Well here you guys go the 5th chapter of "Better man" and this will switch between Vanessa's and Sam's POV please read and review.

It's been a few weeks since I left Sam I didn't want to leave Sam I really didn't but Emily is pregnant with his baby and he needs to do the right thing an that is to be with her. I miss Sam like crazy but it's the best thing right now. I was too busy in my thoughts that I ran into someone.

"Sorry" I said.

"Hey Ness" I heard.

I looked up and saw Jacob standing there.

"Hey Jake" I said.

"Why did you leave Ness?" Jake asked.

"Because Sam needs to do right by Emily" I said.

"Sam doesn't want Emily he wants you he really misses you he hasn't come out of his room at all since you left" Jake said.

"It's for the best" I said.

"No it's not Vanessa he wants you and only you he doesn't care that he Emily's pregnant he will be a man and take responsibility for the baby but he wants to be with you and only you" Jake said.

"I just can't be with Sam when his ex girlfriend is pregnant" I said.

"He loves you Vanessa he really does he won't do anything since you left think about it" Jake said and walked away.

I started thinking about what Jake said and I did miss Sam I really did but it's the best thing to do right now.

Sam's POV

I was laying in my bed staring at the ceiling it has been a few weeks since Vanessa walked out of my life I missed her like hell. I can't focus on anything because my mind goes right back to thinking about Vanessa and how much I miss her. She means so much to me I don't want Emily I want Vanessa I love Vanessa not Emily. My thoughts were interrupted by a knock on my bedroom door.

"It's open" I said.

Jake walked in and shut the door behind him.

"Hey Jake what's up?" I asked.

"Hey Sam I saw Vanessa" Jake said.

I sat right up.

"And how is she?" I asked.

"She's doing ok she said that what she did was for the best and that you need to do right my Emily because she is pregnant with your baby" Jake said.

"I don't want Emily I want Vanessa and only Vanessa nobody else" I said.

"I know you do man don't worry she will come back" Jake said.

"I doubt she will" I said.

"She will are you going to come down and eat?" Jake asked.

"No I'm not hungry" I said.

"Are you sure?" Jake asked.

"Yea I'm sure" I said.

"Ok" Jake said and left.

God how I missed Vanessa. I missed her touch, her laugh, her voice, the way she just fit right into my arms like she was made for me, I just missed everything about her I want her back in my life I can't function without her I need her so bad right now. I need her more than anything.

Vanessa's POV

I walked into my house and I felt someone grab me around the waist and I felt a hand on my mouth.

"Did you miss me Vanessa?" I heard.

I knew that voice anywhere it was Damien I started struggling.

"Stop struggling bitch or I will kill you do you understand?" Damien said.

I stopped struggling.

"Good girl now I am going to take my hand off your mouth and don't even think about screaming" Damien said.

Damien removed his hand from my mouth.

"What do you want Damien?" I asked.

"To make you pay for leaving me" Damien said.

"Damien please leave me alone" I pleaded.

"No Vanessa I told you I was going to come after you for leaving me" Damien said.

"Damien please…" I started to say but I was cut off because Damien backhanded me.

"Shut up bitch I'm not leaving you alone" Damien said.

Damien pulled me up by my hair and threw me against the wall.

"I missed you baby you know I only beat you to teach you a lesson and to keep you from disobeying me I love you baby" Damien said kissing down my neck.

I kicked Damien in the knee and he let go I ran up the stair to my bedroom and shut the door and locked it. I heard Damien pounding on the door.

"Open up Vanessa" Damien yelled.

I looked for a place to hide. I went to hide in the closet but then I realized that would be the first place he would look I decided to hide under the bed. I heard him throw the door open and I heard him look in the closet then I saw his feet next to the bed and soon I saw his face.

"Found you" Damien said.

Damien pulled me out by my hair and threw me on the bed.

"Damien please leave me alone" I pleaded.

Damien punched me in the stomach and slapped me.

"Shut up bitch you deserve this" Damien said.

Damien pulled off his belt and my eyes widened.

"Are you scared Vanessa?" Damien asked.

I tried to get away but Damien was faster he grabbed me by the hair and threw me on the bed again.

"Just take what you have coming to you Vanessa" Damien said.

"Please Damien" I said.

"On your stomach Vanessa" Damien said.

"No Damien please don't" I pleaded.

Damien backhanded me.

"Don't tell me no Vanessa have we forgotten the rules?" Damien asked.

I stayed quite. That made Damien pissed because he forcefully grabbed my jaw and made me look at him.

"Have we forgotten the rules Vanessa?" Damien asked.

"No" I said quietly.

