Never Forgotten Past
Last Time: Kurt's helping Puck study for his Spanish class. Grace revealed that she's being made fun of at school for not having a mom or dad. Carole and Burt went to the doctor where they found out their baby is going to be a girl. They decided to have the kids name her. Puck and Sarah fought over her possibly being pregnant. Sarah left saying she was going to find out alone, yet called a friend in the car. And that's what you missed on Never Forgotten Past.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs that I may put in here.
Can't Say I'm Surprised
Blaine's Point of View
I was about to pick up my phone and call Kurt when it rang for itself. I grabbed it to see who it was, but there was just a number, no name. I must not have them saved in my contacts if they have my number.
"Hello?" I asked after answering the call.
"I need you to meet me at Target," what sounded like Sarah's voice said.
Just to be sure, I asked, "Sarah, is that you?"
"Yes Blaine, now please, meet me at Target," Sarah begged.
"Ok, I'll meet you in ten."
Sarah hung up the phone and I set mine down. Why would she need me to go to Target with her? Whatever the answer, I should probably go. I grabbed my jacket and keys and headed out of the house.
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I walked up to the store to see Sarah sitting just inside waiting for me. As I went threw the automatic doors, Sarah stood up to meet me. I noticed her eyes were slightly swollen and red, and there were tear tracks down her cheeks. She ran at me and buried her face in my chest.
"Sarah," I said surprised and hugged her back, "What's wrong? Did something happen between you and Puck?"
Sarah pulled back and sniffled, "Sort of."
"What happened?" I asked.
Sarah looked down at our shoes, "Just come on," she grabbed my hand and started walking down the main aisle way. I followed Sarah over to the pharmacy section and felt my heartbeat quicken. Now I understood what we were doing here.
"Sarah," I breathed.
She turned and looked at me with wide eyes, "Please Blaine," tears sprung to her eyes, "I picked you to come because a) I thought you'd be cool about this and b) I trust you not to say anything."
I nodded, "Of course, yeah, I'll keep it a secret."
Sarah turned to the shelves, "Puck and I bought these ones last time," she muttered as she read over the boxes.
"Does he know?" I asked, not knowing if I wanted to know the answer or not.
Sarah's head snapped over to me, "Puck? He thinks I'm by myself. He doesn't approve of it, but I told him I had to."
"You lied," I stepped forward towards her.
"Blaine," Sarah groaned, "I knew I needed someone, but I couldn't bring myself to have Puck come, so I chose you instead."
"Why?" None of this made sense. Sarah called me telling me to meet her at Target where she brings me to the pregnancy section and says her boyfriend isn't coming.
"Puck's been through enough, I'm not completely sure he would want a baby anyway, so I didn't want him to be here," Sarah said softly and turned back to the shelf, "And either way, I need help picking out a present for him, which I knew you'd probably be good at."
I stepped forward with a sigh, "I always see commercials for these ones, they seem reliable."
Sarah nodded and grabbed the box off the shelf, "Yeah, I was thinking these ones too," she pointed towards a purple box.
I bit my lip, this seemed so wrong to be doing this without the possible father being here.
Sarah grabbed a few more boxes then headed towards the cash register. As she set the boxes on the conveyor belt, the lady gave me a disapproving look.
Sarah caught it and glanced at me, "No, these aren't for me, they're for my mom."
"Oh," the lady nodded, "Well I hope you guys get the results you want."
"Thanks, me too," Sarah nodded and grabbed the bag.
"Are we doing this now?" I asked hesitantly.
Sarah stopped and turned towards me, "I don't know, wanna try Walmart?"
I chuckled, "Ok, we'll go to Walmart."
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I leaned against the sink in the women's bathroom at Walmart, "You know, me being in here isn't really good for the gays."
Sarah laughed from inside the stall, "I'm sorry, I'll make sure to write them all a thank you note."
I chuckled, "Ok, I'll help since I did come in here in the first place."
Sarah came out of the stall with another laugh. She had the last pregnancy test in her hands which she set in the sink with the others, "Be aware, I cried a lot last time I did this and that was when the answer was negative."
I gently rubbed her back, "It's ok, I'll deal."
Sarah turned to look me full in the face. I never noticed how blue her eyes were, or how soft and gentle her curls looked, she seemed so vulnerable.
She blinked a few times before leaning against the wall, "So...um...after we're done in here, I need to get Puck something, like a gift."
"Why?" I asked while leaning next to her, yet trying to avoid getting my clothes all gross.
