Chapter 4
Still wish I owned it but I don't.
I am trying to keep updates at a regular pace, but with my work schedule being dependent on children I will only say I will do my best .
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Jasper-
I know we said I wouldn't look at your future, but you need to go to her now. Edward.
-Alice
"Peter!" I yelled running towards the garage. I grabbed the first keys I saw and we hopped into the viper. It was the quickest to get out of the garage and we sped over to Bella's House.
Bella's POV
I felt like crap as Peter walked away from me not even looking at me. I guess I was stupid. Edward had made it clear how worthless I was and now I had let myself start to feel things for a man, well not even a man a vampire. I was such an idiot.
Jasper told me to wait and I did. I saw Peter come out to the car.
"Bella I am sorry that I hurt you" he said still looking at the ground.
"Peter it is okay"
"No it wasn't, I should have been more gentle with you. You aren't a vampire I could hurt you"
Well if this didn't feel like a speech going towards the you're worthless, to breakable, fuck you I don't want you anymore.
"Peter if you want me gone just say it, I would rather this stops before it starts if it is going there."
"Oh no Bella that is not it." I smiled at him "I want you around I just hate that I hurt you. I have to learn. The thing is" he stumbled when he got nervious. It was cute. " I have never been with a human that I cared about while I was a vampire. I was only with my Charlotte" he told me.
"Oh, Peter it really is okay it was just an accent" I told him and I leaned in and gave him a quick kiss.
"I will see you Friday." I told him and I slowly backed away. He waved at me and then went back to looking down and walking back into the house.
I got back to my house and saw the Renee and Phil were out somewhere. They had taken his car and left a short note saying not to expect them back anytime soon. Anthony was sitting in the living room with his toys while I was cooking him some chicken nuggets when I heard a knock on the door. It was funny we hadn't had visitors in a long time. I walked over and opened the door without even looking out the peep hole.
I was then pushed inside and shoved back against the wall. I closed my eyes wishing that whoever this was wouldn't hurt Anthony in the downstairs room. That they would just kill me, take whatever it is they want and go.
"Please just take what you want" I said as I opened my eyes and saw the gold eyes of Edward staring back at me.
"I told you to never fucking come near my family again, what did you do?" he yelled at me. "Carlisle said he saw you!" He screamed.
"I was " – he cut me off with a growl "It was a car accident, I had no choice I wasn't awake" I told him. "I asked to switch when I woke up as soon as I could write" Oh god this was not good. I was sure he could hear the TV and Anthony's heartbeat downstairs.
"Bella who is here with you" He whispered into my ear.
"No one, please just what do you want?" I begged
He slammed his fist in the wall next to my face. "Who the fuck is here! I can smell them"
"My son" I told him looking down at the ground. He grabbed my throat and pushed until I had no choice but to look at him.
"What did I tell you about that! I told you – it had better not" I had no idea why he was so angry at me. I had kept away as long as I could. I had tried my best to stay out of his world
"Why are you here?" I begged "I stayed away, I did my best"
"Stop the shit! I saw it in Alice's thoughts, I saw you with Jasper! You stupid bitch, I guess you care that little about your bastard son! What are you just some vampire whore, did you go out and search for him?" I felt him leaning down into my neck and his teeth scraping across my neck.
"Don't worry I won't change you, I wouldn't do you that pleasure. I just might as well enjoy your flavor since I never got that chance before" I felt his body get ripped off of mine and I dropped down onto the floor. I looked over and Jasper had Edward pinned down against the floor and Peter was holding me in his arms.
"Are you okay?" He looked begging me to answer him
"I'm ok" I whispered out in my horse voice. I could hardly talk from the pressure Edward had put onto my throat.
I looked around and didn't see Jasper or Edward anywhere now.
"Ant" was all I said and Peter was carrying me downstairs. Thankfully with the loud TV he hadn't heard anything and we walked down and saw him looking over at the tv. He had stayed down here the whole time.
"Unki Eter!" Ant yelled running over and hugging Peter's legs
"Bella we need to go back to my place" I heard Peter ask and I nodded my head yes. We walked up to Anthony's room and grabbed a couple days worth of clothes. We got into the car and drove back over to Peter's house. I hadn't seen Jasper or Edward still and was worried.
I was even more in shock when I got back to Peter's to find an arm in the garage. I knew that arm and had a feeling I was going to need to keep Anthony away for a little while.
"Peter go find a safe room for Anthony please" I almost begged
"Okay darlin" he said leaning over and kissing my forehead. He was back before I knew it. He picked up Anthony and we walked into the house. I saw some legs in a box on the kitchen counter. Okay so I am guessing Edward is here and in pieces it would seem. At least that is a safe situation for now, I hope. We walked up the steps and into a room I hadn't seen before.
I couldn't help but laugh and be angry when I saw the room. It was decorated for a young boy obviously. The Bed was an old fashion pirate ship. It had a trunk on the wall with stuffed sharks and other sea animals around the room. The walls had been painted blue and there was some white accents here and there. It was just beautiful.
" I don't sleep…." I heard Peter laugh as I took in the room. Ant had fallen asleep again after eating his nuggets and apples in the car. He was such a great sleeper. Sometimes it was boring but other times it was nice. I knew it was time for his afternoon nap and guessed I had 2-3 hours of free time. I tucked him in tight and gave him a quick kiss.
"Lets get this over with" I said with a sigh. I was not looking forward to seeing Edward. I saw Peter leaning into me and he gave my neck a kiss. I looked over in the mirror and saw the handprint wrapped around my neck. Well I will be staying home for a little while now, and by home I do not mean with Renee.
I felt Peter wrap his arm around and waist and we walked down to the basement of his house. I hadn't been here before and felt a bit funny. They had a storage area, or at least it seemed that way with boxes of things all over the place. I looked over and saw a torso of Edward up against the wall and Jasper had put his other arm across the room in another box. Well at least I know where all his limbs are.
"Edward –"
I was cut off again by a growl. Well this sure wasn't accomplishing anything.
