I promised you guys a chapter for today but since I had work and then an unexpected family emergency came up I didn't have time to post this earlier. So yes even though its 1 am i still count it as today, ahah. Enjoy and also WARNING: contains mature content aka : smut n stuff. Oopsiessssssss okay here you go! :
Two weeks or so had gone by, everything going by pretty smoothly. Well, as smoothly as things for Eren could go. Levi felt pretty bad for having to put him through Hanjis constant tests and examinations, on top of regular training and his increasingly frequent attacks. Eren was issued to stay with Levi at all times, in order to be there whenever he had an attack, so they could give him a sedative to help.
Levi, of course, has been in turmoil the entire time. He glanced over from his desk to his bed, to look at the sleeping kid. He looked so peaceful as he slept and Levi wanted nothing more than to go sleep beside him, but he still had paperwork to do. He groaned. The passed two weeks had been agony, torn between guilt from Erens condition, to the fact that because of that issue he was with the brat constantly and even had to share his bed.
He had indeed woken up many times to cuddling with the brunette, and couldn't say that he regretted his actions. They still hadn't talked about what happened, Eren didn't bring it up and Levi assumed he didn't have anything to say, or was too busy with all the commotion going on. On top of that, even after all the tests Hanji had done, they hadn't discovered much else on Erens problem.
The hypnosis had worked only in reassuring that there was in fact someone else in Erens mind, the titans will. Hanji went as far to assume it had taken on a form, almost as if Eren had a seperate person living inside his head trying to take over. She had continued fixing up different drugs and formulas, testing them on Eren to see his reaction.
Some did nothing but most made him either pass out or he would become really sick. Everything seemed to make Eren really sick, and they couldn't figure out why. It was a very frustrating situation and Levi was at his wits end. At this point he could honestly say he just wanted the brunette to be okay, and to wrap his arms around him tightly and never let go. With the guilt from forcing Eren into these experiments, Levi felt awful about the incident between them. Even though he hadn't said a word about it he still felt the urge to talk to Eren about it.
It was a feeling that was clawing at the back of his mind, telling him to ignore all the logical reasonings and to just keep the boy for himself. But he always made himself remember the harsh truth. Levi was half his age, he was Erens captian and on top of all that they were both guys. Their relationship if any would not go over well with anyone at all.
Even if he did get a few select people or even the whole scouting legion to accept their relationship the higher ups would have none of it. To them Eren was just a weapon, a mass of destruction built and raised for the purpose of saving humanity. A tool meant to be there for them when needed, and killed off just as easily if the situation deemed appropriate. Levi looked at Eren again and frowned, this time he set his pen down and walked over to him knowing he was not going to get anymore work done.
He slid into bed beside him, snuggling close, trying to forget all the bad thoughts that were spinning around in his head. Eren was so much more than that, he was a soldier, a human being dedicating their entire life to protect and save, and deep down he wished Eren could dedicate part of his life to him too, as his lover.
But that thought was in vain, and Levi was still desperately trying to build and rebuild his walls on these emotions, but the kid just kept tearing them down without even realizing it. He sighed, listening to Erens heartbeat. A slow and steady rythme thudding in his chest, soothing Levi into a deep dreamless sleep.
Levi was the first to wake up, peaking at the window to see the sun had yet to rise. He looked beside him, seeing Erens sleeping face nuzzled into his chest, an arm wrapped around his waist as Levi also had his arm around Erens, their legs somewhat entangled. He sighed happily, he didn't really want to wake the boy up, nor did he want to move.
If only time could pause at this exact moment, where he truly felt at peace. He closed his eyes for what seemed like only ten minutes before he felt movement beside him and then the warmth he so badly craved quickly vanished. He opened his eyes to see a blushing Eren looking anywhere but him and stammering. He was obviously embarrassed that they had been cuddling, in nothing but boxers no less.
"I.. I uhh, sorry about-" Levi laughed, cutting off the brunettes words as he only looked over at him with wide eyes.
"You're.. laughing?" Eren asked uneasily. Levi stopped, looking up and finally making eye contact with him.
"Yes, it's a normal thing to do. People laugh." He said, then realizing that him laughing must have looked wildly out of place given the situation and his personality. He expected Eren to say something stupid, but not to this extent.
"You have a really nice laugh, Levi." Eren said, looking down at his lap shyly. Levi was now the one to be shocked by the simple fact that Eren was complementing, and he had called him by his name. This morning seemed to be a first of many, and Levi was quite content with how things were going. He decided that just once, in his entire shitty life, that he was going to do something he really wanted. Especially when what he wanted was right in front of him.
In that instance he tore down his walls, threw away all reasoning and he sat up, grabbing Erens shoulders and pressing their lips firmly together. It felt nice, really nice, and he was happy the brunette was eagerly kissing him back. He pulled Eren down ontop of him, deepening the kiss. Eren gasped and sat up quickly, straddling Levis hips. His face was flushed and Levi thought it was a good look on him.
"Um, are you sure about this?" Eren asked shyly and he looked up at him questioningly.
"I mean, you aren't going to yell at me to get lost suddenly or anything." Eren continued, and Levi figured that maybe he should explain a little bit. He grabbed the boys hips, making sure he didn't move as he began to talk.
