Hey there~~ so this epilogue was the backbone of this story. I wrote this one first. I was supposed to post it two years ago as a one shot but it had loopholes and such and thus began my journey of writing everything from Kohaku's point of view instead.

More than two years had passed since I started writing To Fall Again, then I stopped for a year and focus on my job, until I felt like I want it to continue as its already gathering dusts on the shelves of my online storage. It was a slow and difficult process but I had never really thought of giving up even though I was aware that it wasn't garnering much attention. Despite its shortcomings, I am really grateful for you if you ever stayed or found out I am continuing this. You made it until the end.

I know my story may not be making waves, but your quiet support means the world to me. Even if it's just a handful of you reading, your appreciation keeps me going. So, from one writer to the silent readers out there, your presence matters more than you know.

P.S This is a bit long only with 21k words. :P

P.P.S I am planning to continue my other work gathering more dusts in the shelf - At Midnight & Safe Skies, so see you there~~~

Thanks for the comments! Thank you so much for reading this far. This concludes the story :)


Epilogue

The Scientist

"Is this the school you're suggesting I attend?"

I walked along the corridors, oblivious to the curious stares from students who likely assumed I was a recent transfer. Had the old man simply warned me about the bank account limit beforehand, I could have avoided using it for expensive scientific equipments. This way, I wouldn't have been forced to leave the city and seek solace in this countryside, attempting to relieve his burden of repaying the debts resulting from the exorbitant interest rates.

"The school holds a prestigious reputation, son. I myself attended there during my youth. In fact, my friend's daughter is currently enrolled there as well. Who knows, if you happen to cross paths with her, you might even find yourself a girlfriend," the old man chuckled to himself on the other end of the line.

"Tsk, thats not what I came here old man. You know I had to go first to the admissions right?"

"It's in your best interest to surround yourself with real people instead of relying solely on robots and chemicals."

"Are you finished?" I asked, feeling annoyed by his constant teasing.

"Oh, yes, yes, I have to go! The break is over, and we need to resume our training. I'll also send you a picture of the special tourist for the spaceship."

Thank goodness. "Take care, old man."

"You too, Senku." I heard the call abruptly end.

After completing the admission process and receiving my schedule, I decided to explore the campus and visit the school's laboratory to understand why my father had insisted on me transferring here. I approached a student and asked for directions to the science lab. As I arrived, I noticed a boy and girl engaged in a heated argument in front of it. Although I usually don't eavesdrop, the girl's loud voice made it difficult to ignore.

"Chrome, why did you do that? I thought you liked Ruri, so why did you refuse when she invited you to our house for dinner? If it's because of Dad, I'll handle him myself, okay?"

"If you had witnessed Mr. Kokuyo's behavior towards me the other day, you would understand that he clearly doesn't approve of me for your sister."

"I know my sister and how she thinks. She doesn't give a damn about your status! It's also because you're so uptight. If I were her, I would flirt with you to loosen you up and-"

"Ruri would never do such a thing, Kohaku!"

"Then you'll add and say 'because we're different'?" She says in a lower tone to mimic him, "As if I didn't know that. Hmp, I don't know how much longer I can tolerate you. If only you weren't an honest and straightforward person. You're not the kind of person I'd want my sister to date." The guy, whom I believe is named Chrome, scratched his head in response to the remarks from the girl, whom I think is named Kohaku. I couldn't care less about their conversation, but whatever.

"Hmm, now that I think about it... those are the qualities that women seek in an ideal guy. What do you think about having me as your girlfriend instead, Chrome?" She gave him a mischievous grin, and he widened his eyes in surprise, indicating his lack of interest.

"Every time I reject advances from those playboys, they become even more persistent, and I do not trust them. So, what do you think about having me as your girl—"

"Absolutely not! You may bear a resemblance to Ruri, but you can never replace her!" Chrome shouted, trying to put an end to her line of thought. Couldn't they have a civilized conversation in hushed voices? My ears can hardly bear this. Could they be any louder? Even the passing students had to turn and see what was happening.

"Ruri never had the same flaws as you, Kohaku. You should consider yourself fortunate if you can find a guy who will be patient with you and help you grow as a person."

Kohaku simply chuckles at Chrome. "HAHAHA, I was just joking, Chrome! As if I would ever consider you my boyfriend. Ha! I hope this guy you mentioned can handle me if he ever materializes because what you just said only happens in movies. They're not real."

"I agree with Chrome, Kohaku. The guidance office would certainly miss you if that were to happen."

Amidst their argument, a striking young woman with long blonde hair, bearing a resemblance to Kohaku, enters the scene. She appears considerably more composed compared to these two.

"Um, R-Ruri, did you happen to overhear everything?" Chrome asks hesitantly. Unlike the wild and energetic Kohaku, Ruri exudes a gentle, kind, and elegant demeanor.

"I only caught the part where you compared me to my sister, mentioning that I don't have any vices, and how you told her she'll find an ideal guy like you someday." She smiled at him, causing Chrome's cheeks to turn red. Ugh, I sometimes dislike lovesick guys like him. They don't make the situation any easier.

In my opinion, loving someone and achieving success don't often go hand in hand. You usually have to choose one: either love or success.

"Don't tell me you agree with Chrome, sister? Just because you were able to find someone like him doesn't mean I will," Kohaku reluctantly disagrees.

"Wouldn't it be nice, though, sister?"

"Kohaku's personality is not something to overlook, Ruri. Considering how aggressive this gorilla can be, I doubt any guy would have the patience to handle her—Ow!" Without a second thought, Kohaku demonstrates her violent tendencies by smacking Chrome on the head, while Ruri chuckles at their antics. Kohaku simply crosses her arms in irritation.

The perfect moment for me to step out from my hiding spot behind the wall came when Chrome mentioned wanting to show something to Ruri in the laboratory, prompting her to follow him there immediately. Kohaku, who was left behind alone, she was struggling to light a cigarette despite the malfunctioning lighter.

Isn't smoking prohibited in schools? I decided to leave her be. Besides, I had been patiently waiting for the right opportunity to explore the science lab further.

"Hey... by any chance, do you have a lighter with you?" I felt a gentle tug on my shirt and turned around to find the same girl, Kohaku.

"I'm sorry, miss, I don't have one," I replied. Kohaku stared at me strangely, making me feel a bit uneasy, so I distanced myself from her slightly. She shook her head and tucked her cigarette back into her pocket.

"I've never seen you around here before. I'm Kohaku. What's your name?"

"I'm just passing by. I have to go," I replied. While it may decrease my chances of getting a closer look inside their laboratory, I felt that I had seen enough. It contained sophisticated equipment used in experiments, similar to what I used regularly. I couldn't help but feel envious of the students who had the privilege of using that lab. I would do anything to have access to such a laboratory every day.

"Alright, Mr. Just Passing By. You look like a transfer student to me. Would you like me to show you around the school?" Her flirtatious tone didn't escape me, as it reminded me of how girls used to flirt with me in my previous school.

"No need," I replied, as she observed me peering inside the lab. "I don't usually go to the science lab, but it does appear to be sophisticated. So, where would you like to go next, Mr..."

I simply walked past her without answering. "Hey, wait! Have you visited the admissions office? And what about your uniform? Do you know where to get it?" She was persistent, I'll give her that, but I don't have time for this.

"I have taken care of those, miss. Don't you have anything else to do?"

"Listen…" I saw her taking deep breaths and said, "I like you, so would you do me the honor of telling me your name?" I creased my forehead at her. If it weren't for the old man insisting me being here, I would have already flown back to Tokyo now.

"Did I hear you correctly? You're telling me you like me when we've just met?"

"Yes. Wait! Did you mistake it as a love confession?! Oh no no no no... That's not what I meant," She says while waving her hands in front of me, "You just seem different from the guys I've encountered before. I have a feeling you're a capable person."

As I scrutinized her closely, I noticed that her hair was a soft, light blonde shade, reminiscent of sunlight passing through a window. The way the light caught in her hair made it shimmer with every movement. Her face, in contrast to her sister's delicate features, demanded attention. She possessed a beauty that could belong to a model. Her lips, a tightly pursed rose color, appeared as if they were in the midst of a kiss as she spoke. The slight moisture on her lips made them glisten in the light, resembling a reflection on the surface of a pond rather than a natural part of her. They seemed to beckon, inviting one to lean in and press their lips against hers. Her sapphire blue eyes stared back at you, seemingly capable of piercing your very soul and discerning your thoughts and emotions.

I shook my head, realizing I had been lost in a daze. To avoid further temptation, I turned my head in the opposite direction, deliberately avoiding any further observation of her.

It's no wonder she was serious when she mentioned earlier that many boys are drawn to her. However, I refuse to be one of them.

"Are you alright? Have you been listening to anything I've said? As I mentioned before, I noticed your interest in the science lab. If you want to join Chrome's club, I can help you get involved," she insisted.

"No, thank you. I have to go," I replied. Once again, she referred to me as "Mr. Just Passing By," causing me to quicken my pace. I was irritated with myself for almost being bewitched by that woman. If I wanted to study in peace at this school, I knew I had to stay away from her.

The following day, much to my surprise, I found myself in the same homeroom as the persistent girl who had been pestering me since yesterday. This time, she was accompanied by a man with blonde hair who seemed to be asking her out on a date, but she declined. Later, I witnessed her being embraced by another man with a black and white hair in the gymnasium. It hadn't even been a day since I met her, and I already felt an intense dislike for her, seeing her jump from one person to another.

Kohaku is a natural tomboy. She has little interest in activities and behaviors typically associated with femininity. Additionally, while engaging in fights around boys, she won't hesitate to retaliate if they stare at her with lustful intentions. She refuses to be objectified in any way. It was then that I learned about rumors circulating regarding the recent student council president, who was allegedly harassing female students. To my surprise, Kohaku turned out to be one of the victims but had managed to give the president a good beating in some way.

The principal praised my outstanding academic performance and acknowledged me as one of the top students in the school. He then extended an offer for me to become the new student council president. I quickly declined, as I preferred to prioritize my pursuit of scientific knowledge more and maintain a comfortable lifestyle. It wasn't until I heard of a recent incident involving the depletion of funds in the science club that I reluctantly accepted the position. I had reservations about spending my days sitting behind a desk, signing papers, and overseeing various aspects of school organization to ensure peace and order. Nevertheless, I ultimately agreed to take on the role.

As I was completing some paperwork, I suddenly noticed a familiar blonde-haired girl passing by. I couldn't help but feel a sense of dread at the thought of encountering her again in this school. Soon enough, I heard her unmistakable voice.

"Hi again, Senku! Remember me? Chrome told me so much about you. I'm Kohaku, by the way..."

"I do, Ms. Kohaku," I replied, causing her eyes to widen and her cheeks to turn slightly pink. It was an almost cute sight, although I doubted anyone else would perceive her that way.

"Nice!" Kohaku exclaimed, dragging along the same man she was with during our first meeting. "This is Chrome, the current president of the Science club."

"What's the purpose of this meeting, Kohaku? He can't possibly surpass the one and only great Chrome of the Science club," Chrome grumbled, adjusting his uniform. Kohaku simply grinned mischievously at him. Since he was here, it was the perfect time to set my plan in motion.

"Well, Chrome the 'great'," Kohaku sarcastically remarked, "please accept him as one of your members." Chrome smirked confidently, unaware of what I was about to reveal.

"Actually, let me be the president of the Science club, Mr. Chrome," I declared, shocking both Kohaku and Chrome.

"Listen here, buddy," Chrome stepped closer, positioning himself in front of me. "I've been the president of the Science club for two years straight since I entered this school. Just because you want something doesn't mean you'll get it."

"Well, he's more deserving than you, Chrome. I have complete faith in him," Kohaku chimed in, giving me a smirk.

"Are you serious, Kohaku? Are you defending him now just because he's the new student council president? Well, let's put him to the test then," Chrome challenged, aligning with my own thoughts.

"Getting competitive now, are we? I did warn you, Chrome," The lioness remarked, exchanging a glance with me who winked and mouthed, 'I'm rooting for you.'

Chrome took charge and set the date for our competition in the science laboratory immediately, with Taiju, Kohaku, Ruri, and Ryusui accompanying us as judges. Engaging in competitions like this was just another day for a nerd like me. Chrome gave his best effort, but eventually gave up when the members consistently favored my experiments.