"Oh just shut the fuck up already, wah wah cry cry you didn't get what you want. Well why the fuck should I care Edward. Honestly? You didn't care that I was pregnant, you left me and your son to fend for ourselves and we were doing fine. And to answer your questions from earlier I am not some vampire groupie. If you have to know it is your damn fault I am stuck in this house again. Maybe you should ask Jasper how I acted when I ran into them. Or maybe how Peter had planned to kill me since it was obviously I knew what he was when I saw him in the mall? Maybe if you thought about it you would realize that if you hadn't fucken left me how you did knowing what I knew I wouldn't be here and I could have just lived my happy normal life. But NO! I know about vampires, I know about wolves, I know about shit a human shouldn't have to. You just had to involve yourself one last time that one day. Now don't get me wrong I love my son to death but you will not come back into my life and threaten me or anyone who I love just because you didn't get what you want, because I sure as hell didn't!"
I let out a long breath. "Kill the Bastard, I don't care" I said as Peter wrapped his arms back around me and pulled me into a hug. I couldn't help but start to cry. This was not what I had planned to happen. I didn't want him dead. I just wanted to be left alone.
"Bella?" I heard Jasper look over at me and Peter. "I know what you are feeling. Are you sure?" I didn't want Edward dead, I wanted him to live knowing what he is missing. I want him to spend his eternity alone knowing what he could have had.
"Yes I am sure" I said walking back out of the storage room and to the kitchen. I brought down the boxes and pieces of Edward and looked him in the eyes.
"You now have seen the face of compassion, of love and caring. I hope maybe someday in you existence you will learn to treat people with some of those emotions." I told him dropping the boxes at his feet. I walked back out again and sat down upstairs outside of Anthony's bedroom.
Jasper's POV:
I felt Bella's fear, I felt her love, I felt her pity, I felt her anger, desperation, her compassion, forgiveness and I knew we couldn't kill Edward. She would never forgive herself if we did that.
She brought down his body parts and I put him back together saving his arms for last. I knew he was weak from all the blood and venom it would take to seal up his wounds but I had to talk to him again.
"You do know if we find you again, or you touch her again you will not get off this easy?" I asked. I was pissed, I wish I could have burned him when I saw him with Bella pinned against the wal.
"I would rather die" What the hell was his problem, stupid dramatic Edward.
"You will die if you hurt her. We do not plan to tell anyone about YOUR son. None of us want them involved in this and neither does Bella" I had promised her this. "We will not drag her through the emotions of telling the family what a giant fuck up you are but mark my word if you come around any of us again it will be the last" I tell him as I walk away. I know for some reason we will be seeing him again and I feel like crap letting him walk away from us but he is here because of Bella and I am going to leave this for her to figure out. I will not make her choices for her, Edward has done that enough in her life.
I walk back upstairs and can hear Bella crying. I find Bella with her head in Peters lap and his arms around her holding her.
"Bella he left for now…. But if he comes back I do not plan on being as nice to him as we were today"
I hear her sniffle "Okay"
Well crap this is all just a big pile of mess.
"Bella would you like to go and get some drinks? Maybe go to a club or something?"
Peter glares at me. I still havn't talked to him about Bella and what his plans are but from the looks of it and the fact I am getting enough rage and jeliousy from him for a small army yeah.
"I can call around and see about finding a sitter for Anthony tonight if you want?" I offer. It is only around 6 so we wouldn't be leaving for a few hours.
"I'll give Renee a call" she says standing up from the couch and getting out of Peters grasp. She walks upstairs and opens the door to Antony's room. Peter had picked the Pirate theme and I hoped the kid liked it. I thought it was funny.
"What the fuck man" I heard Peter say as soon as Bella was out of range. "Asking her to the club, she has a huge bruise on her neck?"
"I had no idea what else to do, I need to get her emotions out of the current funk they are in, or else it is going to drive me nuts"
"Jasper- man I know you can tell how I feel about her. I hate this shit right now. " Well I guess Peter was going to go right for it.
I couldn't hold back the growl and I was pissed at myself for letting it slip. This was Bella yes but she was only my sister. I saw the look on Peters face and could feel his confussion at my growling at him for telling me how he felt.
"Sorry" was all I could think to say.
"Are you sure there isn't something you need to tell me" Peter picked at me. Well not that I knew of, I was supposed to be the king of emotions I could read them for Christ sake.
"No" was all I could say as I got up and walked away.
Well this was going to have to be a long mental process for another day.
Peters POV:
Stupid fricken Jasper, nothing was accomplished from my conversation with him but him growling at me and then being in shock about how he was reacting about Bella. This wasn't the first time I had brought up liking her only for him to bitch and whine about it. The truth is I did like her, more then I really should so quickly but I had no idea if Jasper and I were just fun for her to be around, and if her joking was a hint. She seemed to be enjoying our time at the bounce place, until I screwed up
I saw Bella walking back down the steps and Anthony was running behind her. He was so cute.
"Renee said she would watch him tonight, but guys don't get used to this. I hate relying on her to watch him" she said firmly to us. Well I am glad she takes being a mom responsible and I know I am going to have to work on more around the house things for us to do if I want to hang out with her more. I am not going to ask for her to stop being around her son just so I can see her.
"I understand" I told her looking over and smiling at her. She looked adorable as she spun around and picked Anthony up onto her hip.
"I am going to run him home and then get a shower, change and come back" she smiled over at us.
"Okay see you then darlin" I said kissing her cheek goodbye.
I watched her walk back out the door and climb into the truck. Tonight was going to be a long night.
I went up and took a shower and I had a feeling Jasper did the same. I swear we were actually brother because we both ended up in simple dark jeans. I had on a white shirt and him black. We both had one black button down shirts over our t-shirts and I had to laugh.
"No we are not going out as twins tonight go change" I yelled at him as he came out his door.
"I'm older you change" he laughed back at me.
