33 - The Hockey Moms

Ashley's PoV

It was snowing big flakes outside and I watched as they landed on the ground, giving the ground a more 'cleaner' visual to it. I locked my car door and bit my lip, stuffing my hands into my pockets, walking towards the entrance of the café.

I noticed they were already inside. I could see Spencer's smile from a mile away as she watched the girls tell a story. I took a deep breath and opened the door, cringing inwardly as the chimes went off.

All eyes were on me.

"Mommy!" Dylan scurried out of the booth and ran to me, flinging her arms around my neck as I bent down to pick her up. She wrapped her legs around my waist and I closed my eyes, feeling content instantly.

"Hey you," I whispered and she pulled back, grinning like a big girl, "how was your day?"

"Good," she nodded, "I already did my homework and Spencer let me have ice cream before dinner."

"Hey now," Spencer was suddenly standing beside me, "we were supposed to keep that a secret."

I raised an eyebrow and smirked a little when Dylan blushed. "Ah, don't take it personally Spencer; Dylan could never hide anything from me."

"Sorry Spencer." My daughter murmured cutely and smiled when Spencer kissed her on the cheek.

"We saved a spot for you," Spencer ushered us over to the booth, "I ordered you a Coke, hope you don't mind."

I shook my head, thanking her softly. I slid into the booth next to Dylan and sat across from Lucas, who was looking at me with a small smile. "Hi Miss Davies," she whispered.

I smiled back. "Hi Miss Carlin."

Lucas smiled even bigger and bit her lip. "Dylan's excited about our game."

"I am." Dylan agreed, taking a sip of her strawberry-kiwi juice.

"Well so am I." I said softly and shared a look with Spencer.

"Okay so I know that I shouldn't ask you this right now but do you think I can skip practice tomorrow Spencer?" I heard that familiar teenage voice come charging through the front of the store. She reached the table and immediately stopped, looking between me and Spencer. "Damn, I always interrupt these important moments."

"Bad word." Dylan raised an eyebrow and beamed a grin at Lucas, who high fived her. She was tossed a dollar coin and squealed.

"Every time one of us says a bad word, we owe the girls a dollar." Spencer explained and I nodded slowly, smiling. "So Jai, why'd you want to skip practice tomorrow?"

"Uh," she cleared her throat, "because I'm thinking about sleeping in?"

Sounded like Spencer when she was in school.

"Oh God come on Coach!" Jaiden whined and fell to her knees, giving Spencer a pout. "I have a huge test tomorrow in science and I'm already flunking it. I just wanted to pull an all nighter."

"Yo Wynters!" I heard a voice from the entrance. "Are we still on for that party tonight?"

Jaiden's face paled.

"See you at practice tomorrow." Spencer said seriously.

"Goddamnit!" Jaiden yelled slightly. "Jyll! I told you I had it covered!"

"Bad word." Lucas whispered and smiled at the teenager, batting her long eyelashes.

"You're lucky you're young and cute," Jaiden mumbled and tossed another loonie out of her pocket.

"And you're going to be working the rest of the night." Ephiny flung a towel at Jaiden as she walked by us to grab another table of customers.

Jaiden bit her lip hard before sighing heavily. "Well then, I can't go to a party, I have to work now and I'm still going to practice in the morning," she looked at the girls, "do you know the moral of this story?"

"Don't lie." Lucas shrugged.

Spencer and I chuckled quietly. Lucas was a smart one and fast with her words – just like her mother.

"Right." Jaiden nodded and sighed heavily, waving off her girlfriend. "So what can I get you lovely people?" She took off her coat and blew hair out of her face.

"Nachos please!" Lucas grinned and looked at Dylan, "with extra sour cream, right Dyl?"

"Yes please." Dylan grinned up at me. Wow, the girls had manners. I sighed and looked at Spencer, damn she was still the woman of my dreams. Perfect in every way.

Even her flaws.

Because the lesbian God knew I was not perfect either.

"You should try the nachos," Lucas looked at me, "they're really good here."

Spencer nodded in agreement. "I'll have them too."

That was that then.

"Make that four." I smiled at Jaiden and she jotted it down before someone caught her eye at the entrance.

"Ahh, if it isn't the Davies-Carlin family!" I liked the sound of that. Carmen grinned as she approached us with Sammy with her. "And lil Jai."

"Bite me." Jaiden sighed, as if she were bored. "Hey Taylor," she grinned and caught the gaze of the older woman, "wanna hook up?"

"Sure," Sammy smiled softly, "I'll read you a bedtime story."

Dylan chuckled beside me and curled into my side, her hand on my leg.

Jaiden just smiled and walked away.

"We're not here to interrupt," Carmen looked at me when she said that, "we just wanted to come ask if it's okay that we see Dylan's first game."

"Why wouldn't it be?" Spencer asked, looking up at her best friend. Their friendship and being as close as they were, was no surprise. Carmen had been there for Spencer since the very beginning, even when I was in the picture back in high school. She had a sense of loyalty in her that I hadn't possessed back then. I was hoping I could make that change.

"Well because I wasn't sure if Ashley-"

"You're welcome to go," I softly interrupted, "you're a part of Dyl's life as well."

She was.

"Aunt Carmen taught Dylan a few moves to be a goalie." Lucas grinned proudly.

"Eh," Carmen nudged my shoulder, "your kid's a natural hockey player. I barely had to teach her a thing."

Dylan blushed and beamed up at me proudly. I kissed her forehead. "I can't wait to see you play."

"So not fair," Jaiden laid out some napkins and extra sour cream on the table, "I have to work and I can't even see my two favourite hockey girls play."

"Then you shouldn't lie." Lucas reminded her.

Spencer smiled and took a sip of her Dr. Pepper. "So Ashley, how was your day?"

I blushed a little and cleared my throat. She was asking me how my day was and it made me feel … alive and special. Feelings I hadn't felt for the longest time. Yet somehow Spencer could make me feel all that and more with just one look.

But the one thing I couldn't say kept repeating itself in my head.

Lonely without you.

"It's much better now, thank you."

And we shared another smile.

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"Come on." Spencer nudged my shoulder and pulled me towards the team's box. "I think you need to experience this up close and personal."

"Oh God," I breathed, "I'm so nervous, what if Dyl gets hurt?"

Spencer raised an eyebrow at me. "Then you clearly don't know her strategy in this sport."

"What exactly is her strategy?" I asked sceptically.

"Kill 'em with kindness." Spencer laughed and blew her whistle. "Okay team, gather around!" I stood there in the middle of all the children, listening to everything the Coach had to say.

And I had to say that the whole Coach side of Spencer was a real turn on. Her hair was down and slightly wavy, her black 'Coach' jacket was unzipped, revealing her tight black sweater underneath.

"Davies, take it easy out there," she teased, "we wouldn't want to give your mom a heart attack."

Dylan and Lucas erupted into giggles.

"Thanks." I murmured and Spencer just smiled at me. Dylan placed her head gear on and tapped me on the leg. I knelt down and she moved her lips to whisper in my ear, "kiss her." And she skated off with Lucas and the rest of the team.

I think I was blushing. I was glad no one else heard Dylan.

"Welcome to the world of being a hockey mom." Coach Carlin grinned before blowing her whistle and getting the girls ready for warm up.

I sighed contently. I wasn't only a mother, I was a hockey mom.

I was finally feeling like I could settle down.

Maybe Kenora had a spot for me in it.

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