Beginning Our Life
Last Time: Sarah spent the day with Blaine trying to lose her baby weight. Puck, Finn, and Blaine helped Sarah write a song. And that's what you missed on Beginning Our Life.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs that I may put in here.
Parents Need Parents
Sarah's Point of View
Kurt and I paced up and down the doctor's office.
"I hate this," I muttered, "I hate this. I hate this. I hate this."
"Dad, you're wearing dark blue!" Kurt screeched, "I told you no dark colors!"
My breath came in gasps, "Kurt, stop panicking! You're making me scared!"
Mom grabbed me, "Stop, Sarah, you're the one who's panicking."
"Both of you are," Burt snapped, "Now, shut up."
"I can't lose you," I cried, "You're my dad."
Burt reached over and hugged me tightly, "You're not going to lose me."
"What if your cancer's still there?" I sobbed into his shirt, "I can't lose you Dad, I can't. I love you."
Burt froze slightly. I did too. I could feel Mom and Kurt stop breathing against us. I'd never called Burt 'Dad' before.
"Honey, I love you too," Burt squeezed me, "And I'm not going anywhere."
Mom trailed her hand down the back of my hair, "Everything's going to be ok, I promise."
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Puck's Point of View
"Yeah, they left like half an hour ago," I told Finn over the phone.
"Why wouldn't they invite me?" Finn whined.
"Suck it up," I set Grace's sandwich in front of her, "Eat," I whispered to her.
"Puck, Burt's my dad, I want him to be ok," Finn said softly.
"I know," I sat across from Grace and started feeding Nate, "So do I, but I need to take care of Grace and Nate and you have to go to school."
"Fine," Finn sighed, "Hey, I gotta go to class, I'll see you later."
"Yeah," I nodded.
"And make sure you call me with what happens," Finn stated.
"Of course," I stated, "See ya."
The call ended and I set the phone on the table next to my drink.
"Is Dad going to be ok?" Grace asked.
I nodded, "I'm sure he will be."
Nate moved his head from the bottle.
"Hey, come on, buddy," I put the bottle back in his mouth, "Daddy needs you to eat lunch."
"I think it's funny that you call yourself Daddy," Grace said.
I chuckled, "Yeah?"
She nodded and looked up, "Why do you do it?"
I shrugged, "So it'll be his first word."
"I want it to be Aunt Grace," Grace smiled.
I laughed and was about to reply when my phone rang. I set the bottle down and pulled out my phone. I didn't recognize the number, but answered anyways, "Hello?"
"Noah, it's your mom."
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Sarah's Point of View
Kurt finished spinning me around and I jumped at Burt. I squeezed him tightly.
He chuckled and hugged back, "I'm not going anywhere."
"I know!" I smiled.
Mom caught my eye and winked. I laughed. Burt pulled her and Kurt on top of us.
"I love you guys," he whispered.
"We love you too," I whispered back.
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Puck's Point of View
I set Nate in his crib before stepping back and closing the nursery doors. I picked up my phone on the bed, "Ok, I'm back."
"How are you?" Mom asked.
I took a deep breath, "Alright."
"Good," she replied.
There was an awkward silence. I cleared my throat and sat on the bed.
"I'm guessing Sarah had the baby," Mom said softly.
"Yeah," I glanced to the nursery, "He's a little over five months."
"Such a fun time," Mom replied and I could practically hear the smile in her voice.
"His name's Nathan Christopher Puckerman," I told her.
"That sounds perfect," she whispered. She cleared her throat, "Would you mind if I met him?"
I could practically hear my heart beat through my chest. "Oh," I coughed, "Um-"
"I'm better now, Noah," Mom interrupted, "But if you're uncomfortable with the situation...I understand. Could I at least see you and Grace? Or even just you?"
"Ms. Carole and Mr. Burt are in charge of Grace," I finally choked out.
"Right," Mom said softly.
"And I...," I took a deep breath.
"Noah, I understand," Mom stated, "How about you just call me on this number when you're ready?"
"Alright," I said in a high pitched voice I'd rather not think about again.
"I'll talk to you later," Mom ended the call.
I stared down at my phone in awe.
Suddenly, the door was thrown open and Sarah jumped on me, "Burt doesn't have cancer!"
I was still frozen in place.
Kurt came and hugged my other side, "Did Sarah tell you? Dad's cancer free!"
"My mom called," I breathed, "And she wants to see me."
Kurt and Sarah stopped celebrating instantly.
Sarah ran a hand down my neck, "What happened?"
I shook my head, "I-I don't know. She just called and I answered. We talked. She wants to see Nate and Grace too, but I may have shot her down."
"You don't look ok," Kurt observed, "You're a little pale."
Sarah nodded, "Do you want to lay down?"
"No," I shook my head, "I'm not sick."
"You don't have to see her," Sarah said softly.
"Or you can," Kurt added, "It's up to you."
I looked to Sarah, "I don't know."
She hugged me, "Just think about it for a couple days, no rush."
Kurt nodded and set a hand on my knee, "She can't force you to do anything, you're nineteen."
I sighed, "Yeah, but she's my mom."
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Sarah's Point of View
I walked Nate up and down the hallway in an attempt to calm him down. Was I trying to listen to Puck and Finn's conversation upstairs? Maybe. But my baby came first and he needed to sleep.
