Grace was slowly getting the hang of motherhood, It had been a week since she had him. She was still trying to figure out what Carson's cries were. She had him in the bassinet, and had some bath water heating up. She poured it in the tub, and got it halfway filled and added some cool water. She tested it and it was a good temp. She stripped herself down and Carson, and got in the tub holding him.

She cleaned him up and herself, and just played and cuddled with him in the tub. "Who's a handsome boy?" She smiled and cooed at him. Carson smiled, and kicked his legs. She pulled the plug after a while when the water started cooling off.

Abe was back working, as the construction foreman. This was the first time she was really left along with the baby. It was different, and slightly exciting. She wrapped the towel around him, and held him close to her as she walked from the bathroom to the bedroom. She sat on the bed and dried him off good. She got him dressed and all nice and warm. "Mommy's handsome little man." She smiled and kissed his tummy as he smiled and cooed. "You're just so brilliant." She kissed his cheek and laid him in the co-sleeper that he slept in on the bed. She dried off with the towel, and got dressed, slid on her shoes, then dried her hair with the towel, and brushed it and french braided it. She put on the baby carrier, and put Carson in it. She adjusted it and walked down the stairs and went for a walk outside holding him close, as he slept.

She kept walking around, pretty soon Maggie joined her, along with Michonne.

"How are doing, Grace?" Michonne asked as they walked to her place to make the guys some lunch.

"Really good." She smiled, "Glad I'm not suck anymore, and he's here." She said taking him out of the carrier, and laying him in a makeshift crib from a dresser drawer.

"That's good." Michonne smiled. "He's a beautiful baby." She watched Grace take off the carrier and put it down, and fixed her shirt.

"Thank you." Grace smiled slightly and washed her hands, and helped them.

"Glenn and I are trying." Maggie said softly. "Well.. Have been for a while now." She sighed.

"I'll happen, Maggie." Michonne smiled slightly. "Patience."

"I know." Maggie sighed cutting up the left over roast.

Grace was slicing the cheese. She stopped for a second and closed her eyes. She had a really strong headache, and saw a flash before her eyes of a bright light, and someone standing in front of her with a barbed wire baseball bat. She couldn't see anything else but the bat. She gasped as she saw the bat swing, and nearly cut her finger off, as she forced her eyes open.

Michonne grabbed her hand to stop her from cutting her finger off. "You okay?"

Grace just nodded, and didn't want to talk about it. "Just a headache." She lied slightly, and put the knife down. "Tylenol upstair still?" She asked Michonne. Michonne nodded. "Yes."

Grace wiped her hands off and walked upstairs to the bathroom, washed her face and took a tylenol. She sat on the side of the tub and rubbed her face. She talked herself out of panicking and fixed her hair and went downstairs.

"Rough night?" Maggie asked watching her walk back to the cutting board.

"Yeah. He didn't want to latch or sleep, very well last night." Grace said going along with that subject. "I stayed awake because I knew Abe was going back to work today." She said packing the sandwiches up and putting Carson back in the carrier and walking with them to the construction yard.

"I'm sorry. If you need a break or anything - Come get us. Hell, any of us." Maggie smiled. "We love that boy."

Grace smiled, and looked at her. " I appreciate the offer. I'll take you guys up on it sometime."

"Anytime." Maggie said hugging her and kissing Carson on the head. "Gosh, babies smell amazing."

"Until they poop." Michonne teased. They all laughed as they sat at the table.

Rick, Glenn and Abe were working on a new building to be a small school for the kids.

Grace whistled after a few minutes of waiting, and smiled waiting for him to register it was her.

Abe stopped hammering, hearing her, and looked up. "Lunch time." He smiled, and slid down the ladder and walked to the soap and water bowl they kept on the site. He dried his hands, and headed over to the table beating Rick and Glenn followed in pursuit. Darly walked over cleaning up slightly and hugged Carol who came over.

"Hey sugarlips." He smiled and kissed Grace softly.

"Hello, Sarg." She teased and went up on her toes, and kissed him back. "Was wondering how long it took you boys to realize we were here."

"We would have realized it sooner or later." Abe smiled and looked at Carter. "Sleeping good?" He sat down pulling her into his lap.

"Yes he is." Grace smiled and sat in his lap.

"Wha'did ya guys make?" Daryl asked sitting down.

"Ham and cheese." Michonne said sitting down. Rick had one of the pigs slautered and they have been using that up for the past few days. "Grace almost chopped her finger off slicing the cheese though."

Abe looked at her.

"To be fair." Grace raised he hands. " I didn't, I got a blindsiding headach in the middle of slicing."

Glenn looked at her, and looked worried. "Grace." He then switched to Korean. "Are they back? What was it?" He had seen her have her vision and headaches before. It was only when something bad happened. Is when she got them.

