Never Forgotten Past
Last Time: Sarah and Puck babysat for Shelby. Beth said her first word. Sarah told Puck her fears of being pregnant and he told her not to worry. And that's what you missed last time on Never Forgotten Past.
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Dreams vs. Nightmares
Sarah's Point of View
After Puck had dropped me off, I went into the basement to change clothes and go to bed. I was exhausted, more than normal. It's not like I had done anything tiring today, just went to school, glee, then Shelby's. Nothing out of the ordinary.
I pulled the covers over my head and sighed. I needed sleep right now after tonight and I welcomed it with open arms.
*Dream*
I was sitting in a bright white room on a chair. I felt as if I was waiting for someone, but they weren't there yet.
"Hey beautiful."
I looked up to see Puck walking towards me. I smiled at him and stood up.
Puck's face changed to horror and stopped walking.
"What?" I asked.
Puck just stared at me, well, more like my stomach. I looked down and gasped. My stomach was bulged out in a perfect circle.
"I'm pregnant?" I asked.
Puck looked up at my face and smirked, "Yeah, looks like you've got a situation here."
"I don't understand..." I looked at Puck, confused by what he said.
"You're raising that," Puck pointed towards my stomach, "By yourself."
I felt my tears drip down my face, "But you said that we'll be fine, that you'll stand by me."
Puck scoffed, "Yeah, and how many times have I told that to a girl? More than I can count."
"But Puck," I began walking forward but he just backed away.
"No Sarah," Puck whispered, he had his hands up now, "This is your problem," he said with one last gesture towards my stomach.
I blinked and he was gone. I stared at where he had been standing just seconds before when suddenly a blinding pain rippled throughout my body.
I screamed and fell to the ground.
"Hey, come on Sars, I got you," Finn said softly from where he was kneeling next to me.
"Yeah, just breath," Kurt said from my other side.
"Where's Puck?" I asked when I had gotten my breath.
"In hell, now push so we can get his demon baby out of you," Finn grunted as he helped me into a crouching position.
I cried at the thought of Puck leaving me and this baby. It didn't make sense, he loved Beth so much, why didn't he love this baby? Was it because it was mine and not a pretty blond cheerleader's?
There was another round of pain that shot down me and I screamed. I felt like I was being torn open.
*End Dream*
"Hey, wake up Sarah."
"Sarah, stop screaming."
My eyes jumped open to see Finn on one side of my bed and Kurt on the other. My forehead was dripping with sweat and my arms were stuck to my sides. Probably because Finn and Kurt were holding them down but it was still uncomfortable.
"Oh my God," I whispered.
Finn and Kurt stared at me for a second before releasing my arms when they were positive I wasn't going to be whipping around anymore.
"What were you dreaming about?" Kurt asked.
"It was a nightmare, a terrible nightmare," I shuttered as I leaned into Finn's chest.
He wrapped his arms around me, "Well, you're awake now so it's all better."
I nodded and began to cry at the memory that was my dream.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Puck's Point of View
I groaned as I sank back into the pillows on my bed. Truthfully, I was scared to death that Sarah mentioned being pregnant. That was the whole reason I didn't want to go through with it in the first place.
I threw my shirt into the corner of the room then kicked off my shoes and jeans. I fell back onto my bed and closed my eyes, not bothering to pull covers over me or get in a more comfortable position.
*Dream*
I turned up the radio as I drove down the road after dropping off Sarah. I thought about what Sarah had said at Shelby's. What if she was pregnant? What were we going to do if that did happen?
I was lost in thoughts of Sarah when I noticed a truck on the side of the road. It looked a lot like mine, but Mom had taken mine last week when she left. I slowed the van and parked it on the side of the road just about 30 feet from the truck.
"No way," I muttered as I walked around the truck to the front door.
It was definitely mine, no doubt. There were the scratches and dents in the exact spots they were supposed to be.
I hesitated before knocking on the window. Nothing happened. I tried again, only this time I heard some banging around.
The back door opened to my right and Mom stumbled out.
"Who are you?" she mumbled at me.
"Mom, what the heck happened?" I asked.
"Noah?"
"Yeah, it's me. What are you doing?"
Mom stared at me as if she didn't really believe it was me, "I don't know."