"Once I inherit my father's company, you'll be the first person I hire, Senku. Just name your price, and it's yours," Ryusui offered, to which I politely declined, whats with this weirdo and his habit of snapping his fingers?

Ryusui's attention then shifted to Kohaku, who had managed to sneak in and talk to me.

"Wow, that was amazing, Senku! What do you say about having lunch with us later?" she asked enthusiastically.

"No, I'm still full." I chose to ignore her, as I was genuinely determined to distance myself from her. Instead, I focused on cleaning my science equipment, observing how her smile faded into a forced one, indicating her disappointment.

"Hey, Senku, let me help—" Kohaku began to speak, but was interrupted by Ryusui, who positioned himself in front of her and confidently declared, "I'm available, Kohaku, if you want."

Annoyed by the interruption, Kohaku voiced her frustration, "Can you not get in the way? I'm trying to talk to Senku—" However, I had already made up my mind and decided to leave the science laboratory. I overheard Kohaku's desire to follow me, but Ruri intervened, reminding her that they needed to return to their classes.

"Hey Senku, whats the deal with you and Kohaku? You're not angry with her are you?" Ryusui asks me one time while we're walking home from school.

"She's persistent and its getting annoying." I reasoned.

"You know that's just how she is right?"

I squinted my eyes as I listened to his words. I can't believe it. I had intentionally been keeping my distance from her because my purpose here was to focus on my studies, not get involved in romantic entanglements. They were trying to convince me that I needed to understand her, claiming that's just the way she is. But no, if she's acting that way, someone needs to avoid her. It's as simple as that because I genuinely lack interest. And in this situation, where it feels like everyone is siding with her regardless of her actions, I will be the one to remind her.

"It's just a crush, it's not like she's head over heels for you…" Tsukasa said.

"I avoid her to make her stay away because I have matters more important to do than entertaining her."

"And just merely casual talk isn't one of them?" Ukyo retorted. I rolled my eyes at him. I can't believe this, everyone is smitten at her. They're all fucking hypnotized by that girl. As I said, I refuse to be one of them. She'll go spoiled by gaining all the attention on her.

"Damn you! How clueless you can be to always hurt her feelings. You're always cold and angry towards Kohaku!" Ryusui exclaimed, his anger barely contained. I turned to him, equally furious. Whenever Kohaku became the topic, he was always the first one to defend her.

We weren't exactly on bad terms but his presence just pisses me off. His playful personality clashed with mine. He was friendly and I choose my friends, he tried so hard to defend Kohaku which just annoyed me to the core.

"You should have let it pass, Senku. You could have just let Kohaku do whatever she wanted! You know she has a slight crush on you! And here you are, being cold towards her!"

My eyes narrowed at Ryusui's statement about Kohaku's feelings for me. Chrome is now trying to talk some sense into him. As if I didn't know about that, she's making it more obvious everytime she's with me. What do they expect me to do, anyway? Ignoring is the easy way. It's better to avoid her before things escalate any further than being friends.

Ukyo reported to me he recently heard from students, there's some gathering of delinquents occasionally happening at the secluded grassland part of the campus. We track where it was together with Tsukasa, who I had now as my vice president—he'll help just in case if there's some fight included when we faced off those delinquents.

It was not that far but the first person that caught my attention was Kohaku who was recently in Mozu's arms. I had my fist clenched because at the time he was my headache as well as he is always finding ways to get away with every school violations and we can't catch him on the spot, so I guess luck's on my side today.

From our spot I'm using a small telescope, and I saw her wiping her lips as she attempted to drink some beer but the taste wasn't to her liking. she parted her mouth like a freshly split–open fig. No wonder the boys love kissing her so much, It probably feels soft. She's now smoking some cigarette.

"Its our lucky day boys, I can see not one but five students drinking beer at this hour of day.." I sternly said to them, I am kind of excited to catch Mozu on the spot just so he could stop pestering Kohaku when its clears as day she's uncomfortable with him, the guy just didn't want to respect her boundaries.

"You're correct, Senku," Tsukasa remarked. "They simply skip classes for what? To indulge in drinking and smoking in the back alley? Look at Minami, completely flushed but refusing to quit... Let's apprehend them this time."

"That's what we're going to do buddy. Do you have a plan?" I replied.

"We should corner them," he suggested. "Ukyo and Taiju can chase down those who try to take shortcuts, while the rest of us—me, Senku, and Chrome—will confront those who remain and move slowly."

"I suggest you be the one to catch only the lioness, Tsukasa?"

"Lioness? You mean Kohaku. And why is that?"

"It's simple. In case she retaliates, you're the one who can restrain her effectively."

Tsukasa simply nodded in agreement, while Taiju offered to catch Minami on Tsukasa's behalf.

"How about the others Senku?" Chrome asks, to which I replied, "That's not an issue—I've already informed the guards to prevent them from leaving the school premises."

Truth be told, my only real motive was to witness Kohaku getting caught.

Balancing the responsibilities of being the student council president and my other obligations was never easy. Thankfully, Ruri was there to assist me with organizing the paperwork that needed my attention. Occasionally, Kohaku would come to see me, insisting that she was only there to help her sister. However, it was evident that her main interest lay in observing me work. While it initially made me feel uneasy, as days went by, I started to feel at ease enough to tease her playfully. I would jokingly refer to her as a "lioness" because her ponytail resembled a lion's mane. Her fiery reactions of anger and frustration never failed to bring a smile to my face and ease the tension that accompanied my work.

She's childish sometimes. She likes to engage in fighting competitions. Her feelings were always crystal clear in her eyes and actions. Not only does she occasionally get caught looking at me, but even when she attempts to conceal it, I still notice her gaze returning. She becomes flushed when caught and pretends to be occupied with helping her sister sort out all the files whenever she's around the student council's office.

Despite not being an official member of the science club, Kohaku believes her friendship with Chrome gives her free access to the laboratory. This leads her to constantly bother me, which becomes irritating over time. However, I choose to view it as an opportunity to have additional help. Since she insists on being present, I assign her smaller tasks, like preparing basic chemicals that Chrome may find challenging. Her lively nature adds a vibrant energy to the club, and she enjoys teasing her friends, especially when it involves romantic situations. She playfully offers hugs and even pretends to engage in romantic relationships, capturing the attention of several men.

I chose not to be involved with her. It bothers me how effortlessly she captures the attention of others and consistently displays an interest in romance. Whenever romantic discussions arise, she eagerly observes and offers commentary, especially when it involves her sister Ruri's potential relationship with Chrome, whom she playfully pesters about the matter.

There are rumors circulating that Kohaku has a crush on me. Lies, if she truly had feelings for me, why would she constantly shift from one romantic interest to another, as if changing clothes? It appears more like a casual fascination rather than a genuine attraction.

The thought of a serious relationship just doesn't interest me at all, there's also a new foreign student named Luna who seems to have some interest in me, but the idea of romantic involvement doesn't appeal to me. Sometimes it feels like people are drawn to me, whether it's because of my reputation as a genius or other qualities I possess. The idea of serious relationships and romantic affairs simply turns me off. I find greater satisfaction in tackling scientific experiments, conducting research, and pursuing business ventures than in engaging in romantic relationships.

There comes a time when Kohaku found herself involved in a girls' fight, and despite being in the midst of a breakthrough at the lab, I was reluctantly called upon by the guidance counselor. I crossed my arms while listening to them talk while leaning against a wall, I'm still irritated by the interruption. In my opinion, such a simple altercation could have been handled by having the secretary, Ruri, compile it as a school violation. It seemed unnecessary for the school president to be present. Annoyed, I watched the scene unfold to get all of this done with.

My annoyance quickly dissipated when I noticed the woman preparing to slap Kohaku.

Her swift reflexes spared her from the impending strike. I paused, taking a moment to observe the situation. The woman's intense berating of Kohaku caught my attention. Something felt off, triggering my instincts to investigate further.

As I carefully analyzed the woman's behavior and demeanor, a peculiar thought crossed my mind—an unconventional possibility that I can't shake off.

I carefully study her physical appearance, searching for any signs that might support my hypothesis. I notice her disheveled appearance, the unhealthy pallor of her skin, and the bloodshot, glassy look in her eyes. My mind begins to connect the dots, linking these physical signs to the possible use of drugs.

Could it be drug use? I ponder internally. Her erratic behavior, the way she lashes out—it could be indicative of substance abuse. But I know I can't jump to conclusions without concrete evidence. It's merely a hunch, a nagging suspicion. I had to remind myself that appearances alone are not enough to draw definitive conclusions. I need empirical evidence, scientific proof to support my instincts. Without that, it's just speculation. I take a mental note, knowing that I must tread cautiously.

There was something different about the girls aura at the time, I'm not saying this because she had a strong dislike for Kohaku its merely evident in how she looks at her–its just a girls' fight and I'm not getting the student council involved, whatever Kohaku gets herself into, there's a possibility it could turn into something more, so I decided to look into the girl and had Ukyo observed her.

I made Ukyo spy on them especially the girl whose name I later known as Garnet, she and her brothers are using drugs at the time, so when I heard from Ukyo she cornered the sisters last weekend without knowing what happened later on to the sisters. I immediately had them reported secretly to the police. The principal took action as well when I told him what happened. The following day, they were arrested and taken into custody for drug possession charges, along with the necessary measures for rehabilitation.

As the story unraveled, it became clear that Garnet and her boyfriend were responsible for the accident that affected Ruri and Kohaku. Thanks to Ukyo's adept spying abilities, we discovered their role in the incident.

Honestly, all this ensuing drama disrupted my experiments significantly. I found it challenging to concentrate on my work, constantly fretting over any potential developments that Ukyo may have missed. If anything were to go awry, I would blame myself for not being more vigilant in monitoring the situation.

A sense of relief washed over me as I caught a glimpse of Kohaku and her sister laughing together while crossing the baseball field, visible through the laboratory windows. It was comforting to witness that the lioness was in good spirits and doing well.

As I wandered through the picturesque Furano Hills, my thoughts were consumed by my scientific pursuits. However, even I recognized the need for a break from my relentless quest for knowledge. And what better opportunity than the Lavender Festival? I had heard from the lovesick Chrome that he would be attending with Ruri. Though with the bustling crowd at this time of year, it seemed unlikely that I would catch a glimpse of them.

With the festival in full swing, I leisurely walked along the bustling streets, captivated by the intricate details of the traditional decorations and the vibrant atmosphere enveloping the festival. My analytical mind found delight in observing the intricacies of the event and the dynamic energy that filled the air. It served as a welcome respite from my usual experiments and calculations, granting me a temporary escape from the ceaseless demands of science.

While maneuvering through the bustling crowd, my gaze unexpectedly landed on a familiar face—Kohaku. I noticed her enjoying some cotton candy from one of the vendors, accompanied by Gen who seemed to have spotted me as well. Initially, I intended to veer in a different direction to avoid them. However, they caught up to me and insisted on keeping me company, their persistence winning out. As we traversed through the sea of people, Kohaku's eyes occasionally met the curious gazes of onlookers. Her flushed cheeks betrayed her inherent shyness, causing her to lower her gaze and seek comfort in the folds of her vibrant red floral kimono.

A delightful blush adorned her cheeks, adding a touch of warmth to her expression, while her eyes shimmered with a blend of surprise and nervousness. In that fleeting moment, something within me shifted gears. Kohaku swiftly composed herself, a smile concealing the vulnerable emotions beneath the surface. A curious sense of intrigue sparked within me, stirring a newfound interest in unraveling the enigma that she presented.

My irritation grew as I realized that Gen had likely orchestrated this situation to force me into spending more time with Kohaku. It was clear that he believed there was something more between us, and in his mischievous way, he saw fit to play matchmaker. But I had my reasons for keeping my distance, for not delving into matters of the heart.

As Kohaku and I strolled amidst the festival's lively atmosphere, I couldn't shake the feeling of being trapped in a carefully woven web. Gen's absence left me with no choice but to engage in conversation with Kohaku, my annoyance simmering beneath the surface.

We ventured deeper into the festival. We indulged in delectable treats, engaged in friendly competitions, and marveled at the cultural performances that showcased the rich heritage of Japan. It was a rare moment of respite amidst my busy schedules, unbeknownst to me I'm actually liking this lioness' company.