He quickly changed and put on a dark red shirt on instead. Well at least now we didn't match as much. We both had such simple tastes. We both sat downstairs on the couch waiting for Bella to come back to the house.
I heard her car pull up and walked over to the door wanting to see what she was wearing. I was not let down when I saw her in a pair of tight blue skinny jeans with a black tube top with flowers and some beading on it. She had her hair pulled up into a messy bun and some dark smokey eyes. Her outfit however left her neck and throat wide open and I couldn't help the venom that pulled into my mouth as I stared at her. She had put on enough make-up that I could hardly see the bruises and that ment a human sure wouldn't, especially in the lighting of the club.
"I am guessing she looks good" I heard Jasper ask from behind me.
"Don't act so shocked your lust is though the god damn roof" he says as he walks over and opens the door for Bella.
"Hey guys" she smiles up at us both as we don't even bother to blink as we take in the site of her.
"You look hot" was all my mind could process. Of course my filter didn't work to hot and I said it outloud and with a completly stupid tone.
She blushed and tore her eye away from our looks. I guess as much as she put it out there she was still a bit shy about herself.
She put her arms out and wrapped them around us both and we all walked out into the car. I needed to buy one that fit us all better because we had to take the Cuda tonight. However Bella had this wonderful idea to sit in between us on the front bench seat so maybe I would just keep it.
I couldn't help but laugh a bit out loud as I sat there thinking on our drive over.
"What is so funny" she smiled over at me.
"PB&J" I laughed. She looked confused and then it seemed that the lightbulb clicked in.
"Nice Peter" she said looking between Jasper and I.
"Yum a Bella sandwich I wonder how that would taste" I said a bit too loud as her head wipped around and she glanced at me. I thought I saw a sparkle in her eye as I heard her start to talk, oh help me.
"Well I guess you just have to ask me to find out, now won't ya" she smirked and Jasper yanked on the wheel.
"Let's not kill the human" she said looking over at Jasper
"Let's not give the vampire a heart attack" was all he could say back.
"Yum, I look forward to it." I said bending in and licking the side of her neck. I heard a soft growl from Jasper and I had a feeling I might be pushing it a bit. God damn emo needs to decide what he wants. Last I knew she was his sister, that is what he told me the other day when I asked if she was far game and I plan on taking him up on what he said. No hurting her, got it. I didn't plan on fucking that part up again.
We got to the club and walked in and found a small table in a corner. Bella made it simple ordering a long island ice tea. I wasn't sure if something with that much liquor was a good idea but who was I to tell her what to do. She had drank her first one before either of us noticed and the watress brought her over another. Damn she could drink but what at 110lbs maybe she should slow down. After about her 3rd she was starting to tip as she walked and I couldn't understand half the words coming out of her mouth. She went to order a fourth and I couldn't let her.
"Bella that is enough, you're already drunk" I told her trying to sound concerned
"You can't tell me what to do Peter, you are not my boyfriend" She half yelled at me.
"Please Bella, I am only doing what is best for you" Well that got a small hiss from Jasper and the look of death from Bella. I saw her walk away. What the hell did I do now. She walked over to a bunch of human men and start dancing with the closest avalible guy she could find. Well what the fuck was her problem. I just didn't want her to be puking drunk the rest of the damn night.
"Stupid fuck" I heard Jasper say
"What the hell?"
"Edward used to always do that to her"
"Well how the hell should I know that crap I have only known her what 4 days now?" I asked. I honestly was confused how I was supposed to know all of this.
I got up and walked over to where she was dancing and she turned away from me and stalked towards the next closest human.
"Go the fuck away" I heard her whisper at me knowing I would hear it. Well she was an angry drunk I guess. I walked back over to Jasper and sat down at the table.
Japers POV:
This night was getting very interesting. I watched as Bella ignore Peter and then next thing I know is she is slowly walking across the dance floor towards us, her hips swaying to the music. There was something so fucking hot about her movements. The song started and I had to close my eyes for a minute. If I could get through the next few minutes, I was pretty sure I could endure anything. Bella stopped a few feet away from where I was sitting. I couldn't' stop the small growl that came out and she stared into my now I am sure black eyes. She knew exactly what she was doing to me, to both of us. I knew how Peter felt about her. I wish I had some idea what the hell she was doing or planning because after how they acted when we were all out last time the fact she is even giving me her attention is rather confusing. I couldn't help but to raise an eyebrow at her.
She raised an eyebrow and said, "What? You don't like Nine Inch Nails?" I couldn't help the growl that escaped as Closer began playing. She walked over and ran her hands though her hair rolling her hips across my lap smiling over her shoulder at me. I made it through the first verse and thought I might survive without fucking up to much as I was replaying major dates in my head throughout history. I failed. I took her hand and stood up, pulling her hips towards me and moving with her. She draped one hand around my neck, pulling onto my hair with her fingers. I saw Peter out of the corner of my eye and I felt his confusion, anger, and lust. After what had happened with him and Bella today so was I. She had in a way mad it clear she was interested in Peter but now she was all over me. When she looked up at me, mouthing the words, rational thought was gone. I pulled her hips forward, and I was positive she could feel my arousal rubbing up against her jeans. It was only natural when you have a hot chick grinding herself up against you. We needed a family meeting.
Suddenly I could feel her emotions again, and swirling all around us were our mixed feelings of lust and desire, as well as anger and almost a plotting feeling. Oh god. Well if that was how she felt I could play with that. Peter and I had always had an odd relationship with women before. If she wanted to use me then that would be fine, or if she wanted me I could do that too. Alice and Charlotte had no problems having open relationships and I was wondering Bella's thoughts about this. Okay we we really need a family meeting.
She pushed her hips forward and I couldn't stop the low growl that came out, and I felt the spike in her desire. Oh God. We were holding on to one another, grinding our hips together, when I noticed her smirking at Peter. That little girl was trying to get back at him for what he said earlier. Oh crap. She pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and bit down, and I nearly came undone. Please let this song end. Please God. I can't hold on much longer. I have no urge to be killed by Peter yet and with the amount of lust coming out of Bella It was taking a lot of strength to not just nibble on her neck as she exposed it to me. I am not sure if she was lusting at me or Peter or what but it was making it hard to control myself.