I looked at her and a smell hit me, it was a mix of beer and vodka and cigarettes and probably every other drug and alcohol item in the book.
"When are you coming home?" I asked. Grace was getting restless and needed her mom, no matter what her condition was.
"Never," Mom muttered. I stared at her, how could she just leave her family like this?
"I don't get it, you have to come home, I'll drive."
"No, I'm leaving you just like your father left me, you need to know how it feels to be left alone all of the sudden and be forced to take care of two children," Mom gave me one last look before climbing into the front seat of my truck.
I heard the engine start and reached towards the window, "No Mom! You can't drive like this."
She didn't hear me, though, and drove off. I watched as she drove away. Suddenly there was huge crash and my truck, along with my mother, were wrapped around one of the light posts.
*End Dream*
I gasped and sat up. That felt too real for comfort. I put my head in my hands and tried to steady my breathing. There was a clash of lightning and a bang of thunder when my door flew open.
"Noah."
I looked up to see Grace standing in the doorway with tears coming down her face. She was holding the stuffed dog I had bought her for her birthday.
"Yeah Grace?" I sighed.
"I'm scared," she sobbed.
I moved over and patted the other side of my bed, "Come here."
Grace practically ran and jumped onto the bed next to me and moved as close as possible, taking up any comfortable space I had.
I wrapped my arm around her, "It's just rain kid, it'll be done in a little bit," I mumbled as I closed my eyes.
"Promise to keep me safe Noah?" Grace asked from against my chest.
"I promise to keep you safe Grace," I muttered.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Finn's Point of View
"Now try and be quiet when you get to your bed, Sarah's probably sleeping," I warned Kurt as we walked down the stairs to our bedroom.
"I'm not the one that needs to be warned to be quiet," Kurt muttered from behind me.
I rolled my eyes and put my hands out as I tried to make it towards my bed.
I fell onto my bed, closed my eyes, and tried to ignore Kurt's girl noises from across the room.
*Dream*
"Would you like another sandwich?" Rachel asked me.
"Yes please," I replied.
Rachel smiled at me from across our picnic blanket and passed another sandwich my way.
"You're an amazing cook Rach," I said after finishing my sandwich.
"Oh, I try my best," Rachel smiled.
I leaned in to kiss her and she met me in the middle. She gave me one of the best kisses I had ever gotten. I gently moved myself on top of her and laid her down on the ground.
We continued to make out for a while when Rachel put her hands on my shirt and lifted it up over my head.
I was about to do the same to her when I heard a loud scream come from behind us.
*End Dream*
I blinked a few times as I tried to register my surroundings. There was a scream and tossing around coming from my far left.
I sat up and turned on my bedside lamp at the same Kurt did.
"Sarah?" Kurt said as he jumped from his bed.
I threw off my covers and ran over to my sister, sitting on her bed when I reached it. Her arms thrashed around and I grabbed her right one as Kurt grabbed her left.
"Hey, wake up Sarah," I said as I softly shook her.
"Sarah, stop screaming," Kurt said as he did the same thing.
Sarah's eyes flew open and she looked around at me and Kurt, "Oh my God," she whispered.
Kurt and I looked at each other then down at Sarah. She seemed uncomfortable with her arms immobile so Kurt and I let go.
I stared at her and watched as tears slowly fell from her bright blue eyes.
"What were you dreaming about?" Kurt asked.
"It was a nightmare, a terrible nightmare," Sarah muttered as she leaned towards me.
I wrapped my arms protectively around my little sister to make sure nothing else could scare her, "Well, you're awake now so it's all better," I whispered.
Sarah nodded against me then began to cry into my chest. I looked up at Kurt and he gave me a grave smile before beginning to rub Sarah's back. I just held tighter onto Sarah and rocked her lightly back and forth as she cried.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Grace Puckerman's Point of View
Quinn smiled and waved at me as she closed my bedroom door, "Goodnight Grace."
"Night Quinn!" I called after her.
I pulled the covers up so I wasn't cold anymore and so they were the way Mom or Noah always put them. I wish they were here right now especially since it was raining and I hate the rain.
I closed my eyes and tried to forget the rain and focus on the pink puppy Noah had gotten me for my birthday as I went to sleep.