"What? I didn't hear you" Damien said.

"I said no" I said louder.

"Good then what are the rules?" Damien asked.

"I am to be home by 6 you want dinner on the table by 7 and I am to be kneeling at the front door when you come home" I said.

"What else?" Damien asked.

"Never back talk you and never say no it will result in punishment and to do as I'm told and never speak unless spoken to and do whatever I can to please you and never try and leave you I will be punished when you find me" I said.

"Good I'm glad you haven't forgotten the rules but you do know you already broke two of them rules right?" Damien said.

"I know" I said looking down.

I broke the rules when I said no to him and when I left him.

"And you know what happens now don't you?" Damien said.

I just kept looking down. Damien forced me to look at him.

"What will happen Vanessa?" Damien asked.

"Your going to punish me" I said quietly.

"Speak up Vanessa" Damien said.

"Your going to punish me" I said louder.

"Yes Vanessa I am going to punish you and you deserve it now get on your stomach" Damien said.

I listened to him and got on my stomach. Damien ripped the back of my shirt he then hit me with his belt over and over again. When he was done I could feel blood running down my back.

"Roll over" Damien said.

I listened to him and rolled over.

"Take the rest of your clothes off" Damien said.

"Damien please don't you think you've done enough" I said.

Damien slapped me again.

"Don't talk back to me and take your clothes off now" Damien growled.

I took the rest of my clothes off and tears were running down my face now.

"I have a surprise for you" Damien said smirking.

I looked at him in confusion.

"Come on in guys" Damien said.

Then his 2 best friends Jason and Jesse came in my eyes widened in fear and I started backing up as far as I could which wasn't very far.

"Wow she looks just as sexy now then she did before" Jason said.

"Yea she does" Jesse said.

"So what did you want Damien?" Jason asked.

"To make her pay for leaving me" Damien said.

"Ok we can do that" Jason said.

"Great I knew you guys would" Damien said.

Damien then walked over to me and forced me to look at him.

"This is what happens when you disobey and leave me I'm going to make this the worst beating I ever gave you Vanessa" Damien said.

"Please Damien don't please I'll do anything you want just please don't beat me please" I pleaded.

"Anything huh?" Damien said.

"Anything" I said.

"Take me back and come back home do that and I won't beat you" Damien said.

I thought about it for a minute.

"No Damien I can't be with you again" I said.

"Ok suit yourself Vanessa I want to be alone with her guys" Damien said.

"Ok we will be out there if you need us" Jesse said.

Jesse and Jason left and shut the door behind them.

"Are you sure you don't want to take me back Vanessa I won't beat you if you do" Damien said.

"I can't be with you again Damien" I said.

"Fine suit yourself" Damien said.

Damien then pulled out a pair of handcuffs and handcuffed me to the bed. He then took all his clothes off and climbed on top of me.

"God you still look sexy Vanessa" Damien said.

He started kissing down my neck and down my stomach then he slammed into me and I screamed.

"Shut up slut" Damien said.

"I'm not a slut Damien" I said.

Damien went harder and deeper into me and I screamed some more.

"Don't talk back to me Vanessa you know better" Damien said.

"I'm sorry Damien just please stop" I pleaded.

"No Vanessa I won't stop" Damien said and slammed into me again.

I screamed and Damien slapped me for it.

"Shut up bitch you know you love this" Damien said.

"No I don't" I said.

"Whatever you know you love my dick inside you" Damien said.

"No I don't" I said.

Damien punched me in the stomach and I yelped in pain because he used so much force behind it.

"Say you love it when I fuck you like this" Damien said.

"No" I said.

Damien slammed into me much harder and deeper I screamed in pain.

"Ok Damien" I said.

"Ok what?" Damien asked.

"I'll say it" I said.

"Say what?" Damien asked.

"I love it when you fuck me like this" I said.

"Good I know you love it" Damien said and slammed into me again.

Damien got off me and put his clothes back on. Damien grabbed my hair and made me look at him.

"Oh no your not done Vanessa Jason and Jesse get a turn now" Damien said.

My eyes widened.

"Please Damien no I had enough please" I begged.

Damien punched me in the face and I screamed.

"Shut up bitch this is your punishment so just take it" Damien said.

Damien threw me back on the bed.

"Don't move slut" Damien said.

Damien walked out and then in came Jason with a smirk on his face.

"Man you look so sexy all naked and handcuffed to the bed" Jason said walking over to me.

"Please Jason leave me alone please" I said.

"No can do Vanessa" Jason said.

Jason ran his hand down my body he tried to touch my pussy but I crossed my legs.

"Let him touch you Vanessa" I heard Damien said.

