Never Forgotten Past
Last Time: Sarah called Blaine and asked him to go to the store with her. Once there, Blaine realized that Sarah may be pregnant. He was right when they went in the bathroom and Sarah took the tests. Sarah told Puck, who was hit with the idea of being a father. Sarah and Puck decided to keep the baby a secret until they're both ready. And that's what you missed on Never Forgotten Past.
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any songs that I may put in here.
Vacation
Sarah's Point of View
Puck held the door open for me as I dragged my suitcase into the giant hotel. Spring break officially started today and we were at Kalahari. Mom and Burt had said that it was fine if Blaine and Rachel came along since Puck was, as long as they don't sleep in the same room as their boyfriend, meaning I can't either. We all followed Mom and Burt to the front desk where they started checking in.
"I can't wait to get on the slides!" Grace jumped up and down, "This is going to be so much fun!"
Everyone laughed, she had been like this the whole drive here. Nonstop talking and jumping around.
"Alright, calm down monster, we literally just pulled into the parking lot," Puck chuckled while wrapping an arm around my waist.
Grace stopped jumping and stomped her foot, "Don't call me a monster, Noah! It's not nice!"
"Hey, it's a mini Rachel," Kurt observed.
Rachel and Grace's mouths dropped, "Hey!" they said at the same time.
Mom and Burt turned around, "Alright, room assignments," Burt announced.
"We have our own room with Grace," Mom started with a smile towards the ten year old, "Then Kurt, Rachel, and Sarah in a room while Noah, Finn, and Blaine in another."
"Don't worry, you guys have an extra bed in your rooms so no one has to share," Burt added while leading us towards the elevators.
"Good," Puck said under his breath.
I elbowed him in the chest, "Be quiet," I smirked.
"Two guys in one bed? No matter how well they're friends, that would put a question mark next to my sexuality," Puck whispered.
I doubled over in laughter, "Oh my God! You are unbelievable!"
"Sarah, shut up," Finn told me, "You're too loud."
I straightened up, "Well if Puck wasn't being so self-centered-"
"Worrying about whether or not my girlfriend will love me if I share a bed with a guy is not being self-centered," Puck interrupted.
"Are you seriously saying Sarah would think you were gay if you and Finn or Blaine shared a bed?" Kurt asked with raised eyebrows.
"Shut up," Puck muttered as he walked ahead towards Grace.
I sighed with a smile and kept walking towards the end of the hallway where the elevator was.
Rachel grabbed my wrist, "Are you ready, roomie?"
I laughed, "Yup."
"We are going to have so much fun," Kurt added in.
"I can't wait until we go swimming," Blaine smiled.
"Finn, you'll promise to not let me drown?" Rachel asked with all sincerity.
"Of course, Rach, I won't let you drown," Finn laughed.
We caught up to where Mom, Burt, Puck, and Grace were waiting for the elevator. Mom looked up from the cards, "Alright, girls and Kurt, you guys are in 317; boys in 319; and we're in 318."
"Do you know what that means?" Puck whispered in my ear.
I shook my head.
"Conjoined. Rooms," Puck smirked just as the elevator doors opened and he pinched my side.
I smirked as well and stepped in next to Mom.
"Excited?" Mom asked.
I bit my lip to hide the smile, "Yeah, I'm definitely excited for the next few days."
The nine of us crammed in an elevator for a minute was hot and uncomfortable, but we managed.
Grace ran out as the elevator hit the third floor, "I'm getting my bathing suit on! Hurry up Noah so we can go down the slide together!" We watched her run down the hallway before stopping in front of 318 and jumping up and down, "Come on!"
"Sorry, she's just never really been in a nice hotel before...actually, she's never been in a hotel," Puck said quietly.
Burt clapped him on the shoulder, "Don't worry about it, she's just having fun."
"She's embarrassing," Puck mumbled before grabbing my hand and following the others.
"She's also your sister," I smiled, "Don't worry, the only people you know here are us."
We stopped in front of our doors, "I just hope she grows out of it," Puck said while knocking on his door, "Come on morons, I know you're in there, I saw you two go in."