Sarah sighed and ran a hand through her hair, "I haven't gotten him anything good, like ever, so I figured now would be a good time as any to get him something, baby or not."
"What were you thinking?" I asked with a glance to my watch, we had two minutes.
"To get him?" Sarah asked and I nodded, "I was actually thinking about maybe a watch, kinda like the one you're wearing."
I smiled, "I guess your in luck, cause I bought this in this very store."
Sarah laughed, "Thanks for everything you're doing today."
I reached over and squeezed her hand, "It's no problem, I'm glad to be of assistance."
Sarah gave me a tight hug, "You're the best boyfriend of a step-brother anyone could ever ask for."
I laughed and hugged her closer, "Thanks, that means a lot," I looked down at my watch and held back a sigh, something Sarah felt.
"It's time, isn't it?" Sarah asked softly.
I nodded, "Yeah."
"Will you hold my hand while I look?" Sarah muttered against my chest.
"Sure."
Sarah stepped away, yet continued to hold tightly to my hand. Her breathing quickened with each step we took towards the sink. She leaned over the sink in front of the mirror. I watched her expression in the reflection as her face turned a pink color, then white, tears sprung from her eyes as she slowly stood up.
"What did they say?" I asked quietly.
Sarah turned into my chest and started full blown crying. I tried to fight the throw-up in my throat as I leaned past her to look for myself. The blood drained from my face when I saw the four "Yes"s and three plus signs staring up at me.
"It's ok," I whispered, "It's going to be ok."
I rubbed her back and held her closer against me with each sob that broke through her body. I felt a tear drip down my own face and into Sarah's hair, but I didn't bother wiping it away. Right now Sarah needed me, I could cry into my pillow later.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Puck's Point of View
I tried to focus on the computer screen in front of me, but I didn't feel like writing an English paper. I wanted to be with Sarah; no matter what bathroom, no matter what store, no matter what time, Sarah needed me and I needed her.
I turned off the laptop and was about to get up and fall on my bed when there was a knock on the wall. I turned to see Sarah standing at the top of the stairs with her hands behind her back.
"Can I come in?" she asked softly.
I nodded, "You're always welcome in here."
Sarah nodded and walked in closer. She stopped a few feet in front of me. Her eyes looked normal, her face wasn't splotchy, there wasn't any trace of tears on her shirt. Maybe, just maybe, we were going to be ok.
"I got you a present," Sarah said quietly.
"Really? You didn't have to," I gave her a small smile. Despite looking ok, she seemed nervous.
Sarah's hands came out from behind her back and placed a small black box and card in mine, "I haven't given you anything that could even be considered as a good gift, so I thought now would be a good time."
"Thank you."
Sarah smiled, but it faltered in a second, "I wasn't alone."
"Oh," I felt my own smile fade away, "Who were you with?"
"Blaine," Sarah took a deep breath and stepped a little closer, "I'm so sorry, I honestly didn't plan on asking him, but when I got in the car I realized I needed someone to be with me-"
"Then why didn't you come back inside and ask me?" I tried to keep the anger out of my voice, but was failing.
"I was scared, I really did think that you would ask for me to get rid of the baby, but after I read the results and cried for a while, Blaine told me I was being stupid and that you would love the baby more than anything..."
I tuned out. "You would love the baby more than anything." Did she just accidentally say that she was pregnant? She must have if she said Blaine told her I would love the baby and wouldn't want her to get an abortion.
"Sarah," I choked out.
She stopped talking and looked up at me, "Yeah?"
"Are you pregnant?"
Sarah's eyes widened, but she slowly nodded.
I stopped breathing. This wasn't good. Not at all. I was going to die. Burt and Finn were going to kill me, maybe Ms. Carole would even add in a few punches.
"Puck?"
I was going to be a dad. Again. But this time, I was going to be there for my kid. They weren't going to be given to someone else. They were going to live with me. In my house.
"Noah?"
I was going to wake up in the middle of the night to feed them. I was going to be there to see their first steps. I was going to teach them the alphabet. I was going to drive them to their first day of school.
"Noah! You have to breath!"
I felt Sarah sit on my lap and put her hand on my chest.
"Come on, please Noah, just breath, it's going to be ok."
I scoffed and turned to face her, "It's going to be ok? Sarah you're not even out of high school and are going to be a mother."
Tears ran down Sarah's face, "I know."
I shook my head, "I'm so sorry, I'll never touch you again, I promise."