I looked and saw Damien standing at the door. I still kept my legs crossed. This pissed Damien off because next thing I knew he backhanded me.

"Let him touch you Vanessa" Damien said.

I uncrossed my legs and Jason touched my pussy.

"Good girl now let him do whatever he wants to you got it?" Damien said.

I nodded. Damien didn't like that because he slapped me again.

"Yes Damien I understand" I said.

"Good and Jason you can do whatever you want to her" Damien said.

"Can I hit her?" Jason asked.

"Yes you can hit her" Damien said.

"Good" Jason said.

Damien then left and shut the door behind him. Jason took all his clothes off and climbed on top of me.

"God baby you look so hot right now all naked and handcuffed" Jason said.

Jason started kissing down my neck and to my stomach he then put 2 fingers inside of me.

"Come on baby moan for me I know you like this" Jason said.

"Jason please" I said.

"Please what?" Jason asked.

"Please stop" I said.

"Can't stop Vanessa" Jason said.

Jason took his fingers out of me then he slammed into me and I screamed and started to fight him.

"Stop fighting me bitch" Jason said.

Jason backhanded me.

"Stop it slut you deserve this" Jason said.

Jason slammed into me again and I screamed and Jason hit me again.

"Shut up slut just lay there and take it" Jason said.

I just laid there and took it I couldn't fight him anymore I was too tired. Jason slammed into me one more time then he got off of me and put his clothes on.

"That was great Vanessa" Jason said and kissed me on the neck.

Jason left and a few seconds later Jesse came in.

"Don't worry I'm not going to do anything to you" Jesse said.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I don't approve of what Damien and Jason are doing they shouldn't be doing this to you. You don't deserve it" Jesse said.

About an hour passed and Damien and Jason walked in smirking. Damien walked up to me and forced me to look at him.

"How did that feel Vanessa?" Damien asked.

I didn't answer and Damien got mad and backhanded me again.

"Answer me Vanessa" Damien growled.

I still didn't answer.

"Nothing to say" Damien said.

Damien uncuffed me and pulled me up by my hair and threw me into the wall.

"You are going to learn Vanessa" Damien said.

Damien pulled me up by my hair again and dragged me to the stairs.

"Damien please don't" I said.

"Shut up" Damien said and threw me down the stairs.

I hit every step and laid there at the bottom of the stairs. I heard footsteps and Damien's boots came into my line of vision he got down to my level.

"You could have avoided all of this if you would have just taken me back" Damien said.

Damien got up and kicked me a few times then him, Jason and Jesse left. I laid there at the bottom of the stairs.

Sam's POV

God I missed Vanessa so much I needed her back in my life so I decided to go to her house and talk to her. I got up and go dressed and went to my truck and drove to her house. I saw the front door wide open and I got worried so I ran into the house and saw Vanessa laying at bottom of the stairs naked and all bloody. I ran over to her and shook her.

"Vanessa sweetheart wake up" I said but she didn't.

I wrapped her up in a blanket and picked her up and ran to my truck I sped to the hospital.

"What happened?" A nurse asked.

"I don't know I found her like this in her house" I said.

"Are you a family member?" She asked.

"Her boyfriend" I said.

"Ok we will take her" She said.

Doctors came with a bed and took her into the back. I sat on a chair in the waiting room. I called Jake.

"Hey man what's up?" Jake said.

"Vanessa is in the hospital" I said.

"Whoa why? What happened?" Jake asked.

"I don't know what happened" I said.

"Me and the pack are on our way" Jake said.

"Ok" I said and hung up.

I sat there and waited for news on Vanessa.

"Sam had you heard anything?" I heard Jared ask.

I looked up and saw the whole pack standing there.

"No I haven't heard anything" I said.

"Oh well what happened?" Embry asked.

"I don't know I went to her house and the door was wide open and she was laying at the bottom of the stairs all bloody and naked" I said.

"Oh my god" Leah said.

"Wow" Seth said.

The doctor finally came out and I stood up.

"Are you all here for Vanessa Hallowell?" The doctor asked.

"Yea I'm Sam I'm her boyfriend" I said.

"I'm doctor Smith I'll be taking care of your girlfriend" He said shaking my hand.

"How is she?" I asked.

"Well she is really beat up she has 3 broken ribs a broken collar bone and her wrist is fractured in 3 different places and she has a lot of bruises on her face, arms, legs, back and stomach and she was raped a bunch of times" He said.

I looked at him shocked.

"Is she going to be ok?" Leah asked.

"She should be fine" He said.

"Can I see her?" I asked.

"Yes you can but one at a time follow me" He said.

