I sit on my bed with my head in my hands, decisions, decisions... 'What I am I going to tell Charlie that he can actually believe?' I think to myself.

'Oh, whatever, I'll come up with something.' I sigh and reach for the phone and just as I'm about to call Charlie there is a knock on the door.

"Yes?" I ask wondering who could possibly be interupting this very important part of my preparation to become a vampire.

"Bella?" I growl to myself, "What the fuck do you want Cullen?"

My door opens a little bit and I see Carlisle standing on the other side. I sigh, "What Carlisle, I'm kinda busy not only cleaning up your mess, but calling to tell my father I'm never coming home. So, if you don't mind, leave me the fuck alone."

He sighed, "Bella, I'll only be a minute I really need to talk to you."

I growl, "Carlisle you have 2 minutes to say whatever the fuck you need to say and get the fuck out of my room and back into your own."

His eyes widened in shock, "Why did you turn us in? I thought we were your family?"

I laugh hysterically at that, "My family? So do you leave all of your family lost in the fucking woods, with a fucking vengeful vampire on the loose after me?" I sigh, "Charlie is my family, Even the Volutri have treated me more like family than you disgusting pieces of shit. Not only that, but I will NEVER forgive you NEVER. For the next 3 centuries your life will be hell. You will be begging for death at the end of it Carlisle, Edward will of course suffer more than the rest of you. After all, the only thing you did was leave me without a goodbye, Edward broke me. Edward said I wasn't good enough for your precious family, that I'm not good enough for him. That he pretended to love me and I was just a fucking pet. In all honesty, your precious son deserves far worse than death and I will see he gets the proper treatment, just like he made sure I was left broken on the forest floor to be found by wolves. Not only that but I had hypothermia and I was catatonic for 3 months. So forgive me for having no fucking sympathy for you and your stupid fucking family. It pissed me off that you said I was family and left, So I came here to get justice for myself and my family because yours distroyed me. I am no longer the Bella you knew, I am Izzy Volturi and it will stay that way. Now, if you please Carlisle, go fuck yourself and get the fuck out of my room."

He nodded, obviously in shock and walked out of my room with his head down, I sigh, I need to calm down before I make the call to Charlie now, "Jane dear, can you come in here for a while please? I need some help coming up with something to tell my father."

She walked in my room and sat on the Black satin bed cover, "Why don't you tell him that you are back-packing all over Europe and just getting away from it all. Then we can make it look like you were attacked by an animal to give your father closure." I sigh, "Thanks Jane, thats a great idea, now while I'm talking to my father, can you please stop by and see the Cullen's on the way to returning to whatever it was you were doing before?" I asked with an evil gleam in my eyes.

She laughed, "Of course."

"Try not to make them scream too loud, I'd like to not have my father question me about that." I snicker and pick up the phone to call my dad.

The phone starting ringing and i bite the corner of my finger nail in nervousness.

"Swan residence," He answered gruffly.

"Daddy?" I ask

"Bells, baby, how are you?"

"I'm okay dad, I'm gonna see all of Europe, I'm doing the tourist thing. I eventually want to see the world." I answer excitedly.

"I'm glad you're okay baby girl, You had me very worried about you."

"I'm sorry I worried you Dad, that wasn't my intention. After Edward left me, I am broken, I need to find myself and as much as I would like to," he cut me off, "You can't do that here. I understand Bells, I really do. When you are ready honey, know that you always have a place here. My door will forever be open to you."

I smile gratefully, "Thank you Daddy, I'll call you when I can, I love you." Knowing this will be the last time I will probably ever have contact with my father, I just needed to hear that he loves me too.

"I love you too my sweet girl. Call me as soon as you can."

"I will Dad, I have to go now."

"Okay baby girl, goodbye."

"Bye Daddy."

I hang up the phone and throw myself onto the pillows and cry my eyes out. I hate this. The Cullen's will suffer and in my opinion 3 centuries isn't long enough for what I want done to them. I will train and I will rip them apart over and over and over again until they understand the pain I feel because of their actions. They will know.

Well since Demetri is going to be the one to change me I call for him. "Demetri, I'm ready now if you please."

He comes in the room, "Are you sure?" I nod and he moves to sit next to me on the bed. He sighs and leans over and sinks his razor-blade like teeth into my fleshy neck, he drinks some of the blood in my body, I'm not quite sure how much but what I do know is the instant he pushed his venom into my soft pliable body... The burning began.