I walk slowly through the hallways of the castle thinking to myself, 'I hate the Cullen's, absolutely hate them. What else can I do to make their lives miserable?' I pause and slowly begin to wonder towards my room.
"Izzy wait up," Demetri called from down the hall.
I stop and turn around to talk to him when *CRASH* Demetri and I collided together right by my heavy bedroom door. I begin laughing, "what was that for?" I asked. "Just to get myself on top of you." He stated. I gasped as he kissed me, but I pushed him off of me, "Demi look, I really do like you, but I'm not in a place in my life right now to where I can handle having another relationship. It's really hard for me to trust people with my heart at this point, especially after that stupid fucking Cullen destroyed me. I'd really like to stay friends though, and maybe eventually we can be together."
He nods sadly and shakes his head, "We will end up together Izzy, you are mine, I won't let you forget that."
I go weak in the knees at the tone of his voice. "Okay Demi." I hug him and continue into my room. I sigh and lay down on my bed when a knock sounds on my door, "It's open." I call out and Jane enters through the door. "Izzy I understand that you are having a hard time, but Demi has been waiting for 2,000 years to find you. Don't make him wait for too long. He already loves you and this is extremely hard for you, but 2 heads are better than 1 especially when it comes to torture. Demetri has been the Volturi Guard leader for well over half of his vampire life. He gets very creative and he's more than happy to help you with the people who hurt you."
I grin evilly. "Thank you Jane, I'll think about what you said, however, this is hard for me especially after that fucking Cullen decided to leave me broken in the middle of the forest. I really do have feelings for Demi, but like I told him, right now it's hard for me to trust, not only him but everyone. I love you guys, but I still have abandonment issues from them and my heart is still healing from losing not only fuckward but also from losing what I considered to be my family."
She nodded glumly and started to walk out the door, then she paused before leaving, "Just remember what I said Izzy, two heads are not only better than one, but when both of those minds are just as pissed off at the same people, you guys could really come up with some terrible torture methods for the vegitarian fake vampires." Then she walked out of my room to continue on with her job.
My throat started burning really badly again, "Demetri!" I yell and he comes running through the door, "Izzy are you okay?" He asks.
"I'm really thirsty again," I say.
He smiles at me, "Should I bring the Cullen's back down to the feeding room?" I smile back at him and nod, "Actually have Jane bring the Cullen's, I'd like you to accompany me to the feeding rooms." He smiled impossibly brighter and he nodded at me while texting Jane to bring the Cullen's back to the feeding room to eat.
Once again they watch in horror as I sate my thirst. I still find it amusing that they are horrified that I follow the traditional diet. Just becuase I used to be human doesn't mean I will not follow the healthiest diet for me. They keep looking at me in disgust, "Do not look at me in disgust, you are the ones who are unnatural. That's why your eyes are the color of piss, Animal blood does not have enough nutirents to sustain a vampire. It's obvious." I growl and walk away.
I head towards the library and run straight into Demetri,"Demi, can I talk to you for a minute?"
He nods, "sure Izzy, what's up?"
"In private please Demi," he nods at me and pulls me towards his room. Once inside he repeats, "so, What's up?"
I look up at him and begin to answer, but looking into his bright crimson eyes, I can't help myself and I kiss him. Hard.