"We will come by tomorrow Sam" Paul said.

"Ok" I said following the doctor.

I went into her room and I was shocked at how she looked. I pulled up a chair and sat down I held her hand in mine. I knew she probably wouldn't like that I was here right now but I needed her back in my life. She was starting to wake up.

"Hey sweetheart" I said.

"Sam what are you doing here?" She asked.

"I brought here after I found you" I said.

"How are you back here they only let family back here" She asked.

"I said I was your boyfriend" I said.

"Shouldn't you be with Emily" She said.

"No not when your in here" I said.

"Go be with her Sam" She said.

"No I am not leaving you not right now" I said.

"Just go Sam" She said.

"I can't baby" I said.

"Why not?" She asked.

"Because I love you and I want to be here" I said.

"Sam just go please" She said.

I sighed "Ok I'll leave but me and you are going to have a talk when you get out of here" I said.

She said nothing so I got up and kissed her on the cheek and I left. I went to see her everyday the pack came and saw her a few times too. A few weeks later she was released from the hospital I went and picked her up and brought her to my place. I laid her down in my bed and I laid down next to her.

"Why did you bring me here Sam?" She asked.

"Because I told you me and you were going to have a talk when you get out of the hospital" I said.

"What about Sam?" She asked.

"You know what about Vanessa" I said.

"Well then talk" She said.

I sighed "Why did you leave Vanessa you know I love you, you know that" I said.

"You know why I left Sam" She said.

"No I don't Vanessa tell me please help me understand sweetheart please because I don't understand why you left at all" I said.

"Because Emily is pregnant with your baby and you need to do the right and be with her" She said.

"I don't want her Vanessa I want you I doubt the baby is even mine" I said.

"But the papers say you are" She said.

"Emily will do anything to get me back" I said.

"I just can't be with you while she's pregnant Sam" She said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because I just can't" She said.

"Why Vanessa?" I asked.

"Because it hurts that she's pregnant with your baby Sam ok is that what you wanted to hear" She said looking away from me.

I tilted her chin up so she was looking at me.

"I'm sorry sweetheart I really am but there's nothing I can do I don't want Emily I want you I really do I love you I miss you please come back home I can't focus without you I haven't eaten I haven't slept I haven't had a good nights sleep since you left" I said.

"I miss you too Sam but this can't work not with Emily pregnant" She said.

"Why can't it?" I asked.

"Because she's pregnant with your baby" She said.

"So we can make this work sweetheart I know we can I can't lose you not like this" I said.

"I'm sorry Sam I have to go" She said.

"Wait Vanessa" I said grabbing her hand.

"What Sam?" She asked.

"First of all who did that to you?" I asked.

"Damien" She said.

"That son of bitch" I said.

"I have to go" She said.

I grabbed her hand again.

"I'm not letting you go back there" I said.

"I can't stay here Sam" She said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because I just can't Sam" She said.

"Look I won't do anything I promise you don't want to be with me I get it and I won't do anything" I said.

"I want to be with you Sam" she said.

"Then why won't you?" I asked.

"I already told you why" She said.

"And I have told you I don't want Emily I want you Vanessa" I said.

"And you have to do right by her Sam" She said.

"I love you Vanessa" I said.

"And I love you too Sam but I have to go" She said.

"He is going to look for you Vanessa" I said.

"I'll take the chance Sam" She said and left.

I sighed and sat on my bed. My phone rang and it was Emily.

"What do you want Emily?" I asked.

"I have a doctors appointment and I wanted to know if you wanted to go" She said.

"Yea I'll go" I said grabbing my keys.

"Great I'll meet you there" She said and hung up.

I grabbed my keys and drove to the doctors office I walked in and saw Emily sitting there waiting.

"Hey Sam" Emily said.

"Hi Emily" I said and sat down.

A few minutes latter she was called back.

"Are you Joey the father?" The doctor asked.

"No I am not Joey I am Sam" I said.

Emily looked shocked.

"What the hell is going on Emily?" I asked.

"Uhhh I don't know" She said.

"bullshit you do know what is going on the baby isn't mine is it?" I asked.

"Yes it is yours Sam" Emily said.

"Tell me the truth Emily" I said.

"No it's not I just wanted you back" Emily said.

"I don't want you Emily I never did I don't love you I stopped loving when I found out you cheated on me" I said and stormed out of the doctors office.

"Sam wait" Emily said grabbing my arm.

I wrenched my arm away from her.

"Leave me the hell alone Emily" I said and got in my truck and left.

I went straight to Vanessa house.

Well there you guys go I hoped you liked it please let me know what you think.

Till next time

Peace and Love

Vanessa