Grace smiled and answered him happily in Korean. "Yes, they are. I will tell you later." She kissed Abe and continued in Korean. "Dont worry about it."

"Since you two are having a secreat conversation… Wanna share?" Abe teased.

"Glenn told me.." Grace smiled slightly, she saw Glenns face not change, and he shook his head, and cut her off.

"Grace." Glenn sighed. "Tell us, what it was."

Grace sighed, and looked down after laying Carson in the moses basket next to the table. She shifted slightly, and sat next to Abe. "It was horrible." She said keeping her eyes casted at Glenn.

Glenn frowned, and sighed worried. "What was the vision Grace."

"Vision? What in the hell, are you talking about." Abe said looking at Glenn, then at Grace.

"I get headaches, and then I get awful visions." Grace sighed. "I can't control them, it's usually when something is going to happen that I get them." She rubbed her legs, and looked at Abe. "I haven't had them since I was 10. That was when our Grandpa got mauled by a bear while out hunting.. Mom and Dad put me on medicaiton to stop, I eventually weaned myself off of them about a year before all this happeend, because they where so expensive."

"Grace, you rabit trailing." Glenn frowned.

Everyone sat and watched her.

"I know. But he needs to know the backstory." Grace bit her lip and closed her eyes putting her face into her hands. She relaxed feeling Abe's hand rub her back.

"Can't be that bad. What was it?" He said looking at her. He was still trying to process this new secret from his fiancée

Grace wiped her eyes as she looked up. "I saw a bright light, and someone standing in front of me with a barbed wire baseball bat, he pointed it at me. I couldn't see his face, but it was a man. I could tell by the fingerless gloved hand. He raised it, and it came down on me." She opened her eyes. "Then it ended."

Abe looked at her and rubbed her back more. "Well.. We will be prepared for this." He promised and kissed her head.

"Did you have one about termitus?" Daryl asked looking at her.

Grace shook her head. "No."

He frowned and sighed. "Well your rabbit ears must be broken then." He said taking a bite out of his sandwich.

"Possibly." Grace sighed, and took a bite of her sandwich.

"What about the govener." Darly pressed. "What other ones have you really had."

Grace looked at him. "I will knock you on your ass if you dont shut it. I haven't had any, since I was 9 YEARS. OLD." She sighed. "This was the first one."

"Can you have more?" Carol asked holding onto Daryl's collar.

"I can't control how many i have. If i have another one or not. They just happen. This could be the only one I have." She sighed.

"Well. Thank you for sharing with us Grace. That had to be hard to see, and even harder to talk about." Rick said and frowned looking at Daryl. "Stop interogating her. Or Carol will put your ass in the dog house."

Daryl frowned, and sat back.

Abe smiled slightly. "I'll build the damn dog house." He laughed. Then he frowned. "I'll build it six feet under." He told Daryl, he didn't like his lady being interogated.

Grace finished her sandwich and picked up Carson and adjusted her shit and fed him. She sighed and laid her head on Abe's shoulder.. Daryl was done for the day. He walked off from the table with Carol. Michonne left to go check on Judith and Carl. Rick, Maggie and Glenn were talking to each other.

"If I had those visions before - Maybe, most of our group would be here." She said gently. "Dale, Audrea, Amy, Beth, Merle, Hershel, T-dog, everyone." She wiped her eyes.

"Its not your fault, that all those deaths happened, Grace." Abe said looking at her. That caught, Rick, Maggie and Glenns attention. "You didn't kill them."

"No, but indirectly I did." she looked up at him. "Could have warned them, or we could of changed plans."

Abe sighed, "It isnt your fault, Rick's or anyone elses." He looked at her. "Don't you dare take all those deaths on your shoulders."

Grace bit her lip and looked down. "Wish things turned out different." She sighed.

"I do too, Grace. But I dont hold it against you or anyone. That dad and Beth died." Maggie said looking at her. "It wasn't your fault, The Govener was a s.o.b who killed who he wanted - and for Beth. She just was kidnapped." Maggie reached over and grabbed her hand.

"It wasn't your fault Lori died either." Rick said looking at her. "She couldnt deliver her baby the natural way to begin with. Her pelvis was too narrow." He sighed. "She needed a c/s. She knew it. She accepted it." He watched her. "Plus, you didn't let the walkers loose in the prison."

Grace nodded and sighed. "Just...Wish shit ended up different."

"I know." Rick sighed. "I wish that also. But, the present… Is pretty damn great." He smiled slightly.

Abe smiled and looked down at her. "See? You dont need to take all that on your shoulders." He rubbed her back and took their son as she fixed her shirt. He burped him and cradled him close.

"Okay." Grace smiled slighly, and watched him. "Thank you."

Abe smiled and held Carson close.

"Give the man a baby, and he turns into a cuddle bear." Grace smiled watching him relax.

"Damn right." Abe winked and laughed.