn't mean he didn't like it.
They made their way inside the cabin hand in hand. When they got inside and have finally locked the door behind them, Dean gently pushed the younger prince against the door and kissed him passionately, as if he hasn't kissed Castiel in ages. It was soft and unhurried, like all of their kisses. It was gentle but passionate. Perfect was the one word to describe it.
Dean's mouth moved from Castiel's mouth to his neck. He kissed and gently nipped the younger prince's neck as he removed their coats, making Castiel moan softly. Castiel's hands were on the back of Dean's neck, gently pulling at the little amount of hair he could hold.
"Dean." He gasped when the older prince suddenly sucked his neck. That action was quite new but very much welcomed. The older prince pulled away from the door, dragging the younger man with him, and carefully led his husband to the bed as their clothes slowly disappeared from each other's body. Their hands were roaming all over one another, as if memorizing the other man's body even though they've memorized each other already.
Dean sat down on the bed and pulled the younger prince down with him to straddle his lap. All of their clothes were now gone and they were completely bare for each other. Dean's hands ran gently up and down Castiel's sides, making the younger prince shiver lightly every now and again. Castiel's own hands were on the older prince's hair, holding onto him as if he wouldn't survive without Dean. Their tongues were dancing with each other. Ever since they discovered how pleasurable it was for their tongues to meet and glide and dance and play with each other, they have been doing it more and more, only parting their mouths from each other for a short breath.
Both men were now very aroused. Dean, by instinct, pulled Castiel's body closer as his hips thrust up to meet the younger prince's own, making their erections bump and rub against each other. They both gasped at the sweet sensation and pulled away, staring at each other as they tried to remember how to breathe. Experimentally, Castiel thrust down to feel that sensation once more. They moaned as their bare skins touched and grazed against each other.
Dean then maneuvered their bodies to lay Castiel down on the bed then hovered over the younger prince. He leaned down to capture the younger prince's lips with his own. His husband's lips. Their hands roamed once more and caressed the other's body. One of Dean's hands has moved to the side of the bed to blindly reach for the bottle of oil he knew was there. He felt excitement bubble inside him as he thought of finally claiming Castiel—his husband, his mind said—once more. He shivered at the thought of finally entering his husband's tight heat once more.
"Spread your legs for me, sweetheart." Dean whispered against Castiel's mouth when they pulled away for air. The younger prince didn't hesitate at all and spread his legs around his husband, lifting them as well to give Dean better access. He trusted his husband to take care of him because he did the first time they made love.
Dean smiled down at him and kissed his forehead then murmured, "I'll take care of you."
"I know." He whispered back and leaned up to capture his husband's lips with his.
Dean poured a large amount of oil onto his fingers, making sure they were slick enough before they enter his husband's tight channel. When he was sure his fingers would slide without much of a problem inside his husband, he gently coaxed his index finger to Castiel's entrance. Castiel's muscles tensed for a very short while but relaxed quickly, as if realizing it was Dean's finger against his entrance.
The older prince's index finger entered him gently; making sure the he wouldn't hurt him. After loosening Castiel enough, a second finger was added and quickly followed by a third. Dean pushed and pulled his fingers in and out of his husband's channel, making sure he would be prepared for him when he enters that tight heat.
"Dean." Castiel gasped and held his husband's shoulder blades tightly. Right then, Dean knew his husband was ready for him. He put a lot of oil onto his erection, making sure he was slick enough before he entered his husband. Castiel gasped to the sensation and wrapped his legs tightly around Dean's waist by instinct. They were both sweating hard but were enjoying each other's touch so much that they didn't really care.
Dean kept on pushing in slowly until he was fully sheathed inside his husband. They both had to pause for a short while to make their coupling last longer. Castiel's tight, warm channel around him felt heavenly. It felt heavenly during their first time as well and he had a vague thought of not wanting to remove himself from inside his beautiful husband; as if he wanted to stay connected to him and have his channel surrounding him, hugging and swallowing his member. His thoughts were suddenly disturbed when Castiel pushed up against him, telling him to move without actual words but he understood, nonetheless.
The older prince gently pulled out until only the head was inside his husband then pushed back in gently, making them both moan at the slow movement of skin grazing against skin. When Dean was confident enough that Castiel has finally adjusted to his size, his movements went faster but still as gentle. They were both amazed how Dean's movements can remain gentle despite the fact that his hips were moving quickly, pounding Castiel's entrance gently.
After a few more thrusts, both of them felt that feeling they had back then before their release. Castiel came first, moaning Dean's name loudly as he gasped for air. Dean followed after two more thrusts as his husband's channel clenched tightly around him and milked him out, moaning Castiel's nickname as if it was the only word he knew and would ever know.
When their breathing has finally returned to somewhat normal, Dean pulled out with a soft hiss, making Castiel whimper softly. He dropped down beside his husband and wrapped his arms around him to pull him flushed against his body. After a few moments, the two princes were finally oblivious to the world, wrapped in each other's arms.
AN: I know the way I described their clothing during the wedding was shitty. So I drew a rough sketch of it to show you guys. Here's the link. :) It's just a sketch to show how it looked like and I don't usually post my drawings, so bare with me. :)
castiel52 . deviantart art / Random - 318500042
Oh, also, the Winchester symbol wasn't mine. I found it on the internet and replaced the letter with 'W'. Here's its link as well. :)
fc03 . deviantart fs45 / f / 2009 / 155 / c / 2 / Dark _ Hunter _ Symbol _ by _ gayamoony . jpg
Just remove the spaces. :)
Oh, I also have a favor to ask. I need baby names. It can be either a boy or a girl since I haven't decided yet. I want a new addition to the Supernatural family and didn't want to use the names of the characters. Thanks guys! I know you love me! :)