Rachel opened my door, "Noah, just come in here, there's a double door and they think they're being funny."
She stepped back to let the two of us in. I gasped softly, the room was huge.
Kurt jumped out from the bathroom, "This is amazing!"
Suddenly the door in the wall opened and Finn came through, "Hey guys, have you seen-"
"Puck? I'm right here idiot," Puck said while walking past Finn into his room.
Finn nodded and walked back in behind him. As the door closed I jumped on my bed with a laugh. This was going to be a great break.
"Oh my gosh! Can you believe that we actually got a conjoined room?" Rachel squealed as she jumped next to me.
Kurt smiled, "I don't think we could have been luckier."
"Who's going to sleep on the rollaway bed?" I asked.
Kurt walked over to it and softly touched the mattress, "Feels fine, I'll sleep here."
Rachel suddenly laughed, "You guys know that the rollaway beds aren't going to be used, right?"
I laughed along, "Good, I was hoping I wasn't the only one thinking that."
There was a knock on the room's door and I ran to get it. I opened the door with a laugh, "Grace, what are-"
"Why aren't you in your suit?" Grace screeched as she ran past me into the room, "Rachel! Kurt! Get your bathing suits on!"
The side door opened again and Blaine, Finn, and Puck filed through each in their bathing suits.
Puck sat on my bed and pulled Grace on his lap, "Calm down Grace, they'll get dressed in a second."
Rachel nodded, "I'll go get dressed right now," she swiftly walked into the bathroom with her blue one-piece in hand.
"I'll be right back," Kurt went through the boys' door with his own green suit.
I sat next to Finn on Rachel's bed, "Hey, we're all gonna switch rooms tonight," Finn whispered in my ear.
I smirked, "We were talking about that too."
"Great minds think alike," Blaine smiled.
Rachel came out of the bathroom and I stood to go in. I slipped into my dark pink two piece before pulling my hair into a high ponytail. I stared at myself in the mirror and set my hands on my stomach.
"Ready to have fun, baby?" I whispered.
There was a knock on the door and I whipped towards it. Please, please not have heard what I just said.
"Yeah?" I opened the door.
Puck stood in front of me, "Ready? I don't think I can hold Grace off any longer."
I smirked and grabbed my clothes off the floor, "Of course."
"We're you talking to yourself?" Puck whispered.
I paused, "No."
"Oh, I thought I heard you say something in there," Puck muttered.
I pushed past him and set my clothes on my suitcase, "Who's ready to go swimming?"
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Each of us was laughing as we walked back into our room a few hours later. We reeked of chlorine and our hair was plastered to the sides of our heads, but it was a blast.
"Who else saw Rachel's face when she came flying out of that slide?" Puck laughed.
Rachel glared at him as she grabbed her bathroom bag, "It was not funny Noah."
"Rach, you looked like you were dying," Finn added in.
"Like you were any better!" I hit his shoulder lightly, "You screamed the entire way down when you and I went on that slide together!"
"I don't scream," Finn mumbled on his way into their room.
Puck wrapped his arms around my waist and put his chin on my head, "Do you want to do our own thing for dinner tonight?" he asked.
I smiled and turned in his grasp to look up at him, "Could I take a shower first?"
Puck nodded and kissed my forehead, "Sure."
I slipped from his arms to start getting my stuff ready for the bathroom.
Rachel ran past me, "No you're not! Me first!"
I felt my mouth go slack before I fell back on my bed, "She's going to take forever."
Puck laughed and sat next to me, "It's alright, we can wait a little bit."
I leaned into his side, "I am so hungry though."
Puck softly kissed the top of my head before moving to kneel down in front of me. He glanced around the room to see that no one else was there and that the door was closed before moving his face close to my stomach, "Hey, baby, do you think you could hold off on eating for like an hour? Mommy needs to take a shower first, but then we can all go eat."
I giggled and put my hand on the side of his head, "Shut up because someone is going to catch you and-"
"What in the world are you two doing?"