As the evening sky grew darker, the festival grounds hushed in anticipation of the grand finale—the fireworks display. Bursting with colors and patterns, they painted the sky in a magnificent spectacle. Kohaku and I found ourselves a secluded spot, away from the clamor, to fully absorb the breathtaking show.

Under the mesmerizing lights and the reverberating booms, I felt Kohaku tugging at my shirt.

"Senku," she began, "I've been doing a lot of thinking lately, and... well, the truth is, I've developed feelings for you... I get so nervous whenever you're near. My heart races uncontrollably, making me tremble. I suppose that's why it may have seemed like I was pestering you—it's my way of trying to catch your attention.I always feel excited just thinking about you."

My eyes widened. Slowly, the sides of my mouth lifted forming a wicked smile. I'm not sure why, but all of a sudden, everything she said caught my attention. I feel ecstatic for some reason, its the same thing I experience when I found a new breakthrough in my endless experiements. It is not because her confession boosted my confidence. I have my fair share of confessions from girls of all ages back when I was still in the city and even here, but I didn't feel anything. I couldn't even force a smile if I hear them say it. But when it comes with this lioness…

Her confession caught me off guard, a surge of emotion coursing through me. Kohaku had been my friend. She's someone who understood and supported my dreams. And in that moment, surrounded by the dazzling fireworks, I expected it but I never thought hearing it is another brand new feeling.

But deep down, I knew that the path I had chosen required a different focus.

"Kohaku," I began, my voice steady yet gentle, "I appreciate your feelings, and I value our friendship more than words can express. But I need you to understand that I am not interested in pursuing romantic relationships at this time. We are still young, and there is so much ahead of us, so many experiences waiting to be explored." I said slowly, hoping for a miracle. Someone speed up the time or something.

I watched as a shadow of disappointment flickered across Kohaku's face, and it pained me to be the source of that disappointment. But I knew that in the grand scheme of things, our current stage of life called for a different kind of commitment.

"Our friendship means the world to me, Kohaku," I continued, my tone soft yet resolute. "You have an incredible spirit and so much to offer. I have no doubt that you will find someone who will reciprocate your feelings and love you wholeheartedly."

I saw a mix of understanding and sadness in Kohaku's eyes, and I wished there was a way to alleviate her disappointment. But I believed that this decision was for the best, not only for her but also for us.

"I hope you understand," She nodded wearily, accepting defeat. The conversation weighed heavily on my heart, especially when I gazed into Kohaku's blue eyes, I could sense a flicker of hope fading away due to my words. I knew I couldn't take it back. The fireworks show had ended, and silence enveloped us. Slowly, I wanted to take back everything I had said, but deep down, I knew it was for the best.

"Senku, I…uh…ahm… I'm having some problems catching up with chemistry. Can you teach me?"

"Can't you see I'm a little busy here? I already spare my time to teach you the other day right?"

I didn't mean to vent to her like that. I just get irritated when she has the tendency to be touchy-feely with me whereas even that lioness knows how to respect my boundaries.

"But Senku I–"

"Can't you ask Ukyo or Chrome, I still had something to do back at the student council's office."

Upon my return to the office, I noticed Ryusui holding a stunning sapphire necklace, his eyes fixated on it as if it were a valuable antique.

"Ryusui thats so gorgeous who's the lucky girl? Is it Francois?" Ruri, curious and captivated by the jewelry asks. I couldn't help but glance over from the paper I was reading, confirming its authenticity.

"It's for Kohaku." I stop at the paragraph I was reading.

"Really? Are you courting my sister?" Ruri questioned, a hint of playful curiosity in her voice. "Well, good luck. I've heard she's completely infatuated with our president here."

"Is that so? Do you like her back Senku?" Ryusui asks, I turned my head from the paper to him.

"She's a friend." Ryusui just smirked at me.

"Knowing Senku, any romance is typically one-sided," Ryusui remarked. "While Luna may genuinely be attracted to Senku, he remains disinterested in romance. Poor girl. But don't worry, Senku, I'll do my best to woo Kohaku so she won't pester you anymore. Consider it a favor from me." He winked mischievously.

"Do it for yourself, not for me," I retorted. Its still up to the lioness if she'll reciprocate him back, knowing her I doubt she'll accept that necklace.

The following day, I heard Kohaku had turned down Ryusui's proposal. The news brought a smirk to my face, finding some amusement in the situation.

While I was at my locker one day, I accidentally overheard Kohaku talking to her friend Minami on the other side. They were laughing without a care, unaware that someone might be listening. Just as they were about to leave, I found myself catching snippets of their conversation.

"He kissed you on your neck and then you pushed him?" Minami asked, seemingly intrigued.

"Of course! He was way too forward for my liking. I wasn't even remotely interested, Minami. He just assumed! Can you believe the audacity? If he wants more kisses, he'll have to work harder to turn me on," Kohaku replied, her tone filled with confidence.

"He's too clingy and annoying. I thought he was this mature man since he's already working and all.." She shrugged after explaining why she broke up with her recent ex. Feeling a mix of frustration and anger, I decided to leave the locker room as well. I noticed Minami gasping and Kohaku quickly silencing herself, hiding behind her friend.

I felt a chill from her words. It lingered in my mind, leaving me feeling detached. I was lost in my own thoughts, not fully present. I gave Kohaku a stern glare, my gaze unwavering. I wanted to silence her and vent my frustration by punching the wall behind her.

The way she spoke didn't align with the image of the girl rumored to have a crush on me. After all I had done to save her and her sister, was this the appreciation I received? If she was indeed engaging in sexual activities around campus, I felt it was my responsibility as the student council president to put a stop to it. I wouldn't allow such behavior on my turf.

Her skirt caught my attention. It was noticeably shorter than the school's recommended length for girls. So she was using her skirt to attract boys' attention, huh? Making it easier for them to take advantage of her? And she was challenging boys to arouse her just so they could kiss her more? How disgraceful! My disdain for her only grew stronger.

Kohaku took a quick glance behind Minami's back, but when she saw that I was still looking at her with anger in my eyes, she turned away, her face flushed with embarrassment. Irritated, I decided to walk away, passing them without saying a word.

She's very playful, naughty and outspoken. She speaks her mind and if she doesn't it shows in her facial expressions. That's why she's always apprehended to school violations, I have better things to do than discipline students like her, Kohaku as a teenager is a pain in the ass. She's like an ocean with never ending violent waves. A sea that's never calm.

That was the moment I knew, I am developing feelings for her. I should be attracted with brainy girls like me but this feeling I had towards her these past few months, the way I really like to tease her 'lioness' everytime just for me to catch a glance of her cute mad expressions. I kind of like this naughty girl for once.

Did she really like me? The rumors circulating around campus suggested that she was bold enough to wait for me, hoping to accompany me and my friends back home.

I guess I'm also lucky enough to be considered as just one of her casual friends, as it allowed me to maintain a certain level of distance. If we're close like her friendships with Gen and Ryusui. I wouldn't have been able to restrain myself from kissing her during that moment in the secluded part of the library.

I was seated on the floor, leaning against a bookshelf, when I sensed someone settling down beside me.

"I hope you don't mind me sitting here, Senku. I happen to saw your name on the library cards while I was returning my sister's book a long time ago. We passed each other on the library. I even sat beside you there, but you seemed rather engrossed in your own world. You inspired me to read all kinds of books on the science section so my name would be on the same cards before yours."

Her eyes were filled with curiosity and admiration. But I remained composed, keeping my emotions hidden behind a facade of indifference.

"As long as you stay quiet and don't bother me, I don't mind."

I knew the importance of maintaining a sense of equilibrium. The scientific discoveries and experiments that consumed my thoughts should be my only priority, and I couldn't afford to let personal feelings disrupt that delicate balance. If it wasn't for my logical nature and outlook on things, I won't think twice about kissing her, so I think it's best we didn't become close friends.

I'm not really interested in romance at the time. If we start a relationship now for sure she'll make it fast for me. I won't have time for her so I'll keep it all for now. As long as I keep her challenged and happy, she'll stick for sure.

"This is so frustrating! Is this the reason she ended our relationship? I went to their house only to find them gone!"

"I'm sorry, Chrome. I really don't have any information. I can't reach Kohaku's phone... Maybe we should ask Gen, perhaps he..."

"I'm just as curious as you, Minami-chan."

It had only been a few months since Ruri broke up with him. While I couldn't say I was handling it well, I chose to keep my emotions to myself. On the outside, I appeared fine, but inside, I was hurting. I knew Chrome would occasionally visit their house, hoping for Ruri's return, because I had been doing the same, albeit from a distance. Unlike him, I couldn't stay for long as I had other responsibilities to attend to, so I only visited sporadically.

My excuses were to read books back at home when in fact I would secretly visit their house, desperately searching for any clues about their whereabouts. As the years passed, my hope slowly faded, and I found myself waiting for Kohaku in vain. Anger and betrayal gradually consumed my emotions, replacing the initial optimism I had felt.

I watched as Chrome cried tears while I am busy noting down the result on my experiment. I grit my teeth at the thought of crying. I don't cry for her because I don't have time to cry. I also don't understand why I should cry because no matter what I do, she won't come back.

"Do you miss her, Senku?" Chrome asked me suddenly, interrupting my reading. It had been years since we graduated from high school, and so much had transpired. Now in our third year of college, I was fully immersed in my research, assigned by my mentor. Chrome, on the other hand, seemed insistent on keeping me company at my house.

This guy just won't let me rest no matter what I do. His incessant questioning about our syllabus for one of our shared subjects kept me awake, depriving me of sleep since yesterday.

"Shut up," I said, reading my notes again. We're on the same university and I know a thing or two about the subject he's cramming but because he was asking so many questions about Kohaku my mind was flying somewhere else again. I found myself unable to focus on the material, repeatedly reading the same paragraph without it registering in my mind. I suddenly had the urge to throw him out but I didn't and now I'm frustrated.

My next duty was 24 hours the next day. It was tiring, especially when I couldn't sleep even if I wanted to. In an attempt to distract the multitude of thoughts racing through my mind, I often resorted to studying throughout the night. This became a common pattern during my clerkship, as I found myself barely getting any sleep and exhausting myself in the process. Then there's Luna whose help I can't refuse. I researched, sought advice, and provided a listening ear whenever she needed it. I even had to tell her coping mechanisms and it's up to her to discover what worked best for her unique situation.

To be honest, without someone who would encourage me to go on and support me, I just felt dead… A dead person with senses. A dead person who could still move with a blank mind.

I've been avoiding thinking about her but now that Chrome opened it up for me, I realize I really wasn't taking the fact of her leaving me well. Then there's my father whose encouraging me to take my mentor's scholarship. I knew he wanted the best for me but I wanted to prove that I could still live without hanging onto their connections… because I wanted to build a name for myself. Live for me and not desperately keep up with their expectations.

Rocket science, with its grandeur and the prospect of exploring the mysteries of space, had always fascinated me. It called to my adventurous spirit, urging me to dive into the unknown and reach for the stars. The idea of pushing the boundaries of human understanding and conquering the final frontier was undeniably captivating.

However, there was another path that tugged at my heart—a path that involved medicine. It held the power to heal, to alleviate suffering, and to make a direct impact on people's lives. The thought of being able to diagnose illnesses, develop life-saving treatments, and offer hope to those in need resonated deeply within me.

"I'm applying for this elective. Are you coming with me?" I asked Chrome before taking a seat. We were both outside the campus buying ramen at a convenience store.

Some people will take the regular internship but I chose to have an elective. However, applying still didn't mean that I would actually get in since I've heard the maximum people who could get in was only 20. I knew I was eligible since I belonged to the top of the class as well as Chrome but then, if I didn't get in, I would just end up in a regular one.

"Of course! I've heard Chisato would get in as well, you remember the quiet girl we met?" he says while eating his ramen beside me. "I hope we can get in, right? I will pray for it!"

I couldn't help but notice Chrome, his eyes closed and hands clasped together in prayer. It seemed he was fervently chanting, hoping for a stroke of luck to favor him.

A small chuckle escaped my lips as I observed his earnestness. Chrome, with his belief in superstitions and mystical forces, always managed to bring lightheartedness to any situation. His faith in luck and divine intervention was a stark contrast to my own unwavering faith in the power of science and hard work.

"So you're chanting your prayers again?" I teased, a playful glint in my eyes.

He opened his eyes, looking at me with a wide grin. "Of course, Senku! You never know, luck might just be on my side this time!"