*Dream*
Sarah was standing with her back to me in a small room. She had on a long white dress and veil. She was getting married today to Noah.
"How do I look?" Sarah asked when she turned around.
"Beautiful," I smiled at my soon to be sister.
Someone knocked on the door then walked in. Mom and Ms. Carole entered with the same proud smile.
"The boys are all ready," Ms. Carole said.
"How's Noah?" Sarah said to Mom.
"He can't wait," Mom told her.
I looked in the mirror and smiled at myself. I was wearing a short, light blue sundress and my brown curls were in a high ponytail. I looked just as pretty as Sarah did.
There was a knock on the door and a man entered.
"Daddy!" Sarah ran to him.
I looked at the man and instantly recognized him from all the pictures. He was Mr. Chris, the guy that Noah and Finn looked up to and who Sarah and I loved so much.
"Alright Sars, lets go," Mr. Chris said with a smile
Ms. Carole and Mom led me from the room and handed me a white basket full of white rose petals.
"Have fun baby," Mom kissed my forehead, "And make sure you put the petals down evenly like Rachel wanted."
I nodded my head then walked through the large doors and down the aisle. Noah was standing at the alter and was wearing a plain black suit with a light blue tie. He looked more handsome than I've ever seen him.
*End Dream*
I rolled over in my bed and smiled.
Suddenly my room lit up and there was a crack of thunder. The rain must have gotten worse. There was some more lightning and thunder and I dove under my covers. I hated thunderstorms, especially loud ones like this.
I poked my head out and looked over at my bed side clock. It said 11:30. Noah must be home by now, he can protect me.
I jumped from my bed and grabbed my pink puppy. I ran to his room across the hall and threw open the door as another round of lightning started.
"Noah," I said as tears started coming from my eyes. He was sitting up in his bed with his head in his hands like he had just woken up.
"Yeah Grace?" Noah said as he looked up.
"I'm scared," I whispered. I really wanted to go in bed with him so he could stop me from seeing and hearing the storm.
"Come here," Noah said softly as he patted the bed next to him and moved over.
I ran and jumped on his bed and moved as close to him as possible.
Noah wrapped his arms around me and held me tighter, "It's just rain kid, it'll be done in a little bit," he sounded as if he was having a hard time sleeping.
"Promise to keep me safe Noah?" I asked quietly.
"I promise to keep you safe Grace," Noah said back.
I nodded my head then closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep to the sound of the rain against the windows and my brother's heart.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
A/N: This was different and I hope I did a good job. I thought that's what they might dream about with everything happening right now in the story. Grace's point of view was kind of weird seeing as I'm not ten years old, but I think I did pretty well. I really liked everyone's ideas on what should happen, thanks a bunch. Also, you should be happy to know I came up with some more ideas while watching the Superbowl, one of which involves a thoughtful Rory and a jealous Puck which we talked about some chapters ago. I can't believe this is 16! It's really an accomplishment for me. Thanks for those who review every time, it means so much to me! I would really like and appreciate any questions, comments, or concerns so PLEASE REVIEW!
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Shout-Outs: TheAwkwardTurtle13 - I hope I did your idea justice! Thanks for the idea!
REDROBINS007 - Thanks for the review and idea! I don't know if Quinn is that mean, but it's a good idea for my back pocket.
belleblu13 - You're right, Beth should have said 'dada' not 'daddy,' it would make more sense for a one year old. I was trying to make Shelby seem upset about it, maybe it didn't come across that way and was just in my head. Thanks for that though, I appreciate it. I love the false alarm idea, I have it planned out in my head as I type this. It might not show up for a few chapters though because I have another chapter that I came up with last night that I want to put next. I think your Quinn idea could go along with REDROBINS007's. I've had all of that stuff going on as well, so I totally understand and forgive you. :) And yes! I did see Michael! It was really good and fun to watch!
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Sneak Peak: I jumped up from my seat and stared down at the field. I prayed that the guy laying under the pile of football players either wasn't mine or if he was, wasn't seriously hurt.
Ok, so yeah, I'm doing a football chapter, I couldn't help it with the Superbowl being on and everything. Don't worry, I do know some football, so it won't be bad football talk. And anyways, it'll mostly deal with the people in the stands so it's all good, you won't have to experience my lack of everything football.