When the song ended, she gave me a sexy little smirk and side-stepped around me to get her purse from the booth. She reached over and grabbed Peters hand and then grabbed mine with her other. She pulled us both jaws on the floor from the club and back to the car. I noticed as she was walking she was also shaking slightly and I felt a bit of doubt. Oh so now she wasn't sure about what she was going to do with her little act.
When we got to the car and she turned towards me before I could open her door, eyes blazing. I didn't even think. In half a second I had her pushed up against the door, hands on her waist, my face beside hers, rubbing my nose along her cheek and jaw. I heard her breath catch and a heard a growl from Peter. I ignored the one from Peter and let my hands grazed over her ass. I saw a smirk from Bella ash she leaned her head up and before I knew it I felt her lips against mine and her tounge entering my mouth. If you could have shocked a vampire I sure would have been. Damn. I felt glee and ammusment from Bella and just went with it.
"Shit. Yeah. Sorry about that, darlin." Geez I was such a fucking idiot. I was going to die tonight.
"I'm not," she said simply, smiling back up at me.
I heard a louder growl and then felt Bella pull away.
"Oh stop your bitching." she said as she pulled Peter over into a passionate kiss. Well damn.
Peters POV:
I was going to kill. First she walks away from me only to start dancing with a silly human boy. I don't know how Jasper didn't go drag her back over to us. He had his hands all over her ass and her waist. It made me want to just bite him and get it over with. I was glad to not know his emotions or his thoughts because I wouldn't be sitting here at the table if I did probably.
I saw her walk over towards the table and start dancing up on Jasper and couldn't help but smirk at the little hell cat. She might as well have been giving him a lap dance.
Mental note ask her for one later, clothes optional.
She grabbed both of our hands and drug us as much as a human could out of the club.
When we got to the car and she turned towards Jasper and next thing I knew they were fucking making out up against my car. I didn't even have the time to worry about them scratching it because I was busy growling as Jasper felt up every inch of her ass. God damn it when will I get a turn.
"Shit. Yeah. Sorry about that, darlin." I heard Jasper say as he pulled away from her.
"I'm not," she said simply, smiling back up at him.
I growled louder stopping there moment and then saw Bella pull away.
"Oh stop your bitching" she said as she pulled me over into her. She pulled my face down and before I knew it I felt her tongue trace across my lips and I had to open my mouth. She tasted so sweet, but tonight with a hint of lemon from the drinks.
Bella's POV:
As I was walking towards the dance floor of the club I couldn't stop my mind from racing. Stupid fucking Peter trying to tell me what to do. I know how I can get him back. I found the first person who wasn't with another girl and starting grinding up against him. I saw Peter walking over and told him nicely to go away. Okay I wasn't nice at all but he didn't deserve it. He really wasn't my mother, he wasn't my boyfriend, and he sure as hell wasn't going to tell me what I could and couldn't do.
As I was dancing I had a great idea. I walked over to the DJ and requested a song. As soon as it started I walked back over to the table paying attention to only Japer. I did my best to try to send him my emotions of playfulness and my mischief. He was hot don't get me wrong but I wasn't really interested in being more then friends, well maybe friends with benefits wouldn't kill me but still.
I saw his eyebrow raise. , "What? You don't like Nine Inch Nails?"
I saw his eyes get dark as I swayed my hips around in front of him. I glanced over at Peter and he looked pissed. I couldn't help but smirk, good. I knew I had to be half confusing Jasper but I really hoped he could get a feel from my emotions why I was acting like this. The sober part of me knew playing this game with vampires could end up bad but I was having fun.
I pushed my hips forward and I could hear a low growl that came out from Jasper. I couldn't stop the spike in desire it really was a sexy sound. Oh God. We were holding on to one another, grinding our hips together. I looked over and smirked at Peter. Oh that seemed to piss him off.
When the song ended, I gave him a little smirk and reached around the both for my purse, I put it onto my shoulder and then grabbed both of their hands. I drug them both out towards the car and couldn't help but wonder if Jasper would go alone with my plan. How far should I push this.
When we got to the car I turned towards Jasper before he could open her door. I didn't even think he would go for it, but in half a second he had me pushed up against the door, hands on my waist, his face beside mine, rubbing his nose along my cheek and jaw. I caught my breath and a heard a growl from Peter. I smirked up at Jasper, okay here goes nothing and I leaned my head up and put my lips against his. I couldn't stop the feeling of glee and amusement and I hoped that Jasper would understand.
"Shit. Yeah. Sorry about that, darlin." he said
"I'm not," I said.
I heard a louder growl and then pulled away.
"Oh stop your bitching." I said to Peter just before I pulled him into a kiss.
Peter's POV:
I grabbed her waist and pulled her up onto me and pulled her into the car on my lap. I tossed Jasper the keys and I held Bella there the whole ride home.
"I am sure you can feel what your little act has caused" I whispered into her ear. I was sure she could feel my erection up against her back. As soon as I finished my sentence she turned around and pulled herself tighter up against me. God damn it women. I was pissed but so aroused that I couldn't even be angry with her. She had used my own god damn brother to get back at me. And he let her. What the hell!
"Yes I can" She whispered softly into my ear as she bit down onto it. Oh fucking hell. If she was going to play this was so could I.
"Peter" I heard Jasper growl I am sure because of the change in my mood. I slowly licked down the side of Bella's neck and then bit into her softly. I felt the moan escape her lips and felt her pull herself even closer against my lap.
"Did you like that or something" I smirked into her ear as my hands wrapped down around her back grasping her ass. I ran my tongue down the side of her collarbone and again softly bit at her skin. "I'll make sure to bite some other places later if you enjoy this so much"
"Shit" I heard Jasper yell as he hit the brakes on the car. I bit into Bella's neck without even a second thought.