After a week, I never thought that Chrome could pray so strongly since we both were accepted. He has a strong connection to the heavens, huh?

He was about to cry because he thought he didn't make it since there were many others who had higher grades than him. But he managed to pass, so it's alright. His grades weren't low, there were just a lot of really smart and hardworking students.

We had different rotations in departments, so I needed to interact with other people. Talking to other people wasn't really hard for me but I wasn't just feeling it. I still had to if I wanted to survive in this field. I couldn't handle it alone.

Being deemed a genius by the administration was both a privilege and a challenge. Handling the neurology and pulmonology departments meant I had to juggle complex cases and diverse patients. From neurological disorders to respiratory illnesses, I dedicated myself to providing accurate diagnoses and personalized treatments. It was overwhelming at times, but witnessing the progress and impact on patients' lives made it all worthwhile. My seniors guided me well, but sometimes, when they're tired, they vent their frustrations on me. It's okay, I understand.

"Senku, I need your opinion on this patient's case. They've been experiencing persistent coughing and weight loss, and their recent X-ray shows a mass in the lung. I suspect it might be lung cancer, but there's something unusual about this case. Take a look and let me know your thoughts. What do you think?" the senior resident asked me.

As I studied the image, my training kicked in. I recalled the distinct characteristics of cancerous growths, the subtle nuances that set them apart from benign findings. I carefully examined the size, shape, and location of the mass, considering its potential implications.

Although my hands felt a bit unsteady, I remained focused, determined to provide the most accurate assessment I could. I knew that my diagnosis would influence the patient's treatment plan, shaping their journey towards recovery or management of the disease.

After what seemed like an eternity of deliberation, I finally reached a conclusion. I turned to the senior resident and spoke, my voice steady but tinged with the weight of responsibility.

"Hmm... I see the mass you're referring to, but there's something intriguing about it. The shape and location seem atypical for lung cancer. Additionally, I noticed some enlarged lymph nodes in the vicinity. This raises the possibility of an underlying infectious process or even a rare condition."

"That's an interesting observation, Senku. What do you suggest we do next?"

"Given the unique presentation, I recommend a comprehensive approach. Alongside further imaging studies, let's conduct a thorough medical history review, including exposure to environmental factors, occupational hazards, and any recent travel. We should also consider performing a biopsy to gather more information and rule out other potential causes."

"Your insight and attention to detail are admirable. Keep up the good work, Senku."

"I will, thank you." It's experiences like these that remind me why I chose this field—being able to make a difference in someone's life through accurate diagnosis and proper treatment.

I wasn't always accurate in the discussion but there was always space to learn. I was faced with different patients with different illnesses, personalities and attitudes. I was shouted a lot at times but I endured everything just to get by. I wanted to finish it already but I still got a long way to go. It was impossible to learn everything in one night.

Chrome would frequently crash at my apartment in Tokyo, and we would always come up with ways to keep ourselves entertained, like spending time at arcades and enjoying our free time together. Our little group expanded when Chrome introduced me to his newfound friend, Chisato. She would often be shy around me, and it was evident that she had a crush on me, but I chose to ignore it. She would eventually gave up on pursuing me, as I wasn't ready to open my heart to someone new just yet.

When I got assigned to the Surgery department, I was tasked to perform surgery on the patient's brain. With precise movements and a dedicated team, we worked to remove a tumor while protecting healthy brain tissues. The procedure was challenging, but I remained focused on the patient's well-being. Amidst the tedious precesses, I just became more tired. I sat on the bench for the first time today, taking off my mask. I leaned my head against the wall and let out a sigh. I closed my eyes, still wearing my maroon scrub suit with my intern I.D. pinned on the left side.

A mix of relief and fulfillment washed over me, knowing that I had made a significant impact on another life, after witnessing two deaths in a row.

That was how my internship went by. I was rotating to different departments and I would often run into Chrome and Chisato at the hospital.

"I'm envious, Senku. You're such a genius! At this point I won't be surprised if you had your own aerospace company in the near future!" Chrome complained as he lied down on the sofa while he's on break after reading books.

I was seated on the floor with ten thick medical books on the coffee table beside my laptop, a big iPad for my notes, and some research theses from NASA. My highlighters were all over the place too, as well as sticky notes on the board on the wall. I could study better when organized. I have been studying for 12 hours now. I would only take breaks to have a snack.

"Aren't your brain tired? You've been at it for half a day, you know?" Chrome asked again.

"How about you? Doesn't your mouth get tired from incessant talking?" I fired back.

"I'm here so we can review together! I didn't expect you to have so much to read! Just looking at it makes me feel lazy." He flopped onto the sofa and grabbed a book. I still have some colored bookmarks on the pages. I just finished reading it last night.

I have been friends with Chrome ever since Kohaku introduced me to him since high school and he was always the carefree type. He didn't care much for his studies like me more like he's the average type. He would often review using my notes. He said he understands things more easily. He's intelligent because even without studying, he still manages to pass. It's just not obvious.

Chrome were undecided which to get in college at the time since his chosen career of being a geologist isn't much of a career that would give his family money in Japan, so when word got to him I'll get a medicine course, he tagged along. I've been followed by idiots from college, medical school, and eventually we'll have the same graduate school in another country. Chisato, too, is following me. I don't know why they're following me. Wherever I am, they're there. Tsk.

"Isn't this Kohaku beside you?!" Chrome stood up from the sofa and reached for my cellphone which had a transparent back case revealing the polaroid picture I had with the lioness there. Three years ago, we had taken it at one of the photo booths at the lavender festival. Without hesitation, I let go of the highlighter I was holding to snatch it away from him,

"Well, well! Caught in the act, huh? I thought you had moved on, but it seems like you're still infatuated with her."

"What the hell is wrong with you?!" I tried to grab it back from him, but he stood up and ran away, gleefully. Frustrated, I instinctively placed my hand on my forehead as he held it up to me, pointing at Kohaku's smiling face.

"Is this what moving on looks like?!" He burst into laughter and returned to the coffee table, examining the sticky notes on my board more closely. I sighed, placing my hand on my forehead again as he picked up two more polaroids, saying, "You're such a creep!"

"What's creepy about that? I don't look at it every night," I defended myself.

"Oh, really? Maybe you use it as a sleep aid then," he laughed loudly.

"Will you shut up? I'm studying," I muttered, giving up on dealing with that jerk. There was nothing I could do about him.

"Fine, I'll just pray for you to top the boards!" he jokingly said again.

Damn it. Everything that idiot prays for seems to come true. I actually did top the boards with a rating of 98.99%. I wasn't expecting that. The exams were really difficult, and I thought I would score around 85% or even less.

"Congratulations, Senku!" "You're amazing!" I received a lot of compliments and congratulatory messages but I can't help to think if she were here, would she have done the same?

"Congratulations, son! You have proven a lot," My father gave me a hug after the ceremony, " I'm so proud of you!" He held my shoulder, as I notice some tears of joy in his eyes.

"Xeno told me he wants you to be a scientist at NASA right after he knows you became a topnotcher in the boards." My father's undying support has been with me from the start and he has always respected my decision to not accept his help, and for that I am thankful, because without him, I wouldn't be who I am today.

"I will," I told him. I will work there not because I want to but because its one of the organizations for space missions in the country and I wanted to explore more. I wanted to learn more. Everyone's saying no one can outmatched how genius I am, but there's still so much I don't know, and I know that the people there can help me.

Time comes we graduated from college and my mentor, Dr. Xeno insists he can grant me scholarships along with my friends whom he saw potential if we would migrate overseas.

I agreed to the opportunity, believing that now that I had proven myself in this field, I could pursue my dream of studying rocket engineering. Chrome and Chisato were thrilled when I shared the news with them. However, it wasn't an easy decision. Despite my father having his own successful company in America and offering his support, I insisted on earning my own money and standing on my own feet.

I decided to apply for a job in California to support myself financially while studying at a nearby university. Chrome and Chisato, on the other hand, opted to concentrate solely on their studies. I was the only one who chose to work while pursuing my education.

One day, while going about my duties as a resident doctor, I caught sight of a familiar surname on a patient's file - "Hizashi" My heart skipped a beat, my mind racing with worry and anticipation. I asked the nurse stationed and she told me the patient has been suffering from cancer for four years with no more time left. I ask her the room number and made an excuse to examine her. Could it be her? Bracing myself, I entered the room, prepared for any outcome.

To my shock, it wasn't Kohaku lying there in that hospital bed. Instead, it was Ruri, her sister. My mind reeled, trying to process the sight before me. Ruri appeared dazed and frail, her once beautiful hair gone, a result of the chemotherapy she had undergone.

Mixed emotions surged within me - relief that it wasn't Kohaku, but also a profound sadness to see Ruri in such a vulnerable state. I couldn't help but remember the strong and vibrant girl she once was.

"Who are you?" I creased my brow but then I also read her file, a year ago she was also diagnosed with a tumor in her brain.

She clutched on her head for support, it made me worried to come close near her bed. She's silently resisting the hurt its giving her, then she faced me again after she sigh, "It's no use, it appears I can't hide it any longer Senku." My eyes widened, so she recognized me.

She smiled, to which it caused me to grit my teeth. Before I leave Japan, during my recent visit to their house in Hokkaido, I overheard Turquoise, one of the caretakers, mentioning that her family was considering selling their flower farms. Little did she know, I had secretly become the potential buyer. Fueled by a desire for revenge, I boldly took out a large loan to make the purchase. But right now seeing her sister's condition. I felt guilty. There's no need for me to think of any excuses she might have, the truth is now in front of me, they migrated here to treat Ruri's condition.

"So you've became a doctor… good for you, Senku. I just hope Kohaku was here so she has someone to have a shoulder to cry on but it seems like she's still at school. You know, its a miracle you appeared out of the blue while I am preparing myself for my inevitable death. Can I ask…" She bit her lip while closing her hands in her lap as solitary tears fell from her eyes.

"H–How's Chrome? Is he like you now, Senku?" She tried her hardest to smile. I kept my clench fists on my lab coat's pockets, "He's fine. He's also become a doctor like me but he isn't satisfied with that so he chose to study again to pursue his dream."

"Can you tell me more?" I spent the last hour telling her everything without anyone interrupting us from outside.

"You know Kohaku got delayed by a year because of me, she was suppose to graduate last year but because she saw me suffering she chose to delay going to school and look after me, if it wasn't for my aunt's insistence she won't do it you know… And Chrome… I'm glad he's thriving, all I want is for him to keep reaching his dreams." She sobs and although her voice were already trembling she continued, "Please look after Kohaku for me once I'm gone. You see, I'm running out of time."

"I'll help you!" She was shocked but then she weakly smiled,

"I should've listened to you, you know, I just don't want to burden my family…. So.." She stood up and held both my shoulders, "Please grant this simple request from me, Senku. Can you promise me you'll never tell Chrome of this? I'll promise to fight but if my time has come, please look after Kohaku for me."

I immersed myself in relentless research, dedicating every waking moment to finding a cure for Ruri's disease. The weight of responsibility pressed upon me, knowing that her life depended on my efforts. Days turned into weeks, and I poured over countless scientific papers, searching for a breakthrough.

Then, the devastating news arrived like a crushing blow. The hospital staff informed me that the patient in room 5738, Ruri, had passed away peacefully in her sleep. My heart sank, and a profound sense of loss washed over me. All my efforts seemed futile in the face of this tragic outcome. I'm too late… Why did I know of this too late? Why?

As I navigated the hospital hallway, my eyes caught a glimpse of Kohaku, tearfully being comforted by a mature woman who had the same blonde hair as hers. The sight tugged at my heartstrings, and I yearned to be there for her. But duty called, and I was summoned by another doctor for my next operation.

I clenched my fist, torn between the urge to console Kohaku and fulfilling my professional obligations. With a heavy heart, I made the difficult decision to prioritize my duty and proceeded to perform the surgery. Little did I know that it would stretch on for an arduous nine and a half hours.

I just witnessed another death. I covered my face and sighed again. There was no choice but to keep going. There was no other choice. I stood up and started walking away. I changed into new clothes before stepping out to get some coffee. I would bury myself in research about rockets tonight.

The scene I couldn't face was family members crying after losing a loved one because it was too familiar. It reminded me of her and her sister…. But it was also what kept me going. I didn't want it to happen again. As much as possible I wanted people to continue living. To help them fight until their last breath.

