Anywhere he went from now on, he'd feel it.
Envy of others loving relationships.
Loneliness that Evan's yoga freak of a brother couldn't cure him of.
Sprawled out alone in this barely warm bed, listening to the gentle lovemaking sounds of Del Rio and his Ricardo. From what Drew could hear through the walls with his excellent canine hearing, one of them was very ticklish.
Lord, he wished Justin didn't snap and get raging mad at every petty thing. He WAS worse than Orton in tempermant.
Drew couldn't rest even if there was quiet, which there wasn't. So unbearable, torture to sleep alone.
Wake up alone even worse.
He paced at the window, opened it, hopped out onto the fire escape, climbed to the roof.
No justin there, what a loss.
He faintly howled, listened for reply, got nothing.
Defeated and miserably longing, stayed on the sofa instead of that damned empty cold bed.
When he saw Jayge again, the scowl didn't surprise him.
The invitation did.
'We're having dessert night.' Justin spit between clenched teeth, hair in his eyes. 'And you're invited, not by ME however so don't get your hopes up.'
'Believe me, without you, nothing of mine is up.'
'That's exactly it, I DON'T believe you.'
'Angel...' Drew protested but to no avail.
A dozen tiny desserts to choose from and the only thing he wanted in his mouth sat far away from him, glaring.
'You're gonna be a birthday boy soon!' Drew knelt slightly for his Heath-hug, appreciated the pat on the back from his Stuart.
'Yeah on Thursday.' Justin spoke coldly. 'Isn't that when Impact is on? YOU would know,wouldn't you,Drew?'
Heath sucked in a breath and frowned and Wade squirmed, quickly focusing on pastry to cover his emotions.
Drew counted for ten, barely made it to five.
Snatched Justin up by the hair and held him dangling off the floor.
'You listen to me, you wretched tramp, don't YOU tell me about cheating, when you'll play slut to most of the roster!'
'At least I don't LIE about it when I do.'
Justin kicked his way out the tight grip, left a chunk of mane behind.
Left his love behind too.
But the hate remained.