Puck and I stopped breathing. Each of us slowly turned our heads to see Rachel standing just outside the bathroom, her bathing suit still on.
"Noah, are you talking to Sarah's stomach?" Rachel asked slowly.
"What are you doing?" I asked instead.
"I forgot my skirt out here," Rachel said and walked closer, "What's going on?"
Puck stood up, "You know me, I'm stupid. I was talking to Sarah's stomach because she's hungry and I thought it would stop."
Rachel looked apprehensive, but grabbed her skirt and went back into the bathroom.
I fell forward into Puck, "She's going to figure it out."
"I thought my story was pretty good," Puck muttered as he moved his hand up and down my back.
I leaned back on my elbows to look up at him, "Your story sucked."
"Well," Puck stepped backwards.
I sighed and sat up, "Sorry."
"Nah, you're right, it did suck," Puck said quietly.
We stared at each other for a minute before Puck turned towards the door and ran a hand over his head, "I'm going to go get dressed."
I nodded, "Ok," I whispered.
I watched Puck go into his room. As the door opened, laughter was heard along with the sight of pillows and clothes being thrown around. They were able to have fun and joke around, Puck and I were stuck trying to keep a secret.
The bathroom door opened and Rachel stepped out. I stood and quickly grabbed my clothes.
"Sarah," Rachel started.
"Not now," I ran past her into the bathroom.
I quickly stripped from my bathing suit and cover-up before turning the water on as hot as it could go and jumping in. The water hit my back and I sighed. I don't think I moved for a good five minutes before washing the chlorine out of my hair and off my body.
After the shower, I stepped out and dried off. Slowly, I pulled on my jean capris and yellow t-shirt. There was a knock on the door, so I opened it.
"Noah was wondering when you'll be ready," Rachel stated.
I gave myself a once over in the mirror and landed on my wet curls, "Do you think you could help braid my hair? For some reason I can't ever get it right when I want to do small ones."
Rachel nodded and led me to my bed. I sat down and watched as she grabbed a brush and ponytail holder. I forgot how good it felt to have someone else brush and do my hair.
"About earlier?" Rachel asked after a minute.
"He was just trying to be funny," I defended quickly.
I saw Rachel nod out of the corner of my eye, "If you don't want to talk about it now, that's fine, but you should know that you can tell me anything."
I tried to hide my groan, "Ok, sure."
"When you're ready," Rachel added.
"When I'm ready," I repeated softly.
When would I be ready? When would Puck be ready? I knew he was disappointed in himself even if he didn't say anything. He already had a daughter, why not add another one to the list? I was disappointed in myself, I did the one thing that Mom asked us not to do after the thing with Finn and Quinn, get pregnant.
Part of me wanted to tell Rachel everything. How it was three days before my birthday. How I wasn't scared at all that I could have been pregnant. How somehow Puck figured it out first. How I took Blaine to take the test with me instead of Puck. How I was scared out of my mind. But I didn't. I can't just tell Rachel everything without talking to the other half of the secret first.
"There," Rachel announced and stepped back. She handed me a mirror, "What do you think?"
I looked in the small mirror at the two tiny braids at the sides of my head over my still drying curls. "Thanks Rachel," I smiled.
Rachel smiled back and nodded, "You're welcome. I always dreamt of having a little sister to dress up and take care of."
I stood, "Well, soon I'll be your little sister, but the most I'll let you do is my hair, no picking out my daily clothes."
Rachel laughed, "Fine, that's fair."
I gave her a small hug, "Thanks again." Rachel looked a little shocked as I stepped past her to open the boys' door, "Puck?" I asked while slipping on my blue flip flops.
Puck looked up from where he was laying on his bed watching the tv as Finn channel surfed, "You ready?"
I nodded and stepped into their room. There were clothes everywhere. How they knew where their own stuff was was a mystery. An array of hair products was set out on the dresser, which I'm guessing were Blaine's. Some of the pillows were spread out in various places around the room. Kurt's laughter rang from the bathroom and I could see Blaine's reflection in there as well.
"Yeah, it's a little messy," Finn said when he noticed how I was staring at everything.