"I don't think Puck would appreciate you eavesdropping," Kurt smirked while walking out of the bathroom.
I blushed, "You don't know what I'm doing."
He chuckled and came to set a hand on Nate's head, "Are you not tired, kiddo?"
I laughed, "Really?"
Now was Kurt's turn to blush, "What?"
I smirked, "Kiddo?"
"He's a kid!" Kurt protested.
I laughed. My phone rang. "Oh, can you hold him?" I asked.
Kurt nodded and took Nate from me. He started singing softly and walked to the living room.
I pulled my phone from my pocket, "Hello?"
"Hi Sarah," Blaine greeted.
I smiled, "Hey."
"I'm bored," he groaned.
I laughed and went to sit in my room, "Well, that sucks for you."
"It does," he chuckled, "So entertain me."
"Puck's mom called," I bluntly stated. I blushed and covered my mouth.
"What?" Blaine asked.
"I don't know what to say," I sighed and laid on the pillows, "He was in shock or something, at least Kurt was there to help a little, but now...do I let him?"
Blaine sighed, "Does he want to?"
I groaned, "I don't know."
"Well, it's up to him," Blaine said, "Even though he's your boyfriend, you shouldn't control him."
"I know," I whispered, "But I want what's best for him and don't think he needs to see his mom."
"That's your opinion," Blaine stated.
"Yeah," I stared off at the wall.
"Hey, you mentioned Kurt?" Blaine asked.
"Yes, I did," I laughed, "Why? You already knew he was here."
"I need you to do me a favor."
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Puck's Point of View
Sarah bounced ahead of me as I pushed Nate down the sidewalk in the park. I laughed, "What has gotten into you?"
"Nothing," she smiled, "I'm just really happy."
"That's great," I smiled back.
She looked at Nate, "Isn't it such a nice day out, Nate? It's so pretty and perfect."
"Just like you," I sang softly.
Sarah laughed loudly, "Oh, really?"
I smirked and chuckled softly.
"You are so cheesy," Sarah teased while walking backwards.
I reached a hand out to pinch her side lightly, "Shut up."
She laughed, "Nope."
I laughed and was about to reply when Sarah tripped and ran into a lady kneeling down tying her shoe.
I quickly stopped Nate and bent down to help Sarah up. "You ok?" I asked softly.
She nodded and brushed herself off. She turned to the woman, "I am so-"
The woman stood and we both froze.
My mom smiled softly, "It's no big deal." Sarah and I were still in shock as Mom looked around us and gasped quietly, "Oh, Noah, he looks just like you did!"
"Thanks," I choked out.
"Can I hold him?" Mom asked.
I numbly nodded and passed her Nate. She cooed over him as Sarah and I stared at each other.
"Noah, I cannot believe you made this baby," Mom shook her head.
"I-I helped," Sarah blushed.
Mom laughed, "Yes, you two did great. I can tell by just looking at him."
"So you're out?" I asked.
Mom slowly passed Nate to Sarah, "Yes," she nodded, "I am."
I stiffly nodded.
She looked between me and Sarah, "I know I've done some terrible stuff-"
Sarah scoffed as her eyes narrowed.
Mom tried to ignore her, "But I'd like to connect with you all again, if you'd let me."
"Mom," I said softly, the word feeling foreign on my tongue, "I don't know about right this second, but I'll try and keep you more informed on stuff."
She smiled, "Thank you."
Sarah placed Nate back in his stroller. I could tell it was a small attempt to give me and Mom some privacy, and I appreciated it.
Mom carefully stepped forward, "Can I-"
I nodded before she could say anything and hugged her softly.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Sarah's Point of View
I traced Puck's chest softly, "I think your mom really appreciated that."
He gave a small smile, "Yeah."
I kissed him, "It was very nice and sweet of you."
He pulled me down so I was on top of him, "Thanks for being calm and cool about it."
"No problem," I kissed his jaw.
He chuckled, "You've been in a good mood lately."
I shrugged, "I don't know."
"Seriously," Puck pulled back to look me in the eyes, "Is this because of Burt?"
I blushed, "Maybe."
Puck laughed softly, "It's ok, I'm glad he's healthy too."
I hugged him tightly, "Everything's great."
"Yes it is," Puck whispered.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
A/N: How mad are you? Because this took way longer than I wanted it to and I am really sorry. I kept getting distracted and couldn't find a good time or place to write so my ideas kinda went downhill which probably explains the possibly bad chapter you just read. On the upside, I'm not giving up. I'm going to work hard to finish this story especially because I came up with another recently and would really like to write it. It's different than this, but still Glee. That's all I'll say about that. PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions! God knows I could use some motivation to finish this quickly even though I love the story and the characters and all of you, it's just hard to find time.
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Alex B. Goode - Haha, thanks!
Tyra - Thank you!
dance-sing-live - Can I just say I think you'll really love this next chapter? Ok, good. And based on your last little paragraph, you're going to like my new story, wink wink. But in all seriousness, I forced myself to keep writing because of you, so thank you.
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Sneak Peak: I stared down at my own ring and whispered, "Blaine, I need to tell you something."
So, yeah! Another Blaine/Sarah chapter! But Blaine's one of my favorites and I can't let him go.