Once the operation concluded, I eagerly sought out Kohaku. However, to my dismay, I discovered that she and her family had already left the hospital to make arrangements for Ruri's burial. The sense of loss and regret intensified within me as I realized I had missed the opportunity to be there for Kohaku in her moment of grief.

With a deep sigh, I resolved to finish my responsibilities and then embark on the search for Kohaku. I understood that my duty as a doctor was paramount, but the desire to be there for the one I cared about weighed heavily on my mind.

"Latte." I told the lady at the counter. Chrome seemed content and thriving with his academic progress. He generously offered to treat us and insisted on paying for our orders. "It's mostly the rocket propulsion section. The formulas and equations are overwhelming, and I can't seem to connect them to real-life applications." I heard Chisato said as soon as I arrived at our table.

Chisato sighed, "I just can't seem to wrap my head around this subject. It feels like a never-ending maze of equations and concepts. I have cried several times, but I have to be strong!" Chisato complained. We were both waiting for our drinks while Chrome was paying.

She was talking more about her experience when someone caught my attention. My head turned parting my lips in surprise when I saw Kohaku walking inside the coffee shop, scrolling on her phone.

"Are you listening?" Chisato asked, waving her hand in front of my face.

"Huh? Uh.. y–yes," I answered to whatever she was saying. I didn't catch up. I just hoped my response fit the context.

"I asked what time will your shift end tomorrow? Why'd you answered 'yes'?" Chisato furrowed her brow. I laughed and shook my head, feeling apologetic towards her. Since I wasn't listening, she ended up talking to Chrome instead.

I glanced at Kohaku again and saw her alone at the table. Is she seeing someone? It seems like she's waiting for someone, and I want to go and see her, but I only have 15 minutes left before I have to return to my duty at the hospital. She changed so much. Her hair, once flowing and wild, had been tamed into a more practical style. She now had a more a longer straight ponytail. She's wearing a plain white shirt and jogging pants yet she stood out so much in the crowd when I saw some American men offering to sit in an empty chair in front of her but she politely declined and it seems like she's really seeing someone. Ah, hell. I felt so hopeless. Everything wasn't the same anymore.

"Lattes for Chisato!"

"Its a plural, did you named all our drinks on me?" She asked Chrome beside her to which he nods. "I'm reading!"

He pulled out his earphones "You get it, I'm busy, can't you see?" once he's done talking he puts it back. I let out a sigh as I noticed a recurring pattern whenever we tried to meet up amidst our busy schedules—I would often find them bickering. Sensing the tension, I offered to get it since I wasn't doing anything.

I stood up and went to the counter to get it. I froze when I heard the lady calling for Kohaku too, sliding the cup over the counter near our drinks. She was taking too long so the lady called for her again. I was busy putting sugar on my drink. It shouldn't have been this many, but I got distracted, so I didn't realize how much I had put.

I was about to walk away when she suddenly bumped into me, my latte spilling on my white coat. "Oh, fuck! I'm so sorry!" She was obviously panicking.

I looked down on my coat. My hand got burned too because it was also splashed, I just endured it. I didn't want her to feel more guilty. I tried to wipe the stain using a tissue but of course, it wouldn't come off. I'm glad I chose to wear a hat amidst the Californian heat this summer so she didn't notice my greenish white hair at first glance.

"It's fine," I whispered before getting another tissue to wipe my hand. My hand was a bit red now because of the liquid burnt earlier. The pager in my possession emitted a sound, she abruptly halted in her attempt to clean my coat. While I focused on deciphering the code displayed on my pager, I overheard her apologizing and explaining that she had to leave. By the time I turned my head to respond, she was already halfway out the door.

I kept on achieving more just to stand on the same level as her. I already pass the boards and was now recognized as one of the top ten outstanding doctors with exemplary performance. I also graduated as a summa cum laude at the University of California. All of these without the support of anyone. All of these are because of my endless pursuit of knowledge to thrive and hardwork. I could finally give myself credit.

It still didn't end there, I attended different rocket launches and helped formed algorithms for their navigation travels. Chrome often seeks my help. I read a lot of books for supplementary information. I liked what I am doing and that fuels my desires to ambitioned for more.

It wasn't easy to continue while thinking about how's Kohaku been doing these past years, I tried to look at the address they left on their files in the hospital and once I arrived there, one of their neighbors told me they've moved, I've never seen her since then.

"Senku, I am going to sell the whole farm. You're the first person I informed because it's already leased to you…"

I grew weary of the fame and attention that came with being a successful scientist, particularly the media's relentless pursuit of interviews and coverage. In an effort to escape the constant scrutiny, I made the decision to return to Japan. However, it was during this time that I received a phone call from her father, delivering unexpected news. I didn't even ask why he was selling it. I only assumed that they already want to live abroad forever. I understand how hard it must've been for her after Ruri's death, but didn't she ever think about going back? I only felt anger and resentment.

What did Kohaku do then? Is it that easy for her to give up everything and leave? And just because she's no longer pure, does that mean she's free to explore other men? I did everything to acquire the farm. I just wanted to have a connection with her in the future and show her that I obtained their property.

"Are you sure you're going to go through with your plan?" Chrome asked me during one of our phone calls. He immediately called when I found out from Turquoise that Kohaku is indeed here in Japan.

Recently, my father, who recently got married to Lilian, informed me that Lilian is actually Kohaku's blood relative. He heard from her that Kohaku is returning to Japan. Lilian confirmed it for us.

My father's occasional requests for me to find a wife too seemed almost comical. He would often catch me in the midst of my busy work or find me locked away in my laboratory for hours on end. It was clear to me that my dedication to my scientific pursuits left little time or interest for romantic endeavors. I dismissed his suggestions, believing that my work held far greater importance than any notions of marriage.

Four years ago, I allowed my small aerospace company to prosper, using the profits to purchase the land they left behind. Realizing I needed capital for my new venture, growing and selling new flower varieties in the city market, I spent a year improving the neglected land. I was astonished to discover that the soil had extremely low pH levels, making it unsuitable for plant growth. Despite the initial challenges, I persevered, and over the years, I experienced overwhelming joy and excitement as I witnessed the thriving success of the flowers I diligently cultivated and sold in the market.

I am already in my fourth year running this business, and my aerospace company has achieved great success since I launched my first-ever billion-dollar telescope to study the farthest planet, Pluto. Her father is selling the mansion now. It seems like she doesn't have any plans to come back here, huh?

I wonder if Kohaku is married now. Considering her age and the fact that she has no trouble attracting suitors, it's quite possible. I can't help but feel a sense of regret for not keeping in touch and not knowing more about her current circumstances since the last time I saw her.

If she ever brings up the fact that I was indecisive back then, this is the reason why! If I had taken her seriously way back, we might have never made it to college!

Just the thought of her being in love with someone else since the last time I saw her makes my blood boil. I will do whatever it takes to take her away from whomever that bastard is.

I was lucky she isn't with someone else.

"Uh.. you're the new owner?"

I remained standing as I observed the new Kohaku in front of me. She looks the same, only that her body aged. She's still fair and…Fuck! I remembered that night again!

Her lips are red and she's wearing black from head to toe, it seems like she's mourning something. I couldn't help but notice the changes that time had etched upon her features. Her once youthful face now bore the marks of maturity and experience, except for her mesmerizing blues. There's strength in her eyes as if she had weathered countless storms and emerged even stronger.

I tried my best not to scrutinize her appearance from top to bottom. If she agrees to my offer later, I will make sure that she truly becomes mine. And if she ever suggests divorce, I'll even offer her their family estate as an extension.

"I already paid for all of it. That's what my broker and your father talked about. I am now waiting for the documents to be signed by the previous owner and the title will be transferred to me."

The shock on her face is very evident. She's so shocked that I'm the new owner of their land and estate. Of course, Kohaku. You can't expect me to stay where I am.

Let's see how far your courage goes now. I can still see you're that spoiled Hizashi Kohaku who thinks she can do everything she pleases. I made a promise to your sister, and she gave me her approval to look after you from now on.

"I…. I decided I won't sign…I want to halt the transfer." Wow, really now? What does she have anyway?

She tilted her head, unable to meet my gaze directly. Interesting. Do you still have feelings for me, Kohaku? Is that mischievous lioness still hiding behind your strong facade?

"Why?"

"I don't plan on selling this. We were broke, that's why the land was leased. I am going to pay you back at the amount you want after around six months."

Having lost her sister must've been hard for them at the start but that's already four years ago. They sold it because they need the money somewhere. For business? I'm not sure, but for her to take it back they must've been rich enough to do so. But I won't let her just do as she pleases and now she won't have what she wants.

"What if I don't want that?" I emphasized each word, making my stance clear.

"I will talk to my lawyer. I am sure she can do something about that. After all, it's not in your name yet…" I smiled inwardly, pleased that everything was going the way I planned, "The mansion is not the only property I want to take back. I also want our flower farms back."

"Okay…I will triple the original price of the flower farms if you want to buy it…"

How far can you risk, Kohaku? I now own the flower farms, so what can you do if I don't want to sell them?

"Why are you doing this?" she coldly asks, "This is our land, Senku."

"It was your land. You left it here to rot alone!"

I took a step closer to her. A faint glimpse of my innocent Kohaku flashed on her face. It almost shook my faith.

"I saved it!"

"Since you know it was ours, what's the point of raising the price?"

"I was the one who helped the land to prosper again. And it is not for sale, mind you. I am only giving you a chance because we know each other before…" I witnessed the pain that suddenly clouded her eyes, but it quickly vanished.

"Should I thank you then? Should I thank you for asking just to triple the price for our properties?" She sounds angry, it got me excited but I need a little more of your Kohaku expressions to fully set my plan in motion.

"My original decision is more than triple the price. It should be more than that! Do you have any idea what it was like when I first rented your land while I was starting? It was as barren as a desert. The land is not fertile. I tried everything in my power to get it out of the situation it was in, and yet here you are asking to take it back now that it's thriving?"

"Well, I am sorry. I am sorry because it was your duty to make the lands better again because you rented them. We never forced you to do that. You did that."

I burst into laughter at her statement. Seriously? Where is your logic, Kohaku?

"Look at you. Your looks have changed a lot. But hell, you're still the same mischievous lioness I've known. You only came to take your properties back. You shouldn't be making the terms here. Remember, Kohaku. The farms are now under my name. If I don't want to sell it, you can't have it. And this house? Your father signed the contract. You have no right to it now. If I were you I'd rather keep your ego in check."

I could clearly see the anger in her blue eyes. There were still many things I wanted to say, but then my secretary called. I turned to my phone.

"Yes, Chelsea, what is it?"

"Senku, the board wants to request to have a meeting with you"

"Yup. I know. Tell them there's already an acting CEO in my place."

"Was it Sir Chrome?"

"Yes."

"Also, there's someone named Luna who would like to meet with you. She said you were supposed to give her something. She vent her anger at me when she found out you're not here."

"Yes, and I am doing everything I can to get it done. It's my—"

"She showed herself here earlier… She said she'll call again after five."

"Fine. Connect me to Luna. Thanks."

"I'll come back some other time, Senku. I need to talk to my lawyer. I need to see the deed of sale and the contracts."

I looked at her and signaled with my finger that I need her to stay. Wait there, lioness. You want me. You need me. You wait!

"Luna, yes…"

"Senku, what about my schedule? I have revisions I want to make to my father's proposal to your company years ago. I need your advice on how to tell him I'm pulling him out, I'm already running out of ideas. How will that work if you're still in Hokkaido? I might come there tomorrow, can we talk there instead?"

"I'll take care of it. Don't worry about it… Okay. I need to go. I have a meeting. See you soon."

I didn't wait for Luna's response. I ended the call immediately to face Kohaku.

"I already have a copy of the deed of sale if you want to see the amount. You can go to your lawyer however you want….but..suppose I didn't have any intention of selling this land. What would you do?"

I could clearly see the tears welling up in the corners of her eyes. She wants to take it back that bad, huh?

"Why are you doing this to me? Is this an asset to you to ignore its sentimental value to me?"

"Any real property is an asset, Kohaku. In spite of its lack of monetary gain, unlike the flower farms, the mansion is still an asset."

"You're already a CEO and it's no surprise if you have any properties or mansions other than this. Why don't you live there and why can't you afford to let this one go?"