"How?" I asked.
Finn sat up and shrugged.
I laughed and looked at Puck who was crawling around the room, "What are you doing?"
Puck looked up, "Looking for my shoes."
"I swear, the entire time we've been in this hotel, we've only been in our rooms for maybe 45 minutes," I sighed and got down next to him, "Where was the last place you remember putting them?"
"I don't know, next to the door?" Puck suggested.
I sat up on my heels and raised my eyebrows, "Then look there."
Puck stood and walked towards the door, "They're not here."
Rachel walked in from the side door, "Looking for something?" She was holding Puck's tennis shoes in one hand at arm's length.
Puck turned towards her, "Where'd you find those?"
"Next to this door," Rachel told him while passing the shoes over. She sat next to Finn, "We're sleeping in my room tonight."
"What? That's not fair!" I said, "I don't want to spend the night in a room with you two in the other bed, but I don't want to spend the night in this pigsty either."
Blaine took a step back out of the bathroom, "We're sleeping in the girls' room. Sarah and Puck, you two are in here."
Kurt poked his head out, "Just think about it, you'll get privacy."
I scowled at him, "Yeah, we'll get privacy."
Puck stood from where he was sitting to put his shoes on and wrapped an arm around my waist, "Come on, let's go out to dinner then we can have some fun later."
I smirked and looked up at him, "Ok."
Puck grabbed his wallet off the desk along with the room key, "See ya guys later."
"Bye," I waved over my shoulder as Puck and I walked out the door.
Mom, Burt, and Grace walked out from their room, "Going to dinner?" Mom asked.
The two of us nodded and Burt stepped forward towards Puck, "Just a little something since I know it'll be expensive," he slipped a twenty into Puck's hand.
"Oh...I...no, take it back," Puck stuttered and put his hand out.
Burt shook his head, "Take it as a gift."
Puck slowly nodded and pocketed the money, "Thanks."
Grace hugged her brother, "I'm so glad we came to live with Ms. Carole and Mr. Burt, Noah."
Puck chuckled and hugged her back, "I'm glad too."
I softly squeezed his shoulder, "We should get going."
Puck nodded and pushed Grace away gently, "See you later."
"See you later," Grace repeated with a smile.
Puck and I walked to the elevator. Once in, Puck hit the button for the lobby and leaned against the back wall.
"Which one are we going to?" I asked.
Puck turned towards me, "I don't know, which one sounded good?"
I shrugged, "How about the one that looks like an African safari?"
Puck smiled, "Sure, whatever you want."
I grabbed his hand and softly played with his fingers, "Are you having fun so far?"
Puck smirked, "Of course, this place is great. Nicest hotel I've ever been to."
The elevator door opened and we walked out, "Noah?"
"What did I do? Why are you calling me Noah?" Puck asked with wide eyes.
"Have you been to a hotel before?"
Puck sighed, "You do realize that glee club went to Nationals last year, right? We stayed in a hotel then."
I nodded, "Right, sorry."
"Don't apologize," Puck led me across the lobby and towards the restaurant.
I was quiet as Puck asked for a table for two and we were led back through the African safari. I sat across from Puck and took my menu from the hostess who also set down two waters and straws.
"So, what are you thinking of?" Puck asked me.
I looked up with a blush, "I...well, I guess I was sort of thinking of telling Rachel about the baby."
"What?" Puck whisper yelled, "That's not at all what I was talking about!"
"Then what were you talking about?" I replied.
"What are you thinking of for dinner?" Puck said.
"You should have said that in the first place," I muttered.
"Don't tell Rachel, not her first," Puck told me.
I looked back up at him, "Let's not talk about this now."
"No," Puck set down his menu, "Right now is a great time to talk about it."
I glanced around the area, "Please Noah."
"Sarah Rose Hudson," I raised my eyebrows and Puck smirked, "Yeah, two can play at the full name game. We're talking about this now."
"Noah," I groaned, "No."
"Why do you want to tell Rachel?" Puck asked.