A/N= I forget who I read PB&J from and I know it has been in a few stories. So thanks to whoever thought that up. If anyone knows let me know so I can give credit where it is due.
Peter's POV:
"Jasper!" I yelled as he pulled over off the side of the road.
"It's okay, I'm fine" she said but here she was stuck in the car with 2 vampires bleeding from her neck and she thought she was fine?
"Bella you need to get out" I heard Jasper tell her, it was almost a growl.
She climbed out over my lap and I saw her walk over to the grass a few hundred feet from the road. I had to look over at Jasper.
"Peter how could you-"
"Dude- you hit the brakes I was just playing around. I had just planned on a little nip" I really hadn't ment to bite her that hard.
"There was this minor problem of a car in front of me that wasn't in its own lane, I had to stop!" he yelled at me. We might have had fast reaction times and be able to dodge things but there was still the stoping of the car or swerving around that did have a effect.
"Fine, just chill the fuck out. I'll be back" I said getting up and getting out to go find Bella. We had left her alone long enough in our little bitching fight.
"Are you okay?" I saw her sitting in a ball in the middle of the grass.
"I'm fine" she look upset. God I felt like crap.
"I didn't mean to hurt you, I-"
"Peter come here, it's fine. I know" she wrapped her arms around me and pulled herself onto my lap. I bent down and couldn't help myself. I slowly licked over the bite on her neck. It knew it was going to leave a scar, not mater what. If I didn't put any venom I would take longer to heal but it was still a cut no matter what. She was human it would leave a mark.
"Are you sure?" I felt like a complete piece of shit.
"Stop it" she giggled
"What?"
"I liked it, well except for the now bleeding part" she laughed. She was crazy, she was perfect.
"Bella should I tell Jasper to go home?, it is only a few miles from here? It would give us time to talk"
I wasn't sure what she would say but I could always carry her home. I really wanted to talk to her. I had to just get it out there. God tonight was torture at the club watching her with anyone but me. I hadn't even gotten a dance.
"I guess so, sure Peter" she looked over at me.
"Jasper head home, we'll be back later" I said in a normal voice. I know he would be able to hear me. I heard him say "Behave yourself, keep her safe" and saw the car leave.
"Bella do you want to go for a walk?"
We started walking along the field on the side of the road. It felt a little funny but it was nice to just be here with Bella. She looked over and smiled up at me as she wrapped her arm around my waist. It just felt right.
I heard the storm starting to roll in and started walking more towards the tree line. I hoped it would help a bit with keeping us dry. It didn't help much as the sky opened up. I saw what I was hoping would be a small cave in a rock face over against the wall and pulled Bella over with me. I was lucky and there was plenty of space for us both to fit and not get rained on. It wouldn't hurt me much but it wasn't exactly warm out and Bella wasn't wearing that much in clothes either.
She sat against me and watched as the lightning would light up the sky around us.
Bella's POV:
My clothes and hair were damp, and I was having difficulty controlling my breathing at the close proximity to Peter. I felt bad that he was upset about biting me earlier. He didn't mean to. I knew it and he did too. We stood there for a few minutes that seemed like a few days, and the air grew heavier with rain, and the unspoken emotions from between the two of us. I could actually feel the atmosphere changing from playful to sexual tension so thick you could cut it with a knife to all-out lust. I was glad Jasper wasn't around.
With my back pressed up against his chest and his arms around my waist, I couldn't help myself, it was completely instinctual, the need to get even closer to him, and I pushed my hips back against his evident arousal, wondering fleetingly if I'd ever be able to control myself around him. He growled, low and sexy, and tightened his arms around my waist, dropping his head to my shoulder and breathing deeply. I felt his tongue lick up the mark from tonight and I heard a soft purr. I melted back into his arms even more. That sound just made me so content.
"Peter…." It came out in a whisper. I had ment for it to be strong but that wasn't happening. I have no idea what I was planning to say after that, but it really didn't matter. He knew what I wanted and he turned me around and my back was up against the wall. I looked up into his black eyes and couldn't help the fear that I was sure showed across my face. The water was dripping off of us as he stood there kissing me grinding himself up against me. I could feel every inch of his body as he was doing this and couldn't stop myself from letting out a small moan.
I was trying my best to remember to breath as he was kissing me. It was difficult to even function, my brain could not get past what we were doing right now. I felt his fingers softly run down my chest just touching the edge of my breasts and I sucked in a breath. My hands wrapped themselves up into his hair and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
He buried his nose in my hair, inhaling deeply, and I turned my face into his, both of us inching back just enough. When we kissed again, I was done. Any rational thought, any restraint, any hope of maintaining self control was gone. It was not happening. I knew what I wanted, and I would be much happier if I got it sooner rather then later. I felt his lips on mine, no longer was he gentle and it was great. It might have been years but I don't think I could have delt with another vampire treating me as a porcelain doll. I didn't care if I came out with some bruises I would rather that then him not enjoy himself because he is too worried about hurting me.
I felt him slowly start to pull down my jeans. I guess in my spacing out I missed him unbuttoning them. Oh well. I lifted my hips up so that it would be easier for him and then he pulled me back onto his lap. He laid back down onto the ground and I reached down for his jeans. He helped and quickly they were thrown over onto the pile of clothes that were forming. I noticed he didn't try to get my shirt off but then again with the goose bumps all over from the cold I was happy about that. I leaned over him and kissed him and then started kissing my way down his chest. I was shocked at the number of scars he had, but after the story Jasper had told me about his own past I wasn't surprised.
I lifted my hips up and moved around until I found the position and my center was right above him. I was already so wet and ready for him and I think he knew it. He looked up at me with wide eyes and I wished I could read his mind. I slowly lowered myself onto him and coldn't contain the moan the excaped my lips. He smiled up at me encasing me in his arms. "Bella" he said as I moved myself up and down against him. It had been a while since I had been with anyone and it felt wonderful. He was thrusting himself in and out as I was moving and I knew I wasn't going to last long. I felt that tingling sensation and I saw it in his eyes. He knew I was going to cum soon and he started thrusting harder into me. "Oh god" was all I could say and he smirked at me as I felt myself coming. I could feel the coldness from him and knew he had as well. "I am not God, I'm Peter" was all he said as he pulled himself out and reached over and gave me my pants and panties back. I smiled back at him and he leaned over and gave me a quick kiss.