"This one's near my flower farms, you know. It's the harvest season and I need to monitor everything here. I am sure you know that."

"Why are you doing this? Huh, Senku?"

Kohaku's voice cracked, and her tears were on the verge of falling. I furrowed my brow in response to her words. She was displaying such desperation. Well, Kohaku, I must admit that I am equally desperate.

Thank the heavens you made it happen for us. You came here. You didn't let me search for you because, truth be told, it should have been you who searched since you were the one who left. Even though I wasn't really the one you were looking for, I'll make sure that it's me you'll get.

"If you're doing this for revenge, I hope you're happy!" I stifled a laugh. Did she presume that I was still deeply affected by our history together?

"Why would I do that, Kohaku? What revenge are you talking about? Come on… We're not some high school kids anymore. I know you've matured as well." I smirked wickedly.

"Honestly, I don't understand why you're still here when it appears that you're doing well elsewhere. If you want this land, why did you sell it in the first place? Now that I don't want to sell it, you come here and ask me to sell it to you? After all those years? When it took me sleepless nights to experiment with something to help bring the land out of its unfortunate situation? Where is the revenge in that, huh?"

I took a step closer to her. Her face grew stern, and anger flickered in her otherwise melancholic eyes.

"This is just plain business, Kohaku. Think I'll bend over for you? You just showed up again, and now you want to take back what's already mine now?"

"Damn you, Senku…" She's really furious now, isn't she? I couldn't help but inwardly chuckle at her behavior.

"I don't know why you feel so entitled. You think after all those years, after what I did with this land, you think I'd bow and give it back to you that easily? No…"

I shook my head disapprovingly, deliberately provoking her even more. Kohaku, you can't just come back here and reclaim the lands without dealing with me first.

"Is it because you're too prideful that you wouldn't give up even though it's already hopeless?"

"If you don't want to give this land back to me, what if I'll just give back the money you paid for the mansion!"

"What if I won't accept it? Your father's attorney already approved for the tax declaration to be transferred to my name a month ago. We are only waiting for you to sign the papers for the title, Kohaku."

I could see her hope fading away. Not so fast, my naughty lioness.

"I have a proposition, but only if you're so desperate to get this mansion that you're willing to compromise.…"

"Do you want this so bad?"

I took another step closer to her, but she remained unfazed. I couldn't help but feel a pang of guilt as I gave her a glimmer of hope. Oh, hope, what power do you hold over people like Kohaku? And what have you done to me? You've filled my mind with the most foolish ideas just so I can cling to hope. It may defy all logic, but I don't fucking care if she's married, engaged, or anything else... I want her to choose me because she desperately needs me.

"Kohaku, do you want this so bad?" I firmly ask her.

"What's your proposition?"

"Patience, lioness. Answer my question first."

"Yes. I want this mansion back."

"Are you willing to do anything just to get this back then?"

"Yes, I am willing."

"Good." I lifted her chin, and her lips puckered as if inviting a kiss. I couldn't tell if it was an intentional seduction or if she had always been this way.

"Marry me, Kohaku."

Her eyes widened in surprise. I smirked back at her, you gave me no other choice Kohaku, I have no choice but to resort to plan B.

"Wha-Why? P-please, wait a minute, I can't do that! You know what, I'll just borrow some money from Ryusui. Give me six months to produce the money, Senku." She shoved my hand away from her.

"Have you already forgotten? I told you, this isn't for sale. And did you just say you'll borrow from Ryusui?"

I should've known to trust my instincts before as to why Ryusui usually frequented the States back then, particularly the east coast. It wouldn't be hard for him to cross paths with Kohaku earlier than I did. My eyes darkened at her, just thinking about them being together… made me feel..

"That's none of your business... And you being married to me is okay?"

"Listen, I really don't want to do this. It's just that I am having a hard time dealing with my father who is also an investor in my company. I am planning to launch a telescope that I've been working on for six years to study the weirdly flickering black hole at the heart of our galaxy, the Milky Way, which has proved elusive for existing telescopes to explore but there's one problem, I need a rocket to launch it into outer space."

"And what does that have to do with me marrying you, Senku? Not that I really want it."

I looked at Kohaku, thinking about what to do next. I realized that to make her believe my excuses, I needed to involve someone she trusted. My father, who was known for his straightforward nature, seemed like the perfect choice. He had mentioned his wish to see me find a partner and get married, although it wasn't something I felt obliged to do.

"I'm not yet done explaining, lioness. As I've said, this is about my father, he knows a reliable rocket company that would fit the description of the rocket I want for my telescope. This company factory has been cranking out an incredible rockets for years because these orbital rockets have the same technologies in them as ballistic missiles, the knowledge about how to build them is protected. He just revealed to me lately that he is the owner of that company, he wants me to inherit it and he won't share with me the rest of the information about the rocket I needed unless I procure myself a wife."

With a calculated expression, I began weaving the tale, using my father's supposed wishes as a reason for urgency. I knew there was some truth to it, as my father did express his desire for me to find a wife. However, I exaggerated the sense of immediacy, making it seem like I had no choice but to marry immediately. It was a ploy to make Kohaku believe.

After I carefully crafted the story, I observed Kohaku's reactions, hoping she would buy into the urgency and make a decision that would favor me. It was a delicate balance of truth and manipulation, all in the pursuit of making her stay.

"You're disgusting…" I smirked at her. If I lose it, she'll drift again. I can't let that happen.

"Do you want this land or not?"

"Fine. So am I just going to be your pretend wife?"

"Yes. We need to marry on paper too, Kohaku. I can't risk it. What if he does a background check on me and discovers that our marriage is not considered valid? That would be useless plus he'd hate me for lying. People hate liars you know."

"I will file for a divorce after our conditions have been met." It gave me a glimmer of hope. To my surprise, it turned out that Kohaku was neither married nor engaged.

"How can I be sure you will give me this mansion back, Senku?"

"I'll make a contract, Kohaku and I'll have a friend sign our agreement between us. I'll give you the contracts you needed back and I'll talk to my lawyer to transfer the tax declaration for your mansion under your name…"

"What about the flower farms, Senku?"

I burst into laughter. I couldn't believe she is still unsatisfied. The flower farms will be yours, but you will be mine for the rest of your life, Kohaku. If you were to find out my true intentions now, you might think I'm going crazy and I am determined to make you mine and be with you every single day.

"Easy, lioness. We are only talking about the mansion here. I am the reason this flower farm is thriving in the market so it'll be harder for me to let this one go...eventually we'll talk about that. For now, this is going to be my offer and I need you to do first what we've agreed on," Her gaze was sharp, piercing into me.

I believed everything would go smoothly, but when I witnessed her tears on our wedding day, it felt like a sudden blow to my core. Ishigami Kohaku, my wife is crying because she's marrying me?

Do I really want this? To have seen her suffer like this in front of me?

Seeing her in tears dissipates the anger I have nurtured in my heart for years. Just by looking into her blue eyes, I feel the urge to surrender and give her everything she desires. I would even pray to be one of her desires. Because even without her saying it, I would give myself to her wholeheartedly and without hesitation.

I had always been a light sleeper. But when I woke up in the middle of the night, I had to find out why she's locked herself in her room. Upon reflection, I've come to realize that even after all these years, she must have been preoccupied with thoughts of her sister.

Before I could think of a way to comfort her, Kohaku's eyes slowly opened. She reached out for me, and I stiffened as I felt her hands reaching out to hug me. She let out a sob as she buried her face in my chest.

I didn't know what to do. I'm never been good at comforting people, and I felt helpless as I watched her cry. I stood there stiffly, not sure if I should hug her back or pull away.

As Kohaku's sobs gradually subsided, I felt a pang of guilt. I realized that I had been too focused on my own ambitions and hadn't been there for Kohaku when she needed me. I silently promised myself that I would try to be there for her from now on.

Finally, Kohaku lifted her head from my shoulder and wiped away her tears. She looked up at me, her eyes blue and puffy but also filled with gratitude.

"Thank you for being here, Senku," she said softly.

I felt a wave of relief wash over me. I may not have known exactly what to do but was glad that I could be there for her at that moment. I gave her a small smile, feeling a newfound sense of closeness to her.

As I settled back into my room, I couldn't help but think about how much she meant to me. I didn't know where our relationship was headed, but I knew that I wanted to be there for her, no matter what.

I am going to be your man, Kohaku. That with your land and mansion, you'll also want to take me with you. I promise that.

As I watched Kohaku sleep, I couldn't help but admire her beautiful features. It hit me then—I wanted our relationship to be real, not just some charade born out of desperation.

Looking around the room, I spotted some paper and got an idea. It wasn't the fancy ring I had planned, but it's now or never.

When Kohaku woke up, I showed her the paper ring and told her how much I wanted our marriage to be genuine. The surprise and warmth in her eyes confirmed that I had made the right move.

In that moment, I realized that our love didn't need grand gestures. It will thrive on honesty and sincerity. With her acceptance of the paper ring, I am filled with so much happiness. Once I got a hold of the real one, I would give her the ring she truly deserved. But for now, the origami ring represented the unwavering love we shared.

I just got back from Tokyo after overseeing some business affairs and getting the promised ring I would give Kohaku later, but I had heard she was busy tending to the flowers. So I made myself busy and was engrossed in my work when Chrome burst into my office, a sense of urgency on his face. He quickly closed the door behind him and approached my desk.

"Senku, we have a major problem," Chrome said, his voice filled with concern.

I raised an eyebrow, intrigued by his sudden seriousness. "What is it?"

He took a deep breath before speaking. "The board is adamant about keeping a corrupt member among its ranks. They want your presence at the meeting as soon as possible before they approve the launch of our space mission rocket to outer space."

I leaned back in my chair, a mix of frustration and determination building within me. "Corruption within our board? That's unacceptable. We can't compromise the integrity of our mission." I know what he's saying and who's 'that person' he's referring to, but I chose to feign ignorance hoping he'll understand my decision.

"Is that a rejection from you, Senku? You think you could stir our conversation because I didn't know what was happening and why Luna is still around?" Shit. "Truth be told, I now know," Chrome smirked at me, I could see a visible change in his appearance when he realized that I was lying.

Chrome chuckled, stood in front of my desk, and put his hands on his waist. He removed his glasses and rubbed his eyes before looking back at me.

"We need your leadership and influence to address this issue and ensure the launch proceeds smoothly by not compromising our funds!" He stared at me furiously.

I licked my lower lip. My mind got haywired from all the calculations and algorithms I've been doing. I am still composing myself for his abrupt appearance.

"Luna's bastard father is still on the loose, he embezzled our funds when the majority of the old board members favored him. I am still lacking evidence to put him to jail."

"Why didn't you ask me for help then? I have my own private investigators searching for Ruri before Kohaku told me she was dead. I can still ask them for help now that I'm over it and I know you'll handle it, Senku. Your determination and strategic thinking have always guided us through tough times, I just wished the new board members won't pester me." He sighs in annoyance.

"Thanks for the offer but I'm almost done. Luna already gave me clues about his whereabouts."

"I sometimes doubt if you keeping her around is still purely for business. Not entirely loyalty. She's already pretty poor because they brought it upon themselves when they chose to betray your trust."

"Chrome, I get why you're worried about Luna's family and what they've done. But Luna is not defined by her family. She's facing her own battles, and I want to be there for her. She has bipolar disorder, and I want to support her through it."

Chrome looked skeptical. "I get that, Senku, but why keep her around the company? Isn't it risky?"

I sighed, trying to find the right words. "She's valuable and I needed her for the investigation. She puts her trust in me that what happened to her and her mother would be put to justice. Yes, I care for her, but it's not the same as what I feel for Kohaku."

He smiled marking a stop to our conversation. I can't believe how can he easily concludes I'm in love with that woman. How stupid can he be?

"Luna failed! Is this why you marry Kohaku? Why aren't you denying her requests? Is it because she's sick and dying? Is that it? Have you fallen in love with her? I thought you were a scientific prodigy of our generation, Senku. You are rational with every decision and move you make. What happened?"

"No, Chrome! Marrying Kohaku was never part of my plan. My original plan was all about seeking revenge but–"

"Bullshit! She loves you, which is why she accepted your marriage proposal. She may not have explicitly expressed it to me, but having grown up together, I understand her well enough to see it."

I fought the urge to punch him, reminding myself to stay calm. His interruption irritated me. I've decided to get to the point. "I married her because I loved her," My jaw clenched at that. It frustrated me how he only seemed to care about Kohaku.