I played with my straw wrapper, "She thinks of me as her sister and it just seems like the right thing to do."
Puck ran a hand over his face, "Sarah, you specifically said wait until we're ready, keep it a secret, that kind of stuff."
"I know! But, maybe we're ready," I suggested, knowing it was a lost battle.
"Nope, I'm not, you're not, we're not telling anyone right now," Puck stated, "I've heard you're not supposed to tell anyone until you're absolutely sure the baby's safe and stuff anyways."
"That makes sense," I said softly and looked down.
Puck drew small pictures on my hand with his pointer finger, "Please...I just want to completely process this and think of what I'm going to do now because everything's going to change."
I looked up at him, "Ok, we'll keep it to ourselves for now, but we will eventually tell everyone."
Puck smiled, "Of course. Now, what do you want to eat?"
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
I jumped in the deep end of the pool and let the cool water wash over my head before kicking off the floor and bouncing up.
After we had dinner (which was very good), Puck and I went back upstairs in our rooms only to find them empty. I don't remember much of what happened then, but I know that it was a lot of fun, despite both of us being fully clothed the entire time.
Everyone else arrived back a little while later and were ready to go back in the pool. So here we were, just in the regular swimming pool to calm down after dinner before going back on the slides and stuff.
I started swimming towards where Puck was treading water a little ways away watching Grace jump in so she wouldn't drown. The water was at six feet deep over here and Puck was automatically in big brother mode when Grace told him she was jumping in.
Finn grabbed my leg and I took a breath before being pulled under. I splashed upwards and gasped in the warm air, "Finn!"
"What?" he asked innocently with a smirk before swimming over to Rachel, Kurt, and Blaine.
I glared at his back and swam as fast as I could after him. Within no time, I was inches behind him and I quickly jumped as best as I could on his back. The two of us went under only to be pulled up by Blaine.
"You guys are going to kill each other," he explained.
Finn and I glared at each other before laughing. Finn gently pushed me away from him and I splashed back.
"Hey! Don't splash my fiancé!" Rachel yelled before kicking water at me.
I giggled and swam away towards Puck and Grace. I grabbed onto Puck's arm to rest from my small swim, being 5'3" isn't easy.
Puck smiled down at me and wrapped his arm around my waist, keeping me to his side as he held onto the wall with his other hand, "Hey."
"Hey," I laughed.
"Noah! Sarah! Watch!"
We looked over towards Grace who spun in a circle in the air before crashing in the water. She swam up and gave us a huge smile.
I clapped my free hand on the water, "Fantastic."
"That was truly amazing," Puck added with a chuckle.
I raised my eyebrows at him and let out a small laugh, "You are so weird."
Puck laughed, "You say that all the time, yet you are always so nice and loving."
"Well, it's true," I shrugged out of Puck's grasp and swam to the ladder, "Come on, we never went on that toilet bowl ride together."
I stood at the edge of the pool and waited for Puck to climb out, "Be aware, I might scream," Puck said with all seriousness.
I laughed and grabbed his hand as we started walking towards the ride, "Ok."
"I'm serious, you might break up with me after this," Puck added.
I laughed harder, "You know I won't break up with you over you screaming on a water ride. Now come on." I tugged his hand and realized he was slowing down, "What are you doing? Come on."
"I don't know Sarah, it's really high up," Puck argued and completely stopped walking.
I stopped next to him, "Are you scared?"
"I'm not scared of anything!" Puck defended himself.
I let my eyes go wide and bottom lip stick out, just the way that I know makes him cave to whatever I want.
Puck groaned, "I'm not scared."
I led him to where Mom and Burt had reserved us a cabana. I sat on one of the couches and pulled him down next to me. I reached towards the refrigerator and pulled out two water bottles. I passed one to Puck before taking a sip of mine, "So..."
"I'm not scared Sarah," Puck repeated for the third time.
"I know," I replied, "Did you already go on it?"
"Nope," Puck looked out where we could see Grace and Rachel climbing the stairs for one of the slides together.
"Want to go on it with me?" I asked.
Puck sighed, "I don't know, maybe."