"I think I like you." Levi said bluntly and Erens jaw dropped at the sudden statement.
"Well, no, I know I like you. Last time I was just... caught between two different thoughts and half alseep to boot." Levi chose his words cautiously. Eren looked at him for a bit, soaking in what he had just been told. He opened his mouth and closed it a few times, seemingly unsure what to say before he got a determined look and nodded.
"I like you too." He stated quickly, as a bigger blush creeped up on his cheeks from his words. Eren liked him too? But he never realized the teens feelings before, other than blunt admiration. Was he really that blind to peoples emotions, even his? Was he really getting that old? He shook his head of those thoughts and Eren looked at him with a confused glance.
Levi looked up at him and smiled, a real genuine smile. That was more than enough of a response for Eren he guessed, as the brunette grinned like an idiot before leaning down and kissing him. He immediately kissed back, their tongues intertwining as Eren leaned flat against Levi. His hands still on his hips, he pulled them closer grinding against eachother, only the thin cloth of their boxers between them. Eren let out a small whine from the friction, breath becoming heavy. Levi flicked his tongue over the roof of his mouth, biting down on Erens bottom lip.
Another whine and Eren was now grinding against him, in slow agonizing movements. Levi broke the kiss, letting go of Erens hips to push him up. In one swift movement he had pushed Eren over and was now the one straddling him. He sat up, grinding against Eren still as his hands roamed his bare chest. Eren was whimpering and letting out small moans, trying to cover the sounds with his fist. Levi gently scratched down the brunettes stomach, before moving up to his nipples, teasing them. Eren let out a loud moan, blushing furiously.
Levi was soaking in the sounds, he loved the way the teen was reacting to his touch, he couldn't get enough. Eren was painfully hard, wanting only for Levi to touch him more. The ravened haired man leaned over, licking softly at his right nipple before nibbling it, his other hand grabbing Erens ass. He groped him before trailing his hands up and around to Erens hip, rubbing circles on the tender flesh.
Eren jerked his hips up at the sensation, and Levi took note that he was really sensitive there, pushing down harder.
"Hnng... ah.. L-levi-nn" Eren panted out, he couldn't think straight, his boxers were becoming soaked with pre-cum. He was so turned on from the look in Levis eyes, swimming with need and want, and he couldn't help but love the feeling of being dominated by the older man. He pulled Levis head up into another kiss, swinging his arms around his shoulders. Suddenly there was a knock on the door, and the two froze in place.
"Levi, are you awake?" He heard a familiar voice call through the door. Erwin had terrible timing, didn't he.
"I'm busy." Levi growled, going back to kissing around a panicked Erens neck, nibbling on his earlobe and making him whine. Erwin, on the other hand decided to just barge in anyways. He stopped right at the door, staring at the situation he had caught Levi and Eren in. He quickly put up a nonchalant facade as he spoke.
"I just came to tell you that there is an officials meeting in forty-five minutes. That is all." And just as he had suddenly showed up, he was gone. Levi sighed a little and looked back at Eren who was still startled.
"Relax, it's just Erwin... but I guess we can't go all the way now." Levi mumbled the last part more to himself as he got up off Eren. He looked down at the still somewhat shocked kid, enjoying the needy look he was giving Levi.
"W-what are you doing?" Eren asked. Levi smirked, quickly walking over to the door and locking it, before coming back and yanking off Erens boxers. He hissed at the sudden cold air, but it only lasted a second as Levi took off his clothing as well and sat back ontop of Eren. He leaned down, kissing the other intensely as he reached down, grabbing their cocks together and started pumping.
Eren moaned, arching his back into the touch. Levi took the chance to attack the brunettes neck, nibbling and sucking on the sensitive flesh. Eren was shivering from pleasure, his head thrown back slightly as he couldn't help but thrust along with the touch. Levi thought it was the most attractive thing he'd ever seen, and he knew he wouldn't last much longer. He sped up the pace, groaning at the friction as Eren was stuttering out jumbled words.
"Ahh.. oh god hnng.. shit.. Levi oh, fuck.. Levi... aah~" It was just too damn hot, Levi thought. He pulled Eren into another kiss, swallowing his moans as he moaned back. They were getting close and soon Erens body was twitching viciously as he whined out Levis name, a complete and utter mess. Seeing this Levi was thrown over the edge as well, cum covering both of their chests. Levi fell down beside Eren, trying to catch his breath.
They hadn't even had sex and it had still been just as intense. He leaned over at an exhausted Eren, kissing him on the cheek. Eren looked over at him, smiling sheepishly and returning Levis kiss. Levi was in complete bliss, but sadly forced himself to get up.
"Guess we'll have to continue this another time." He said in a flirty tone, and walked away from a blushing Eren.
*blushes* im not really good at smut scenes because, well, i've written like one so okay im sorry if it sucked or seemed rushed. Im going to elaborate more on their relationship and how/why things went this way and such in later chapters, and of course get more into the plot as well. Ahha I didn't mean to make this whole chapter about Levi and Eren, but it happened all the same. Hope you enjoyed and again thank you for all your reviews, they are so nice and i am always really really happy to read them! Thank you and see you next chapter cuties :)