"Our relationship has improved this past month. I don't love anyone else… only her. I want to marry her for real this time. I just think that I need to take this one slow. This has nothing to do with business. This is about me… and her."

The moment she pushed me away when I asked her what was the deal with her getting a one-way plane ticket, I felt like dying. I thought I had her. For a slight moment, I thought I had her. I thought we would be different. We became so close in such a short time and I thought she genuinely cared about me. There were no games, no pretenses. I thought we could actually be something, but I thought wrong.

She's really desperate in leaving me. How can she claim that she no longer loves me and abandon me for something so innocent? Does this signify the end? I find myself restless, unable to sleep or eat, and my mind in disarray. What thoughts occupy her mind when she said that? Just last weekend, she appeared content and happy. How could she easily forget all the happiness we shared?

Am I too clingy? Am I caging her too much? Is she sick of me? I have never fallen in love with anyone before her. It destroyed me so much.

Still, she made me feel like it's over before I knew.. But in my mind, I still have one last card to play. I will call her father and inform her parents that I got married to her to prolong our time together, even if it's just for a little while.

My plan would be like this: before fully transferring everything back to her, I am going to apologize to her parents for my actions, and then express to them how much I love their daughter and my willingness to make amends, as long as Kohaku gives me another chance.

I will transfer the ownership of the properties to her name, even if she doesn't want it. At that point, I have no more means to fight against her. The deal will be over, and I will give her back the land... but I want to try again.

I am going to court her every day. I going to stay in a house near theirs.

But when I saw her angry and hurt, I couldn't deny her the freedom she wants, but I don't have the guts to say goodbye to her the way she easily did that to me.

After Kohaku left, I made the decision to return to Tokyo. Seeking solace within the walls of my company, I found refuge from the overwhelming emotions that consumed me by keeping a close eye on the intricate details and studying the blueprints. The echoing halls became my sanctuary as I paced, channeling my frustrations and sorrows into motivation. With renewed determination, I focused on planning our future space missions and presented a solution to the board about what I've been doing apprehending Luna's father for embezzling funds. Chrome was taken aback by my actions.

Each step I took was fueled by a fierce resolve to overcome heartbreak and showcase my resilience to myself and the world. Yet, not a single day passed without Kohaku lingering in my thoughts.

All my thoughts were consumed by Kohaku, but when Luna called me, insisting that she had one final piece of evidence that could finally bring her father to justice, I knew I had to go to her place. I took a final glance at the papers neatly tucked inside a brown envelope and let out a sigh of relief. Once I had resolved all the troubles plaguing the company, I promised myself that I would shift my focus toward finding a way to win Kohaku back.

"Did you speak with Kohaku?" Luna asks me out of the blue.

I gritted my teeth as memories of how easily she had walked away resurfaced, mingling with a sense of curiosity as to why Luna was inquiring about her. "We're married and live under the same roof, so we still communicate," I replied, disguising the truth. No one else knew that she had left, and I intended to keep it that way.

"Really? Seeing you, I thought you...made me think you... anyway, I think you should," she trailed off, unable to finish her sentence. Her head bowed, and her trembling lips betrayed her struggle to hold back tears.

I furrowed my brow, briefly pondering her unspoken words. Regardless, I made a silent promise to myself that once all of this was over and her father was behind bars, I would have a conversation with her. I was taken aback when all of a sudden she clung tightly to my shoulders, her face stained with tears as she looked at me.

I remembered the times when her doctor informed me about her frequent manic episodes. I wanted to calm her down now, to assure her that I wasn't avoiding her. I genuinely cared for her, so I dedicated some of my time to offering comfort, and advice whenever she reached out to me or visited, plagued by dreams of the traumatic abuse she had endured.

She was like a sister to me, and I felt sorry for her, especially now as her father's case was reaching its end, and I wouldn't be seeing her as often.

"Luna please calm–"

"Senku you won't forgive me! Oh my God! You won't forgive me!" She became increasingly hysterical, shaking her head and crying uncontrollably.

I firmly held onto both of her shoulders, steadying her so that she would look directly into my eyes, "What's wrong?"

Anxiety welled up in my chest. I looked at her, waiting for the continuation. Why wouldn't I forgive her? I swear if her father was the cause of her distress once again, I would not rest until this ordeal was finally over. It had become exhausting, and I was determined to bring him to justice, not just for the embezzlement of funds, but to ensure that Luna would also receive the justice she deserved.

"You won't forgive me! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry! But Senku.."

Tears streamed down her eyes. She tightly held onto my arm, seeking support. I shook my head, "Shh, Luna, you need to calm down first," gently stroking her hand that clung to mine.

"It's Kohaku, Senku! Kohaku..she..." My mouth dropped open and I took a step back, feeling a surge of anxiety in my chest.

"What are you talking about?" I tried to remain calm despite the overwhelming sense of unease.

"I'm sorry. I should've listened to you. I almost physically hurt her that time! I didn't mean it!" She cried while holding her head and seemed remorseful for whatever she had done.

"W-What did you do, Luna?" I couldn't contain the anger in my tone anymore.

"It's Kohaku. She's becoming jealous of the two of us, and I think she's going to leave you after we talk, even though she..."

My eyes widened. I couldn't comfort Luna any longer, even though she was crying so heavily. I was furious with her. I didn't let her finish.

Enraged and frustrated, I abruptly left her condo, cursing under my breath as I stormed towards my office. My sole focus was to find Chrome and share the evidence we needed to conclude our investigations, then I'll fly to wherever Kohaku is.

Summoning my courage, I decided it was also the time to reveal the truth to Chrome about what had transpired between us. His constant inquiries and insistence on my presence in the office, long after everyone else had left, had become too much to bear. I knew it was necessary to provide him with an explanation, to shed light on the reasons behind my secluded behavior.

Little did I know that another revelation from Chrome awaited me, one that would deeply wound my already shattered heart. After divulging all the details of my conversation with Luna, the weight of Chrome's words struck me with an unexpected blow.

"Kohaku bears a heavy burden of guilt within her, as her sister's untimely death was not the only tragedy she endured. Her parents also met with a tragic fate. Her mother, overwhelmed by the loss of one of her daughters, took her own life, and her father passed away a few months later. It all began on the day when Ruri and Kohaku sought refuge at my place after their accident..."

As he uttered those words, a mixture of surprise and sadness enveloped me, compelling me to listen intently as he unraveled the events that led to her sister's accident that led Ruri to have that rare long-term illness. The magnitude of Kohaku's suffering became increasingly clear, leaving me overwhelmed with a sense of sorrow. It was disheartening to realize the immense burden she had silently bore all these years.

Why didn't she tell me all of these? Was this the reason she left because she was guilty? Moreover, why didn't she trusts me?

Now that I know her parents were no longer alive and realizing that I had kept her in the dark about the true motives behind my involvement with Luna, it intensifies my determination to tell her everything and never lose her again. I swiftly make arrangements to fly to Iceland, ready to plead for her forgiveness and do whatever it takes to rekindle our relationship.

I watched as Kohaku talked to Chrome on the winter beach, her laughter echoing in the air. She seemed so carefree, like a child immersed in her own world of joy. However, amidst her happiness, I couldn't help but notice a hint of melancholy in her eyes.

As she twirled around, her gaze wandered toward the sky, mesmerized by the dancing colors of the auroras. The vibrant hues painted a breathtaking scene against the backdrop of the snowy beach. It was a moment of ethereal beauty, and Kohaku lay there, captivated by the enchanting spectacle.

In that tranquil moment, I saw a mixture of emotions in her expression – the fleeting happiness, the wistful longing, and perhaps a touch of nostalgia. It was as if she was cherishing the present while reminiscing about the past.

I hesitated as I watched Kohaku, her face radiating happiness and contentment. Seeing her like this brought me both joy and uncertainty.

Should I approach her and risk disrupting her happiness? Or should I stay back and silently admire her from afar?

She followed me after I made the choice to just spend some time together, just talking and enjoying each other's company before parting ways.

It was a decision I had already made, but as we engaged in conversation, a sudden realization hit me. I couldn't ignore the growing feeling within me that I couldn't bear to stay distant any longer. At that moment, I made a firm decision to be there for her, no matter what. I wanted to share in her happiness and be a source of support through all the ups and downs. With that determination, I presented her with the ring I had prepared, a symbol of my unwavering commitment and love. From that point onward, I vowed to stand by her side, treasuring every precious moment we would share.

Sitting in my laboratory, surrounded by the familiar sights of scientific instruments and calculations, my mind started to drift away. Memories of video calls with Kohaku, started to flood my thoughts. I missed her presence, her voice, and her unwavering support. But I knew I had to keep her away from this particular endeavor. This was something I needed to handle alone.

I reflected on our conversations, the way her eyes lit up whenever we discussed how she'll want our real wedding to be, and the plans that she formulated with Lilian. I was proud of her for enduring everything.

I dreamed of a better future. A future only with her, if it's not her, I would prefer to be alone.

But now, I had to protect her from the harsh realities that lay ahead. The delicate balance of justice and the manipulation of the jury was not something I wanted her to witness. With a heavy sigh, I let go of the thoughts that weighed me down. Luna, had been instrumental in steering the jury in our favor. It was a nerve-wracking process, but it had worked. A wave of relief washed over me, knowing that we had successfully overcome that hurdle. All that remained now was to focus on supervising the imminent space mission.

I turned my attention to the rocket, knowing that the fuels it contained were crucial to its success. I meticulously checked the composition, ensuring that the combination of liquid propellants would provide the necessary thrust and efficiency. I knew that every detail mattered, especially when this rocket would carry the telescope I'm building to trace back to the origins of the universe into the vastness of space.

My responsibilities extended beyond fuel management. I dove into the intricate realm of navigation algorithms and other critical plans. I had to make sure every calculation was accurate, and every possibility considered. There was no room for error. The fate of our mission rested on my shoulders, and I wouldn't allow anything to compromise it.

I walked into my office, expecting a normal day, when suddenly my father appeared with a mischievous grin. "Well, well, look who's hiding on their birthday again!" he exclaimed, clearly enjoying himself. Lilian stood beside him, wearing a warm smile as she joined in, "Happy birthday, Senku!"

I felt my cheeks flush with embarrassment. Birthdays were never a big deal to me, and I preferred to keep them low-key. "Thanks, old man. You know how I am," I replied, trying to downplay the attention. I appreciated their greetings, but the spotlight made me squirm.

As the laughter settled, a thought nagged at me. Kohaku. I wondered if she remembered it was my birthday today, as I hadn't received any greetings from her. My father and I engaged in conversation for a while, and after enduring his constant teasing, which included reminiscing about how I proposed to Kohaku, they finally said their goodbyes an hour later.

Just as I settled into my work, my secretary handed me an unknown letter from an unfamiliar sender. Curiosity piqued, I opened it cautiously. The contents sent a chill down my spine. It was a message from someone who believed I hadn't finished what I started. Someone who accused me of brainwashing their daughter, intent on putting me down and killing me.

Fear mingled with anger as I read the words on the page. This was an unexpected threat, and it demanded my attention. I knew I had to act swiftly, yet discreetly.

I sat in front of my holographic monitor, my eyes scanning the data flowing across the screen. I had devised a code that could differentiate between tangible and intangible objects, allowing me to identify any anomalies within my company. As I analyzed the readings, my suspicions were confirmed—a laboratory showed the presence of an unfamiliar container.

My eyes widened in horror as I gazed upon the ticking time bomb on the holographic monitor. I was seething with anger. Someone had managed to breach the security of my meticulously crafted codes. It infuriated me to think that there was another genius out there capable of challenging my intellect. How dare they infiltrate my domain and undermine my expertise? The fire in my eyes burned with determination as I vowed to track down this worthy adversary and reclaim what was rightfully mine. Without wasting a second, I quickly assessed the situation. "Ammonium nitrate and nitromethane? This is bad, really bad," I muttered to myself.

I have a bad feeling it would ensure chaos, so I became more focused. I didn't know if it was because I was suspecting Dr. Nevaeh was on supervision that day. He was very impulsive for me, and he didn't like taking orders. He would rather die alone than ask someone for help. That was my impression of him.