I slowly moved my hand up and down his hair line, knowing it would make him confess to whatever he was hiding, "You're not going to die," I whispered.
Puck laughed and turned to face me, "I know that! I'm just not to keen on dropping three stories."
I smiled, "Please, you know how I'm scared of heights. We can face our fear together."
Puck put his head in his hands, "You're not giving up are you?"
"Nope," I replied with a smirk.
Puck nodded and stood up, "Fine, I'll go on the thing. But be aware, this is not me facing a fear, this is me doing something that I don't want to do because my girlfriend is forcing me."
I laughed and grabbed his hand, "Come on, you scaredy cat, let's go before you change your mind."
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
"Everyone all set?" Mom asked from the doorway.
"Yup."
"Yes."
"Of course."
Mom nodded, "Alright then, goodnight."
"Goodnight."
"Love you."
"See you in the morning."
Mom smiled and walked out the door. Kurt quickly went from his bed to the door where he locked and bolted it. He padded back to the rollaway bed and sat on it, "Five minutes," he said with a glance at the clock.
"I can't believe we're doing this," Rachel said softly.
"Don't chicken out now, Rach, please," I begged while sitting up to rest my head on the backboard.
"I'm not chickening out," Rachel muttered and sat up herself, "I'm just a little shocked that we're letting you go and sleep with Puck in a room by yourselves."
"It's one night Rachel," I assured her, "And besides, Puck and I share a bed at home."
Kurt glared at me, "Yes, I can't believe they actually let you two do that."
I shrugged with a smile, "Charm can get you wonders, brother."
Kurt laughed and threw his pillow at me, "Oh, shut up."
"Finn and I get the room tomorrow though," Rachel stated.
I nodded while Kurt sighed, "I can't believe we all agreed on this."
"I thought you and Blaine were going to stay up here tomorrow afternoon?" I asked, going back on what had been decided earlier in the lazy river between the six of us.
Kurt nodded, "Yeah, but still..."
"It's what Blaine wanted," Rachel reminded him.
As if on cue, the side door opened and Blaine and Finn walked through.
Finn smiled and went at Rachel, "Hey there."
Rachel smiled back and kissed him softly as he climbed in next to her, "Hey there yourself."
I threw back the covers, "I'm out."
Blaine and Kurt laughed while taking my place, "Be good," Kurt reminded me.
I waved a hand as I walked through the door.
"Don't get pregnant!" Blaine added in.
I closed the door, but not before I could hear the laughter and the "Yeah right"s and "Like they would do that again"s. I locked the door for good measure.
Puck patted the spot next to him, "Careful, even though I cleared a path, it might still be hard to get here."
I laughed and slowly walked towards him on the bed, "How did this even happen?"
"I'm not sure," Puck chuckled.
I made it to the bed and climbed underneath the covers, "All night to ourselves," I whispered.
"Yup," Puck muttered as he pulled me on top of him.
I flipped over and propped myself up to look at him, "Not that we don't already at home..."
"But it's different in a hotel," Puck finished.
I nodded and kissed him softly, "Could we make the most of this?"
Puck smiled, "Of course," and he flipped the two of us over.
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
A/N: Ok, so not really any surprises, but last minute I decided to change my original idea. I know when certain people are going to find out, but that's not for a while. It's not for a while, but I guess I'll tell you anyways, this story goes to the end of season three and their will be a sequel. So the total of Sarah being pregnant and how her and Puck handle it will be a different story, although there will be an epilogue at the end of this. I hope that's not too much of a spoiler. Wasn't Choke so sad at the end? Cry definitely made me cry, although that's due to half of the episode and half of the fact that the story pretty much happened to me in real life. Alright, I'm done with my little rant, so PLEASE REVIEW with any questions, comments, concerns, or suggestions! I love hearing you from you guys!
~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
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~~~~~GLEE~~~~~
Sneak Peak: I grabbed Sarah's hair as she threw-up, this definitely wasn't due to motion sickness.
Someone finds out about Sarah! I haven't done their point of view in a while, so it should be fun.
