I just wanted to let everyone know that I am alive, it's just I have a lot of stuff happening that is heart breaking.
Author fact #1: I have depression. If one little thing goes wrong in my life, I go into an episode and have a full on meltdown. And during the past week my grandfather passed, which caused me to lose my head for a couple of days.
But I am back know and I have an announcement I am now only going to post on Wednesday, and as many I can write on the weekends.
Anyways lets get back to business.
I do not own Inuyasha or any of his characters beside the one's I make which will always be introduced at the end of the chapter.
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Previously: "Anyways Sesshy, about that favor I was going to ask you."
As Kagome was asking Lord Sesshomaru the huge favor that Koga already knew about, Koga's eye's couldn't help but wander over her hugged body. His eye's were gazing at her plunging neck line, and he was practically drooling over the fact that he could see every curve over her kimono. Even Sesshomaru hadn't failed to notice, but didn't ogle like Koga.
"So, you already know that me and Inuyasha are trying to find the last jewel shard. And well we need your help." She said.
She continued as Koga went over her facial features. Studying her face as he notices that she has dark bags under her eyes, guessing from lack of sleep. As he started to think further during a bunch of trips with Kagome and Inuyasha he never saw Kagome sleep. At night she would always say she was going to a waterfall to wash up, then he would fall asleep before she would get back, and he knows good and well that everyone else was asleep before him cause he took night watch. He never actually thought about it that much.
His eyes then trailed to a further location where her chest plate rises and falls with breathing. As he was looking over there, Kagome caught where his eyes were looking and she was pleased with the fact that she caught his attention without even trying or knowing he was going to be here. Which made her think about how mad Inuyasha would be for Koga not going back after she told him too.
"Koga." She said removing his gaze from her breasts.
"Kagome." He said with a slight smirk on his lips.
"Didn't I tell you that you should go back to the village?" She said with an aggravated look on her womanly features.
"Yes, and I did, but then I came back cause I remembered that I had to sign a treaty with Lord Sesshomaru over here. Why I thought you would like my company?"
She smirk and put a hand on her hip and said "Sorry to deflate your ego, but I was only coming over here, for my friends hot spring and to ask him of the favor I needed.. Which he humbly accepted." She said.
"So he will now be joining us on our scavenger hunt to find the last jewel shard?" He asked
Kagome nodded her head then looked over at Sesshomaru and then said "Well if you will excuse me. I need to head back to Kaede's village. I expect to see both of you at least by the day following tomorrow." She said then walked away and closed Sesshomaru's study door so they could finish their work. She then made her way to her quarter and grabbed her bag, then went over to the bathroom to find Yourie cleaning. Goodbye Yourie I will see you in a couple of weeks. She then left the bathroom and went her way to the main doors were Sesshomaru's guards opened the doors for her and said goodbye. She made her way through the forest, the exact opposite way she came and took her time. She actually went really slow just to admire the scenery and also see if Koga would try and catch up with her, which he was.
Sesshomaru continued talking over the treaty with Koga, but Koga was not paying attention. Finally he smelt Kagome's scent outside so he finally said "Just what do I have to do?" Then Sesshomaru just said, "We will pick up with this after our small adventure with Kagome and Inuyasha. You may exit my property now."
When he finally told Koga he could go, he bolted for the door and headed straight for Kagome. He cached up with her in seconds and all he said was "Hi miko." And her face brightened with her smile within moments. She turned and looked right into Koga's eyes, and he moved beside her and kept walking.
"Koga, I apologize if I'm wrong, but your starting to become a stalker." She said sarcastically.
He returned her insult by changing it into a compliment. "Only when it comes to people who hold my attention, and who I have an eye for."
She blushed slightly, but then started "So how many people do hold your attention Koga?"
"Well Kagome there is this one person, but it seems like she is playing hard to get."
"One person, I do not believe that."
"Yes, she is the only girl I have my eyes on upon now, and probably until I never see her again."
"And who might this lucky girl be?"
"Well I guess you are going to have to find out." He said with a smirk.
Koga and Kagome decided that they didn't want to jump all the way to the village, they would just walk and talk, but when night fell Kagome decided it would be better if Koga didn't know about the nightmares she's been having, just in case if he wanted her to stop looking, or if he stopped helping himself. So she said what she always said when it was night to get away from people, "I'm going to be in a waterfall, I'll be back soon." But she never did come back, cause she would purposely walk really far away to try and sleep, without hearing her scream. She only ever told one person about her nightmares and that is Kaeda, just because Kaeda knows that there are no waterfalls near the village and she was the person who told Kagome she was screaming in her sleep. Kagome made sure Kaeda wouldn't tell, she made her swore to secrecy which always worked cause Kaeda never broke a promise or swear that she has ever given the opportunity to brake.
Kagome walked far and finally settled in a small clearing. She hid her scent and put a barrier around the area just to make sure she wouldn't get attacked in the middle of the night. She went to sleep only to be pulled into her painful nightmare she has been having since she started to find the last few pieces of the Shikon Jewel.
Her nightmare always starts with her crying and in pain. Then slowly starts to hurt her even more, then once she finds the last jewels shard she is forced to wish her life away, and be ripped to shreds out of existence. Once she starts to rip, she can feel her insides ripping through her bare skin, and breaking every bone and muscle in her body, to were she can hardly breathe. That is were she screams at night. She screams from the pain, and so she doesn't want to sleep makes it worse to were she is starting to daydream. If she walks in one direction or sits or anything she will start falling asleep and scream in front of everyone and have to make up a lame excuse like there was a spider or something. Sometimes she can feel her body ripping even when she isn't sleeping which usually means they are getting closer. So even though she dreads the out come and wonder if her dream is the future, she also wants to hurry and find the last shard, just to make the pain go away.
But that night, when she left Sesshomaru's castle with Koga she thought that she was alone in the clearing so she went to sleep, but soon awakened at her first scream by a scared and worried Koga.
She had tears rolling down her face and she could still feel the pain, but she knew she was in deep shit then, for now she knew for a fact that she had to explain to Koga what she was doing really far away from the village, and what her dreams are doing to her.
She had to tell him everything.
Thank you guys so much for reading the fourth chapter. I really don't have that much to say right now cause I'm tired, so goodday mates.
Oh and also a reminder, I will now only post on Wednesdays, and the weekend. Also, Yourie is my character (Description in last chapter) the next chapter (I think) will be the last "Flashback" chapter, and then get back to the present. Which you guys are probably dying for. And since I wont be post everyday now, I will try to make longer chapters.
Good-bye.
-JC