Formulating another plan, I decided to tell Dr. Xeno to create a diversion, with a sense of urgency, I drafted a coded message that contained the necessary clues if this person was a mole within my company. I wanted to convey the gravity of the situation, to make it clear that he had a limited time to act. The threat of imminent danger would hopefully deter the unknown sender from pursuing their vendetta against me.

Without wasting a moment, I sprang into action. I rushed down from my office and jumped into my car, speeding towards the fields that separated the main building from the laboratory. The thought that this mysterious object could potentially be a ticking time bomb filled me with urgency.

As I arrived at the laboratory, my heart pounded in my chest. I knew that within those walls, the finalization of crucial space navigation algorithms was taking place. The safety of my team and the entire company was at stake. Determination fueled my every step as I entered the laboratory, ready to neutralize the threat and protect everything we had worked so hard to achieve.

In that moment, with the weight of responsibility on my shoulders, I vowed to use every ounce of my knowledge and expertise to defuse the situation. Failure was not an option. As I approached the suspicious container, my mind raced with calculations and contingency plans. I had to dismantle this potential disaster, ensuring the safety of everyone involved.

My heart sank as I discovered the unimaginable—the time bomb that had infiltrated our laboratory had a hidden code to trigger its detonation. How could this have happened? My mind raced with a flurry of thoughts and possibilities, but one thing was clear: time was running out.

I cursed silently to myself, realizing that every second mattered now. The realization that I might be too late, that I had unknowingly touched everything, sent a surge of frustration and anger coursing through my veins. How could I have missed this? I prided myself on my meticulous attention to detail, and yet, a critical breach had occurred right under my nose.

As I stared at the hacked navigation monitor, my mind raced to find a solution. There was no time for panic or self-pity. I had to focus on finding a way to defuse the bomb and prevent its catastrophic consequences. The lives of my colleagues and the entire facility were at stake.

At that moment, a surge of determination overcame me. I refused to accept defeat. With every ounce of knowledge and expertise I possessed, I began to analyze the code, searching for any weaknesses or loopholes. The weight of responsibility pressed heavily upon me, but I channeled my frustration into laser-like focus.

With steady hands and focused determination, I began the delicate process of securing the volatile substances. Time seemed to move in slow motion as I carefully handled each component, taking every precaution to avoid any accidental detonation.

The intense concentration and the adrenaline coursing through my veins merged into a singular purpose—to protect and preserve the future of everything I've worked hard to build this company. I won't let that monster mess up everything.

Minutes turned into eternity as I delved deeper into the intricacies of the code. It was a battle against time, my fingers flying across the keyboard, my mind racing against the countdown. I couldn't afford to make a single mistake. Failure was not an option.

Finally, after what felt like an eternity, a glimmer of hope emerged. I identified a vulnerability—a tiny crack in the seemingly impenetrable code. With renewed vigor, I exploited this weakness, unraveling the intricate network of commands that controlled the bomb.

Sweat dripped from my brow as I cautiously disabled each line of code, holding my breath with every keystroke. The silence in the room was deafening as I worked feverishly, my concentration unyielding. The pressure was immense, but I was determined to succeed.

And then, the moment of truth arrived.

A wave of despair washed over me as I made a shocking discovery—my worst fears had come true. The time bomb, which I had desperately hoped would be disarmed, continued to tick relentlessly, its presence a grim reminder of the danger that lurked. Panic surged through my veins, knowing that its destructive power will unleashed and time was running out. With a sense of urgency, I shouted through the intercom, ordering everyone in the facility to evacuate immediately.

I didn't have any time to waste. I rushed down from the control room, my mind racing with the potential consequences if that bomb were to explode. "Attention, everyone!" I shouted urgently, grabbing their attention. "We need to evacuate the lab right now! Evacuate! Everyone, get out of the building now!" I shouted urgently, hoping my voice would reach every corner of the facility.

Confusion and panic rippled through the room as my fellow scientists tried to comprehend the urgency of my words. But I didn't have time to explain further. I needed them to trust me and escape before it was too late. As people began to scramble, panic filled the air. I continued running towards the laboratory where the bomb was suspected to be. "Stay calm, Senku. You can do this," I muttered to myself, trying to stay focused amidst the chaos.

But just as I thought I had made progress, a blinding explosion erupted in one of the adjacent hallways. My heart skipped a beat as I realized the bomb already started. I cursed under my breath, realizing the severity of the situation. "This can't be happening. Not now."

With debris falling all around me, I had to think quickly. "Think, Senku, think!" I urged myself, desperately searching for an escape route. Time was against me, and I had to act fast.

I spotted a nearby door leading to another corridor, and without hesitation, I sprinted toward it. As I reached the door, an ear-splitting blast erupted behind me, propelling me forward with the force of the explosion. The door slammed shut, shielding me from the full impact.

Breathing heavily, I leaned against the door, thankful for the momentary respite. "That was too close," I muttered, my voice trembling with a mix of relief and determination.

As I made my way toward the exit, I noticed movement amidst the chaos. A man, trapped under a pile of rubble, struggling to free himself. Without hesitation, I changed course and rushed toward the trapped man. "Hang on! I'm coming to get you out!" I shouted, determined to rescue him before it was too late.

With every ounce of strength, I pulled and heaved, using every scientific principle at my disposal to remove the debris. The man's grateful eyes met mine as he was finally freed from the wreckage.

"Thank you, thank you so much!" he gasped, struggling to catch his breath. "I thought I was a goner!"

"Just focus on getting out of here," I replied, urgency lacing my voice. "We need to evacuate immediately. Follow me!"

Together, we navigated the chaotic lab, dodging falling equipment and rushing towards the exit. As we reached the threshold, a familiar face appeared before me – Dr. Xeno.

"Senku! You've done well," he commended, but his expression grew grave. "Now we must leave. There's no time to waste."

Without another word, Xeno and I bolted toward safety. We had barely cleared the doorway when a massive explosion erupted from within the laboratory. The force of the blast pushed us forward.

We stumbled and regained our footing, panting heavily as the dust settled around us. The laboratory was now a charred ruin, a stark testament to the catastrophic event that had just occurred.

"Dr. Senku!" I heard Chelsea called out for me.

I coughed as I removed the towel covering my mouth and nose. Dr. Xeno pulled me back before I could turn away from the burning laboratory that just got another explosion. I glanced around to assess if anyone was injured, and when I saw Dr. Nevaeh with my fellow scientists, and Stanley, Xeno's trusted bodyguard, standing behind him, anger surged within me. I looked at Xeno, seeking confirmation that my suspicion was true—that he was the mole who had been paid by Luna's imprisoned father to have me killed. When he nodded, I didn't hesitate to confront him.

"Dr. Ishigami!" some co–scientists grab my arm before I went for him. I confronted him with a menacing glare. I wanted to be violent. I was so close to punching him in the face, but I immediately stopped when I saw him shaking out of fear. He was trembling in fear for being discovered while Stanley apprehended him and shackled his arms from behind.

"You do not deserve your fucking position!" I hissed and let him go, "I don't care about the space mission being compromised as we can do all those algorithms all over again. A lot of us could have died because of you!"

"Dr. Senku… please calm down." Dr. Xeno tried to grab my arm again.

"I fucking have a family and wife waiting for me!" My eyes were already bloodshot. I could no longer control the tears of rage streaming down my face.

I stood before the criminal, my emotions raging inside me. In that intense moment, a thought crossed my mind. If I were to die here, Kohaku would lose yet another chance to be with me. She would be devastated, overcome by sadness and guilt, believing that she was the reason for all the lives lost. I couldn't bear the thought of her going through that pain again.

The medical team had to check everyone's condition before transferring us to the nearest hospital. We stayed there to be interviewed by some officials. I just knew at that moment that my father will experience another severe headache because of what happened no matter how carefree he is.

Breathing a sigh of relief mixed with sorrow for the destruction, I glanced back at the scene. The weight of our narrow escape sank in as I realized a part of our plan were compromise but was glad that the most important thing for me was to go home alive back to her.

I stared at our Polaroid picture together I placed on the back of my phone. I almost faced death, and I realized that time will not stop for me. I wanted to marry her immediately. I wanted to be with her. At that moment, Dr. Xeno goes back to rescue me. I couldn't accept dying in that tragic way.

I haven't had a good life yet. That was what I thought at that time.

A good life where I am married to the woman I love, whose support and encouragement I look forward to every waking day.

"Senku!"

I noticed Kohaku standing a few meters away, her eyes filled with a mix of relief and concern. Chrome, heaved a heavy sigh beside her. In that moment, we didn't need words to communicate. Our eyes spoke volumes, conveying the shared understanding of the relief that I am still alive.

As Kohaku rushed towards me, tears streamed down her face. "Senku! I thought I lost you," she cried, her voice trembling with a mixture of fear and relief.

I reached out and gently embraced her, feeling the warmth of her presence. I hugged her tight and caressed her hair. "I'm here, Kohaku. I made it out," I reassured her, my own voice filled with gratitude.

"Why would you scare me like that?" She cried more, "I'm sorry…" I kissed the side of her head, "I'm sorry, my love…"

Everyone was looking at us while Chrome smirk at me from behind her, we were stuck in the middle of the hallway, but I couldn't care less. I hugged her tighter now, whispering comforting words to her so she would calm down.

"I promised you I will come back…" I caressed her hair.

"I can't lose you again… I'm afraid of losing someone important to me. Not again…" she whispered while crying, "Please never again…"

"You will never lose me, " I kissed the top of her head, " I love you so much."

"I'm really glad you're alive," She said while sobbing, "Happy Birthday Senku…"

After a month of recovery from the laboratory explosion, Kohaku and I found ourselves in my observatory in Iceland. It was a special moment for us as we had just gotten married, and this country meant so much for us.

As I entered the observatory, I saw Kohaku standing by the glass window, her eyes shining with a mixture of awe and love. The stars twinkled brightly behind her, their light casting an ethereal glow upon her figure. Beyond the window, the dancing auroras painted the night sky with vibrant shades of indigo, perfectly complementing the deep blue of her eyes.

I approached her, captivated by her beauty and the enchanting scene before us. A gentle smile graced her lips as she turned to face me. "Senku, this place is incredible," she replied, her voice filled with wonder. "I never imagined I would witness such a breathtaking sight."

Her smile grew wider, lighting up the room. "Do you..remember the gift I made for you in high school?" she asked.

I paused for a moment, reflecting on it, "Of course, Kohaku," I said, a hint of surprise in my voice. "It was a periodic table with real elements, wasn't it?"

Kohaku nodded, "I had hoped you would like it, but then I saw it displayed on one of your cabinets here."

"It's right where I can see it whenever I go here for a visit," I said.

She looked at me, her eyes filled with curiosity. "Senku did you... also, read the letter I wrote with it?" she asked.

A smile formed on my face as I nodded. "Yes. I read every word of your letter," I reassured her. "Your words meant everything to me. They inspired me and gave me strength all those years," I confessed. I found it one time after I made the offer to purchase their mansion when briefly looked at her room.

Kohaku's eyes lit up, and she took a step closer, her hand reaching for mine. "I poured my heart into that letter, Senku. I'm glad you read it," she whispered, her voice filled with emotion.

It was proof that I fell for her that fateful day I declined her gift. I fell for her again the night before she left when I kiss her under the meteor showers. Throughout the years, I have held onto it as a symbol of my enduring love for her. It was proof that we share the same feelings back then.. And until now..

As I stood beside Kohaku in the observatory, a soft breeze brushed through the room, gently tousling her hair. I couldn't help but be drawn to her, captivated by her presence amidst the celestial beauty surrounding us.

With a tender smile, I reached out and delicately tucked a strand of her hair behind her ear.

Kohaku turned her gaze toward me, her eyes reflecting a mix of gratitude and adoration. The touch seemed to convey a silent understanding, a reassurance that I would always be there to protect and cherish her.

She took my hand in hers, "You are now successful, Senku."

I tightened my grip on her hand, feeling a rush of warmth. "No. You are my secret to success. My success is fueled by having you."

As the stars continued to shimmer in the night sky and the auroras danced behind her, I couldn't help but be reminded of the beauty of this moment. In the observatory, amidst the wonders of the universe, I stood beside Kohaku, knowing that together we could face any challenge that lay ahead.

With a final glance, I intertwined my fingers with hers, a silent promise to walk this path together, hand in hand. And at that moment, as we embraced the enchanting backdrop of stars and auroras, I knew that our love was as timeless and infinite as the universe itself.