^^Keeping Your Faith That Is Gone^^

5. Too Deep Of A Cut

Fear raced through Stefan's veins as he said those words,"Try to understand what?" He didn't know what they were so hesitant,so fearful to tell him. And quite frankly, it scared the crap out of him.

"I-I..." It was impossible for her to say those words without stuttering, in the emotional state she was in. She didn't know how to explain how much she'd changed. She didn't know when was the exact moment she decided she no longer wanted to live. "After you left, a piece of me died, Stefan, me trying to end my misery was all I felt I could do."

Stefan nodded weakly before he turned furious. He turned swiftly, his face groaning veiny around his eyes." Damn it, Elena." He said, punching the wall, and breaking through it. He felt sick to his stomach, and just didn't, couldn't understand.

Elena flinched at his harsh tone, so unused to it. She felt tears building in her eyes, because she deserved it all. The harsh comments,yet it didn't make it any easier to endure them all."I'm so sorry." Is all she said.

"You should be." Those were the only words he said to her, and they were like a whip, no a knife, because a wound from a knife only stung less over a less over an extremely long period of time. Whereas the pain from a whip could be short and quick.

All of her wounds were like a knife had cut into her skin, yet she feared some of those wounds would never heal.

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