So as this chapter is clearly titled I am discontinuing this fanfiction series and will most likely never write any more stories on this site. I know there were only couple more chapters to go before I finished the volume but I have to be honest with myself and come to accept that I'll never be motivated enough to write the next chapter. I came up with this story when I was still in high school and now this fanfiction just feels like I've left it in the past. Literally, you guys have no idea how many times I forgot about this thing and just how long it'd take me to remember its existence. I have wanted to finish this volume for a long time because I had put so much of my time into it but the problem is I don't want to write this anymore. When I look back at this story I'm kind of ashamed of it because of its many flaws, which I had denied in the past, and the fact that it does kind of resembles all the stereotypical cliques I hate in books and movies. So rather than having my fans wait for a chapter that may never come I just decide it'd be better to end this thing.
Yeah so, long story short. I'm done writing this, or should I say I can't write this anymore. I won't be deleting it since many of you seem to like this story. And I doubt I'll ever start any new projects, or at the very least not post anything new on this site, so there won't be those unexpected returns like I usually had every couple of months.
Anyway, I wanted to thank you guys. You guys really got me to love of writing and popped my bubble so that I wasn't shy of sharing my ideas to the world. Sorry to let you guys down but I doubt you'd enjoy or be satisfied with the last few chapters of this volume being written in a halfassed way. Thanks for everything and goodbye.
~lovelylotus