Peter's POV:
God I was so happy right now. Bella was just a wonderful women, she was just plan wonderful and I hoped that what we had done ment something to her because it did me. I was being a bit hopeful though since we had only known each other a few days. I couldn't stop the doubt from running through my mind though since she had just been kissing Jasper earlier tonight, maybe she would have just done this with Jasper if he had stayed with her. Maybe she was just horny. I don't know. Fuck. What was I getting myself into now.
"Let's get walking, we still have a little till we get home." Was all I could say
"Okay, did you want to hold me so you can run?" Well I guess we were not going to talk tonight.
"I guess" I picked her up bridal style and ran her back to the house. I knew Jasper would still be up since obviously as a vampire we don't sleep. I slowed down about a ¼ mile from the house. I had no idea how to bring it up so I figured might as well spit it out. I set her down and picked up her hand.
"Bella, um" crap so much for spitting it out.
"Peter?" She looked up and me and I saw a bit of blush on her cheeks. I couldn't do it.
"What do you want to tell Jasper when we get home?" I saw her look away and for the millionth time tonight felt like a complete asshole.
"Um, about what?" She seemed lost.
Bella's POV:
"He will be able to smell it, you know what we did" Oh so that is what he ment. I was wondering if he was talking about what the hell was going on with us. I guess it was just a fling for him though, he had just went through shit with his ex so what could I expect, him to fall madly in love with me.
"I guess we just say screw it, we slept together, oh well" I smirked. It hurt, but if it was just sex to him then that was fine, I could deal with it. Okay maybe not, but I would damn sure do my best.
"Okay" He said wrapping his arm around my waist as we walked into the door of the house. I heard Jasper in the pool room and we both started walking towards him. I hadn't seen much of the room before, then again I hadn't seen much of the house. It was nice though, basic dark cherry pool table, bar of the same wood. Deep red painted walls. Hardwood floors. They also had a few book shelves on the walls full of the classics with a few chairs was a CD player with ipod hookup under the bar and wireless speakers ran and flush mounted in the walls. It was set up nice.
(AN- in my story with enough liquor they can get drunk, enough being well a metric shit ton.)
I saw a handle of Jack on the table, and it didn't escape my sight that it was 90% empty. I turned towards Peter.
"Um being the idiot of this group, I never thought to ask Edward, can you all get drunk?" I asked quietly.
"Yeah we can, and it looks as though someone is working on it" he said. Well damn
"Hey Jasper can I play a round?" I smiled at him walking towards him. I hoped this would help his mood.
"Sure" he smiled over at me and then looked pissed as he glanced over at Peter.
Jasper's POV:
I got back to the house and was pissed. I should have went to check on her, not the guy who had fucken bit her in the car…. but no- now Peter was with her and it had been almost 2 hours. What the hell could they be talking about for this long. Well there was her past, and his past, and her child. Oh who the hell was I trying to kid. I didn't want to think it but I had a feeling there wasn't much talking going on.
I knew I cared about Bella, but in my time with the Cullens I hadn't gotten to know her well. As much as I had been being a total ass to her the past few days I was attracted to her and wanted to get to know her more, but it seems as though she is into Peter too though and I don't want to fuck that up. I'd have to ask her what was going on with them at some point. Maybe she would be able to tell me better then Peter had been, which was jack.
I heard the door open and could smell him all over her, you could just smell the sex and it pissed me off. I walked over and quickly drank 3/4 the handle of Jack. I smelled her as she got closer but it hardly smelled like Bella and I fought back the growl in my throat. Okay maybe drinking was a stupid idea Major.
"Hey Jasper can I play a round" she smiled at me as she walked in. I noticed they were not holding hands or anything. I also felt for emotions. I got some lust, enjoyment, confusion, but no love. She might still be not taken.
"Sure" I smiled at her, then looking over at Peter and I couldn't hold back the anger.
"Cut that shit out" I heard Bella yell at me.
"You want a drink?"
"Sure. Something simple" She said as she looked over at me. I poured the rest of the bottle of Jack into a cup for me, and then tossed it in the trash. I grabbed the bottle of Malibu and made her a rum and coke.
I drank my glass and gave Bella her drink. I hated being a drunk but right now my thoughts were far from pure and I knew I had to keep myself preoccupied. I was hoping the liquor would help, but I had a strange feeling it wouldn't.
I set up the rack and gave Bella the stick. I laughed in my own head as I thought this process through at how wrong it all could be taken. She broke, and lucky girl got the 6 ball in on the break. I wonder if she had played much before.
"Solids" she smiled at me. I couldn't stop as I was watching her ass as she bent over the table. It would be great to just bend her over and take her right there. I knew my lust was projecting and out of control when Peter slapped me in the back of the head, grumbled, and walked out of the room.
"Keep you god damn dick in your pants" he said quickly as he left
"Oh just like you did" I growled back.
I saw Bella look over but she just heard the growl. Thankfully, I noticed she had gotten 2 more solids in.
"What you don't like to lose?" she smiled. I glanced over at her drink. ½ gone already. Mental note, keep her drinks light she chugs them fast. I guess she thought my growl was from her doing good and I wasn't going to fight her on that.
"Not at all darlin" I laughed at her.
Thankfully she missed her next shot and it gave me a chance. My drunk ass failed wonderfully though as I missed the shot. She smiled and bent over to take her shot and I couldn't help but to look at her breasts pushed up in that top giving her enough cleavage to make me want to reach down and touch her. I glanced up at her face and saw she had taken her shot and was now staring right at me.
"Enjoying yourself?" was all she said
"Am I in trouble?" I was going to try to laugh my way out of this.
