HEY DUDES AND DUDETTES! I can't tell you how sorry I am for the late update. Writer's block sucks so much. I've felt bad about not updating so I had been sitting at my computer all day trying to figure out a chapter to get this story going again. So here is a small chapter for you as a result, and I hope to get more chapters out soon.
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"You want to tell me whats been bothering you?" Raven asked as she and Beast Boy traveled uptown.
Beast Boy paused as he landed on the roof of a building and morphed back to his human form.
"Uh, kind of a bad time to talk isn't it?" He said. "I mean city in danger and all." He jumped to another rooftop.
Raven flew beside him.
"I only ask because I've sensed something." She watched him. "You've been acting strange for the past few days. Stranger than usual anyway."
He raised his eyebrow at her. "Whoa...are you actually trying to have a conversation with me? And me without a camera."
She then gave him that look. The one he knew all too well. It was her famous 'Your an idiot' look.
He stopped and smiled a soft smile at her.
"I'm okay Rae." He said. She then stood in front of him.
"Your lying." She whispered. "I can tell. Not because I'm an empath, but by that smile." His smile slowly vanished. "I tried to not worry about it but I can't ignore it anymore. You only smile like that when your upset. You've always done that."
Beast Boy said nothing. All he could do was look at her.
'She see's past it?' He thought.
"Beast Boy, something is bothering you big time. I know its none of my business but believe it or not I do worry." She confessed.
He swallowed nervously and started to walk past her.
"Dr. Light is robbing a bank as we speak. We better get over there and-"
Raven grabbed him by his shoulder. He looked to her with an annoyed look.
She stared back at him with stern eyes and stood her ground.
"Dr. Light can wait."
Beast Boy opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling. His breathing was slow but heavy. He turned his head and looked at the clock.
3:45 am
He then sat up, rubbed his eyes and sighed. He hated that dream. No, it wasn't a dream. It was a memory. A memory that irritated him. Mostly for the fact that it never goes farther than those last words.
"Dr. Light can wait." he whispered to himself. What was it that she wanted? The thought irritated him.
For an unknown reason he couldn't remember a lot from the day Raven died. It was only six months ago he started having this dream. He hadn't told the others about it. He didn't want them to know. Like many other things.
He stood up and walked to his mirror. Ignoring the small scars on his arms and shoulders, he turned so he could see his back. The red mark was still there. He had actually had it for a while. He had thought it was a bug bite, but to his knowledge they don't normally last over six months. He remembered Starfire's reaction towards him earlier. He hated it when he blacked out. What had he done that scared her? He hoped that whatever he did he didn't hurt her. Maybe he was just afraid she'd learn something he didn't want her to know.
He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair. There was no way he could go back to sleep. Not after that. He put on his shirt and walked down the hall quietly so not to wake the others. Without even paying attention, he found himself at Raven's bedroom door again. He stared at it for a few moments that felt like hours. He gently placed his ear against the door, hoping to hear something that would sound like Raven. Nothing. He stood straight, sighed and whispered to himself.
"Come on dude...stop torturing yourself like this." He rubbed the back of his head and slowly walked away leaving the hallway. But not before stopping to look at her door again, wishing for her to open it.