Sarah smiled, "Thanks, but I don't think we'll be able to go without ever touching each other again."
I carefully wiped her tears and was surprised when Sarah did the same to me.
"I love you," Sarah whispered.
I nodded, suddenly feeling sick with the whole thing.
Sarah cleared her throat, "My present," she lifted the card from my hands, "Open this first."
I tore through the envelope and looked at the card. I skimmed the poem on the front and flipped to the inside. The first thing I saw was the message at the bottom, "Love You, Forever and Always, Sarah."
I set the card down on the desk and picked up the box, it was sort of heavy. I raised my eyebrows at Sarah, who just smiled lightly and nodded at the box. I lifted the lid to see a silver watch sitting inside surrounded by tissue paper.
"It's too much Sars," I muttered.
"No, no it's not," Sarah shook her head.
"I can't just accept this when there's no reason for it," I argued.
"Think of it as a Christmas and Valentine's day gift," Sarah reasoned.
I sighed before giving her a quick kiss, "Then thank you, that was very nice of you."
Sarah smiled, "You're very welcome."
"What are we going to do?" I asked softly, "It's up to you."
Sarah bit her lip, "Do you think maybe we could just keep it a secret to ourselves for a little bit?"
"That's fine with me," I gave her a small smile and brushed down her hair.
"You're going to be here for me, right? You'll love me through it all?" Sarah's voice wavered.
"Why do you think I wouldn't love you?" I whispered while standing up and gently carrying her to my bed.
"Because I'm going to be fat and keep you from your dreams," Sarah said softly.
I sighed as I laid next to her and pulled her on my chest, "You're going to be pregnant, not fat, and you won't be keeping me from my dreams. I don't know what I want to do once September hits, so of course I plan on staying here with you and this baby and Beth."
Sarah nodded, "I'm so scared," she whimpered.
I rubbed her back, "We're going to be ok, it's all going to be ok."
"That's what Blaine said," Sarah mumbled into my chest.
"Blaine's a smart person," I reasoned, but I was mad that he had said it first.
"I wish I had taken you, it's probably the stupidest thing I had ever done and I'm sorry that I did it," Sarah said almost inaudibly.
I played with a stray piece of her hair, "You were doing what you thought was right, I'm not going to hate you because of it."
Sarah sighed and nodded, "I love you."
"I love you too."
We stayed laying there against my pillows for a minute before Sarah's breathing slowed and made a soft sound. She had fallen asleep on top of me and I wasn't going to dare move her.
There were footsteps coming up the stairs and I maneuvered so I'd be able to see the person. The top of Finn's head came into view before he stood at the top of the stairs.
"Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't realize you guys were doing anything," Finn mumbled even though he walked further into our room.
"She's asleep," I explained.
Finn nodded and went to his bed. He sat down and grabbed his iPod, "Why's she so tired?"
I bit my lip, "I'm not sure, she just came up here and wanted to take a nap."
"I'm going to win this baby naming thing," Finn said, forgetting about Sarah completely.
I chuckled softly, "I don't know, Abigail's a pretty awesome name."
Finn looked up and shook his head, "Gabriella is a way better name."
I gently moved Sarah off of me and onto the pillows before sitting up, "We'll see, but I think we're the ones who have to chose in the end."
Finn's eyes scrunched up, "That's going to be hard."
"You know what? We should combine our names that way we both win," I suggested.
"Like Gabriella Abigail? Or Abigail Gabriella?" Finn asked.
I considered the options, "Gabriella Abigail sounds better."
Finn nodded and smiled, "We're so going to win this thing." He moved off the bed and walked over to me where he held out a hand, "Let's shake on it."
I laughed, "Fine," I shook his hand.
"What are you two shaking on?" Kurt asked as he walked in.
"The baby name," I told him.
"Really?" Kurt raised his eyebrows, "And what name did you two agree on?"
"Gabriella Abigail," Finn said while walking back to his bed and sitting down.
Kurt nodded, "Not bad," he looked past me at Sarah, "What's she doing?"
I looked down at her and held back a sigh, "She's tired, so she's taking a nap."
"Is she sick or something?" Kurt asked as he walked closer.
I put a protective hand on her stomach, "No, she's fine."
"Dude, where'd you get this watch?" I looked up to see Finn holding Sarah's present for me.
"That's the same watch Blaine has," Kurt observed.
I stood up and grabbed the watch from Finn's hand, "It's a gift from Sarah."