"Nope" she popped the P. What the hell was in her thoughts? I felt her lust and desire again. I looked around and didn't see Peter. I saw her looking at me, she smiled and then reached over and grasped her drink finishing it off. I saw her walk over to the bar and could feel her emotions running amuck through her mind. Well fuck. I wonder what was going on in that pretty little brain of hers. Could she actual want me?
She mixed up another drink and I noticed she didn't go light on the rum. I don't want a drunk Bella that is not my idea of ideal. I don't' want her doing something she would regret. She took a sip and set the drink down. I walked over and decided two could play this game and I grabbed another handle of Jack. She frowned at me, she actually half scowled as I opened the bottle and downed ¼ of it. I was a vampire, but I knew that shit would hit me soon. I had polished off over a handle now in about 2 hours. I'm pretty sure I would be a dead human at this point.
She walked back over to the CD player and plugged in her phone. I had to laugh as she skipped through the first few songs but she had some funny taste in music. Then I noticed she was laughing while smiling as Back that Ass Up came on. Oh so this was a joke.
"Should I ask?" I laughed at her.
"It is music to make me smile" was all she said as she drank some more of her drink and then went back to the table shaking her ass to the music. She shot in 2 more balls, and I finally got 3 of mine in. Wahoo for a short streak. I however was screwed when she got the last of hers in. She was down to the 8 ball when I had to stop myself from cracking up as I heard a song I had thought was dead, or I had hoped it would have died. It was What's your Fantasy". She was staring at me as I busted out laughing. She walked over and drank the whole glass of her drink while pushing the door closed to the room. I felt more desire and lust then I should have and I knew I should run, as fast as I could away from this before she got to me and I couldn't bring myself to even more an inch.
Bella started stalking over towards me swinging her hips slowly whiling singing the lyrics.
I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes
And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the to the floor'
Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave
But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what-what's your fan-ta-ta-sy
Oh fuck this is just hot. She turned around grinding her ass up against my crotch, and slowly pushed me back and down into a chair. She turned around and bent down straddling my lap rubbing herself up and down my lap as she breathed softly against my cold skin. The heat from her breath made my erection even harder.
She stood there dancing rubbing herself up and down my legs, at one point softly grazing her hand against my erection and my lap singing to me. I couldn't keep my hands off and went to grab her waist only to feel her lightly smack both of my hands and then wave her finger at me like I was the naughty one in all of this.
"no no" she winked at me.
"Oh my god" I sighed out. What the hell! I groaned.
And if you like in the club we can do it
In the DJ booth or in the back of the V.I.P.
Whipped cream with cherries and strawberries on top
Lick it don't stop, keep the door locked don't knock while the boat rock
I only heard every few words from her lips as my mind was going a mile a minute. I wanted to badly to just unzip her little top and pull it off and rub my hands all along her breast that she was just temptingly displaying in front of me.
I wanna get you in the bath tub…
With the candle lit …
…
Go 'head and scream you can't hold out
…
How 'bout in the library on top of books
But you can't be too loud
You wanna make a brother beg for it
Oh this girl was going to be the death of me. She was in front of me bent over slowly rising back up shaking her ass at me. I wanted to fuck her so bad right now and I could hardly restrain myself and keep myself from just grab her and pushing her down on the table behind us. She had to know what she was doing to me. I could feel the fricken enjoyment and pride pouring from her but also the rejection which was just confusing me a bit.
I wanna get you in the back seat windows up
That's the way you like to fuck, clogged up fog alert
Rip the pants and rip the shirt, ruff sex make it hurt
I lost it and pulled her up onto my lap letting out a loud growl. I could feel the straight up sexual desire flowing from Bella as my hands started to grope every inch of her body.
I heard a door slam somewhere in the house and knew Peter had left. Well good, now that he is gone.
In the garden all in the dirt
Roll around Georgia Brown that's the way I like it twerk
Legs jerk, overworked, underpaid but don't be afraid
In the sun or up in the shade
On the top of my escalade
Maybe your girl and my friend can trade; tag team, off the ropes!
On the ocean or in the boat! Factories or on hundred spokes!
I heard her whimper out the last line as I bent down and was licking and sucking on her neck. As much as this wasn't my type of music even I had heard it on the radio. I couldn't help but laugh know the next few lyrics.
What about up in the candy stor' that chocolate chocolate make it melt
Whips and chains, handcuffs, smack a little booty up with my belt
Scream help play my game; Dracula man I'll get my fangs
That was it I picked her up and pushed her back up and over to the bar, ignoring the liquor spilling all over us. She wrapper her legs up around my waist kissing my cold skin pulling at my clothes. The liquor started dripping down off of us. I bent down licking slowly up her arm licking it off.
"Crap, sticky, shower" was all she said and I kept her firmly pulled against me and brought her up to my bedroom and the bathroom. Thankfully the shower was huge and I pulled her in turning the water on spraying on my back first to make sure it wasn't going to burn her.
I had spent the past few days fantasizing about places where I could take her and we could have sex. I had been doing my best to keep those thoughts from my head but I had failed. But now I could finally put the list to good use. Number 1 was a secret, but the shower came in at a VERY close second and I was going to enjoy this.
I bent down kissing her and started to lightly suck on her tongue. I stopped long enough to ask her a question.
"Do you want to play a game?" I said as I gave her an evil little smirk.
"Sure" she huffed out
"Well the game is scilence, no noise" was all I told her. I was going to make her squirm and make her scream that was my goal. It would be much more enjoyable though if I got her to while she was doing her best to be quiet.
"Okay" she moaned
"Nope, no moaning darlin" I told her as I sucked more on her neck, over the bite mark from the car ride home.
"Fuck-" she moaned out
Bella's POV:
I could so play this game. Jasper sucked lightly on my tongue, and then went to slowly sucking on my neck. He was trying to get to my moan already and I wasn't going to have any of that. I fought back with a vengeance.