"Was there a reason?" Kurt asked.
"Love you, forever and always, Sarah," Finn read from the card, "Did you guys get in a fight or something?"
I turned away from them and stared at Sarah, "We're fine."
"Are you sure?" Kurt asked.
I spun around, "Yeah, positive. We're fantastic. Wonderful. Amazing. Great. Perfect."
Kurt stepped back, "Ok, then."
I groaned, "We're fine, no fights, no problems, just fine."
Finn and Kurt nodded as they each walked back to their own bed. I carefully sat next to Sarah's sleeping body and leaned back against the wall.
"Noah," Sarah muttered.
Each of us looked towards her with wide eyes. Was she talking in her sleep, or actually awake?
"Your eyes...pretty," Sarah mumbled and rolled closer to me.
Finn snorted, "What is she talking about?"
"Apparently she thinks you have pretty eyes Noah," Kurt taunted with a laugh.
I watched her and prayed she wouldn't say more. She could have been dreaming about our baby, right? Or Beth? Both Kurt and Sarah said that Beth has my eyes, that's what she's dreaming about. There is a possibility that she's dreaming about our baby though.
Sarah breathed out in content before blinking her eyes open up at me, "Hey."
"Did you have a good nap?" I smirked.
Sarah nodded and sat up, "You'll never guess what I had a dream about."
"Noah's eyes?" Finn asked.
Sarah snapped her head towards Finn before turning towards Kurt, "What? I...no."
"You were talking in your sleep babe," I said softly while drawing pictures on her bare arm with my finger.
Sarah's face turned red as she faced me, "What did I say?" she whispered.
"That Noah has pretty eyes," Kurt laughed.
"What?" Sarah mouthed.
"You mumbled my name and then said, 'Your eyes...pretty,'" I told her.
Sarah looked around the room at the snickering step-brothers before turning back towards me, "I have to explain."
"It's fine Sarah," Finn chuckled, "You don't have to explain, you think Puck has pretty eyes."
I blushed, catching on to what Sarah was actually dreaming about, "Just leave her alone."
Sarah climbed over me, "Meet me in my room," she whispered in my ear.
Sarah walked out of the room and down the stairs. I slowly got up, "I'm gonna go see what Grace is doing."
Kurt laughed, "Ok, that's what you're going to do."
I glared at him before going down stairs. I walked into Sarah's room and closed the door, "What's up?"
"I had a dream about our baby," Sarah whispered, "It felt so real."
I sat next to her on the bed, "And let me guess, they had my eyes?"
Sarah groaned and fell on my lap, "Did I seriously say that?"
I laughed, "Yeah."
Sarah turned so her face was in my thigh, "Ugh, I didn't even know that I talk in my sleep."
I stroked her hair, "It's the only time I've noticed."
Sarah rolled over and looked up at me, "Did I say that I was pregnant?"
"Nope," I shook my head.
"Good," Sarah sat up, "We should do something."
I laughed, "Right now? Ok, what do you want to do?"
"No, not right now, but maybe on spring break," Sarah smiled.
"Where did your mom and Burt decide we're going?" I asked.
"Kalahari, remember?" Sarah smirked.
"Right," I nodded, remembering the dinner conversation last week.
"In a hotel, all by ourselves," Sarah added and climbed on top of my lap.
"Imagine if we get joining rooms," I said while pulling her back with me against the wall.
Sarah smiled, "It's going to be the best spring break ever."
I laughed, "But what are we going to do together? Go down a slide?"
Sarah laughed and shook her head, "I was talking about maybe going to the hotel restaurant, but your idea's nice too."
I kissed her softly, "Got it, Momma."
Sarah giggled, "Please, not now, let's wait for the names until later."
I nodded and moved to kiss her neck, "Fine by me."
Sarah grabbed the neck of my shirt and pulled me on top of her as she laid back, "Now, let's have a little fun. Like a warm up for spring break."
I laughed, "Your wish is my command."
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A/N: So...opinions? Anyone mad? Happy about her pregnant? What do you think of their spring break plan? It's not the beach, but I didn't want them to fly across the country since Ohio can be cold the first week of April. There will be some bonding between two characters which some of you wanted. I know this chapter wasn't the best, but it was the best I could do with this kinda stuff since I have no experience whatsoever in it. How'd you like Blaine's point of view? PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions! I love to read them!
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Sneak Peak: I jumped on my bed with a laugh. This was going to be a great break.
Spring break with some surprises!