He bent down and slowly started sucking on my breast and reached his hand down and started to run against the folds of my pussy, using his thumb to rub circles against my clit. The circles he was rubbing onto my clit got harder, I grabbed him and started stroking him at the same rhythm he was using on me. I could hear his breathing get harder, but he still refused to make a sound, and neither would I. I heard him almost let out a moan, and just when I was feeling particularly smug about almost making him crack, he pulled at my nipple and lightly pinched my clit.
My orgasm took me by surprise, and although I tried not to make any sounds, a single little squeak was released into the room. I heard him chuckle in success. Not fair. He growled at me. Damn that was a sexy sound.
"Are you ready for your punishment?" I shuddered.
"Yes, please" I couldn't stop myself. This was not what I was into but it sure as hell wasn't babying the sweet little human, and I ached with anticipation.
"Remember to still be quiet, though," he whispered into my ear, kissing the sensitive spot behind my ear, and I nodded wordlessly. I was dripping wet from his touch, and couldn't wait for him.
Suddenly, I was pressed up against the cold tiles of the shower, face first. He pulled my arms up placing them over my head, supporting my body from sliding forward. He wrapped his arms around me grabbed a hold of my body. I silently thanked him from keeping me from getting a concussion because I had a feeling my arms wouldn't support me very well. Fuck, it just got hot in here.
He slightly drug his hand down my body starting at my neck bending over kissing my spine as he reached down cupping my breast lightly brushing his fingers over my nipples. I felt the strong ache in my stomach and knew I wanting him inside of me now.
Without a moment's notice, he entered me quickly from behind. I was so surprised that I squeaked again, he spanked me as I let out the noise. I was shocked at the feeling but even more so at how it turned me on.
My breasts slipped against the tile edge of the shower as he pushed himself into me again and again. His thrusts were long and deep, and I was pretty sure that being taken from behind just became my new favorite position. I hadn't been with that many people in my life, well mostly I hadn't had sex with that many people. It always turned into one night things. Having a kid did that to you. Guys left once they found out. He purred loudly into my ear, besides that all I could hear was the splattering of the water on the tile and our heavy breaths.
All of a sudden, he stopped and pulled out. I whined out loud and he looked at me. He didn't say anything as he picked me up, spun me around to face him and lifted me back onto his cock, now with my back pressed up against the side of the shower walls. I wrapped my legs around his back, pressing him further into me with each second, his black eyes staring into mine. I changed my mind. This just became my favorite position. I loved being able to look in his eyes while we fucked.
I could feel my climax building again. I felt his hands tighten on my back and knew he was getting close too. I couldn't take it anymore and gave into the waves of my orgasm. I bit down onto his shoulder to stop myself from screaming his name and felt him finish inside of me.
He stood there for about a minute holding onto me, still inside me, and me still wrapped around his waist, as I struggled to breathe properly again.
"I'm pretty sure that was the best sex I've ever had," I whispered.
"Glad you enjoyed it" He smiled at me. I don't think things would be the same again.
I leaned in to kiss him as I released my legs and slid off of him. I walked over to my room and saw he had followed me.
"Yes?"
"Are you okay?" He said
"Peachy" I smiled at him, standing on my toes to give him another kiss.
I walked into my bathroom and turned on the tub filling it with bubble bath. It was almost 1am. I sank down into the tub and took in a deep breath realizing what I had just done. I had just slept with both of them in the same night, not even a few hours apart. I felt like a complete and total whore. What was I thinking? Where was Peter when this was happening? Was that why Jasper had told me to be quiet? He was going to hate me. Well that was if he cared about me, which I had a feeling he didn't.
I didn't notice as I started to fall asleep.
Peter's POV:
I heard the music and could smell the emotions coming from that room as I wanted to go back to check on Bella. Fuck this shit. I walked the hell out of my own house slamming the door behind me. I might as well go and feed and get it over with. I found a few ass holes picking on some women in an alley an made a quick snack of them. I still couldn't get my mind off of Bella.
I wonder what she is doing, well fuck that she is doing Jasper most likely. Fuck! I must not mean a thing to her, but I sure as hell was falling head over heels for her. I knew we hadn't known each other long, but still I wish I could know what she wanted from me, and what she wanted in the future. This was sure setting up to be some fucked up life since she had to move in soon. I hadn't brought it up but Edward showing up and flipping out had sent my magic 8 ball head into over drive. I knew she had to move in, now rather then later.
I didn't want to but I started to walk back towards the house. I got back to the house and all I could smell was sex.I could feel Jaspers emotions projecting and part of me wanted to just walk back out, but then part of me was worried about her. I had no idea why, I knew Jasper wouldn't hurt her.
"Peter" he called to me
"Not now" it was all I could say to him. I had no idea what he wanted and why, why did he have to sleep with her. I walked into the pool room seeing the 2 empty handles of jack and saw the ½ empty bottle of Malibu. Well I see they kept drinking after I left.
I walked to her room hearing the bath running and saw she had fallen asleep in the tub. She looked so sweet and innocent laying there in the tub surrounded by all the bubbles.
I picked her up gently trying my best not to wake her up.
"Huh – who" she groaned
"It is okay, you fell asleep in the tub" I cooed softly in her ear.
"Peter?" she looked up at me with the big doe eyes.
"Yes sweetie" I was whipped
"I'm sorry" was all she said. I'd have to ask her later what she ment. I tucked her into the bed and she grabbed onto my wrist. "Stay" She could have asked me 50 thousand things and I would have told her yes but right now I couldn't do it.
"I'm sorry, but I can't right now" was all I could say as I bent down kissing her forehead and walked out closing the door behind me. I heard the sniffle and could smell the tears start before the door was even closed.
God I was such a fucking idiot. A total fucking failure.
A/N- For the non- alcoholics of the group a handle is 1.75l vs 750ml in a normal "bottle" of liquor. 1 shot equals 40 ml = 18.75 shots per 750ml bottle, or 43 shot per handle.
Also in my strange mind I love that song… and I couldn't help but use it.
